i was hanging with a girl for a while and i wasnt sure i liked her put she really seemed to like me, i realized i liked her and tried to get closer to her the only way i knew how, i tried to be more physical, went through the motions of what you do with someone you love but i didnt try to get to know her like i should have, we both went on trips to europe at different times and we havent seen each other in a little over a month, she hasnt texted me or anything since our trips and her silence tells me all i need to hear. we were really different from each other but similar in a way that we were both different from our friends, she was innocent and a good girl and im more of a fuck up and got high every day, i could tell my habit which was really an addiction was a problem for her, since ive been back from europe ive been sober, something ive realized is much better for myself but a decision i made with her in mind, i know its over and i respect her decision, im gonna stay sober even though its hard, for me not for her, but i would be lying if i wasnt wishing shed text me right now and i could be with her without the adulteration of drugs or alcohol
>>11614586why don't you text her? maybe she thinks you're not interested. or maybe seeing you again, sober especially, would rekindle her interest. don't give up so quickly my dude.
