it has dawned on me, I am everything but anything desirable to society (you)I am currently figuring out, is it better to be belittled or ignored?however having your very own thoughts and feelings used against you is a fate worse than deathit’s so much fun being painted green with envy seeing others have what you lack
>>11640849excuse me, your vaginer is showing.
congratulations on the worlds least sentient "epiphany"
>>11640857it was intentional I need attention :l>>11640867yes thank you for giving me the invalidation i expect>>11640870hah *de-lewds*I haven’t even been in the mood to draw pr0n anymoar :c talk about creative erectile dysfunction
>>11640849ermmmm actually everybody is made in the image of God so everybody has the same value... Deal with it *puts on epic sunglasses* B)
>>11640931if im the same value as anyone else why did I have to hangout in the bathroom while everyone else got to sit at the tables with their friends during lunch lole why do I have to watch others walk the same path as me but with other people to enjoy the view with :) riddle me that epic one
>>11640943Because the world is not fair and cruel and we are sinners but fundamentally we are human beings made in the image of God therefore we all have the same value
>>11640982yeah true we’re all worthless and this stupid shit laden world can hurry up and implode on itself before I fucking lose it myself
>>11640995ermmmm actually God loves everyone and we are incredibly valuable so valuable and so loved that God himself limited himself and became a human who lived a sinless life, taught amazing ethical genius teachings, performed miracles, died loving and forgiving his enemies, and rose from the dead 3 days later promising eternal life to everyone who puts their faith and trust in him because he died as a sacrifice to mediate us to God. *Puts on epic sunglasses again* B)Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>11641014im glad you still got it in you because they wrought all that bullshit out of meyour fortune is telling Life is patheticYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>11641022its reality not something you can beat out of someone B)Your fortune: Better not tell you now
u dnt like to draw bakgrounds or scenery?? me neither!
Y not just watch boondocks or smthn ya coon
>>11641023well when reality becomes a means to hold back tears from breaking down every fucking moment those things don’t matter as much>>11641028idk just been tryna get the character in the correct proportions and I can’t say I’ve been inspired to come up w those things eitherYour fortune: Average Luck
>>11641030because I’m already surrounded by niggers here you fucking darkie >>11641034this is why I don’t check fortune with my shit luck
>>11641034know whatcha mean bruhva, all I been had since I was a little nut w/ skin is drawing n doodling. only place that makes sense.>but i still ain't made myself nuthin up from it
>>11641046preciate ya mayne nothing may have ever came about from the art and music I’ve made but at least nobody can tell me shit when I’ve got everything to show for itwatching the world pass you by is a funny feeling knowing you deserve better
You are all full of bullshit.... im here and i want to be your friend for real but you seem more inclined to rot in your own self pity and bitching about it loooooooooooooool
>>11640905whatever, man. draw her shitting
>>11641069whatever @u wtf is wrong with you you can’t pay me to draw that shit>>11641068you’re like a woman the way ur tryna neg and gaslight meThey know what the fuck they’re doing and im only humoring it because I have nothing else going 4 me
oh but there is something oh so very fucking wrong with me thinking that everyone is the same fucking woman who scorned me that I can’t seem to let go of Cruel and unusual indeed
>>11641068>>11641076>>11641069this should clear things up for all of you.https://youtu.be/3MVAIdufOn4?si=u8qpvzh3epWyOe59 I know I know, you've heard it a thousand times.
"I killed him hard, I pulled out his heart and showed it him."
If it makes you feel any better I am eating cookies w/ milk and I envy those of you who want more for yourself in life and think you deserve it.
>>11641091it’s not just for me though so it’s justified
>>11641094
>>11640849>>11640905dis is nice girl
u should be like a animator or a comic drawing artist OP ur really good at that :>
hey look! this is what you wanted right? You’ve totally gotten to me! wait what? You’re not paying attention to me? Oh… well i suppose things won’t change either way! Haha! Funny! Is it self deprecating when im just stating the facts here? Accepting it is the hard part right? I only think i know better after all that has festered within me! That’s what this website is for right? Making people make a fool of themselves out of everything used against them? I’m laughing too you know! It’s my fault for expecting anything good to have come out of any of this shit, no matter what i have done! And im even more in the wrong for ever listening to myself! At least i know how stupid it would fucking look for me to go running back and pointing fingers at the person who started this bullshit! They’ve done absolutely nothing and it’s all on paper how they have no relation! Look at the paper trail! I’m a shameless fucking disgusting faggot! It’s what i DESERVE1!!1!
>>11641144checked :dtyvm but i just don’t know how anything will ever work in my favor, it seems all im able to do is self sabotage. I have nothing going on for me in my life but drawing and posting on 4chn lole and my social media accounts get no interactions no matter what I’ve ever done xd I really do wish my life had a point to it
>>11641165maybe u gotta just make what u want to make (if there's a project u want to do besides just posting drawings)if you make something really cool like a graphic novel and put it out, that's how you start a career or at least get people to find your stuff because people like reading cool stories with cool drawings and theres like whole places where they talk about it and share them with more people :)
>>11641172I’ve gone through over 3 different soundclouds worth of musicI have over 444+ posts all within half a year on ig of all ocI don’t have a story to tell and im honestly way beyond having a career but thanks again 4 ur kind words :^)I don’t think this world has anything in store for me and never mind people actually caring about anything other than themselves
im going to make bitter angry jealous faggot who lashes out at everything and anyone my thing like it wasn’t already me in the 1st place!since nothing good ever happens, how much of a stupid piece of shit do I have to be for them to make it even worse??
get mail bombed
>>11641180u know the world does have a lot for you if you don't give up on looking for it, sometimes it takes a long time to find and takes luck and courage but if you stop looking then you really won't find it. I think you must have a story becuse everyone does and you're telling it with your art and in posts here on [s4s]. community and friendship are real and are part of what it means to be human so if you feel like you can't experience that with the people around you or like you are being taken advantage of, maybe you should find a new place or new scene and try again. I think if you put care into the world and the people around you, you will feel that care back and that feels super evident to me in a place like [s4s]. I hope you can find that too, here if nowhere else.
>>11641266do it nigger your words are emptier than meYou anonymous niggers are pathetic >>11641291yeah and it amounted to sending cum videos to nurseFuck this world
>>11640849hai zerozerozero
>>11641711good morning making it a thing from now on to choose violenceit’s the only answer at this point>>11641720too bad so sad is a trope that has never changed in my life and it’s like a running joke at this point
I am tired of it all and I don’t even care if im not forgiven for lashing out :)…it has festered alright and that is exactly their intent, trapping you in a corner and fucking prodding yourself against you and supposedly im the one in the wrong for trying to do the right thing and having normal human emotions, it’s all my fault now ha
>>11641266>mailbomb>2024the same shit they did to the unibomber and many others like that is happening to me but we’re in a day and age where a fucking pipe bomb is literal childs play
I’ve fallen victim to yet another case oflet’s draw a girl but say it’s a boy!
>>11641988i understand twitter frendyou will win
>>11641988Could do do a sketch for me pls umm try to draw a woman with large boobies and butt and wide hips wearing a top hat
>>11642070luuvvve <3>>11642078yeh ok funnily enough I was thinking of drawing some nice boobs but ima go hike 1st tho xd
my heart should NOT be beating the way it does for what it’s beating to lmfao
>>11642158STAB it *splurt* *splurt*
>>11642158i fell in love with another fictional character you made...
>>11642502if only I had the HEART for that haha lolez :p>>11642516sigheveryone is in love with everyone but mejk I could and would never insinuate that and I appreciate it anywayslove is a terrible curse im trying to fall out of :l like why do I have to feel this way? No fair
hmm… im low t so I can’t draw women too voluptuous I apologizefeel free to photoshop slash’s top hat on her thoI don’t have it in me to do anything but schizopost to myself until I piece it together enough to let it all go, blowing my brains out would be the optimal route here
>>11642976how do you manage with low effort/motivation? this isn't a diss, this is the same guy who asked to draw frilly dresses last timei always feel very unconfident about drawing, especially bodies. like my arms or legs are wrong. or the breasts are too big and the body is bigger than it should be. I think I messed up the shading on the knee of the boot her but idk how to fix it.
>>11643001and idk anything about drawing genitals. even when copying from a reference it still looks like i did it wrong.and i find myself getting distracted lately
>>11642158get that checked out anon
>>11643001>>11643005what’s up dude :)woah sick shading though, looks fine to methat’s a good question in all actuality and no offense taken! but if im going to be honest, I think it’s unironically severe mental illness paired with the fact I have nothing else to do in my life but contemplate things. I look at my old drawings and how embarrassing they are, everything is asymmetrical and disproportionate. I feel like getting the right ratios is completely a self taught thing. I have no idea how to draw cunny either, it’s all just a means to distract myself from how big of a jealous incel I am lole xd >>11643011They would 100% institutionalize me if they knew what triggers me
>>11643001love that shit idiot. stop being a bitch about YOUR creation homie
>>11643001NOT OP BUHHTstop being so anal abt drawing. when you're inexperienced your mind will put constraints on your drawings without you even knnowing(does that make sense?). so relax and perceive how the image appeals to your hand and the way YOU would draw it.(you get it?)
what did I ever expect really from anything how and why did all this come about from herein hindsight im just another fucking crazy person taking the bait just like anyone else Everything I’ve ever thought, said, felt and done isn’t exclusive to me and nothing will ever beI never wanted any of this haha
what did she see in himnot me and I guess that’s what sold it
tfw u realize u spent the entirety of 2023 schizoposting in the notes app2024 is schizoposting on 4chanI won’t even livestream it But it’s not like anyone would notice or careIt’s so funny how seemingly nothing could bring me to the verge of tears
>>11643197Lol you should read my 2023 schizoposting on chatgpt!
>>11643201I wish I found a way of enjoying this soul shattering loneliness but life has been a means of saying how much it fucking blows but in different words. I really do try and be grateful for what I can but my delusions kill me every fucking time.
>>11643210Lol thats life kid!Also loneliness sucks bad... FUCK LONELINESS
>>11643228heh I know what life is at this point and if I were a kid I’d be doing stupid shit to cope and wouldn’t even be able to hold a conversation. If it’s not envy it’s that, if it’s not one thing it’s another. Tis life. I can’t ever get any type of satisfaction financially or socially because that would ruin the fun for the people who don’t want me to have fun
>>11640849tfw I'm society
this is what u want me to be rightyes I think it’s what I am it’s where I was always meant to be
>>11643290oh shut it what do you really know what am I supposed to do, celebrate all of this?flaunt all of this misfortune?You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, all things considered, there is nothing else for me to do or say
ayo it's time to go gorilla KNOCK'Nhttps://youtu.be/USriZAMR2nA?si=CaNK0c5Xy9bmk7Wm
have you thought ever abt a name change to Admiral Dickhead?
https://youtu.be/iiMFRMoxxEI?si=VuFtkQXLP20i0RGz
>>11643436https://youtu.be/S9HWZWmMCL8?si=pcO57SgOnFN0mwl0
no dizrespect... Admiral Dickheadhttps://youtu.be/OKYUpvy7rzs?si=6uEoJMKu03awtu-C
>>11643473no is jam n gummi worms
>>11643473wut about this shweetharthttps://youtu.be/AuAEgtQiGeM?si=GZ3buNHlxFZ9KYQA
>>11643434>>11643477is this because u wanna suck me up like the lil faggot u are
all this heartbreak over a bitch begging for pizzawtf has my life come to I tell,myself the same thing I’ve felt was felt by anyone fucking elseim not special
lol
funny funny funnyI realized no matter what would’ve happened I’ve been bled dry either wayexcept this route was all of my very own accord all from watching everything and everyone and taking the fucking bait like I don’t have any other option in my life I really am stuck in cage now huh
>>11644418I was just loling at my ban tbh.Dont tell mods i evaded tho
>>11644431this 4chan stuff is beyond me tbh :l
>>11644503Nice butte!!!!
bleh…I already knew how insignificant I amBut my biggest fear may be coming to fruition, how none of this matters and it’s all randomized with no order to anything, ever. how life became nothing but a means to keep me from falling apart and breaking down at any given moment. Is this really shit 4chan is saying? Hahahahahahahaahhahahahahaha>>11644506Thxx my duder =^~^=
being schizo is one thingbut having the same song stuck on loop in your head for days is a little muchwho the fuck put on linkin park
lemme show you some really music niggahttps://youtu.be/-ZdLbiF9gCo?si=CAhNGnUiBHFS-_0I
>>11645157U liekKK Linkin PARK?!!41https://youtu.be/5nLA-sTpSH0?si=Hb14vn8_tmifBNOH
>>11645239>>11645157wong link homie... ignore xdat elon jonhttps://youtu.be/jRFAXBvBZdQ?si=nNjLzFVEncOXr3Zl
>>11645157So le relatable…https://youtu.be/eHECKcnloCE?si=VhY_92vIbAGeeXb3
I guess emo wasn’t a phase after all >>11645160sounds like my music #sovl >>11645239Elton’s a classic too yknow>>11645243that distortion is one of a kind, missed this song, something about that phrase, alone again lolehowever my only choice left is violence these days>>11645261linkin park has a signature nostalgic sound too these days all I am is numb and reanimated
>>11645286(VIBOLENCE)https://youtu.be/u4uhKJ7zN-k?si=cTTsqEB6AUi5-JBN
>>11645331wth! never expected 2c siccboirari on esforce lmaoeI have a goth money hoodie from back in the day followed each other on my old ig too xd small world
looking back, the only thing good that ever came about from anything was that I learned. I guess im lucky I even learned in that sense. What fucking ever
>>11645357juts noticed face tattoo.really personALdo i kno you?(pic not related)
>>11641885now he admits its radios
>>11645617i bet he admits its radios now
I don’t get it
>>11646222Trips!The sign is a subtle joke. The shop is called "Sneed's Feed & Seed", where "feed" and "seed" both end in the sound "-eed", thus rhyming with the name of the owner, Sneed. The sign says that the shop was "Formerly Chuck's", implying that the two words beginning with "F" and "S" would have ended with "-uck", rhyming with "Chuck". So, when Chuck owned the shop, it would have been called "Chuck's Feeduck and Seeduck".
this site really isn’t helping the case of dead internet theory, but I will humanize you all regardless. :)I-… I just wanted… nvm
>>11646239Im alive and well... thank you
>>11646249alive or just breathing
>>11646251Touche.....
ITS YOUR FAULT2!1!1!1111!1!1!1!
why….why me…what did I ever do to you or anyone to warrant any of this… you let everyone else… e-e-everyone else got a c-c-chance… b-b-b-but me… so I get to sulk alone in the corner and fantasize how things could be the opposite of what I’ve ever known… I don’t even think I have any control over my mind or anything I think anymore :(… why have you took it all away from me? Why have you stripped me down to nothing? Why…?
I’ve figured it out. I’ve gaslit myself into thinking I need approval or validation from ANYONE for ANYTHING I feel when I KNOW it’s all NULL and VOID! Ha! I’m a genius for this one! I DONT NEED YOU! OR ANY OF YOU! HAHAHAHA! NEVER DID! NEVER WILL!AAAAHAHAHAHAHA
Hi drawfren can I request a drawing as birthday gift?
>>11646437ask and you shall receive
why did you leave when I needed you the most?why did you do everything you have done to everyone else?WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!THERE MUST BE SOMETHING OH SO TERRIBLY HORRIBLY WRONG WITH ME FOR IT TO BE THIS WAY! I MUST BE PAYING THE WORST KIND OF KARMA FOR ALL OF THIS!I supposedly INITIALLY KNEW BETTER but SOMEHOW it got worse! That always happens every single time! WITH YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE IVE EVER THOUGHT I FEIGNED THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF AFFECTION TOWARDS!IT IS A CURSE AND I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY ABOUT IT! WAAAAAAAAH NOBODY EVER SAW ME IN THE SAME KIND OF LIGHT IVE SEEN ANYONE ELSE! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
>>11646442thanksI'd like to request Neptune from Neptunia in a swimsuit sitting in front of a laptop working on a small table in front of a restaurant in a tourist town
>>11646478oh I forgot to mentionit's up to you whether you want to draw her in her normal form or in HDD form
>>11646478>>11646498ohh.. nep! Yeah sure, I think I’ll do normal hair/size but with her hdd bodysuit!happy bday and enjoy ur day, I’ll give it a shot
>>11646470what happened? idk the context.. someone left you?
>>11646692I don’t want to point fingers but strange things have started happening to me and the world around me eversince I started posting here… it’s to the point where me schizoposting like a crazy person is somehow the least of my worries… sigh I don’t think anyone would get it either and im not sure if it can even be put into words :( but that someone was never there in the first place which is the pathetic thing… so everything I do is all a means to drive me further into insanity chasing a ghost… Le sigh
well bdaynon… here you are. I’m not particularly inspired to draw much of a background tourist town or restaurant so my bad on that…Color is going to cost you…Your time and patience
>>11646805do it
>>11646832ye im finna after I come back from the mtn
>>11646725the anonymous plausible deniability creates a self-contradictory atmosphere where u can’t really be sure of anything or anyone since they never maintain any coherent form of existence, perpetuating ambient rhythmic background patterns and imagined constructed narratives to hint at a form of identity just barely beyond the realm of what can be grasped by an observer, the internal world reflects externally, naive minds entangled into unconscious disarrayed abstraction, an interface is formed, the threshold that cannot be (un)crosseda ghost cannot be hugged unless it allows itself to be touched, and to a ghost, to be touched is to lay one’s soul bare... and what a weak soul that is, to not even allow their cold hearts to be warmed in the flame of pure lightbut of course even this will be denied!
>>11640849zerozerozeroi might be naive and newBut youMy favorite schizo
>>11647087unfortunately I fear it will only ever be denied, because nobody will ever be in the position to own up to anything. The truth is stranger than fiction. sigh. >>11647100>naive and newwe’re not so different you and Ibut I feel you might know more than you’re letting on like any other poster here. Thxx anyways anone :3
>>11640849oh wow, im so sorrycan yiu be my GORLFRIEND now@horsesex@tutamail.com
>>11647313why do I only ever attract DID altersWHO AM IIIIIIIIIII
>>11647349I am doctor and i see this often with my patience..I prescribe you with lithium and willy up your cooter, now PUHLEEASE SEND ME PICS OF UR BUSSY IN 4K @HORSESEX@TUTAMAIL.COM
>>11647366worst fucking quack ever. luckily for you I know better these days and somehow I made it past my druggy days without ever taking or sucking cock. Nor do I ever plan to. Rather be dead than gay or on any non psychoactives!
happy bday buddy enjoy your life
>>11647366>>11647378really neat how whites never had a culture so they made AI to make one for them and the new world... Guess this is what it came up wif x3
>>11647433mr 000 is asian and I'm a hemaphrodite futanari.plz be inclusive for our bipoc frens on floorcan
>>11647412cute nepper!thanks a lot
>>11647433if anything was meant to be any good ever, what’s real will prosper eventually>>11647466ohh the best of both worlds huh>>11647483=^~^=v
>>11647466>>11647498O' gee I think we've startled em'>Shhh Shhh.Calm, Calm...Hi, little booger :)Do you know any Amazon gift card claim codes, little buddy??
>>116475622373227375
>>11647579oops! i guess not...
>>11647300We're like 2 pees in a podKnow about what?? I'm just a silly guyAlways, I got a good feeling about you :)
>>11640931God himself is taunting me with this post. He is evil and you are a moron
