Well, honestly, I was speechlessWhen I woke up to your voice noteYou told me how you'd been feelingLet's work it out on the remixYeah, I don't know if you like meSometimes I think you might hate meSometimes I think I might hate youMaybe you just wanna be meCan't tell if you wanna see meFalling over and failingAnd you can't tell what you're feelingI think I know how you feelYou'd always say, "Let's go out," but then you'd cancel last minuteI was so lost in my head and scared to be in the pop breadsI was trapped in a hatred and your life seemed so awesomeI never thought for a second my voice was in your head"Girl, you walk like a bitch" when I was ten, someone said thatAnd it's just self defense until you're building a weaponShe believed my projection and now I totally get itForgot that inside that icon there's still a young girl from Essex
quick updates in case you DO show up (may add more) [fortune color="#0000FF" hidden="1. ugh i don't STAN anyone! I just happened to deep dive Shady's discog recently (for reasons I'd love to share soon) and he has some well-written songs I relate to!2. don't worry, i wasn't hurt or anything, i just had to walk away... breaking your promise to stop making me use wpop, then calling me abusive and attacking me in that one other thread, it was the last straw for me and i couldn't handle it anymore, so i cut off 4chan for months on end and occasionally popped up. genuinely, i hold no hard feelings about anything, just an explanation 3. despite your allegations, I haven't seriously considered offing myself for almost a full YEAR, and my last serious breakdown was in April. regardless, I genuinely do regret putting so much burdens on you, fortunately me and my life standings have much improved since then!4. btw i lost a good amount of weight the past few months :)) proud of it5. ignore those hoes, I believed you to be Supermodel-perfect since day one <3]sleep tight[/fortune]oh, and happy holidays!
>>11937486>pop breads?*sip*>>11937543>[fortune color="#0000FF" hidden="*sip*1337 hax0rz detectedYour fortune: Reply hazy, try again
>>11937543i know this isn’t my business to pry into but i’ve seen both of you whispering to each other in public for long enough to make me curiousall you seem to do is repeat some constant cycle of reaching out to one another, like you’re endlessly floating away, desperately clinging to a flimsy piece of string, hoping for the other person to pull you in, but you never get anywhere and nothing ever happens and there’s never a satisfying conclusion, what’s up with that?Your fortune: Good Luck
>>11937608https://genius.com/Eminem-crazy-in-love-lyrics
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>>11939144I wouldn't worry about it dubs
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>>11937608jesus we’re just 4chan penpals checking in on each other via esforce because it’s a board we both like, gosh. excuse you.
>>11939489but why do you communicate in vague messages that only make sense if the other person knows what to look for
>>11939489truuuuealso welcome!https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/tindersticks/ladywiththebraid.html
>>119375431.)ooh i’d love to hear! it’s fine, i totally understand, everyone loves em and i get it. he’s very relatable, especially the way he deals with angry or retributive themes! it’s just the kind of hipster i am and my taste, never been a fan for a few diff reasons. 2.)i always had a bit of a problem with you saying i “MADE” you use /wp/… i feel like at one point i said i would try to seek you out on esforce when i wanted to talk again.. i am sorry for hurting your feelings, really glad to hear you took some time off to focus on yourself and ur well-being.3.)so relieved to hear that! the way things are going, i hope that’s something we don’t have to worry about ever again! very happy to know life has been looking up for you!! and honestly, at the risk of sounding really crass, bitchy and narcissistic, THIS is what i wanted from you all along. and i was kind of nudging you in this direction basically ever since we started talking on a regular basis and then more intimately in DMs, like, i just wanted you to be a fully independent, happy person with your own life, regardless of me. like that was a big source of tension and anxiety in our relationship and for me personally, the codependency, sometimes slightly obsessive maybe? vibes i was getting, and feeling like your happiness depended on me and our relationship.4.) OMG im so proud of you!!! yay!!! whatcha been doing? cardio? dieting? medicine from the doctor? either way that’s amazing!! keep going!!! even though you’re always beautiful no matter what :)) 5.)thank you. as much as i’ve whined about you showing me too much affection, you’ve always made me feel really good about myself, like a superstar. i just.. idk.. i think im losing faith in monogamy. it’s already something humans probs never did naturally, and in todays society it feels harder than ever to maintain…still listening to music? pop music? :3 (besides eminem) video games?
>>11939494humans have a unique ability for abstract thinking mwah
>>11937701werm?gwermy wernm?>>11938099>>11938141 bupping tht
>>11939548>just wanted you to be a fully independent, happy person with your own life, regardless of me. like that was a big source of tension and anxiety in our relationship and for me personally, the codependency, sometimes slightly obsessive maybe? vibes i was getting, and feeling like your happiness depended on me and our relationshipno you're right, it was a bad problemthe time off + other goals in life have really helped my paranoid feelings of codependenceoh, and a decrease in junk foods by a lil bit helps with the brain too! (my plan was simply... calorie deficit)glad you seem to have more faith in me... i'll see to it that you'll like me enough to add me back before this thread dies!>>11939548>just.. idk.. i think im losing faith in monogamy. it’s already something humans probs never did naturally, and in todays society it feels harder than ever to maintain…at the risk of sounding catty, haha...judging from certain things you did with other posters in the past that really made me upset and hurt..i knew it would never last with you, that you were never the type for that, and i was waiting for the moment to just say that to you lol... could go on and on about all the seething i felt over the years at your displays of hypocrisy... *Tarantino voice* but I won't :&)I guess that's our intro out the way right...yes I very much do still listen and play various things!these mobb deep fellas are alright, and I got on a Civ V kick again (a curse, really), would you like to share things too?
>>11939549 i’ve intruded too much already, so the last thing i’ll say is... i think one of you has a much higher abstract thinking ability than the other, and that makes it feel like there’s a gap preventing both of you from genuinely connecting to each other
And I just can't keep living this waySo starting todayI'm breaking out of this cageI'm standing up, I'ma face my demonsI'm manning up, I'ma hold my groundI've had enough, now I'm so fed upTime to put my life back together right now It was my decision to get clean, I did it for meAdmittedly, I probably did it subliminally for YOUSo I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me throughNo more beef lingers, no more drama from now onI promise to focus solely on handlin' my responsibilities as a fatherSo I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and RAISE it
>>11939561>no you're right, it was a bad problemthe time off + other goals in life have really helped my paranoid feelings of codependenceoooh wow, this is impressive, i appreciate you owning that and not using it as an opportunity to get snippy.>oh, and a decrease in junk foods by a lil bit helps with the brain tooare you almost ready to go vegan yet friend…!? :>>glad you seem to have more faith in me... i'll see to it that you'll like me enough to add me back before this thread dies!no need to rush…. but i will say based off observing what you’ve said so far vs how our conversations went for like the last year or two, i feel like im starting to see the changes i’ve been waiting on all this time.>judging from certain things you did with other posters in the past that really made me upset and hurt..i knew it would never last with you, that you were never the type for thatugh, that was a very complicated situation. i can be a bit of a flirt with people sometimes, maybe too much in some cases, but like, you don’t understand! i was very loyal to this man, and, idk maybe I AM simply being insecure for feeling this way, a lot of people are telling me it’s normal, like most guys are porn addicts or w/e, do you think i should be concerned if he’s pleasuring himself to girls that don’t look like me..?mobb deep is very cool! shook ones pt 2 is probably the greatest east coast hip hop track ever, the infamous is good and i also like their album juvenile hell. i prefer east to west as far as the 90s scene goes but imo the south had the best rap scene of the 90s.ah, civ 5! the classic.. it’s been a while since i’ve played it, mostly just play civ6 since it came out, now civ7 is right around the corner and im super excited for it!! i will say though, civ 5 has the best leader screens, and me as well as many other fans feel like they are regressing in terms of the leader screens, especially with the civ7 teasers they’ve released.(1/2)
>>11939572you might be right?
>>11939592>do you think i should be concerned if he’s pleasuring himself to girls that don’t look like me..?yesgiant red flag, get away from him now:)[waiting for rest of the post so I don't overwhelm you]
>>11939561>would you like to share things too?yesss!!did i mention i finally gave in to the college meme and decided to go to school?! i don’t wanna do soulless corporate work for the rest of my life. i plan on majoring in art history, the eventual goal is to become a curator or archivist at the art institute of chicago :Dboth of my parents were seriously ill in the last two years, first my dad in 2023 and this year it’s mom, that’s been really stressful and taken it’s emotional toll on me but thankfully, my mom is doing better now.i’ve been dabbling in watercolor and oil painting, as well as sketching, trying to teach myself how to visual art basically, and im happy with the progress im making!!got another, better promotion at my job, now i have my own little office and i get to tell the low level managers at our security company how to do their job hehe, which is fine bc they all like me, but yeah i’ve been splurging a lil bit with the money im making now. i bought a 2024 camry!!! my first brand new car! moved into a better apartment with the bf and have been decorating/furnishing like a madwoman. even more so with the holidays recently. i feel like such a functional adult decked out with christmas decorations, even down to the themed paper plates and napkins! lulhmm let’s see, i’ve been listening to a lot of pop this year, sabrina, charli ofc, the new album and unreleased stuff by SOPHIE, magdalena bay, our girl chappy!! oh and i’ve also been listening to more UK drill and this genre called “jerk” which is pretty cool, very dense rhythmic, high tempo kind of hip hop derivative genre, it’s really great! https://youtu.be/hOPz_Sg4VVgdying to know how you felt about joker 2 btw!oh and video games! have you heard of this game called “baldurs gate 3”? i started playing that ALOT this year. astarion is so sexy!! o//o
>>11939592>are you almost ready to go vegan yet friend…!? :>I see no reason to... value milk products way too much>>11939592>prefer east to west as far as the 90s scene goes but imo the south had the best rap scene of the 90s.pic related funny hahasend me some if you'd like reminder that if you add me back I'll go back to making your music recs a mission (I also intend on keeping my promise of playing Metroid Fusion if I'm added back!)haven't looked too deeply into Civ 7 yet, hope it runs on my lil ol computers lawl>>11939650>and decided to go to school?!pobrecito!(deeply admire the inspiration though, glad you're happy about it dear, especially with you learning new skills!!)>both of my parents were seriously ill in the last two years, first my dad in 2023 and this year it’s mom, that’s been really stressful and taken it’s emotional toll on me but thankfully, my mom is doing better nowvery glad (many of my friends have dealt with the same sort of things too lately)>*reads the rest of your paragraph whole sitting in the same break room*sigh, your life seems so awesome...*starts crying for an hour*all good stuff you mentioned in the music fieldwas underwhelmed by Joker 2 and thought it was a failure which is a shame cause I was rooting for it... >>11939650>astarion is so sexy!! o//oso you're eyeing others too huh?!it's a MUTUALLY toxic relationship, get out now!!
*starts actually crying again*sorry, ill timing... just been so desolate and lonely for so long after years of utter emotional hell, I'm only just NOW seeing a light at the end so I can progress in life, but it took so much time of torment...I guess ultimately, what I'm seeking is...what could happen between us... that could make these few years worth it... having my soulmate ripped away from me out of nowhere, for reasons I was never warned of, after I was repeatedly promised such a great future with you...after years of trying my hardest to purge myself of my worst impulses, experimenting with so many different meds and remedies, and showing so much growth, just to be repeatedly told over and over "fuck you, you're still not good enough"after being trapped (actually trapped) in a job that completely prevents me from living a normal social life or even fulfilling my creativity as satisfyingly as I want tosorry to trauma dump, hope you don't hate me for itI dunnoI just want my good buddy to return and I never want to be bullied by that poster again...
My life is full of empty promises and broken dreamsI'm hopin' things look up, but there ain't no job openingsI feel discouraged, hungry and malnourishedLivin' in this house with no furnace, unfurnishedAnd I'm sick of workin' dead-end jobs with lame payBut fuck it, if you know the rules to the game, play'Cause when we die, we know we all goin' the same way'Cause it's cool to be the player, but it sucks to be the fanWhen all you need is bucks to be the man, plus a luxury sedanOr comfortable and roomy in a 6But they threw me in the mix with all these gloomy lunaticsWho walk around depressed, and smoke a pound of cess a dayAnd yesterday went by so quick, it seems like it was just todayMy daughter wants to throw the ball, but I'm too stressed to playLive half my life and throw the rest awayThat's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to killThat's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to stealThat's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear
>>11939651>>11939660noooo dear, you’re fine! it’s okay, don’t feel bad for expressing yourself. i know there are still a lot of unresolved feelings and other things going on in both of our lives.im v tired right now, woke up at 6am today. went in at 7. got off at 5 (bleh), got home, changed, went to the store, came home, made din, cleaned the dishes, took the trash out, started a load of laundry and just started talking to you, now it’s already time for bed!! and i originally had some youtube videos to watch as well as a little bit of a book to read before bed. but it’s okay, atleast im off thursday-saturday now.we’ll continue this tomorrow!-hug-
nini <3
>>11939686[fortune color="#0000FF" hidden="big hugit's okay, hope we can expand on it all but my core emotional FEELINGS are out. just hit me like a truck hearing how much more accomplished you were than me while you were gone... and it also made me think about the things we COULD'VE done together with all that time, had it NOT been thrown down the toilet....but who knows... maybe if we become close again, you'll be able to make me feel better about everything thing over timewant you to hear this when you return:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO_nsUug0GQprobably the most Literally Me song in all human existence...]sleep tight[/fortune]
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>>11939755 (nice dubs)the worst mistake you have ever made in your life.
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>>11939823yes c:>>11940190not at all! i feel like it’s a bit of a different thing, us worshipping and admiring our pop goddesses, and tbf i still don’t know if i should be mad/jealous about the p*rn / OF girls he looks at, but like, it feels like a different level than just a celeb crush you know? so idk
>>11940800cool :)>>11940800>>11940800cool :)>OF girlsOnlyfans generally entails DMing and forming para social relationships with the girl of attraction, juss sayin!
what the heck else ...>>11939686free on Friday or Saturday by any chance? :o
boy... using a dulled can opener is so annoying![fortune color="#0100FF" hidden="guess I can expand my thoughts from before just a tiny bit on break...Yeah, I think Joker 2 had really admirable goals, rejecting the incel-ish types that gravitate towards it and made it clear again that the main point was that Arthur needed help, and I'll admit the musical element WAS a bold move... It just falters for the simple fact that Phillips has no sense for the musical genre, and that alone kills the whole movie (although the Carpenters - Close To You number comes closest to working!). Probably shouldn't have have been made, but it's a respectable failure at least.>https://youtu.be/hOPz_Sg4VVgnot bad !boy, are you so ahead in the future compared to me, I still need to understand stuff like Run DMC firs loland... I do know about Baldurs Gate 3, it won GOTY right? never played any of that series though, wonder what draws you to it buddy!
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>>11940823friday maybe; saturday, sure!>>11941242dulled can opener hm? what kind is it? i have the one that clamps on and you twist the little handle thingy. my grandma had an electric one from the 60s that never went dull. i didn’t know they could become dull! >>11941242ahhhh, so you appreciate what todd was trying to do, you just think it was executed poorly, instead of having a kneejerk emotional reaction to it in a negative way? i can respect that take, but, i actually enjoyed it! the message ofc, and the execution wasn’t so bad imo, thought lady gaga was phenomenal!! im really happy it exists and would take it a million and one times over some cheesy generic blockbuster marvel epic flavored rendition of the joker storyit’s interesting how polarizing some of my favorite new releases in music and cinema have been, like the SOPHIE album… i was so disgusted by the general reaction to that album..>>11941242>I still need to understand stuff like Run DMC firs lolhttps://youtu.be/CIQ1s4lXi0E this song is all you need to know about run dmc, oh, and they collabed with aerosmith in the 80s one time and it made tons of boomers piss themselves with excitement.but no, you’ve come quite far on your hip-hop journey since we first met! >do know about Baldurs Gate 3, it won GOTY right? never played any of that series though, wonder what draws you to it buddyit did win g(f)oty!! yeah, i hadnt played the series before either, or D&D which it’s based off apparently. a friend bought it for me and kept bugging me to play it, so i did and actually kinda liked the storyline and dialogue! interesting characters. the sex part is kinda cool too it felt like what skyrim was supposed to be. huge map!>>11941263it can be hard to admit but everyone has one.. ;>>dishes are skweeky kleen thanks to my robotic dishwashing slave :3>>11941378probably thanks to your improved health!!
[fortune color="#0000FF" hidden=">>11941539>what kind is it?$5 Walmart one probably lol, lend me yours?>>11941539>im really happy it exists and would take it a million and one times over some cheesy generic blockbuster marvel epic flavored rendition of the joker storyabsolutely. forgot to mention, Gaga's eyebrows were so *unh*but considering the way it kinda sunk the Todd saga's reputation on the normies, I wonder if it was really worth itwhat a flipping banger Run DMC song there..>but no, you’ve come quite far on your hip-hop journey since we first met!thanks I'm still an utter musical dilettante lol Glad you enjoyed that game, I'm more influenced to try it sometime nowcheck out pic related though, a game reccomendation from me to YOU teehee]clean the dishes tight[/fortune]can't wait for Saturday then
>>11941539Any wu-tang takes btw?
[fortune color="#0000FF" hidden=">>11941539OH SHOOT I FORGOT THIS PARTso, I only heard a tiny portion of Sophie's latest, ambient stuff right? and I'm guessing that the masses didn't give it a chance because there being less crazy noisy stuff?we'll talk about it when I finish it!]clean the dishes tight[/fortune]
[fortune color="#0000FF" hidden="mornin'going strong in Day 4 of Question Markhope i didn't blunder with you for any reason in our talks :)]eat the brekkie tight[/fortune]
right knee pointy and hurty :([fortune color="#0000FF" hidden="while we're on the subject of Gaga...i'm not sure if i shared this hot take before but... this song is criminally underrated + one of my favorite songs i've ever heard:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmM2g6lAbbAprecursor of PC music, makes me cry everytime. people always think of the louder party songs of the post-recession era of pop, but the melancholy of this song more poignantly captures that moment in history, all the dreams that fell apart ]eat the brekkie tight[/fortune]
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every /hr/ thread has a literal klan rally showing up constantly derailing the placemost regular 4chan threads do, actuallycan't wait to never use this site again...
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[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="Have you ever loved someone so much you'd give an arm for?Not the expression, no, LITERALLY give an arm forWhen they know they're your heart and you know you are their armorAnd you will destroy anyone who would try to harm herBut what happens when karma turns right around to bite you?And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you?What happens when you become the main source of her pain?This ain't no dream now, huh? See what I mean now?You see how they tryna make me out to be some kind of mean vile obscene, foul prick?>Aw, Kat's gaining a conscience! Fuck youYou wanna judge people? Matter of fact, ain't you the same one who hated bullies calling you bad names? Then you turned around and did the exact same Just immature and literallyYou're still mentallyThirteen and still thirsty for some controversyYou still picking on AP and MB]sleep tight[/fortune]
[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden=">Yeah, but you're me>And we're a team>So that means, we're in cahoots>That's conspiracy to commit murder lyrically>So clearly, you're the accessory like jewelry>You ain't the judge or the jury, you're just as guilty!You pick on your friends getting beaten by cops, seriously?Bitch, look at all the shit the server people's puttin' me through 'Cause of all the fuck shit that you pushed me to doShould've knew when I found you, you were just too good to be trueThat's how we end up in these quagmiresYou said you had my back, liar>But I helped you meet NP, liar!>Yeah, and I scare you 'cause why? I'm who you USED to be >The YOU who didn't crumble under the scrutiny!>When it was you and me >I gave you power to use me as an excuse to be evil >You created me to say everything you didn't have the balls to say >What you were thinking but in a more diabolic way>You fed me pills and a bottle of alcohol a day >Made me too strong for you and lost control of me >I took over you totally>You were socially awkward 'til you molded me >You was a loner, a nobody>'Cause of me, you didn't take shit from nobody>Now look at you >Now you just a punk, little scaredy cat>Got you shook like Shakira's ass >To look at your reflection staring back>Bitch, it's just a mirror, relax*pulls out gun*Now say you're sorry and you didn't mean any of it>I'm sorry Kat's a pussy, he's Dogass and SoupIes puppet! >Sorry he gives a fuck, but pretends he doesn't!God, you piece of shit, that does itYeah, bitch, this is for himDouglas, KOP, Bird, and for Midge Missouri and themMB and AP— (Man, please)'SP, in addition to himNP and to Tanbee, if you're listening, this is the endI'm welcoming you to my Last hoorah, I bid you goodbyeMurder suicideKillshot, booyaka, cock suckerCoup de grâce, motherfucker*gunshot*That's MP, yeah, baby, MP's crazyMP made me, but tonight MP's rock-a-by baby...]sleep tight[/fortune]
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>>11949488slay queenshe both ate and servedYour fortune: Average Luck
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I might say something stupidTalk to myself in the mirrorI don't feel like nothing specialI snag my tights out on the lawn chairGuess I'm a mess and play the roleUsed to live just for the party, door is openLet in, but still outsideBut I'm perfect for the backgroundOne foot in a normal lifeI go so cold, I go so cold...And I don't know if I belong here anymore, I...
[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="zeep singlehandedly caused the entire series of drama in those threads that spiraled into my years of mental breakdownme even being near zeep causes me intense traumatic reactions, it ruins my day, makes me not even want to function with anyone else every time i'm even subjected to any of his postsidk, maybe be CONSIDERATE towards these feelings that you keep putting me through, instead of flippantly asserting that you aren't "making" me do anything while also doing nothing whatsoever to make things easier between us?]sleep tight[/fortune]
[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="really wish i could just explode right nowand yet... i can'tno matter how collected i am, no matter how rational my logic is, you'll just consider it "proof" that i'm "not stable enough" even though literally everyone else thinks i'm quite lovely, and after years of knowing me they would attest to thatbut surely YOU "know" me and my character better than them, right? yes, you, person who spent 3 years going out of your way refusing to talk to me, thus preventing yourself from actually knowing me better!you, the person who lashes out at ME regularly but it's perfectly fine because you can't get vacation days from work or something! (meanwhile MY job literally makes me incapable of living a normal life and literally drives me insane from the level of sensory deprivation i have to go through every day)but i won't...]sleep tight[/fortune]
[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="i dunno, maybe it could be put to the test... an idea to let this intense emotional diatribe end on some degree of positivity...before adding me back, you could add one of my close friends and let THEM persuade you to add me back! i think they'll win...:)]sleep tight[/fortune]
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merry christmas i guess
But do we all agree that bulbosity is a word
Nobody asked for life to deal usWith these bullshit hands we're dealtWe gotta take these cards ourselvesAnd flip them, don't expect no helpNow I could have either justSat on my ass and pissed and moanedOr take this situation in which I'm placed inAnd get up and get my ownI was never the type of kidTo wait by the door and pack his bagsWho sat on the porch and hoped and prayedFor a dad to show up who never didI just wanted to fit inIn every single placeEvery school I wentI dreamed of being that cool kidEven if it meant acting stupidAunt Edna always told me "Keep makin' that face it'll get stuck like that"Meanwhile I'm just standin' thereHoldin' my tongue tryna talk like this'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years oldI learned my lesson then cause I wasn't tryna impress my friends no moreBut I already told you my whole life storyNot just based on my description'Cause where you see it from where you're sittingIt's probably 110% differentI guess we would have to walk a mileIn each other's shoes, at leastWhat size you wear? I wear tensLet's see if you can fit your feet
he could have pissed on his own ass? fuckin weirdo
i'm sorry but that is just not a viable option in most scenarios, realistically speaking, imo
>>11955796trolli
https://youtu.be/Rzkbu0pA71o?si=wa9FHRWCgh1jeFdw
fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="og well. i'm over it nowfeeling good about my project today!]sleep tight[/fortune
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[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="gonna nap probably don't you DARE show up during this time!]sleep tight[/fortune]
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[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="probably not good how much i'm now so used to seeing people be so horrible without any consequences..]sleep tight[/fortune]
>>11939548
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>>11965344two same numbers!
stfu!!!!!
[fortune color="#0010FF" hidden="2021-2022 i was on drugs2023-2024 i was flushin em out...]sleep tight[/fortune]
i've come up to make it up to you no more fucking aroundi've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em downso please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normali feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to youfor those of you who don't knowthe new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show nosigns of slowin' up, pullin' up, blowin' up, all over no momy life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos <3
mental health progress :D
Bro
lift heavy rockmake sad head voice quiet
>>11976467I lift heavy rockI throw heavy rockHeavy rock makes thumpme happy
nhnjk
fds
>>11939700unchecked doubles on the last page!
Why do you keep bumping lol
This thread is too much to read. I think I'll decide not to.
