i think i might just kill myself ive recently realized most of my emotions and actions are just a facade to keep myself from the abyssi try to have purpose but i dont really have purpose im just a burden on everyone i meet because of the dependency i put on them aswell as the facade of morals and rules i impose them withim just a fake person i dont really exist the world doesnt demand anything of me and i still demand something back to clutch for purposei dont know what to do i can exist for a few more years but it wont add up to much im not even looking for advice just attention to feel alivetheres literally nothing in this world for me i want to feel cold and lifeless because i feel cold and lifeless on the insidewhats wrong with the world or is it methe world is why im like this in the first place im just a collection of the trauma ive accumulated trying to pretend theres nothing wrong and that with enough belief i can just trudge past this and livebut even if i blame the world its not like the world will just own up to its mistakes and things will get betteri need to burden the world more than the world has burdened me with lifei know when i wake up i wont feel like this anymore and ill just go back to being happy and hopeful but its always going to come backi cant just live like this forever im already so tired of ittired of everythingYour fortune: Average Luck
not everyone is special and that's okayYour fortune: Excellent Luck
Please do kill yourself
>>11985663ive always wondered if there are some that necessarily will life fail in the grand scheme of things. if evolution innovates surely it degenerates to and tries things that are perfunct as soon as they are brought into being. its really reproduction of the fittest many are born just as a test
i disagreeYour fortune: Excellent Luck
>>11985663This is just human existence, some of us are more vulnerable to it than others.I think of suicide every single day, it's usually the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep, the only reason I haven't tried to kill myself is because it would hurt my family.I'm also an absolute failure in life.Remember there are over 8 billion people on this planet, the chances of you being the only one that feels the way you feel are slim to none.Just take it one day at a time, you can always kill yourself tomorrow.
>>11985663>unsure of my future>i think i might just kill myselfhow is being unsure of your future worse than being dead??
good replys i think ill go take a bath and either drown myself or find an excuse to keep livingi hate what modern s4s has become especially with all the namefags but im glad i can still post here anonymously and say things id never burden the people in my life withYour fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>11985757drown yourself puh-leeze no one who is seeious about suicide would evee say that just go buy a gun lole
>>11985761Do not be so rude>>11985757It is okay anon, I hope things get better for you genuinely
