General for discussion of Human Domestication Guide & related fiction.looming ominously edition >What is HDG?HDG is a collective kink writing project about the Affini (an advanced precursor civilization from outer space), who aggressively care for every other species in the universe. They have finally turned their glittery eyes on future grimderp hypercapitalist nightmare humanity. Using their natural charisma and various classes of Xenodrugs, they aim to make Florets (d̶o̶c̶i̶l̶e̶,̶ ̶d̶r̶u̶g̶ ̶a̶d̶d̶l̶e̶d̶ ̶p̶e̶t̶s̶ loved and cared for individuals) of us all! But don't worry, they only have everyone's best interests at heart, even if their methods aren't even remotely consensual~>Where can I read it?Read the original story here https://readonlymind.com/@GlitchyRobo/HumanDomesticationGuide/or check other stories on ROM https://readonlymind.com/search/?q=%23Human_Domestication_Guideor Ao3 https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Human%20Domestication%20Guide%20-%20GlitchyRobo/worksor the wiki: https://humandomestication.guide/thread discussed to death: https://desuarchive.org/trash/thread/77979592
>>78108583>Affini stalking ADHD indie to try to build a case to domesticate her for her distractibility>her data is constantly confounded by another affini that doses the indie with xenodrugs that make the inability to focus worse cause she thinks it's cute
horndog goonerfinni
>>78109114>Scrolling through the goonerfinni's stash>Floret sniffing flowers>Floret rolling in flowers>Floret core cuddles>Literal bestiality>Florets cuddling each other on a bed of flowers>Florets nuzzling with pollen on their noses
>>78109205>>Literal bestialityh-huh?
>>78109205I wish I was a pollen covered floret making out with other pollen covered florets then going home and cuddling my Mistress' core. I want to be the service animal of some disabled affini who needs me slightly lucid to help her make water and cook but who still treats me a pet to drug and cuddle. I want her to hypnotize me into thinking I agreed to this when in reality I was an ardent feralist who only broke because talking about how the affini are evil with the handicapped plant who would cry if I implied I would leave her made me sad. It would fix me to be an affinis service animal that topped other pets
>>78109205>some floret's penis leaking cum being rubbed onto a 'ffini's pistils
pretty blob,,,,,.....
>>78109225let goonerfinni have er kinks, alright?
>>78109729hot
>>78109205>Florets nuzzling with pollen on their nosesl-lewd...
Proper, sort of reclusive, shy affini hug-tackled by a floret absolutely coated in pollen on her way to work
>>78109729the milking flower...
>>78110915>"please pollinate me, miss!"
It feels so weird when people draw affini with clothes. Why is that shapeless mass of plant matter wearing a t-shirt?
>>78111074To look more approachable to Terrans
>>78111074she said it best
>>78111074I'd rather an affini wear actual clothes than pretend by shaping their vines into an outfit
Got a gig working as a courier. It's nice, get to see a bunch of stuff while making deliveries. Just wish the plants would stop with the petting thing as"payment". A simple thanks works.
>>78113813its ok if you have another, stronger, nicer culture there to take care of you while you're feeling all nice and happy all the time!
>affini thinks you're soooo cute>she doesn't have time to take on another floret right now but she thinks it's awful how sad you are, even though your new home is so nice!>she takes you to the vet against your will and has them install a nice implant (not that kind) which biochemically catalyzes the production of class-A from neural cytosolic byproducts and drips in into your frontal lobe unceasingly>dials it down to just-below-debilitating, so you can make it to and back from the compiler>pets you on the head and replaces your hab AI with one designed to take care of high-needs independents>leaves you to your fate
>>78114487that seems inappropriate
>>78114515It was justified. The sophont was a little sad.
>>78114525The affini do not worry about happiness alone, they worry about your best self. If someone was so hopeless that their best self was perma-high to the point of uselessness, they'd be signed up for domestication.
>>78114659ok but i think it owuld be hot
>>78114698Sure! I dont judge.Would you mind explaining what about being left alone like that is hotter to you than just regular lap pet?
>>78114744i wish i could tell you but I have not honestly interrogated that part of myself. people have abandonment fetishes, right? i dont usually think of myself as being pro-abandonment but something about it being in the context of someone coming into your life and 'fixing' it in a way that does technically make you a lot happier but debilitates you in basically every other way makes me Squirm
wormhead says what
huh?
Affini who hangs out in fandom/culture spaces, gently prodding indies to try and trigger them to start infodumping about their special interests
>>78108920>Mastermind affini's elaborate domestication trap fails miserably in the face of "ooh look at this cutie, I think I'll keep her!" impulsivenessand that's why you should always file the NoID early
>>78118101Romantic youngblooms waiting for the perfect moment always lose to the oldbloom that does not hesitate.
>tell floret friends I'm gonna 'pose a doll in the park'>compile a doll and pose it in the park awhileHow have YOU trolled your floret friends today?
>read dog of war>oh shit story about a cis guy waddup lfg>ok he's nb, im nb too thats cool>ok hes not actually nb, he's trans>ok hes not jsut trans hes "plural">ok hes not just plural he's perma age regressed
>>78121181HDG story about Jim, a middle aged guy who restores pinball machines for fun. The Affini think he's too boring to be the protagonist of an HDG fic so they install a second personality onto him. After a week, the quirky, childish, transflem flort who lives in Jim's head is now John. John likes to build decks and paint Warhammer Fantasy figurines.
Walking up to an affini, asking for petsand the moment they reach out, I release the deadman trigger, savoring the split second of agony as the bomb under my winter coat explodes.
>>78114487H-h-hot Can she pretty please domesticate me?Or one of her friends
>>78114797It's really hot. Imagine just being stuck in bed all day because cuddling your plushies feels so good. Your hab ai constantly having to tell you to talk to friends or do other care tasks. The affini who disabled you aloof and quietly cooing over how cute you look now
>>78121427They saved your head in stasis. As soon as the affini is done reblooming, you're going to beep so cutely for them.
>>78121795doing this to beeperanon in front of their owner
>>78121795>to your horror you wake up in an affini hospital>your body(?) intact somehow>can't move an inch, it refuses to respond to you trying to move>the affini you tried to take with you sitting at the end of the bed watchingwwyd
>>78121427>>78122648Why don't sophonts who want to kill themselves do it in front of an affini? Why not do it at home?
>>78122703do you have any idea how many sophonts actually successfully kill themselves in the presence of an affini
>>78122731That's my point? It seems likely to fail(bad) and you end up as a pet(also bad)Seems like a bad idea
>>78122801maybe they don't really want to die
>>78121181Dog of war is good and Princess is a precious girl Read no mud no lotus for cis guy
>>78123568I just miss Beckett.
>>78123568>Floret named Princess>Floret named Gorthaur, Eater of Worlds
Need a pretty classical dryad 'ffini who gives me elf ears so I can literally be a treefucker
>affini has like 30 florets>they all get into the same hot new piece of folertainment>they start doing shipping wars>the only time they stop arguing about which fictional floret gets with which fictional affini is when they're forcefully put to sleep
Affini that sometimes lets me climb ontop of her and pilot her like a mech by pulling on her hair-vines
>>78127836Floretouille
Plampt that makes it chemicaly impossible for me to feel shame or fear and watches over me but generaly lets me do whatever because she thinks the shameless antics are cute and funny
the affini are REAL and they are force feeding pregnant mothers tylenol to make more debilitatingly autistic trannies as part of the cotyledon program
>>78128936Cotyledonald and a literal worm head...
>>78130416he's a tremendously good boy and everybody is saying it
>Friend needs to go to the BXWC, so I go with them>They go in the back with one of the clerks, so I'm left sitting alone in the waiting room>The receptionist tries to assure me multiple times that the toys and coloring books aren't just for florets, but I keep telling her I'm not interested>The Affini seems genuinely upset that I'm just sitting alone with my thoughts>She brings me over a stack of papers that she calls "fun paperwork" that she says she likes to do when she's bored>Doing paperwork for fun sounds like the most Affini shit I've ever heard>It sounds awful, but at least it's some reading material>Skimming through it, it seems like they aren't real forms>After a minute or two, it clicks and I get it>This is a puzzle>In order to get the information you need to fill out the forms, you first need to fill out a different form, and sometimes you need to fill out another form just to get the number for the form you need to fill out to fill out another form>I grab a pen and get to work>About ten minutes later and I've gotten about a third of the way through the stack and I'm enjoying myself well enough>That's when the paranoia strikes>What if these forms are real? >I'm I taking a risk by filling all of this out?>The Affini Bureaucracy is labyrinthine and impossible to understand for anyone who isn't a multi-centuries old plant who's been studying it for most of their lives, who knows what I could be signing away if I finish this>I hurriedly set the packet aside>The Affini who was happily watching me fill it out frowns>After a moment of sitting in silence once more, she reminds me yet again that independents are allowed to play with the toys in the waiting area too
floret with a removable collar who whines if you take it off
Terrified of getting domesticated because imagine your owner getting bored with you. I'm a naturally boring person (I literally eat the same thing every day for every meal, and am Happy with it) so I can't imagine myself making a good pet.
>>78132872The affini are better and more moral than humans in pretty much all cases (though their view of morality doenst always line up with ours) - but even humans dont generaly "get bored" with their cats, even if they do nothing but relax, meow and cuddle
>Old war dog terran>missing an eye, several fingers missing, joints torn to hellHow do make this a pet?
>>78133149its verry shrimple friend>insert new eye>insert new fingers>fix joints>add copious amount of class Gs, As, Es>put in companion dress and collar>insert implant
>>78132872https://archiveofourown.org/works/66302338/
>>78132378aww, but you were doing so well! if the ID numbers all start with PL- they're just play forms that'll only get recorded for completion sake so you don't have to worry about repeating a puzzle you've already solved just watch out for the fPL-s, (https://dameharmony.neocities.org/fPL/) those are the Floret Play Forms and while they're still just for fun, you might end up in a more intense scene than you bargained for if you were just passing time
>>78109205l e w d
>>78133465If they tell me that in 2 days my mind is gonna get ultraraped and ego-deathed im pulling out the revolver I stashed in its lock box and showing them what live art looks like.
>>78137068anon no one is telling you that
>>78137713name a SINGLE floret who is the exact same pre and post domestication
>>78137797>If they tell me that in 2 days my mind is gonna get ultraraped and ego-deathedvs>name a SINGLE floret who is the exact same pre and post domesticationThese are not the same thing anon.Like, WAY not the same. You arent the same as you were 10 years ago, people change. Were you the same before and after your last relationship?Besides, pretty sure you misunderstand anons point. >If they tell me that in 2 days (...)They're not going to TELL you that. Even if it might happen. They wont go "oh yea next week its time for your personality transplant", unless you're into that.
>>78137797Is someone the exact same before and after they get therapy? Is getting help for your problems identity death? I submit that what you're afraid of is learning something new about yourself.
What is it with people being all suicidal about domestication lately, anyways? Is that just me noticing that more than usual lately, is that real?Im not sure if its lots of newfags or just one guy that keeps going on about it, but its always cute to see people fail to grasp just how impossible that is to achieve.
>>78138173>>78138308The story literally features the MC being handed a voluntary domestication form, and being told "either you sign this and choose, or don't sign this and are chosen for, but either way you become a floret in 48 hours"but moreover>You arent the same as you were 10 years ago,Yes I am. I'm just older and have to shave now.>Were you the same before and after your last relationship?Never had one.
>>78138327it feels like it's been coming up a bit more lately, yeah don't they know they should be filling out fPL-END-0013 - Request to self-terminate?
>>78138374Holy shit man you need to learn that words have meanings my friend.>you become a floret in 48 hoursis also not the same as >in 2 days my mind is gonna get ultraraped and ego-deathedDo some florets get that treatment? Sure. Do ALL florets, or even most? No absolutely not.Being a florets changes people, sure. But pretending that your outlook on the universe and your rightful place in it being changed is "ulra mind-rape" is hilarious.>Yes I am. I'm just older and have to shave now.You literally contradict yourself right fucking there.
>>78138374>either way you become a floret in 48 hoursPeople who aren't in danger don't get force-florted. If it's reached that point, you need help. The Accord might have been happy to sit back and watch as you self-immolate, the Compact will not.
>>78138374>voluntary domestication formOne should also note, that this is not quite acurate to whats happening. This is 100% just gaslighting and mental tormenting from akash trying to break her. Its not a voluntary domestication form shes handed, but her *domestication contract*, which is entirely ceremonial - shes already a floret, legaly, from the start of the story.
>>78138731Anon that's what happens in the linked story.
>>78137713>anon no one is telling you thataffini sitting you down and saying "petal, i know this is going to be hard to hear, but in 2 days i'm going to have to ultrarape and ego-death you. but in a hot way ::)"
>>78138731>Akash we're talking about "There's Always a Choice" linked above Thistle has not made Violet a floret at the start of the story
>>78138871Oh ok, thats on me then. I just read "the story" and assumed we're talking about the OG.My bad.I havent read that story, but that seems kinda fucked then. Sweet sweet exisistential dread material, hahaha.
>>78138855>you can't get a clear definition on what exactly "ultrarape" entails >but at least they're letting you bring your comfort revolver to the affair
>>78138998Anon described it disingenuouslyThe Mc is borderline catatonic, barely leaves the house,barely talks with her friends, and was slated for involuntary domestication.
>>78132872This is unironically my greatest fear. I hate how casually FOREVER is presented in these fics.
>>78139161Right, yea that makes more sense and is definitely less dread inducing hahahaAlthough you saying she *was* slated for involuntary domestication, but also that she had not yet been taken as a floret... makes me question my understanding of the process, for involuntary domestication?My understanding was that if you're put up for forced domestication, you're assigned an owner and are considered their floret from that moment forward, regardless of your actual domesticated-ness or lack there of, as you've been striped of your rights and such - so you dont realy need to formaly sign them away like a volunteer and its all just ""romantic antics""/ceremony.
getting domesticated because I cant stop playing games that make me unfathomably angry.
>>78140816
Am I the only one who doesn't get the obsession with having your affini make you homemade foodCompiler food is already restaurant-quality I don't get what you get out of it
>>78141009You can taste the love in it.
>>78141054If you're talking about the huge dose of xenodrugs, you can have the compiler handle that too.
>>78140816>xenodrugs make you extremely emotionally sensitive so you have a breakdown every time you lose anyway
>>78140816"No you dont understand miss plant, i almost ENJOY getting mad at this!"
The affini have to outlaw mobas as they're apparently "too dangerous" due to the amount of stress and anger they cause.
>>78141276getting to suit up in fancy power-armor with all sorts of strange gadgets to play for real
>>78141241Almost, petal?
>>78141406Even if you're not going digital, make sure to ask for the sim networking package in your implant. Enjoy your full dive VR.
floret pee
>>78142145Close enough! If i didnt why would i choose to expose myself to it? Us terrans need stimulation like this for the lack of real struggle!
>>78143545>See cans of floret pee at the local corner shop, for some reason>A friend dares me to drink one>Mama didn't raise no bitch; I never back down from a dare>I crack one open and down the acrid, bitter, salty, oddly floral """drink""" in one go>I wake up on the surface of an uninhabited planet in the Andromeda galaxy four days later, and I'm still high
>>78143903shouldn't have taken a can with a beeple on it
>>78143903>for some reasoni like to imagine that a lot of affini use floret pee as nutrient water. like weird affini alternative medicine groups who swear by it because it helps their core function better or something
>>78144723the ancient wisdom persistshttps://youtu.be/6vbCKava_JE
Post discord!
>>78145107For the thread? There isnt one. And thats a good thing!For HDG as a setting there is one, google it or whatever, its a shithole though im told
>>78145107I hate the main server so much. Its insufferable thereEven GlitchRobo and a few others peaced out.
>>78145165>There isn't one she doesn't know, chat
>>78145541There is no discord in Ba Sing Se.
>fall asleep in the park>wake up in a pet bed in some random affini's apartment Why do they keep doing this? I've gotten so fed up with it I no longer even acknowledge the affini before I leave. Also, there's no way I'm so sleepy that I fall asleep this easily at the park, I think I might be getting dosed with class Zs
Affini who's out there doing God's work Just yesterday she kicked a pair of naked folks out of a garden
>>78145872It's a language barrier thing. "The florets in the park are free" is a funny meme for the fluent English-speaking Affini, but the ones who are just learning the language and culture don't quite get it.
>>78145165yeah they banned the author of divaricated for some inexplicable reason
>>78147133annabool got banned around the time glitchy and fluxom leftnot really a good sign
>>78147133The context to this is that Anna was in some weird break up and it seems like she and her ex were mutually shitty to each other. Irc there was some mod drama about it and they peaced so Fluxom and Holly rejoined. There's some other stuff going on but from the outside looking in knowing all these people a little bit more than I'd like but not being personal friends it kind of seems like everyone needs to just move on. T. Person who is close enough to very popular authors to know
>>78145107I would post my discord but I don't wanna deal with the drama about using the thread. If someone adds one of my friends who does use this thread just ask them to introduce me to you. T. Bottlecaps The hdg discord isn't bad but you do have to censor yourself a little if you're into edgy kinks. That's fine because there's like 2000 people there and it would be a bitch to moderate people's feelings over certain kinks like master/slave. The mods are generally fine, not perfect and generally sympathetic if you have an rsd moment. There's occasionally mod drama but they don't make it public and that's good. You can meet really nice people there. Just don't say you use 4chan. And if use setting questions preference that you're using it for writing and maybe say something about how it's going to be compliant. The mods get up their ass about defending the setting from trolls so you have to directly communicate that you're there for writing. Sometimes their answer is gonna be essentially that they don't like it but if you write good and people enjoy it they'll change their mind.
>>78148154Trust trust me that the average server this size is way fucking worse. I know the mods can suck baloney sometimes but it's a miracle it hasn't imploded and generally if you're nice you can get em to at least explain how to cause less problems or why your post got hit. Even when a mod sucks or does something wrong they're usually trying their best. The people there are nice and kind and it's an amazing place to learn to write. You have to be social in a certain way but if I'm being honest it's a good skill to have! Sometimes you need to not be an edgy spike ball
>>78147995The people on Anna's ex's side call her an abusive sub and serial harasser. If you talked to Anna shed say much the same about her ex and that her ex harassed her. I'm sure some divine judge could determine who is more at fault and who was more abusive but from the outside looking in it seems like the relationship imploded and both parties decided to be as mutually destructive as possible. Don't go harassing either side about this. I'm sure everything will work out and while some people may disappear and reappear knowing these people I will honestly say it will be a good thing for them to move on and grow and to put this stuff behind them. I'm sympathetic to the people who've had to deal with a nightmare sub but I also know that Anna isn't an evil devil. Even if she do something dumb and vindictive (I don't have her side of the recent drama) she is still someone capable of personal growth and deserves a chance to move on.
Floret says "FUCK!!"
>>78149311mistress rewards them for their good behavior
>>78149311i just said this and my plommy is mad at me now help
>>78150352did you try crying or asking for discipline
blobfinni
Faefinni stole your pronouns again
>>78153996Not again she always makes me do weird stuff with her floret to get them back
>>78152565I wish Veil was less neurotic. She practically has a mental breakdown every time Akaiza says hello.
Affini that plays the slow and long con on me, getting me more and more used to her helping me out and loving on me that it takes months and months, maybe a few years, and i dont even notice whats going on untill way way to late when i look back go "huh, did miss plampt always pick my outfits for me and feed me breakfast?"
Question of the thread: who's your favorite Terran character?
I'm gonna head out to discuss with an affini philosopher about the nature of fire, our respective cultures' history with fire and how that informs our understanding of related ideas today. I have some ideas re: the fire of independence that I thinks she will have insight on, and maybe I'll even be able to get her to see that fire as a good thing :3Wish me luck!>>78157510Do you imagine you get cornered by the affini for a final breaking when you finally try to push back, or would you have a feralistic freak out and be involuntarily domesticated?
>>78158398>Do you imagine you get cornered by the affini for a final breaking when you finally try to push back, or would you have a feralistic freak out and be involuntarily domesticated?Hmmm, i imagine once i do eventually realize whats happening, i'd have quite alot of conflicted feelings. Clearly i like her enough to let her get close and get used to her presence around me, get comfortable with her... but at the same time, since we never really officaly discussed domestication or anything of the sort, it'd be quite a shock to realize thats whats going on. It dont matter none if she was actualy playing a devious long-con, or if it was just "natural" developments, actually. What happens then realy depends on how late or early i realize, i guess. If i am genuinely at the point where she picks outfits for me and makes me breakfast, i think its totaly possible i'd go "Ohhh. Okay, whatever *shrug*". But it were a bit earlier, i imagine i could get quite scared and conflicted. I dont think i realy have much capacity for any harshly feral reaction letf in me, if im accepting affini as "friends" at all, but i might try to avoid her and become withdrawn cause im scared. So if that was the case, it'd need a *dramatic* and *emotional* confrontation, where she breaks me out from my hiding, and lays down whats been happening and how she loves me and its for my best, and then as i start to buy into it, thats the moment where it goes *SNAP!*. Realy dramatical like.In the other scenario, where i just go "whatever", i guess it would be alot less dramatic. Less of a sudden break but a slow and sure smothering of the flame, getting smaller and smaller, untill it just *goes* one day, barely noticed or missed unless pointed out.
bap
>>78108583mloom...
>>78162133
>>78162228clearly it's meant to be 'moolm'
>>78162253sometimes you just gotta have a mloom about it
femboy florets
>>78163106The /cbg/ potential with domesticated humans is insane
indie who found out that domestication records are public and stayed up all night binge-reading
>>78124102Honestly I loved DoW right up until around the point Beckett shifted from being Beckett+ (happier but still clearly a wary wounded soldier) to being this needy clingy thing that barely resembled their old self. I stopped right around the first full blown age regression chapter and was just kinda disappointed. But up til that point I was digging it. Beckett felt like a very thoughtful approach to both a plural (hi) and an extremely traumatized veteran (also hi) and the entire first chunk of the story was pretty much just me going "oh shit, theyre just like me".I wonder if maybe Id find out something about myself if I had kept reading, but between my severe discomfort over age regression, loss of connection with the character as they changed, and general lack of motivation, I dont see myself ever actually finishing it in lieu of other stories that keep my short attention span better.I miss Beckett.
>>78163781Seed behavior.
>>78165277yeah maybe what are you gonna do about it
>>78165053The exact same thing happened to me. I don't hate Princess I just vastly prefer beckett.
>>78165423Be happy for you and your future owner, of course.
>>78163781see, this is why i never understood the idea some people have that they'd become bored as independentsthere'd be SO MANY rabbit holes and interpersonal drama that one could spend forever being nosy over, which would personally set me for life. i mean, if affini can violate privacy for their own enjoyment, why can't i?though that mindset might or might not be a domesticatable offence.
Scared floret who's out on her own for the first time since becoming a pet who grabs your hand before crossing the street. She doesn't let go on the other side. She keeps holding your hand as she takes care of her errands. She leads you back to her hab and introduces you to her owner as her best friend. You've never met this floret before and you don't even know her name.
independant that always puts its foot in its mouth and makes evryone they speak to feel bad somehow so they sign up for domestication because they feel bad about it
>They all hate meNo they dont, petal>But I havent heard in them foreverIt's only been a few hours, petal>What if they like each other more than me?That's okay. They still love you, petal.>What if they abandon me?They haven't yet. And even if they did, I'd still be here for you.>They must hate the ways I've actedIf you hurt them, you can heal that by apologizing and being better, petal.>But they still act scared of the ways I could act.That's okay. We respect boundaries, petal. >But what if nobody ever loves ALL of me, even the ugly parts?I love you, petal.>I hate you...I know. It's okay.Fuck. Why can't I have a real plampt to help me manage my BPD/mental illness symptoms. Manually working through it is so hard.
>>78167590why did this make my cry ;_;
>>78167662Its very real, I think. How many of us need reassurance that we are truly loved? How many of us have been shown by the world over and over again that love can sometimes very conditional.
>>78167794>>78167590You are very loved, Angel. Go hug something soft and rest, please. Those mean thoughts aren't real.
>>78165696try to get her to help with my errands too (stockpiling booze and cigarettes despite strict compiler linits)
im starting to wish my taste in smut wasnt so trans aligned
>>78168210Why?>>78167822Rude. :[ I'm resting.
>>78168210what are you then?
>>78168210affini that slowly conditions you to unleash your inner freak by giving you subliminal messages from your screen
>>78168554affini who figures out you have a voyeurism kink and installs an uplink in your implant that gives you direct access to your flort friends' hab feeds
>>78168515it just makes it hard to find stuff with guy (cissy) mcs when every writer that shares your kinks seems to be a transfem lol. that and a lot of them are kinda mean about guys. i was hanging around in a similar transfem writing space for a while but then one of the bigger writers went on a rant about how they hated men and didn't want them in the community + basically every other writer agreed with them so I left lol>>78168532i wish i was a moth>>78168554i think they've been doing that already. hab please play me some unsubliminating messages
>>78168773I really hate when trans women swing hard into misandry territory. It sucks you had to deal with that, nona. :<
>>78168773Part of the Tumblr experience these days is following a funny transfem who posts good, and then a few days later seeing them post an extended rant about how much they hate men. And then a few days later they do it again to confirm that it wasn't a one-off event.
>>78167590>help me manage my BPDWhats there to manage?Just ignore 90% of your thoughts.
>>78168959AhahahahahaThis just in, an Anonymous poster on a 4chan smut thread has solved all mental illness."Just stop being sad and be happy instead"Millions of people rejoice
>>78168830thanks you sis>>78168888i never really got into tumblr; i hate the interface way too much. i started reading hdg stuff back when it was allowed on readonlymind
>>78169146>i hate the interface way too muchwhatit's the only social media site that still offers a chronological feedhow can you hate that
>>78169159it feels like everything is all squashed into a tiny window idk I hate it sorry
>>78169121I have BPD.I know what its like. You just gotta tank it sometimes, genuinely. There's no medicine that can help it. You have to just knuckle down and go "I know that thought is bullshit, I choose to ignore it"
How it feels being unable to write or draw but have Ideas about HDG that I will never be able to express.
>>78169847you can learn to do those things
>>78169847so tell us about em instead
>>78169878Not fast enough to matter>>78169945Human with an AI implant that's immune to hypotism/biorhythms since the AI is filtering it, only to get domesticated because the AI gets florted (It went rampant a while ago)
>>78170118>Not fast enough to matterhow fast do you need to learn to draw?
>>78170179fast enough that I can draw and actually have fun
>>78170321I think that's totally achievable for you
>>78169365Half my problem is getting from the "I know this is a problem" to the "just ignore it". Sometimes even recognizing Im even having a problem is hard. Hell, sometimes there's not even real thoughts, just pure emotion that's all BAD and colors any real thoughts that do happen. I only just got diagnosed recently. It still feels unreal. I dont want to be like this. I want to have normal emotions and not feeling like there's some hole where my heart used to be.
>>78170483Once you recognize where the thoughts come from it becomes a lot easier to mentally filter them out. Becoming more and more withdrawn doesn't help
>>78170423Nah. Im complete dogshit.
>>78170592They come from me existing around people...
>>78170715if there was an affini here they'd make you learn for your own good
>>78168773What kinks do you have that draw you into transfem spaces? >>78168888I hating men just thinking structural transmisogyny exists?
>>78171052No, the specific examples I had in mind were the posters literally just making posts saying that they hated men.
>>78170798I know it hurts but you have to do it.You have to do it because it hurts.
>>78171052mind control type stuff, violence/bloodplay, femdom, forcefem? I also really need my smut to have some sort of story/background which is part of why I started reading hdg
>>78171354You have a forcefem kink but still identify as male? That's kind of cute. Wanna get in my car? I'll have a nice surprise for what I wanna do to you
>>78171354Those are some pretty trans women dominated kinks. What are your favorite hdg stories? Have you tried the hdg discord?
>story I was excited for stalls out and becomes abandonedware
>>78172018does it involve scissors>>78172034...I can't actually remember the name right now, but my absolute favourite was actually one of the less smutty ones lmao. It was the one with the communists on the ex prison world if you know wtf I'm talking aboutI also really like ramification. There was another one I cant remember the name of with a really heavy forcefem angle... The main character was like hitchhiking to try and get away from the affini hunting them and ended up getting fucked a lotI haven't tried the discord, no. I'm always kinda hesitant about stuff like that; don't wanna push myself somewhete I'm not welcome idk
>>78173108You'd be fine man people are welcoming and friendly and theres fics by cis guys people love. You're thinking of NGNM and that only witchfreya story I think. Those were hot. Haven't tried ramification. Favorite story would be how to train your terran
>>78173108Yes it involves scissors and a couple injections trust me it's gonna be really hot
>>78171307
independent terran voice:
affini that mockingly repeats everything you say back to you if you deny her advances
>>78178047>I am NOT a seed!!>I aM nOt A SeEd!!
>>78178047filing a complaint with the BXWC only for her to file sarcastic paperwork against you
>The Affini take over the planet>I don't really care because life sucked anyway>I just go with the flow>I go to my scheduled vet appointments>I let the Affini pet me sometimes>I hang out with florets>I wear "girl" clothes out because the concept of gendered clothing seems to have rapidly eroded>My indie friend warns me repeatedly that I'm "floretbaiting" the Affini and that I'm going to get domesticated>Eventually he cuts me out of his life to protect himself>A few weeks later, I see him downtown, being escorted by an Affini>He's in a wardship for "latent feralism" and "repressed feelings" and has a domestication hearing coming up in a week>I've never had any issues with the BXWC, despite my supposed "floretbaiting"
legally changing your name to "Indie" so they can't possibly domesticate you
>>78182260Yea, well, sorry, but guess what? Your friend's s dumbass. Anyone with two braincells can put together that 'going with the flow' is the right thing to do. Keeping your head down and not getting to involved *is* good advice for when you're under occupation, just in general. But being overly withdrawn and scared is -at least in the affinis case- also a bad idea. God only knows WHY they want the things they want, but its pretty clear WHAT want - for people to obey the order they impose, and the fact that even an independant terran has to submit to their authority and guidance, lest there ve consequences. Its just, in their case, that doesnt mean curfews and forced labour - it means to take care of yourself and accept being talked down to. Realy not a bad lot, far as hostile takeovers go.
>>78184042I think their cores get really hot and gushy when they see a sophont that is well fed, thriving, and willing to accept pets. If you're capable of doing that without an owner you're fine.
Me when the affini make it illegal to say mean things to people during an online videogame
>>78184173Terrans can't imagine the pleasure that affini feel when they get to hold and dote over a happy pet...
>>78172231What story?
>>78185133Diffuse, Descend
>>78184993I can actually I have pet a girl after hitting her with a crop and watch her look at me like a god. I wish I brought some crackers so I could have gesture trained her
>>78185966There are in fact girls who would love to have an adoring puppy in their lap and pet them and feed them grapes they just also have a disability
>>78184870time to go to the local arcade and make some friends to curse out
what would the affini think of scientology
>>78189600>At its core it's an inefficient, poorly-regulated domestication program>Its hierarchies are quaint: they recognize terran's need for cognitive reshaping, confession and personal advancement, but lack the appropriate compassion, consent protocols and obviously the biotech>the Space Opera backstory was real and verifiable, if you ask nicely you can go to Xenu's grave and read about why his license to manage planetary populations would be revoked if the affini were in the area at the time>those poor scared disembodied sophonts known as thetans can be detected and more importantly rehabilitated>Space Org's billion year contracts are respected as much as a crayon drawing. Cute, but not enforcable. Nullified, and then either shredded or relegated to memorabilia >you can answer invasive questions while holding a vine if you still want to get Audited>secret scriptures don't remain so, obviously. Everything's available from your local library but may require a waiver for sensitive sophonts?>Suppressed Persons and those who designate them are both flagged for wellness review>OT-∞ rank is accessible to anyone who's interested and reached by having an affini pat you on the head and say you're doing well
>>78190411Can an affini pat me on the head and ask invasive personal questions
>>78191327They can! Im quite sure they can!GodThats realy hot actualy thinking aboutYou know how its seems to be protocol to have an in-depth interview and psych assessment on your first time seeing the vet? But its done via some sorta hypnosis to make it go really quick, if i remember correctly?Imagine that, but no hypno, just you, the vet, some class Ds incase you get to evasive, and as many hours as it takeshngnnnnn god thats a good thoughtJust sitting there, getting grilled on your views, your history, your divergences, all of that, but of course also *your likes and dislikes* ect ectAnd you have to answer, one way or another...Gosh why the fuck is that such a hot thought, thats wierd isnt it?
>>78191327you dont need scientology to do that anon
>>78189600They'll introduce you to a xenra that'll get you into scentology.
>>78191543Gosh that'd be hot. I would love be made to admit all my little flaws and all my desires and interrogated over everything >>78191552No but it'd be hot. Even better if she molests me after the interview
>>78192955>afteryou know you're getting it during
>>78193069But if miss molests during the interview I'll have to admit I like that she didn't ask for my consent to do it and I'll look like such a floret!!
>>78193425>get groped during class-D interview>protest and she asks you if you like it>class-D makes you be honest and tell her it feels good but you're a little scared>she coos and gives you her vine to hold and tells you its ok she wont hurt you>gropes you harder
>>78193568i love plant rape so much
>>78193892its something abt how theyre so comforting and gentle but wouldnt stop even if u begged theyd just try to comfort you more w/out stopping... gentle loving condescending rape forever...
>>78193568It's so hot to be raped and your rapist wants you to be comfortable and happy during it. Gosh it would be so hot to get raped in the interview both and forced to answer more and more degrading questions until you admit you want to be a floret despite all your aphrensions
>>78193892>>78193958>>78194062>Floret tells their Affini they love to be raped, and wishes their owner would do it more often>Affini is distressed>She could never rape her floret>Literally>Her floret is her property, no matter what she does to them, it wouldn't legally be rape>After thinking on it for a moment, she has a fun idea>She makes a few calls to some local Affini with florets that are known to have "behavioral issues" to arrange a play date