>Past a certain age a man daydreaming about an alternate life and getting so lost in thought he starts smiling and moving as if he's really there can be a bad thing
>>215062917What age would that be?
>>21506300252
i can't do this any more. my imagination has calcified.
>>21506300220
as they always say,>"sleep on the bed you you made, or kill yourself"
>>215064524Nobody says that
>>215064665sorry. you're right. it's actually>"sleep on the bed you made, or kill yourself"
>>215062917Is this a What Remains of Edith Finch reference
>>215064695No why would it be
>Past a certain age, a man who receives a warm smile from the McDonalds drive thru girl who is sorta chubby but cute and instantly imagines their life together in a quick-cut montage of their first date, marriage proposal, wedding, birth of their first child, arguing over bills, waving goodbye at their youngest child as they drive off to college, spending their golden years walking on a beach, then finally being at their bedside at the moment of passing along with their grandchildren until the car behind them beeps their horn and he snaps out of it and hastily drives off with a tear in his eye can be a bad thing.
>>215062917>>Past a certain age a man daydreaming about an alternate life and getting so lost in thought he starts smiling and moving as if he's really there can be a bad thingIts still real to me
I feel called out
Its been a year and 5 months since my oneitis of 10 years finally let me into her life. We talked for 8 hours and then started making out and went to her bedroom to have sex. Because I had drank roughly 17 to 25 drinks because i was a hardcore alcoholic / extremely nervous i wasn't able to get hard so we laid in bed awkwardly and I panicked and asked her to be my girlfriend like an emotionally stunted retard and she immediately got out of bed and put her clothes on. I got black out drunk the next night and called her on the phone and cussed her out for 30 minutes. I then tried to drink myself to death. Woke up in the hospital. Been sober ever since.
Maladaptive daydreaming, look it up.
I daydream being a viltrumite and bending the world to my will
>>215064665I say that.
>>215064761You would get it if you played it
>>215065259She let you cuss her out for that long? I hung up on mine when she called me up to yell.
>>215062917I daydream about quitting my job and living in a van near a national park. Good idea or no?
I very sincerely wish I was dead
>>215065571i looked it up, literally me hahaha
>>215065881not him but i played it and i don't get it
>>215065571>Hours of itNot me
>>215065122smiling is rookie bud. Come back once you start chatting out loud and then you realize no one is there
>>215066517fuck meant it for OP>>215062917
>>215062917i always laugh at these little jokes that i make in my head or whenever i see a fat person or fat person in a scooter, in one scenario i was like one of those people with the lights that conduct traffic and i signaled the fatfuck into the cookie aisle haha
>>215066517I used to think out loud but I stopped a couple years ago
>>215062917For as long as I can remember my fantasies have never been about being someone in the future, but instead being someone different in my past
>>215062917I don't see the issue chief, honestly
>>215064665Literally everyone says that, constantly.
I can't even enjoy my escapist fantasies anymore.
>>215063044Do a no fap/no internet/no videogames detox for at least a month, eat healthy foods and spend time just walking outside.
>>215066687go home from where?
>>215066517
its my birthday today and I'm spending it alone drinking in my room. I am so miserable
>>215068380Happy birthday anon.
>>215068380Happy birthday anon
>>215068380happy birthday anon, i did the same this year
>>215068332did the Indian guy with the wrstern statue profile pic and substack blog tell you this, little man?
>>215065571nice try schlomoyou cannot convince me i'm mentally ill
>>215068380Happy Birthday. I spent $400 on cam girls and masturbated on mine.
>>215062917It makes me depressed when anons post these sort of profiles/insights on 4chan, which should be very specific to an individual loser, and they always hit home with me, like someone has Truman Show'd me with the accuracy of their calls.
>>215066517It's worse when you are play acting your fantasy life (not always intentionally) and think you're alone but then a co-worker walks in on you and now you have to pretend you were just humming or singing a song.
>>215069032We're just similar
>>215062917That's called maladaptive daydreaming and I do it too
>>215062917I stopped doing that long ago
>>215069120This term already got BTFO as Jewish bullshit see also: above post
>>215062917I've lived a multitude of lives that way, especially as I lay down and wait for sleep. I've also lived a fairly interesting life, have a good family life, and only today realized I hate my job.>>215066569Based.
>>215065571I cherish my imagination and I find anyone crusading against daydreaming to be vermin who just wants you to be another oversocialized consumer. Taken to excess and obviously it's bad as you become a sonichu kinda nut, but I just think on the bitter materialist cocksuckers who shit on people like Tolkien and Lewis and not only are such hacks forgotten but even in their lives they didn't make it better and happier for anyone.Frankly, if you can be satisfied by your imagination and not have to rely on Disney or Sony or whathaveyou to entertain yourself they are seething with rage and >>215069146 as touched on try and guilt and shame you into daydreaming and an imagination being a childish thing and maladaptive and how dare you think! How dare you be more than just an animal of the herd!Fuck em faggots. Your imagination's been there since you stopped being an animal and started to think as a child. Appreciate it and cultivate it. Your imagination will be with you to the very end.
>>215062917I've been thinking that dwelling too much in the past often comes from illusions that form in your earlier life. You come up with them when you don't know any better, and when you grow up, you forget that they exist, but they're still there, in your subconscious. I mean, maybe we weren't supposed to be masters of the universe, have a harem with all the crushes we ever had in our lives, fulfill every bit of potential to the max. Of course there are more normal regrets, but with those at least you can usually learn something from them.
>>215065259how many times have you posted this
>>215068380happy birthday. go to a bar and drink there instead, tell people it's your birthday, you will make some friends.
>>215063044Same
I am 31 years old and I never even kissed a girl
>>215065122I don't have either of these gay fantasises
>>215069425This is my fantasy
>>215069425Same
I am 32 years old and have never kissed or snuggled a boy
>>215069815Hey you wanna.... You know..
>>215069425I don't remember making this post.
>>215068380I've been drinking alone on my birthday for 15 years now. My 21st birthday was the last time I had friends.
>>215068380>>215070024Happy birthday though. Pretend I bought you a drink.
>>215070024It's always funny when one messages out of the blue after years
>>215062917Most spot on Marty meme I've see.Literally me.
>>215070061kek yeah that happened last month. I messaged him back and he never replied.
>>215068380Happy Birthday Anon!
>>215062917>>215065571I daydream about characters created by my own imagination going into adventures and stuff, its like watching a TV show.Dont really do the self-insert thing.
you cant stop me
>>215069032>makes me depressed>should be very specific to an individual loser>they always hit home with meif you're good at anticipating the human mind, it leaves nothing to chance
>>215070875The foul beast consumes his wretched meal
>wife of 10 years asks if you remembered to pick up the milk>laugh. Of course not honey. Looking froward to Casserole Cawednesday!As the words leave your mouth, you realize your alone in front of the washing machine. You've never had a gf, let alone a wife.
>>215070989Please tell me the casserole was real at least.
>>215068380Even if this doesn't mean anything to you, i still wish you the best anon. wagmi, someday. The last birthday i had with more than 1 friend was 15 years ago, so youre not really alone. Not even my family bothers to call.
