I hate being a former child actress, and I despise the people that enabled my abuse.I won't reveal myself, but at twelve years old, I starred in a children's TV show for a couple of years. (although they've replaced me with another actress.) To keep it short, I was in various Broadway musicals, involved in gymnastics, educational videos, and television shows before I stopped. I was once a nominee for a Daytime Emmy Award, "Outstanding Performer in a Children's Series."On my birthday while we were filming the show, I went out to eat lunch with the production crew, and the man, director and actor behind the whole thing suddenly got up, gave a speech and said that the group was going to give me a birthday present. Which was a dog that i've named Audrey. (my mother, rest in peace knew that i've always wanted a dog and wanted to surprise me.)I won't go into all the details because some of the memories are still hazy, but he, and the crew spent a year making me comfortable with touch, orals, being naked etc. I started to think it was normal to be like that. They would take me in to my room and abuse me any way they want. Later, it was all of them at once. I didn't know what was right or wrong.No one ever suspected anything either. There wasn't an adult in life who could watch out for me. I hate when people recognize me and want a picture because I remember all those times when a few men (and him) would have me pose nude or in panties or in wigs or outfits in the empty studio in freezing cold weather.I was really sexualized, which I think happens to a lot of young girls who are onscreen. It’s not like I was on set trying to be sexy. I get joked about, when people go up to me and go: "Hey, you sexy woman." And it was just really disgusting looking back at it. You’re put in a room with adults you’ve never seen before. You have to introduce yourself, read from a script, and i'm just done with it.
Cry about it
Make 5 threads a day about it
>>215212117>I hate being a former child.fixed
Either reveal yourself or stfu. Stop trying to make it into YouTube conspiracy vids by dropping hints and actually speak your truth.
AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN, BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE LETTER R AND THE NUMBER 6
>>215212386It's Julianna Rose Mauriello 100%. (the star of lazy town)She was nominated back in 2006 for a daytime emmy award and it matches this post. OP's pic is 380 studios, the same studio used to film lazy town.
what if lazy town spammer is mauriello working through her trauma on this board
>>215212117wo'eva
>>215212117>I hate being a former child actressStopped reading there. You will never be a woman. Kill yourself.
>>215212542QRD on the spammer?
>>215212117>I won't go into all the details because some of the memories are still hazyYou gotta do the cooking by the book.You know you can't be lazy!
>>215212117tits or gtfo
I believe you.
>>215212117did Spartacus dip his macaroni into your sauce??
>>215212117Can't be lazy
hollywood should be nuked from orbit
>>215212117who broke your hymen first? magnus or stefan?
peer reviewed study confirms this as real
>>215212117So youre just mad that nobody is giving you that same attention now that youre old?
>>215212117Well if this did happen I'm sorry and those men deserve to be put to death.
>>215215622They deserve death because OP never said no?
>>215215644For raping a child yes. Spare me your edgefaggotry.
>>215212117Report as spam.
>>215215671Out of ten!
>>215212117>I won't go into all the details because some of the memories are still hazyNever use a messy memory, your post will end up craaazy!
>>215212117where were your parents?
We are the hollow menWe are the stuffed menLeaning togetherHeadpiece filled with straw. Alas!Our dried voices, whenWe whisper togetherAre quiet and meaninglessAs wind in dry grassOr rats' feet over broken glassIn our dry cellar
>>215215671When was a child raped? OP's fanfic didnt have rape, only pictures. Pictures that could have been denied but werent and are only regretted now later in life.
>>215215728
I KNEEL
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