Well, /tv/? What's all you think about?
>>215686181my inevitable suicide
Big tits
This is AI sloppa he wasn't smiling
>>215686181early life section
>>215686194this. All I gotta decide on is the way in which I do it
The sheer beauty of life and music and the universe and why it truly does justify putting up with all the sadness and hardship that comes along with it.
>>215686222Oh wow anon you blew my mind who would've known the entertainment and theater industries were filled with Jewish people? Thank you so much for enlightening everyone. I'm sure your Presidential Medal of Freedom is forthcoming.
Becoming rich
sex with pokemon
>>215686212Wdym? It's from My Breakfast With Andre
>>215686258Sometimes this>>215686194Sometimes this
>>215686181how i've been wasting my life for the last 10+ years as a neetbut it's not enough to motivate me to do something about it, so i'll just keep rotting at home
being right on the internet
>>215686258nah, theres a point where your life can suck so much that the beauty in life turns sour and you cant appreciate it any longer. everybody has their limit when it comes to sadness and pain
>>215686338The duality of anon
>>215686181How to punish myself more
>>215686181
>>215686390You just need an eye opening experience, like taking a drug you've never tried or watching a film so god tier in its mastery it reinvigorates your outlook on humanity. Making love falls under this category too but the aforementioned two are easier to attain (for the average person)
>>215686623I'll give it another decade or so. If I still feel the same way 10 years from now then I'll off myself
>>215686370Same. Even Wally goes out and does the chores of his trade, but me? I just sit in bed with my heated blanket
>>215686181mostly booze and sometimes music
How much I hate India.
>>215686677For me, it's booze and music at the same time. Like right now.
>>215686651Face your fears. You are a literal baby who has to drink milk from a teet because you are tiny and refuse to let go.
>>215686720I don't trust music anymore. What is music anyway?
>>215686181Fantasizing about my college crush and this sexy petite latina from my first job after college, mom/son incest JAV and porn games (new releases, what I’d like to see come out, what I wish was being made or what I would make if I could), and money (fantasizing what I would do if I was rich, how I could have gotten rich, and my current finances). Those are quite literally at least 90% of my thoughts when I’m not actively thinking about what I’m currently doing.
>>215686726bitch, If I had some milk to drink from a tit then I wouldnt be depressed. breast milk is delicious
the struggle between wanting to be a glutton and not wanting to be fat
>>215686767Exactly. You have a baby brain. Men are supposed to be eating steak not feeding off of your mother
>>215686742I don't really listen to anything modern, mostly everything is pre-2000 or early 2000s at most. Other than random videogame/anime songs I end up liking.
>>215686181I'm 36 and all I think about is pussy. I really thought it would die down, but it's even worse now than some of my teenage years. I know children and marriage kill testosterone levels and I have neither so I'm guessing that's partly why.
>>215686846but I like eating steak and breast feeding from not my mother. you have no idea
>>215686194>>215686224Pussies
>>215686894Men don't deink milk from the teet. You have a baby brain
>>215686898https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bOKsOveYD0
>>215686929anon, why do you hate tits so much? are you a homosexual?
>>215686951Stop deflecting and admit you have a teenie tiny baby brain that needs milk from your mommie
>>215686271whywhy is media filled with 90% "them".why is it something anyone should have to just accept.you don't find it at all unusual?
>>215686181My wife and kids.
When I was young, all I thought about was art. Then I got older, and all I thought about was money. Now I'm older still, and all I think about is art again.
>>215686720>>215686677Not too into music myself, but what's the best movies to watch drunk?
>>215686996yeah, Im going with this guy's wife and kids as my answer as well. I think about his kids all the fucking time
>>215687129>what's the best movies to watch drunk?80's action movies. or really any cheesy action shit. nothing goes better with drinking then that
>>215687141Those fucking kids. If someone tells me what barrel I threw them in, I will tell them that they are all I think about.
>>215686181when I was young, all I thought about were video games. now Im 36 and all I think about is how tired of video games I am
>>215687129steven seagals filmography
I've been seeing people in real life as monkeys, as walking talking apes, we are but this goes beyond that. It feels more primal.
>>215687168....what?
There are no movies that are good to watch drunk. Because no matter what they are, you don't remember them.
>>215686181Is this an incel kino?
>>215687168>>215687516t. chris watts
>>215686194How do I stop wanting to kill myself? Medication?
>>215686181Both the guys from my dinner with andre are still alive, so sequel when?
>>215686181Imagine being over 40 and bald, like some fucking 70-year-old.
I tried watching this movie but fell asleep about 30 minutes in (granted I was tired from work)Should I give it another go?
>>215687685just watch porn instead. its more entertaining
>>215687685If you don't find this film captivating you are a smooth-brain.
>>215687719I find the premise captivating which is why I was interested in watching it to begin with, but I can't say what little of it I recall was terribly intriguing at a surface level.
>>215686181This schvantz of an actor got outed this weekend for campaigning for the Muslim Commie mayoral candidate in NYC. Fuck him.
>>215687740every famous liberal actor is pulling hard for that muslim commie. theyre all retarded and deserve how shitty new york is going to keep getting
>>215687740>muslim commieoxymoron
>>215687663>My Late Night Snack With Andre
>>215687685Yes. 1.>You will got to sleep again2. >You will think more about lifeBoth options are good
>>215686390You need to search your soul and intuitively follow what you know is best for you. Not like indulge in pleasurable vices or things that just feel good, but I mean search for what you know deep down is right and try to follow that. Follow the things you’re passionate about, the things that make you a better person. You need to exorcise and if you love a particular form of art you should dedicate time to that in some way. You should be nice to the people around you and have empathy, viewing everyone as humans instead of one dimensional personifications of their worst or best aspects. You need to a spend time in nature, look at the stars, appreciate the harmony and complexity of life and the universe. We are not material beings, the universe, consciousness and energy are not physicalist properties. You need to realize that even if things are terrible and you can’t find anything to live for that you’re still alive for a purpose and that there’s always something greater and more beautiful both outside and inside of you. Or maybe I’m just a tone deaf hippie faggot who doesn’t know how to communicate with depression, idk.
>>215686986Listen here
grim
>>215688109My name's not "Here" but I will listen
>>215687869and yet thats what he is. In reality its just in vogue to be anything thats anti-western regardless of how hypocritical it may be
My days are mostly filled with reminders that I'm 29 and have absolutely nothing going for me at all coupled with the conviction that I'm too old to actually do anything about it or live the life I want to live.
>>215688306Hey, Im in my late 30's and let me tell you it doesnt get any easier. I'd say I wish I could go back to being 20 something but I would just make the same mistakes again
>>215686332My Midnight Snack With Anfernee is a classic.
>>215687129Fear and Loathing in Las VegasHeavy MetalBig Trouble in Little ChinaHouse of 1000 Corpses
>>215688306
>>215686181I never cared for money desuI don't think I ever cared for anything
When did you realize you were just waiting around to die?
>>215686987because jews created Hollywood, so no it's not unusual at all that it's their "family business" just like tech/industrial companies are filled with white guys.
>>215686181Next time there is a philosophical Call to Arms, will you answer the call?
>>215688421I love alcohol and pussy. thats about it
>>215686604Porn is so fucking disgusting man. Seriously I hope you can rid yourself of it someday and be free
I need to get a job so I can start dating but I've tried so hard to get a job and can't seem to do it. I have some physical injuries that are not too prohibitive to working but still debilitating enough that I'm at a disadvantage. I can't afford proper treatment for these. So, I am jobless and dateless. Even if I achieved jobberdom I'd still have trouble with dating because I can't hold a conversation with most people. I could talk about my interests but I don't have much in the way of personal experiences to relate, and that seems to be the main point of connection for people. "This one time I did x", "that reminds me of this thing that happened" etc.
>>215688556If seeing hot girls get fucked is wrong then I dont want to be right
>>215688573when I was younger I had the time to date but I didnt have any money. now I work all the time and have money but I dont have the time to date. so whats all of this for ultimately?
>>215688371>Heavy MetalMy man. If I had any doubt about watching it on my birthday tomorrow, you just erased it.
>>215686181As I get older I find myself thinking more and more upon the glory of Rome like most men I assume.
>>215688865I've never seen it sober.It's an absolute blast when blasted.
>>215687129I think of him as The Grand Nagus from Deep Space Nine.
>>215686181What's all I think about? Drinking. I'm dead broke and sober. I spend all my time in bed sleeping waiting for money. I'm selling my Pokemon card collection to get some cash. If and when I get that money it'll keep me in beer for maybe a couple days then it's back to sobriety and an empty wallet.
>>215688944damn nigga, seek help
>>215688997I'm actually in therapy, it's been helpful for dealing with some aspects of my life but not my overwhelming anxiety that I drink to numb.
>>215688649It de-sensitizes you and your brain. Be careful anon.
>>215688903The first time I saw it as a teenager I was up so late in the basement I might as well have been stoned. Now it's one of my go to druk movies. The film noir, the casual cheesecake, the SCTV voices, the classic rock soundtrack, and the way goofiness gives way to sword and sorcery gravitas in the final act. It's got so many elements I love baked together into something neat and very fun to watch sloshed. Cheers.
>>215689080so does enjoying most things too much. Im sure theres things you enjoy that are bad for you
>>215686181The smile improves his look dramatically
>>215689108yeah, now I want to fuck the shit out of him
>>215686181finding a nice woman who likes watching old movies and tv shows with me
I'm 29 and I think about money and art almost exclusively I don't think about friends, I never think about dating, I never think about sex
>>215686181i'm older than him and he looks at least 20 years older than me. Jesus
>>215686181mostly work, sneed, and Danish cinema
>>215687663>My Hospice With Andre
>>215688519You mean alcohol and porn, anon. You don’t get any pussy.
>>215688649Literal proud cuck.
>>215686194It's evitable
>>215690200yeah I do, because I go out drinking and sometimes get laid>>215690217>Im afraid of naked people
>>215686370>>215686676For many people throughout human history, including those alive today, sitting in bed under a heated blanket at home is a peak of life that they can only longingly imagine as they lay in their uncomortable bed at night.There are things you have and enjoy that kings and emperors didn't even have, couldn't have even if they traded all they owned for it.Just kidding you fucking dweeb go get a job and a wife.
>>215686181>What's all you think about?God and women
>>215690320>I like to watch.
>>215690528>I only like sex if its me having missionary sex to make babies. I'm super normal
>>215688486Actually, it's the fact that they're an inbred desert death cult but nice try.
>>215687661I tried the meds route (Prozac + amitriptyline) and all it did was completely kill my sex drive. I still felt miserable and wanted to kill myself and couldn't even jerk off any more.
>>215690611this is your brain on judaism
>>215686194Me
>>215690720>Jews are to blame for everythingsuch an original thought
until I was 16 I played video games all daythen I listened to and made music all day until I was 28now I'm 35 and have just been reading manga all day
>>215690611Watching another man having sex with a woman is the definition of cucking.
>>215686194yt people would rather kill they self than get a hair cut so they can get a girlfriend
>>215687669I’ve been balding since my early 20s :(
>>215689976Wallace Shawn was born looking 80 years old
>>215686181When I was young, all I thought about was studying. Now I'm 18 and I still think about studying but I also think about my friends a lot
>>215686194wtf did I post this?
>>215690810>1+1=2>wow very original amazing stuff goy
>>215691055>when I was young>now I’m 18Damn unc where did all the time go?
>>215688194He said listen (and) hear, buddy boy
>>215686194I’m too afraid of going to hell to do thatWish I had done it when I was 14, when I was going to jump off a building. I was more innocent then. If there’s a god I think he would be more merciful to young people.
>>215686194seek Jesus.
>>215691749will big J give me a job
>>215691905Become a missionary and collect donos
>>215688306>too old>29HA
>>215686181I never thought about a career or money because I never thought I liked anything enough/ thought I'd just kill myself at some point and now I'm 27 years old and unskilled.I kind of get by doing minimum wage cause I've inherited a little apartment and I'm chronically gfless but I just feel useless and embarrassed comparing myself to other people.
>>21568844823
>>215688306>>215692566did the same, managed to work on myself for 2 years when I was about 28-30, made various decisions, faced various fears.the short answer is just that, work hard and face your fears. there's no other time and no better time.. none of it will be easy but once you start anything, it will feel far easier than the "impossible" you had in your kind before.fears fade away as you start doing things, and become more distant as you progress.go out of your comfort zone, stop feeling, stop thinking and just do. look stuff up, make a rough plan and do.to start fast:1. look for short cheap/free training courses I'm anything that makes you mildly more useful to other peoppe/employers. being useful means they'll hire you. can be a first aid course for 1-3 days, useful in almost any job as it sets you apart from someone else a bit.2. apply for any kind of job, if nothing comes, volunteer. if you can't afford to volunteer sell your shit and find a volunteer position with food and accommodation and do that got 6 months.3. gain experience skills confidence, ideas - if you're being paid, save money4. use money to pay for slightly better/longer/more useful training/certifications.5. repeatit isn't perfect, but it will help to take you from the nothing and fear to something and more confidence.good luck bros, just always keep working on it, never stop moving. you don't have time
>>215686181Ugly jew was forced to get a job therefore the world is le evil. The goyim will surely suffer for this one.
>>215691009knew a guy who was 19 and half gone. easy to say, but focus yourself on things you can change in life, not what you can't, or it'll drive you nuts. focus on your interests, skills, and things you want to learn or be able to do or know about. do that and any small detail becomes lost as background noise after a while
>>215688673Have Sex in your office with married older women, preferably 60-70 year olds. women age like wine, the drier the better
>>21568834045 here, 30s are very young in comparison and I expect this pattern will continue. so one should consider himself extremely able to do things, and focus on his abilities rather than his limitations at any stage of life because it's always going to be worse just around the corner. talk with very old people, they're just glad to be up and walking around.
>>215688306>PicHe died by committing sudoku after failing to incite a military coup.
Ways to entertain myself in order to avoid thinking about my life.Everything I do that isn't work, eat or sleep is for escapism.My life is like an RPG with 0 progression on the main quest, with me running around like an idiot doing side quests and the fishing mini game.
>>215686181Killing a lotta jews and then meself before more powerful jews and them minions which exist solely to be serving jews come for me to undo me in a more painful and slower manner.
>>215692990Literally Me
>>215686258I spit on it.*PHTEW*And I'll fuck it up and bring it down if I get the chance.
My only regret is not making friends. I always felt bad that I had to be the one to reach out. I felt annoying. Like, if someone wanted to hang out with me they'd invite me outright. I must be shitty company, then, and I wish I wasn't because I feel so lonely.
>>215686181I'm thinking about becoming a truck driver for the solitude and independence and ability to sing at work, but it's a pipe dream as I lack the intelligence and nerve to deftly maneuver large vehicles for a living. 3 stressful years of uni may be my best option instead
I wish I didn't buy a house.
>>215690633You say that like it's a bad thing.
>>215686181nah, it was always art and music for me. also pussy. should've been a rockstar.
>>215691540Don't sign your posts faggot
>>215693170>I lack the intelligence and nerve to deftly maneuver large vehicles for a livingKek, literal drooling retards drive truck. Stop being so hard on yourself.
>>215686604>step>daughter
>>215690611Youre defending the fact that you masturbate to videos of another man having sex with a woman that you are attracted to. Are you so stupid to not see how destructive that may be to your psyche?
>>215693170Don't tell yourself no. Let others tell you no.
>>215686181>Well, /tv/? What's all you think about?Nuking fucking tel aviv
>>215686181Anime girl pussy.
>Wally's insecurity stems from the fact that he taught Latin in a university and his play was released but he wasn't satisfied with itDude was upset that he was only a moderate success. Meanwhile I can't even get a warehouse job.
>>215692944he didn't fail tho, it was never meant to succeed he didn't kill himself cause he failed a coup, he wanted to die and he used the coup as a sort of set for his play he had been obsessed with death since a child, its even debatable how much of the radical politics he started to develop in his 30's were genuine or part of the act that would lead to his death
>>215695406>Meanwhile I can't even get a warehouse job.What stopped you drom getting it?
>>215688306His end was way more humiliating than dying in bed kek
>>215695476They said no.
>>215695504How many said no?
>>215695517One. The others didn't respond at all.
>>215695537Forklift certified?
>>215695555Gold seal and everything. Nice quads.
>>215695589Why did they say no?Do you smell funny? Did you shower?
>>215695599Anon of course I shower daily. I applied and they just sent me a formal 'thanks but no thanks.'
>>215695625You didn't get an interview?Where have you applied to since then?
>>215695648I troll Indeed, Workopolis, my city's job board, and provincial openings and just apply for everything.
>>215695004In Europe I don't think that's true
>>215695689What do you think you are doing wrong?
>>215695722Stop being so hard on yourself, fag. You start from truck simulator and work your way up.
>>215695727I have big workgaps inbetween unimpressive jobs. I wouldn't hire me either.
>>215686390I'm guessing your life doesn't such very much at all.
>>215695232>>215690528>>215690320>#5 brain can't into self insertionNPC
>>215695853Just lie brah
>>215692990>>215693056I don't remember posting this
>>215695889It's a sin
>>215686181I'm thinking about life and what I want to do and who I want to be but it's getting me nowhere.I just can't picture myself being happy doing anything.I was in uni, I was good at something and I just failed it. And it's not like I was partying and didn't give a shit. This is 4chan, of course I was the autist that stayed up all night studying and I still failed cause I'm a dumbass and I was not cut out for it. And now I don't know what I'm doing. Everyone in my family just calls me lazy for working minimum wage shit and not getting into something else but I wish I could find something I could do.
>>215695853>he hasn't started lyingExtend all your job lengths, slap on duties that are impreasive but not entirely outside your ability, put skills you hardly know.The world is rough and it's terrible for honest people who don't want to betray their morals but, it needs to be done if you want to survive comfortably. It's especially worse if you have no connections.
>>215690903Only if said woman is your gf/wife/spouse. Otherwise its voyerism.
I'm genuinely 50/50 on whether or not I'll kill myself when my mom dies. My dad had a heart attack when I was 10 and it made me an emotional retard. My mom's 65 now, all I think about is her health and happiness.
>>215695988It's easy to lie on a resume but harder to come up with bullshit on the spot especially if you're kind of retarded socially or, worse yet, get asked something technical you should know and have no fucking idea.
>>215696025If anon has the qualifications, which it sounds like he does, then he should be able to bullshit something. Interviews are subtle ass kissing and confidence. If there's one major deathblow in interviews it's not having questions for the interviewer. Just look up basic info about the job and company and come up with questions ahead of time.
>>215695889>>215695988>americans don't have work record books that you are required to present when starting a new jobwhat? so all the anons in these neet threads were just brain damaged retards?
>>215695853>big workgaps Lol. No you don't. You worked at several places. There were no gaps.It's a job not your mother you fucking retard. LieDon't waste my time with simple ass answers next time faggot
>>215695406At the worst, get a job at McDonald's or Walmart or someplace that will literally pay you to get a degree. Walmart, I know, has it's own college that has a bunch of different classes.
>>215696252Having a work record book sounds as shitty as a social credit score.
if i didn't have money i wouldn't be able to appreciate art and music
>>215690994You don’t get pussy at all, Ranjeet
>>215686181I think about how little time I have left to browse when I get back home from work. Becoming terminally online as a neet was a mistake because now I genuinely miss it. It's like I get home and I have no time to be online, I can't just waste entire days doing nothing but scroll threads on /tv/, watch videos, etc. It sucks. I genuinely prefer it to work
>>215696394For me it's>mindlessly browsing is boring when there's nothing I need to do>suddenly the most captivating thing ever if there are deadlines or commitments coming upevery time
>>215695406Classic beer ad - kind they never make now. She brings over her mother after a friend told him that's what his GF will look like eventually. Cue giant ass.
>>215686258Same. I live for the next day and the next song
>>215696663>mindlessly browsing is boring when there's nothing I need to doIt never was to me, I watched 15 years of my life on it and never got so bored I felt my life needed a change
I can't afford to live in a detached house, because ever since jewish bankers in NYC decided to tank the economy in 2007 and get away with it, I've had to live in apartments made with the thinnest walls known to man and be at the whim of the shrill screaming of this quirk chungus and her fatfaggot partner who I can't get to fucking leave the block.
>>215696663This happened to me as well with video games when I was younger.I had to study for one of the hardest subjects on my degree and then I proceed to play Warband for 300h in a month.
>>215690647that's why you take wellbutrin and not a ssri.
>>215690647the meds just turn you into a robot and go to sleep for your whole life, they don't actually improve your life, total scam.
>>215697620Literally me. I also noticed it with due dates and exams in college. I was even also playing Warband lol. I'm over 30 now and it's pretty much the same. If I have a day that is truly and completely free with nothing to do, I go out. If I have stuff to do I procrastinate by wasting time here. It's fucked
All i can think about is pussy and how i can never get none.
>>215698514hire an escort.
>>215686181Mostly I think about how bleak human nature and society is.
>>215698514Don't hang out around highschools. Teens will pressure you to buy alcohol and you don't want to commit crimes and go to jail
>>215688050he probably doesnt believe the soul exists as a literal thing thats why people reccomend religion as a remedy because it affirms the existence of a soul... beyond all the other more specific stuff of course.
>>215696022Your dad died?
>>215696394it's habit. if you start doing something else and avoid online stuff for longer - completely, then you'll eventually lose interest in it as there's no reinforcement. works for most things, not all.some things still tick at you after 20-30 years and you just want to cocoon back into them.you need some kind of direct reward for being out all day, not just the income - but a new reward that you allow yourself. that way the online won't be something you return to because you need it - the new thing will be the stop gap.
>>215698482>If I have a day that is truly and completely free with nothing to do, I go out.And do what? >playing an instrument outside of the housecosts unreasonable amounts of money to find a space, and when you do, you're just inside: but different>drawing outsidesuddenly you find that you can't draw what you want without getting looks>drinking outsidecosts so much more than drinking at your own place it's not even funny>going for a walk/to a parkfeels really pointless, jerking off inside feels more fun and productive.
>>215687663>My After-Eight Chocolate With Andre
