I'm going to kill myself tomorrow.
>>217014485I told myself I'd kill myself at 18, then 20, then 25, then 27 and now I'm telling myself I'll kill myself when I turn a wizard but I know I'm just a big pussy and I'm gonna do nothing.
>>217014485>not next yearOne fucking job, one fucking job and you still fucked it up.>>217014537Why kys when you can live (vegetate)?
He should have. Depressed people are a burden to society, they should all kill themselves.
>>217014537Kek i also eventually realized i was too pusdy to kms so started actively trying to imorove now i dobt even want to kms anymore.
>>217014537I wanted to kill myself too when I became a wizard. Now I am 35...
>>217014571This. Then we harvest the organs.
>>217014571Based anon saving lives
Why kill yourself when you are going to die anyways? Checkmate atheists.
One chance at life anon. At least try to use it on something big in minecraft that will affect politics or something
Suicide never made sense to me. When things go really bad I turn to excessive hedonism. A threesome with a couple of really hot hookers is something I would highly recommend. Tinder hookups are fine also, but prostitutes are a safer bet. Also do some blow if you can afford it. Not ideal, but preferable to self-harm.
>>217014485>>217014537Don't do it, my dudes.Things may seem bad, but it will get better.It will be a new year soon, hang on.Eating and sleeping well helps too, and walks
>>217014913Well both of your suggestions are self harm just not as severe.
>>217014961Walks are a terrible advice. They stimulate introspection which is the last thing a person with mental health issues should be doing.
I feel like the only reason I haven’t killed myself is the fear I’d fuck it up, become a vegetable and then be both depressed and unable to move to try and kill myself again
>>217014913Then you haven’t been depressed. You don’t really have a sex drive if you’re depressed long term, often your dick doesn't work if you’re seriously depressedSo why would somebody suicidal try having a threesome they don’t desire, with hookers they can’t/don’t want to fuck?Maybe cocaine would help but literally only for a oouple minutes not worth it
>>217014913The fact alone that you can get a hookup through tinder shows that you'll just never get it.
>>217015116>you dont have a sex drive when you're depressedBlatantly false.
>>217015072Then you obviously don't really want to kill yourself. Here's a though. Try doing some good and see if it helps. There are so many people living in abject misery out there. Ask yourself if there's anything you can do to make their lives more bearable.
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>>217015154What exactly is sopping you? Tinder is full of women who are likely more miserable than you are.
>>217015277I last got a like three weeks ago.
>>217014485Hey I'm doing that right now. But I never will because I lack the courage. Guess I'll just keep trying and failing to get hired but what the fuck else am I supposed to do.
>>217014485Please for the love of god at least wait until your parents are gone. You're being selfish if you think they'll be fine or get over it, and not realizing that there is someone out there that you matter to.
2015 to 2025 went by faster than 2010 to 2015 did
>>217015358I cant help but feel it's more selfish to believe it would have a negative effect on your parents other than taking away their punching page
>>217015167Depends on the person i guess. Some get porn addicted and like short term dopamine. But for me libido tanks also in depressive phases
>>217014485It's always tomorrow isn't it?
>>217015358>Please for the love of god at least wait until your parents are gone.I was borderline suicidal at one point. Knowing how much damage I would have done to my family (parents, siblings, nephews) I decided to grit my teeth.
>>217015397I don't mean selfish in a negative way, more like you're not looking beyond yourself and what you think would be instantly gratifying. If there is even one person, a coworker, a regular cashier at the grocery store, who would notice your absence and feel a little bad about you offing yourself or otherwise disappearing, don't leave them wondering about what happened to you. They'll be questioning if they should have or could have done anything to intervene for the rest of their lives.
>>217015296SameI don't get it, I'm reasonably cute, white, not fat, have a good job, put up fun pictures I was reasonably honest in my profile but in a sanitized, accessible wayI've even had a woman review my profile and sign off on itI basically never get any likes except by the occasional fat ugly single mom even though my profile says I don't want kids
>>217015358this is always the one thought that stops me. every time i seriously consider jumping off my building, this stops me. i have a friend whose brother killed himself 8 years ago, and though they're faring much better now you can still see the scars on both him and his parents.i hope my parents have a good life, that i get to be a better son to make them proud, and that they die painlessly when the time comes.i'm sorry for the anons who didn't have good parents. i hope you're in a better place.
Getting likes is the easy part. Most of these bitches are insane.
I thought about offing myself when I was 22 because I realized I had never been interested in anything in life and I was just following the path that was regarded as normal, which made me extremely miserable.Now I'm 36, living in the same room and when I'm not working I just indulge in escapism.I'm glad I didn't kms though. Life is just dull to me, but it's better than the alternative.
>>217014485Just don't leave a mess.
>>217014485Tomorrow never comes, allot of whiny bitches just want attention online.
>>217016752It comes for some people. Maybe not the ones asking for attention... well maybe sometimes.But for the quiet people reading this it may
>>217017454They should reach out to friends, family or thier doctor. It always seems odd to me that people bottle things up and choose that, rather than face the real life embarrassment of dealing with their problems.
