I just don't enjoy human interaction no more
Yet you are here. Curious
You swear off on ever giving a shit about people but your mind's addiction to meaningless social interaction makes you go back to the piss well like a dirty dog. I'm tired. I don't want to care anymore.
My eldest brother has been chronically online since 1999. The moment our first dial-up modem connected, he was there,and never really left. He doesn’t post or comment, just reads, old forums, Reddit threads, YouTube comments. All day, every day.The strangest part? If you ask him what he read, he has no idea. The best part of thirty years spent absorbing other people’s opinions and forgetting them immediately. The only positive is it's not heroin, and an internet addiction won't kill him, not directly at least.
>>217041092>If you ask him what he read, he has no ideaHe doesn't want to tell you.
>>217041092maybe he just enjoys reading other people's thoughts
People annoy me sometimes but I have this thing in my brain/personality where I am just a social butterfly all of the time and I can't turn it off. No matter how much I think someone is a shithead I will humor them and hear them out but the flipside is almost a super power if I use it right>you're going to like me>sit down and tell me about your life>do you have a dog? Where are your parents from>you're going to sit here and tell me everything about yourself and it's going to trick you into liking me now start fucking liking me you piece of shitLuckily I'm not a complete sociopath and have been with my highschool sweetheart right along. I can't imagine if things had gone the other way.
>>217041092The dopamine hits from consooming information must be pretty strong.
>>217041111You're an introvert shut-in and socially incompetent and you've never been intimate with a woman and you are a 4chan-using sociopath.Fucking idiot.
>>217041014Eh, i just dont force it anymore, i only keep contact with peopl who keep contact with me. And you will find out fast how little people actually care about you and how few people you have left who really like you. I went from a massive friendgroup to like 1 good friend.
>>217041246>He still has a good friendWe are not the same.
He wasn't depressive
>>217041264Yeah, but it's my brother.
>>217041038it's all bots here
>>217041038Bodied that freak
>>217041138I'm married with three kids and I just got promoted to being a manager with a company phone and laptop and the literal keys to the kingdom. 4chan isn't entirely consisted of 2012 /arcanine/ incels despite whatever you need to believe.
>>217041092>The strangest part? If you ask him what he read, he has no idea. The best part of thirty years spent absorbing other people’s opinions and forgetting them immediately.Do you remember everything you've ever read? Also it's probably what >>217041102 said
>>217041111>le small talk is like… le superpowerChecked
>>217041014>doesn't like human interaction>makes attention seeking post on 4channelI'm confused
>>217041578None of this is true. End of.
>>217041578>I'm married with three kids and I just got promoted to being a manager with a company phone and laptop and the literal keys to the kingdom. 4chan isn't entirely consisted of 2012 /arcanine/ incels despite whatever you need to believe.hate to break it to you chief, but having a family and all that good stuff, and still posting here, is even sadder than being an incel. you could be spending your time with them, building meaningful connections, yet here you are, in the gutter. fucking loser. I bet they think you're a loser as well.
>>217041578>/arcanine/ incelsThat was rude and uncalled for
>>217041038There's like 3 posters on this board max. Me, you, and OP.
>>217041680It's not small talk. You're going to tell me everything about you. I will make you do it. Obviously I'm not a comic book super hero, it will take time. But if I care you will tell me everything about your life and you -will- like me. >>217041720Shut the fuck up you worthless newfag. Go bitch on some incel subreddit or literally /r9k/. I'm so fucking sick of you little queers. >le everyone on 4chan is a loser like me, or except for me xDDDD lelelelefuck. off.
>>217041092That's me. Since 1999, lurking and reading people's interactions has been my replacement for sitcoms. Watching small forum drama, learning about people's lives and watching where they end up. Beats TV.
>>217041782I'm listening to phish and just did the "tape hat" dance with my oldest son before making this post.>you have a family but you..... use the internet?What factory do they make you retards in?
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>>217041804Which one am I?
>>217041014go back to raping jesters or whatever
>>217041804And my axe!
>>217041038I am very intelligent.
>>217041014My ex and I lived off neetbucks for years, we used to go to bed one or two hours before sleep time just to talk, it was rich.Since our breakup in 2020 I don't think I had a single interesting interaction despite the dozens of persons I've talked to because the system forced me in, it only hardened me.I'd just advise to stay away from people for as long as you can.
>>217042444you were supposed to knock her up you dumbass. Almost every woman who has ever lived has reproduced and the modern 40 year old HR cat lady thing is -extremely- modern and going to literally destroy the world. She's had a kid since 2020, hasn't she?
>>217041042>deal with annoying people>or slowly go schizo in your own head from lack of interactionBeing human is great innit
>>217041014The thing for me is that I've realized that I just don't care about all the shit people talk about. Like I was at my families this past christmas and they are just having random convos about nothing and telling stories and none of it is interesting to me. That isn't even to say I'm one of those fags that wants deep conversations about the universe either, I couldn't care less. That also doesn't mean I value my opinions over anyone else's, if I don't care about all the middling shit other people yap about then why would that make anything I have to say any more interesting???I just genuinely don't get anything out of human interaction, I'd rather be alone in my apartment even if it meant sitting around doing absolutely nothing
>>217042470>She's had a kid since 2020, hasn't she?Wish I knew although I can't imagine her having one, it was her neetbucks after all and she was strongly against it. Then again so were many parents.In hindsight it's a deal I'd take any day over the four last years of crying.
>>217042610Dust yourself off, stop crying over spilled milk and find another women with the express intention of having at least one child.
imagine being this deeply mentally ill
>>217041014being intelligent and a weirdo kills your social lifewho knew
>>217042841most of this is directly applicable to me
>>217042841>YOU'RE MENTALLY ILL IF YOU'RE NOT A RETARDED NORMGROID WHO ENJOYS BABBLING ABOUT HORSESHIT ALL DAYGod I hate normgroids.
okay [walks away and recites every verse of Knocking On Heavens Door with the full fascinating context behind each word to someone else]
>>217042841this is just being an extreme introvertbeing schizo is hearing voices and seing things that dont exist
>>217042841the person who made this comic is completely neurotypical and a woman who wasn't currently getting fucked well enough>>217042899No it isn't. Unless you have been diagnosed with a personality disorder, which are mostly fake, it's meaningless. The clinicalization of existence is a goal of psychology to prove they are a valid field but it's largely a huge scam. Especially all of the "schiz" that isn't literally "schizophrenia". For instance, if I read about schizotypal personality disorder it describes a lot of aspects of my personality very well but it doesn't matter because I've never needed to be psychiatrically evaluated.Stop pretending to have a mental disorder to seem interesting like some dumbass 13 year old girl.
>>217043084there are like a dozen "schiz" mental disorders. Schizophrenia is very specific, retarded jews and pajeets throwing around words like "shizoid" incorrectly doesn't change this.
>>217043119I'm not pretending to have a mental disorder lmao, I just said most of it was applicable to me, which is true. Does that mean I have a disorder? I personally don't think so unless being different is considered a "disorder" but if some people think that then I guess they are entitled to their opinions. I completely agree that it is all meaningless
>>217042841this is just the result of being terminally online and having poor social skills
>>217043084Extreme introvert = schizoid, hearing voices and being delusional = schizophrenic. They have the same prefix, but they're entirely separate and unrelated terms.
I always wondered how people became that way. And then I woke up one day and realised that's how I was. And I don't know how it happened to me so the mystery lives on.
>>217043201I was actually born this way. As a kid in the 90s, I maintained distance from normcattle. Didn't even know what the internet was. I avoided all attempts at friendship and especially girls who had a crush on me. I found normcattle extremely annoying and still do to this day.
>>217043214bullshit diagnosis,if you are an introvert you are not necesarily anhedonic or hate evryone.its more about being selective with what you enjoy.
>>217043084Schizoid and Schizophrenia are two different thingsThough schizophrenics also tend to be introverted, which is funBut what's really going to tickle you is when you learn that the genetic correlation is so strong that having a first-degree relative with schizophrenia makes you 700% more likely to develop schizoid disorderhttps://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/7973465/>>217043119She is the spirit of 4chan made manifest
>>217042841wtf this is literally me
>>217043273nigger
>>217043412at least you wouldn't do weird shit like learn about things you hate right
>>217043364Nothing in that comic suggested hatred. You sound like a dumbass leftist.>IF YOU DON'T GET OVERJOYED AND START SALIVATING AT THE PROSPECT OF SUCKING COCK THAT MEANS YOU'RE A HATEFUL HOMOPHOBIC BIGOT
>>217041880The tranny
>>217043461Do you make these
post em'https://www.reviveresearch.org/blog/schizoid-personality-disorder-test/
>>217043375>She is the spirit of 4chan made manifestWell I've been using this pedophile anime website for 20 years and the most accurate personality horoscope that descibes me is "schizotypal" which also doesn't matter because I have a normal life. All newfags deserve to have face cancer and then be burned alive. I hate every single one of you so much it cannot be put into words.
>>217043479>IF YOU DON'T GET OVERJOYED AND START SALIVATING AT THE PROSPECT OF SUCKING COCK THAT MEANS YOU'RE A HATEFUL HOMOPHOBIC BIGOTyep,sonething among those lines,the writter is obviously a normie girl who sees nothing wrong into being well adjusted to a corrupted braindead rotting society.
>>217042598Anything I want to know now I can search on the Internet and AI has made it even easier to answer my autistic questions. It's made me lazy I guess because using a computer is easier than talking to people, but I get a lot more out of it and save a lot of time.My hobbies are solo activities and the thought of doing them with a other person there horrifies me.
>>217041038He thinks this is human interaction.Jesus Christ.
>>217041897
I’m kind of just done with people thinking it’s okay to ghost others. It’s pretty unacceptable. I traveled somewhere last year with three other dudes who I thought were pretty decent friends and not a single one of them has responded to me after.
>>217045082brutal
>>217045082Did you rape them in the butt at least?
>>217041014Me but I've been that way since I was 15. Im 32 now. I barely leave the house. During the pandemic I saw people lose their minds they couldn't go to their precious outside or that they had to spend time away from others. Meanwhile for me it was regularly scheduled programming
>>217041102This lmaoMind your business nosey faggot
>>217045351Many such cases
>>217041014>Implying I ever have
>>217045351
>>217041111I hate fucking autistic normalfags like you so much and the fact that I'm expected to humour you to "exist"
>>217043084The "schiz" in schizoid is entirely "fortuitous" and "unrelated" to schizophreniform disorders (though actually serendipitously it is, though at the time there was no implied relation). It's merely a "shared" etymological relation to the greek word for "apart/split"
>>217042841>Prone to bizarre crimes of amorality>Also prone to seemingly random acts of altruism that they will go to great lengths to concealOk they got my number there
>>217043461I know everything there is to know about Jews, trannies, and niggers
>>217045995The worst thing about "social isolation" was being forced into a tiny box with niggers 24/7
>>217043600Buy an ad, glownigger faggot
>>217045995>>217043877>>217043461this is normal behaviour though
>>217043877Isn't this how everybody experiences conversations though? What would even be the alternative to this configuration?
>>217043119tweest mode: the comic was made by the redheaded girl who wants Schizoid Chan to come in and jam (at the clam slam)
>>217045082normies dont like each other either,they are just to afraid of being alone for 20 minutes and having to confront their own stupid personalities.
I just don't like jannies setting threads they don't like to autosage no more
I've been doing pretty much nothing but reading on my free time and I'm sure I'm close to embark in some quixotic delusion.