>character feels like ending it all and leaving life behind>starts heavily drinking
I hear mushrooms are a good way to cope.
Is this the thread?
>>218238138I can't buy magic mushrooms from a reputable legal source.
>>218238007Can't relate, I went the David Goggings way by embracing the pain and exercising to death. My body is slowly getting destroyed, knees are perma fucked and I don't how big the damage on my left shoulder currently is. I want to die fighting someone in an octagon just for the sake of fighting or after collapsing in an ultra marathon.
my stomach is fucked.
>>218238188You can use marijuana edibles to the same effect if you're serious about using the high for self-reflection and commit to self-improvement when sober and aren't a wuss about facing the hard truths about how your life got to whatever place it's at.
>>218238312You don't know what you are talking about. Weed and Mushrooms are both psychedelics but they will give you completely different highs.
>>218238007She's so fucking ugly
>>218238386I’ve had both, mushrooms are overrated and edibles can get you to the same personality change if you’re serious about it using it for that specific purpose. Mushrooms just brute force and target it better. Just saying if you have no legal source
>>218238188They are purchased legally at 7-11 in Amsterdam
what happened bros?
thats crazy
Just grab a handle darling
>be me>mid 30s loser complete failure with no accomplishments or basic adult life and spend every day for years now wanting to kill myself and save myself from this hellish existence>somehow never got into alcohol, drugs, nothing, in fact i rarely ever drink and never do any drugs>hear about how so many people drink and do drugs to alleviate the "boredom" of life or whatever but i just sit here suffering completely sober, no alcohol, no weed, no mushrooms, not even caffeinei dont know how i do it honestly.
>>218238312>druggie>calling people wusslmao
>>218238529Why do you cut them off at 11?
i have accepted my alki self now... how do i get an alki gf?
>>218238588Surely you have plenty if money saved from all that abstinence from mind-altering substances right?
>>218238678I’d try the bar first, biker bar if you want to get dangerous.
>>218238138They’re not. They make you overthink everything while alcohol makes you feel numb. Weed is worthless too and cocaine might make you accidentally restart your life again. Drink alcohol and say goodbye.
>>218238188buy spores / spore prints and some Uncle Ben's rice
>>218238523>personality change Lmao how weak is your psyche? I've done lsd and wasn't the whooah dude life changing experience. It was just a bit strange once it first hits but after that just really pleasant and relaxing
>>218238721tried.. its just full of old 50 year old wives
>>218238724>Drink alcohol and say goodbye.?
>>218238138Eliza Dushku (Buffy) is now a certified shroomologist and swears they helped her overcome drug addiction and sexual abuse as a child. She also says they help veterans with PTSD. She just tried to get them legalized in Boston on the ballot last year but I think it didn’t pass.
>>218238753You’re saying it’s weak to intentionally change your personality for the better? You’ve never done that before?
>>218238753So because you experienced one thing, that means everyone else who has experienced something different is wrong?Anyways my experience is really that only the better sort of person gets positively affected by it, most unthinking retards basically have your 'whoa dude this is trippy' reaction.
>>218238899I don't need drugs to do that. Sure acid made me do some introspection but it's not something I NEEDED drugs to do
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