What's stopping you from ending it, /tv/? Any answers will do. I need some positivity in my life.
>>218627697I just monkmaxx and try to live an ascetic life
>>218627746Spite and stubbornness. If I give up, the people who hate me win.
>>218627697fear
>>218627791fs meant for OP, though I applaud your monkmaxxing.
You should be asking yourself what is stopping you from continuing it.
>>218627697Fear, as simple as thatI'm a coward
>>218627791>>218627800This and not wanting to hurt the people who do care about me, is all I got. I wake up and I have no reason to get out of bed. I honestly wish I died doing something dangerous as a teenager.
>>218627791spbp
>>218627697Curiosity and imagination.
>>218627878This nigga wondering how bad it will get.
waiting for my parents to die first.
>>218627697Unironically too lazy to follow through. My day to day isn't painful enough where I can't eat, drink, or play games yet
>>218627697my mom
>>218627697>I need some positivity in my life.afraid i can't help ya there, chief. but good luck
>>218627697the means to, wish I could live in a place where I could buy the cheapest shotgun and one shell, too pussy for other methods
>>218627697I wish you would just end it. These threads are fucking annoying. Kys
>>218627839>>218628069>>218628092It’s a combination of these 3 for me. Cowardice & laziness are the main factors, however on the few occasions I’ve actually tried it was the thought of my parents anguish that ultimately brought me back from the edge.
>>218627697I dont care. Im already dead
>>218628282Could you do it? I'd happily pay someone to take my life but I can't self terminate.
>>218627697I don't have to go to to work today or tomorrow.
>>218627697Everything only looks hopeless if you keep yourself in a bubble of cynicism. Also suicide is gay.
>>218627697It's a straightforward violation of the soul contract, buddy. If you give up, you have to come back and do it all again. So just do daft interesting shit and try and get some meaning out of it. The least you can do is volunteer on a crisis line.
unironically self-medicating with dark web ketamine. had treatment-resistant depression from 13-22 and it only went into remission when i became a drug addict
the logistics arent quite there yet
>>218627697I dont have access to a gun, if i did i would have been dead a long time ago, thats it
i wouldn't be able to listen to more elliott smith
>>218627697My family/everyone who knows me would be devasted.
I'm white and have blue eyes
>>218627697Because you’re gay if you do that.Don’t be gay.
>>218627697Sexually harassing as many people as possible
>>218627746I did that for years. Turns out it sucked (altho I still do it in moderation).My new goal is to leave the country. It seems obvious in hindsight, but if the society I live in wants me to have nothing, then that society can go to hell.
>>218627697I have a gf and a large group of friends i see regularly. My family all gets along and I just became an uncle a few months ago. Im going on a ski vacation this weekend with my gf, and then a white water rafting trip later in april. The best parts of life is spending time with those you care about.
>>218627697>What's stopping you from ending it, /tv/?I don't believe in suicide. I have the same philosophy on living as I did dating women; I will go down any path, and even when it looks dark and horrifying, I am determined to see where it leads. Movies keep me moving too; there's too many I haven't seen yet.
>>218627746monks do not fap to animal porn nor try to switch genders tho
>>218627697>What's stopping you from ending itFear of going to hell and cowardice. I'm such a fucking failure...
>>218627697I want to die killing criminals.
>>218632069Holy LARP
>>218632098Whatever.
>>218632069now cool it with the antisemitic remarks
