I spent 5 hours after what happened today writing an exhaustive letter to my dad about how miserable I am because of my horrible family and abusive upbringing and how much I truly despise my mother and his enabling of herI wonder how upset I made him when he said he was in a good mood today because his cancer is going away or something (I don't care enough to ask anymore) not like it's any different from the countless times this year I've had my extremely rare upswings and good moods completely cratered by him or my mother or both so I don't really careat least now he hopefully knows how much I hate my life because of my family and my problems that I'm not able to address because of the hell I live in and I didn't have to lose my voice yelling over him until he started to beat me, at least when he wasn't old and decrepit enough and when I wasn't old enough to fight backI basically blinked and 5 hours of my day was gone along with my optimistic mood from this morning and I had a paper's length of meticulously proofread misery and I actually sent itI am tired of being denied peace and happiness by everyone around meI'm tired of masking
I am horny for fat bellies
>>688445381Get away from your parents
shit blogpost, unsubscribe
>>688445381This would probably be me if I wasn't born to an upper class family.
>>688445381No one gives a shit fag especially not here and especially not your dad. Quit whining and do something about it, well we know you won't cause you're here crying representing yourself with a bored looking anime girl. Holy shit fucking grow up and be a man or kill yourself you pathetic loser
>>688445653I want to be mad at you but there's no point just realize that a loving family is the luckiest and most valuable privilege of all and grieve for us who were denied such a basic element of humanity and ruined forever
>>688445583https://p.ecker.tech/chan/ moment
youre as mentally ill and retarded as them. best kill yourself and stop the cycle
Videogames?
>>688445381>fuck you mom and dad having me wake up to an alarm is literal tortureI hate failed normalfags
>>688445795If it makes you feel better, money and love are not enough to overcome the schizophrenia and autism+adhd super combo
i got a new router today and now 4chan only works on firefox and the captchas dont work on chrome anymore does anyone know why
VIDEO GAMES
>>688445932here, an excerpt from my letter that's vidya related >I know I'm not communicative, but that's because every time I've tried, in the best way I know how, I am disparaged, or dismissed, or end up just being yelled over. Or, [my mother] is within a mile of the conversation, which means nothing productive, or necessary, can ever be discussed. I cannot even play a game in the living room of the house I've lived in for my entire life, making a sincere effort to try and connect with my father by showing him something he might find interesting, without a drunken whore screaming at me and calling me a sick murderer, for pushing buttons to make a cowboy in a western themed video game shoot someone on a screen.this incident I'm referring to is what made me permanently pack up my stuff and only ever play video games in my room, and stay in my room in general
>>688446082it doesn't work on chrome for me either i switched to brave
>>688445381It's good news that his cancer is going away!Don't pride yourself on making him upset!Hate is a self-fulfilling cyclic prophecy!Sending my love to you OP and I mean it.
>>688446152>THIS MAN IS ONLY ALLOWED TO BING BING WAHOO IN HIS OWN ROOM HE IS BEING ABUSED
>>688446185well considering this got spurred by him calling me useless after I literally just got done taking the trash out for him I don't really care
>>688445583Will this do chief?
>>688445381I spent all the day working but seeing OP's post and I don't feel bad about.
>>688446185He clearly doesn't deserve your love.
>>688445982I'm sure it certainly fucking helpstry autism+ADHD+OCD+severe anxietythrow in some depression on top whether you believe it's a circumstantial or clinical condition
>>688446273you ARE useless AND mentally ill
>>688446248Sounds like op had the misfortune of growing up in mississippi.
>>688446290wtf are these character designs
>>688446417yes, and everyone knows the best way to deal with mentally ill, abused individuals is to continue abusing them and gaslighting them into thinking they're useless their entire lives instead of paying attention and listening like a human being
>>688446273>I literally just got done taking the trash out for him are you a little child
>>688446273Since it sounds like he's old, you should go beat him and break his arms and legs and call him a useless little worm.
>>688446557I was never allowed to be an adult
>>688446516That is exactly how one should treat manipulative narcissists like yourself, that is correct.
>>688446516solve your problems, LEAVE, stop whining and go rent a room with your friends or something.>friendskek.
Aaaalways bitching about your dad and yet you haven't killed him yet? You're just making shit up.
>>688445381Damn, you still haven't killed yourself?
>>688446584https://youtu.be/UVrwzjtBHq0?si=m-_XZ5XsL6couyUj
>>688446402I figured the whole anxiety/depression thing was implied considering I am admiting to mental illness on anime image boards. My brother had crippling OCD and honestly I would take it over the delusions or sentient dreams I suffer
>>688446596get a job and move the out then nigga, takes 2 to tango
>>688446606my dad had my genitals mutilated as an infant for no reason and he told me I screamed really loud when it happened, which he said while laughing
>>688446728Are you referring to circumcision?
This thread was moved to >>>/b/924263152
