Hello, I don't know why I am posting on here but I am. My lifer is falling apart, I am 25 turning 26 on the 27th, I am 10k in debt, have a job that has me working 4 12-hour shifts, a 3-month-old little girl who I love more than anything, and a wife who wants to give me devore papers on my birthday coming up on the 27th.My dream is to become an independent game dev to bring my ideas to lifer and spread joy to others. I don't see that has happening anytime in my life and it hurts.I have ADHD and struggle with impulse control, I have no money, and what money I do have goes to wife and baby.I am not perfect by all means but it's hard when I see how to achieve my dreams, and everyone keeps pulling me down.my mother says I shouldn't even mess with it until I am out of debt, my wife hates hearing all my ideas that I think are really cool, and it's just so defeating that I want to give up on everything and work a stupid mentally taxing job (I am a recovery specialist for the behaviorally detained) and I don't know what to do. I am physically exhausted, I am still in love with my wife, I am mentally exhausted, and if I change jobs I will never get out of debt. I don't know why I am posting it here, but I have seen 4chan work Maricals and all I need is some advice or something.
