I don’t even know how to say this without sounding like a total loser but whateverMy oshi was Ceres Fauna. Her graduation fucked me up way more than I thought it would. I went full idol otaku. Her happiness = my happiness. Didn’t give a shit about myself at all. That’s how it worked.Almost a year later and the emptiness hasn’t gone away. Actually it’s worse. Not crying every day or anything just this constant hollow silence. Like finishing the best book you’ve ever read and knowing those characters are gone forever but the feeling never leaves.Everyone keeps telling me to “focus on myself” or “go to therapy” or “get a girlfriend” and I hate all of it. Therapists don’t understand idol stuff. A girlfriend can’t be an oshi without the whole thing breaking. I don’t want to focus on myself. That’s literally the point of having an oshi.I’m not suicidal I just feel slowly eroding. Like I don’t have an axis anymore. Nothing to orient around. Days just fucking pass and I don’t care.Thought about following the company or picking a new oshi but it feels fake and shill-tier compared to what I had with Fauna. Staying like this forever isn’t working either.So I guess I’m asking /vt/ bros who’ve been through graduations or lost a perfect oshi:What the fuck did you actually do afterDid you ever find something that filled the same role or just learn to live quieterIs there a way forward that doesn’t make me feel like a normie or pretend devotion is stupidSerious replies only. Don’t tell me to touch grass, worship God, or “love myself” I’ve heard all that bullshit
>>107905689Now this is a real unicorn bro, see this, faggots and closet cucks? He got upset and went insane due to FAUNA's graduation; he doesn't care at all about other reincarnations, he loves the character, as he should, not the person behind it. Ironically, this dude is more mentally stable than half of /vt/.
>>107905689TLDR
Real talk, you gotta take some time, and do some research, find more vtubers to watch, doesn't matter if its corpo or indies or even ones with barely any views at all. I've had to switch vtubers alot since back during Kizuna AI days, it never ends because people eventually move on, if you're lucky they stick around.
>>107905689See a therapist. They don't need to "understand idol stuff" to understand the actual feelings you're having.Your mentality is all over the place though, recognizing you need help while at the same time acting like there's nothing wrong with this level of parasocial infatuation and saying things like "I don't want to focus on myself" when it's your own life. It sounds like you want to feel better, but are making excuses for why there's no point in doing the actual work to get there.This level of devotion to any vtuber or streamer (or anything really) is not healthy. I won't say it's "stupid", but it's certainly not a good way to live. They're random girls who play videogames and yap for an audience. There's nothing wrong with watching an entertainer regularly, but they shouldn't become the focal point of your entire life to the point your life feels 'hollow' without them.
>>107946776hololivehollow livehollow life
Bae is on her period right nowSay something nice to her
>>107942315You are on the woman board.
>>107942635>woman boardMakes sense why there is a lot of hating going in /vt/. It's just women hating other women (that are better than them) as usual
>>107940280Not true. I'm married and have a baby, still watch Bae. If you stop watching the moment you find a relationship, you were never really a fan.
>>107936113still would
>>107942279For me I have abandoned trying to find a woman to love and just call hookers. Vtubers fill the emotional want of lady prattle that didn't know I wanted since it usually came in an annoying form when I was trying to do something
how does a non-holo have this many viewers?
>>107939987Graduations aren't the same as debuts, though?
Holobros... We need to start making deflection threads ASAP!
>>107943668No clue why everyone parrots 2%, mysta said it was 1%.
>>107943668The 2% cut is only for generic merch. The kind the vtubers themselves don't design, pay for, etc.And it's exactly the same for Hololive. Holo's cut used to be higher, but at some point, they lowered it to match Nijisanji. This change is one of the reasons Gura left.
Holobro here, I like Lulu, she's the only niji I ever watched
the award show ends and vt decides to never talk about this guy again
>>107916229>>107944912TruthNvke in a sea of simps.>>107945006Yeah you're really intelligent and not devoid of personality. Maybe you should turn off youtube for a month and read a book.
>>107936102badumtish
>>107912659>the award show ends and vt decides to never talk about this guy againhe's an unwatchable shithead who makes content for other shitheads, why would we
>>107912659This guy just a shield for award onlyAfter award they throw away just like a shit
>>107945165>Yeah you're really intelligent and not devoid of personality. Maybe you should turn off youtube for a month and read a book.Nigger
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>>107939560I would like that.
Unmedicated Festive Cushion EditionPrevious: >>107674960Youtube: https://youtube.com/channel/UC1CfXB_kRs3C-zaeTG3oGygHaachama Dark Web: https://youtube.com/channel/UCHj_mh57PVMXhAUDphUQDFATwitter: https://twitter.com/akaihaatoちゃまヲ: https://twitter.com/HAACHAMAsubTravel log: https://haatofanserver.github.io/chama-map/Fan site: https://red-hearts.com/Miss Haachama?: https://imisshaachama.com/Red Heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9HY4DsRTCgInfinity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mj2QJE-UOIBUTA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWd6cpvnfd0Girl with pink hair: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDJtcmSbyUAECHO 【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8TnOhIxN90ブタサンダー【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GozEv0IruEEComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107944545what is this some execution device
>>107944552It's a reference to this music videohttps://youtu.be/EbwwnZLfLew?si=bK_toRNHdoSjbgi5&t=63
The Chamta Clause
>>107946859holyfug
Christmas Crrroc Edition!This is a thread for the members of Phase Connect's Saga generation.>Upcoming streams:https://pomu.pages.dev/saga>Links:- Bibi Biscuit | https://x.com/BibiBiscuitCh | https://www.youtube.com/@bibibiscuitch | https://www.twitch.tv/bibibiscuitch- Sinon Sinfonia | https://x.com/SinonSinfonia | https://www.youtube.com/@SinonSinfonia | https://www.twitch.tv/sinonsinfonia - Wilhelmina Frost | https://x.com/wilhelminafr0st | https://www.youtube.com/@wilhelminafrost | https://www.twitch.tv/wilhelminafrost - Anya Nyabyss | https://x.com/AnyaNyabyss | https://www.youtube.com/@AnyaNyabyss | https://www.twitch.tv/anyanyabyss - Malice Evermore | https://x.com/MaliceEvermore | https://www.youtube.com/@maliceevermore | https://www.twitch.tv/maliceevermore - Nitya Nil | https://x.com/Nitya_Nil | https://www.youtube.com/@Nitya_Nil | https://www.twitch.tv/nitya_nil Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107941338saggers...
Nitya is live!Her twitch relay is down.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nf11ZcHVpa4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nf11ZcHVpa4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nf11ZcHVpa4
>>107944916nvm Nitya is live on twitch too:https://www.twitch.tv/nitya_nilhttps://www.twitch.tv/nitya_nilhttps://www.twitch.tv/nitya_nil
Nitya started the game.
New Sinon short:https://www.youtube.com/shorts/gvjrj3jIiWs
Or was it a harbinger of things to come?
>>107917232nobody was prepared to defend vshojo while niji had an obnoxious defense force like holo does
>>107945172>nobody was prepared to defend vshojoMore like nobody cared to because they were nothing but a brand boost at the time. We knew that everyone would walk away with their IP if shit went sideways so we just went along with it.
>>107945489and the impression of vicious virulent fans was created by paid marketers, the individual fanbases were not that integrated into vshojo and drama had already kinda killed the vibe
>>107944319all twitch vtubers are irrelevant whores
>>107942891Based and same.
>Vtuber uses hot model>superchat: “Wow, your model sure is hot!”>permabanned>money stolen
>recorded by policebiased
>Monkey sees banana>Monkey screams and shits himself in front of all the other apes and starts masturbating>Monkey is ostracized from the herdI'm sorry to hear Monkey had to go through all of that. There was nothing he could've done to avoid this.
>>107925301He didn’t pay first
>>107925476many such xases
>>107930876Id punch your teeth out before you could lift a finger. People who think jerking off in public is acceptable like you should be tared and feathered.
Sexo - edition>What is /fig/?/fig/ is a thread for viewers to find, share, and discuss idol vtubers who play fighting games and (beat em ups), either from large companies, small ones, or indies, as well as to discuss fighting games about Hololive and other vtubers in general.>So is this thread about fighting games or Idol showdown?Neither: this is a thread about idols and fighting games.>But what is an idol?An idol is something unobtainable and moe that makes your kokoro go doki doki (WIP)>Is {X} a fighting game?Temporally we will define fighting games as games fighting idols play.>Are beat em ups a fighting game?Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Tora trained by Kazunoko: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZa93voYIT8
pururu streets https://www.twitch.tv/amakipururu
>>107944725when you pick mai
ded
Romance Edition>Love that is shared beats love that is only poured from one side.>The most wonderful love is not the love that is received alone, but the love that is divided equally—both joy and pain—and carried together.ときのそら New Year's Party 2026『Dreams in Motion』 2025.01.10https://tokinosora-live.com/sorapa2026/Merchandise: https://victor-store.jp/special/tokinosora202601On-site Ticket: https://spwn.jp/_events/evt_Bqb0YLNmlJJFi1HgEdpVStreaming Ticket: https://spwn.jp/events/evt_MtTMNrakk8Fxk9WI2fjREarly Bird Ticket Sales period: 10.02(木) 21:00 〜 11.20(木) 23:59Merchandise pre-order period until 11.16 23:59 Latest Cover Song "一心不乱 (Isshinfuran) - Wholeheartedly" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KBDNxArtbOELatest Song "VirtuaReal Love" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsFMmZcPH70Latest Album "Pulse" https://jvcmusic.lnk.to/Tokinosora_PulseComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107935677Christmas gift from santa Sora
>>107935677What a pleasant surprise!
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Why does Hololive not pander to the lolicon crowd more?
BijouGigiYour point?
>>107945952Gigi both doesn't look like a loli and doesn't act like a loli.
>>107945989lolibaba is loli
What if your general was not just a general but a nation, devoted to your oshi and their will? Enter this general where the fanbases and generals of /vt/ are reimagined as rival nations fighting bitter battles or beginning wholesome friendships for the glory of their oshis.winter whimsy editionPreviously: >>107128796Interactive map:https://vtwbg.github.io/Introductory document for new anons:https://rentry.org/vtwbg-qrdVITI ARCHIVE:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QxRtAENk7g3hJAlBsEWRJ6KVEItchyvymusJ1Q7ulEs/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
what the world doing
speed
Just making figgy pudding today which actually uses raisins instead of figs. Tavern will be closed tomorrow. It will be opened Christmas Day for a local feast.
We love Pink Woman!santa editionWelcome to /pink/! A place where you can discuss pink-themed chuubas from different companies. Discussion of any Pink Chuuba is welcome here no matter which language they speak!>Extensive List of pink chuubas:https://rentry.org/pink-unity (old)https://rentry.org/pink-unity-v2 (new)Have some pink chuubas that aren't on the rentry? post them in the thread and they will get added.>WHYBecause for some reason pink chuubas are very popular and we love pink women, Pink unity!Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD MORNING /PINK/
>>107941937Morning
Pink one!
>Who is Hanamiya Rica?Rica is an independent vtuber. She is known for her ASMR, singing, and collabs.>Youtubehttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz4jhqrCfthF8NnldZeK_rw>Newest songhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aeyWGiIf6wg>Twitterhttps://twitter.com/hanamiya_rica>Who is Yozora Mel?Yozora Mel was a part of the first generation of Hololive. She was known for ASMR, singing and being a tensai.>Channel archiveshttps://pastebin.com/PaKtZNjB>Youtubehttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCD8HOxPs4Xvsm8H0ZxXGiBwComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>107941378How long has she been at 666k for...
>>107943688A couple months
machu love
>>107945292This angle needs to be used more often.
