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No rules! Rape Pillow! Lewd Pillow!
>>104170731Thread rules:
Oh boy I love pillow, she's so lewd I can't wait to anally rape her again today!
The forbidden fruit
>>104170837I wish she knew how sexy she is.
>>104170810We're so back.
>>104170898I'm afraid if we tell her that she might get too flustered and start overthinking it.
Consensually raping Pillow gently whilst she pretends to hate it!
>>104171315this but the other way aroundI imagine being chained up in that basement of hers a lot
>>104171449Imagine being chained down naked and she puts on the laced black gloves
I want so desperately for somebody to commission reverse rape Pillow art. I want her to force a creampie out of me, I want her to force me into a lifelong commitment. I want to be her victim
>>104171667I just KNOW she would be into it
>>104171751that's fucking hot
Pillow confused footjob with her not understanding why I’m enjoying it so much or why she’s having to use her feet
I want a armpitjob more desu
Do I look like I know what a JPEG is? I just want a gawt dang picture of PillowDear!
Stream time
Little lady live
How is the tail attached to her?
Enjoy boys, I'll be dealing with work.
man you guys have such a great oshi
>>104170898Pillow is a beautiful woman who deserves to feel confident and sexy. I want to buy her whatever she wants to wear and shower her with compliments.
>Pillow countdown
Why is my daughter girlfriend so dumb
>>104172528She's a keeper
>pillow furry confirmed
Damn that’s a huge event
25K for a 1on1 Olive ASMR
>top donorsalways hate these pay to win instead being rng with people who donate any amount
Could Pillow take the knot in her butt?
No Vallure :(
i want to donate. is pillow a liberal or conservative chuuba?
>>104173058Stop being poor
>>104173175She’s from Texas.
>>104173175Very liberal
>>104173175Women do not have political beliefs
>>104173220i can save her
So proud of her. Always pushing herself.
I don’t give a FUCK about animals
>>104173328>Tommy from Massachusetts has just donated $10 "This run is super cool and reminds me of my mom who got cancer and then got run over by a truck in front of preschoolers playing outside. Good luck on the run and save the animals!"
I want to give her a head massage so she can calm down.
>>104173175All women are liberal
I want pillow to suck on my head and play with it with her tongue
>>104173086She would try her best
Pillow is peak puppy girl
>>104173556Pillow sucking me off as she struggles with the knot in her butt as the dog dominates her and fills her tummy with cum
I love my pristine pure soul seiso oshi Pillowdear.
>>104173621>pure
Is Pillow unironically into pet play? Like would wearing a collar and tail buttplug get her worked up?
>>104173225>>104173497This they just default to whatever is most socially convenient, which is why even as a gigachud I don't hold their silly beliefs against them. This is for animals thankfully so I'll be donating.
>>104173679I feel.she really would
One of the girls invited is a very close friend of CC’s.
>>104173816She was in asmr parade 2
Pillow might be a furry. But like actually.
>>104173783Grass fed free range Pillow
i just woke up what was the big fun announcement
>>104174063Pillow’s gonna have a meet and greet with all of us and we get to stick the tip in
>>104174063she's making dogs happy
>>104174063that she's pregnant with my child
>>104173964did you forget that she was a brony? It's not far of
Piwwos, nobody is listening to me. This bitch susan doesn't care that Pillow might be destroyed by artificial sentient creatures!
Will Pillow reach the 25K goal? It’s a really cute event.
>>104175164That's up to us.
>>104174450That stupid bitch!>>104175164Have a feeling we'll reach the goal pretty quickly.
Again, Pillow hinted that she didn’t want us watching other girls because she hoped we didn’t know their names.
>>104175530what if i found a new oshi from a pillow collab?
>>104175809stabby stabby
>>104175809How many times do we have to teach you this lesson old man?
>>104174194you know, she kind of sounds one of the characters>>104176050What if its Olive?
I'll look into the charity first, but I'd like to donate to reach those milestones (and maybe get one of those custom rewards if I can afford it).>>104173058The charity is the priority. She's incentivising larger donations.>>104173175What does it matter? It's a charity for animals. But my guess is she's vaguely liberal in a never-really-thought-about-it-but-wants-to-be-nice way.
>>104173326She really goes so far above and beyond for others. She could coast along on the success she's had at this point, but instead she's still working herself to exhaustion every week, insisting on doing even fairly trivial stuff like setting up the new Minecraft server herself, and now organising this huge charity event. I truly believe she does it because she loves us and wants to make the world a better place. She's more special to me than she'll ever know.
>pillow pisswould you drink it if she dared you?
>>104177415Is she gonna dare me to describe the flavor after?
>>104177415I’d do it for free
I believe every fluid that comes out of this lady tastes fruity and wonderful. Don’t ruin it for me.
>>104173459She's so kind and gentle and a true ASMR enthusiast; you know she'd be amazing at helping you relax. The only thing I want more is to reciprocate. I want to pamper her and melt all her worries away.
Pillow doesn’t shower. I want to lick her sweaty armpits after a week of her not showering so that it’s especially flavorful. Then, I want to run my tongue along every inch of her body, licking up every last bead of sweat
>>104178134>every inch of her bodyeven her butthole?
The highlight of my week so far is Pillow's reaction to my calling her pretty. She deserves to hear it every day.
Pillow cute!
You know, most dreams are forgotten, especially by men. You could be talking to Pillow every night and not know it.
>>104178170Her butthole will get special attention. I will start by gently licking around her entrance, then I’d gently insert my tongue and swirl it around. I’d finish by giving her cute little anus a nice, sweet kiss
>>104178412I had a dream once where I was succumbing to depression. I isolated to the middle of nowhere, but Pillow somehow found me. She bathed me, clothed me, and even fed me. She took care of me while I was losing to depression and was preparing to take my life. I loved her so much more after that
>>104178524damn thats a good answer
I wanna see pillow suck on the butt slug
Will you watch pillow tomorrow?
>>104180287Idk will she be cute and feminine?
>>104180306Is that the only time you watch? Do you not love her otherwise?
>>104180306>>104180356Pillow is always cute and feminine
I happened to listen to one of Pillow's puppy ASMRs last night and thought a lot about puppy-pillow... sexually, of course
>>104180447
>>104182016She's so cute when she ties me up
Pillow's got every Piwwo uploaded to a database, she knows our EVERY move. You hear that? Your EVERY move! She even knew I was gonna post this.
Thoughts https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1963418879062835468
>>104183773Fleshlight.
>>104183773Onahole.
>>104184017
>>104184460This makes me laugh so hard she deleted it after like five people in the server told her it was bad
>>104184460pillar...
>>104184460Pillow...she's very innocent
>>104184691does she believe that hand holding makes you pregantte too?
>>104184770Maybe not that innocent
>>104184770Not hand holding, but kissing. That’s why she can’t handle kissing scenes
>>104184850Would she be able to handle an intense make out session?
Pillow is such a nice and good girl, we should all aspire to be more like her.
Need more Pillow bikini art
Do you love pillow? Asking for a friend
>>104186895I love Olive, Pillow is friend with benefits
>>104186895I love Pillow, Olive is friend with benefits
>>104187419Gold>>104187261Mold
Goodnight Piwwos!
>>104188062good night, piwwo
The scum that stains Gotham will be cleansed!
I just woke up from a dream. I think it involved Pillow, but I can't remember...
https://x.com/AcapellaEN/status/1963398548776734818Pillow in Acapella magazine
Thinking about how far Pillow has come fills me with immense happiness. She didn't have it easy, but she didn't let the world get her down. She had a dream and worked towards it, starting small but eventually finding huge success, almost entirely by herself. She's tried new things, found new interests, and made new friends. She still has goals and I think she can achieve all of them. She's so deserving of all the happiness and love in the world.
>>104188849She mugged you
>>104184460she meant ithttps://files.catbox.moe/7gxsgl.jpg
>>104188995cute my wife is famous
>>104191220I think I missed this handcam stream
What do the top 10 donors get? Does it involve Pillow and/or Olive and our penises?
>>104191522it was peak
I bet she’s mouth breathing and dribbling all over her pillow right now.
cute girls
>>104193076pillow is certified mouth breather and dribbler that can't drink wawa right
>>104193163olive should stop bullying pillow
>>104193185olive should bully pillow more
>>104184460That's very unfortunate.
>>104193276*cute
>>104193339It's cute that she didn't know but I bet she was mortified when people told her lol
>>104193380I bet she panicked but then had a chuckle afterwards
Fellow Piwwos. Has there been any instances indicating how Pillow would feel if a m*le were to semi-regularly raid into chat. I recognize that Pillow doesn't do collabs, but as a fan and chuuba, I wanna support her.Just don't really wanna get a message from her with her upset, because an upset Pillow would actually make me want to die.
>>104193746I'm not aware of her stating a position on this, but I don't think she'd mind. Sending an audience her way isn't the same as collabing and shouldn't be a problem as long as they're well-behaved. You could always ask her directly if you want to be sure; she'd appreciate the consideration.
>>104193843Yeah I just don't know any decent method with which to contact her. It's generally not a wise idea to have conversations regarding that sort of business activities and boundaries whilst she's, like, trying to play Wordle on a Comfy Morning.As a male streamer in the vtuber space, I recognize how it can be for the ladies, and I just really don't want to make anything weird for her. At the same time though, she's one of my favorites, and I want to be helping.
>>104194115Her email address is on her Twitter profile.
>>104194144Never noticed, thanks chuddie.
>>104193746yuck please don't make her or her gachis uncomfortable
>>104194115>As a male streamer
>>104194249>>104194264Love your fellow piwwos. If Pillow doesn't want him to do it, she'll tell him.
I miss pillow!!!!
Pillow is an angel who embodies goodness and hope.
>>104194346real and true
>>104193173Imagine the blowjob
Why would you introduce an audience that clearly isn't compatible with gachikoi to Pillow? They'll either bounce off her or worse.
>>104194618No. I'd prefer we gatekeep Pillow because I've seen enough crap come from twitter retards coming in and ruining a community by trying to change the demographic.
>>104194571hot and bothered
>>104194650her audience is already half children can it get any worse?
>>104194769>can it get any worse?Yes. Because you then can end with a bunch of retards that for one hate fans for being gachi, and two try and persuade Pillow to drastically change her content by complaining and disrupting the status quo.
>>104194840I guess you're right...
Thinking about her soft feet again…
>>104194882me but with hands and armpits
I wonder if Pillow opened her PO box how many love letters would she getwould she collect them?
>>104195017Probably a lot. I like to think she'd keep at least the ones that aren't weird.
Eurowwos should masturbate every few hours just to get it out of their system to keep the thread clean whilst they’re active.
>>104195076Ok but what about early risers here in north america?
>>104195076I only goon to pillow during her streamsmakes the connection closer
>>104193163me on the right
>>104193746Do not.Male VTubers are entirely unwanted.By almost everyone.I realize this will probably hurt your feelings, sorry but it's the truth.
>>104195646omg olive hi!
>>104196006Olive would be the one to sneak in here I can feel it
>>104196006If only I was Olive fr (for real). I would make clam sandwiches with Pillow all day every day.
Can a fempiwwo cosplay as a lewd Olive?
>>104196139she is kind of femanon coded ngl
>>104196530artists like her tend to be chronically online
what would you say to olive if she was here
I love that she's gonna play Silksong, but she's gonna get her ass handed to her. Hopefully it'll be funny at least.
I see there were some interesting posts earlier.>>104195017I would send Pillow a Batpiwwo and Future Piwwo drawing. Or at least try.
>>104196610Please mail me a pair of Pillow's used panties.
>>104196610I would show her this giant piwwo!
>>104196610Tell her that I want to marry Pillow but that she can be our sidepiece because that would make Pillow happy and hopefully Olive too.
>>104196610I'd propose
Sex with a fempiwwo cosplaying Olive larping as Pillow
A lot of girls wear boxers because they’re more comfortable. Would it turn you off to know pillow wears boxers instead of panties?
>>104198116Yes. I hate butch women.
>>104198116Pillow likes to feel cuteshe would wear something cute even alone
>>104198201Now I’m seriously wondering what type of panties she wears. She did buy another shirt recently, so I think she’s getting more comfortable buying clothes for herself. I hope she buys cute panties too, she deserves to feel cute and pretty
>>104198116Yes. Pillow shouldn't be wearing anything at all times.
>>104198247what if she wears none at all
hello i am new to pillow and I have a question for the OG pillow watchers. Does Pillow have a "out of sight out of mind" approach or does Pillow expect if you commit to Pillow it's Only Pillow Forever and no other chuubas EVER or you DIE kind of approach
>>104198247She’s a lot like me, we grew up within hours of each other, and she’s like 1-2 years younger than me. Guarantee she’s coasting off the last panties her mom bought her, and a couple of value packs that she got one day because she realized she was running low.
>>104198299She’s not serious, she does a bunch of collabs and clearly wants you to watch her friends.At the same time though, you should never actually like any of them over her. That’s the one thing where she’d seriously get grouchy.
>>104198116No lol
>>104198299She’s fairly serious about it but tries to hide it because she doesn’t want to restrict who you can and can’t watch. She’d rather you be happy with somebody else than unhappy with her. The rule she’s “jokingly” given is that you can support her friends but you can only love Pillow. Though, if you can help it, she’d really appreciate it if she’s your one and only
>>104198347>>104198383Ok that makes sense thanks a bunch you guys
She’s serious about it but wants to collab and have friends so she’s in a tricky spot. I’m pretty sure she also gives extra special attention to loyal Piwwos and acknowledges them more.If you watch her ASMR, sometimes she’ll start mumbling about how “did you think I was joking when I said I don’t want you watching other girls? That wasnt a bit. This isn’t a bit.”
>>104198491>She also gives extra special attention to loyal Piwwos and acknowledges them moreI promise you, she doesn’t. Pillow would never allow herself to show favoritism, if anything, she does her best to acknowledge brand new Piwwos to make them feel more welcomed. If you’re going to be loyal to Pillow, do it because you love her and don’t want to hurt her - don’t do it because you’re expecting special privileges - you won’t receive any
>>104198535I guess I just felt that way because I see them around more often, but yeah I don’t think she really does favoritism
>>104198535(me)That said, she will know. She really does stalk Piwwos whenever she has free time. I see her scroll through my Twitter posts every once in a while. So if you go chase somebody else, know that she’s hurting in silence. She hopes you take it as seriously as she does, but she won’t force you to choose only her. Like I said earlier, Pillow would rather you be happy with somebody else than unhappy with her. Pillow is the type to put your happiness above her own
>>104198587I have a friend who is a whore and he sent me the gut chilling screenshot of pillow liking his reply to another vtuber
>>104198629LOL, yeah that’s something she would do. I love her for it, though
I guess it’s a pretty tricky spot to be in. If you actively tell your fans to never watch other girls and you’re always Yandere, why would anyone want to collab with you? Why would anyone join your events? It would kind of be collab suicide. That’s also how you end up with fags that leave long comments about how they’re upset you collabed with a girl
>>104198587Yeah, if she feels like you're liking another girl more than her, she's actually even commented on it. I distinctly remember rewatching a stream a bit ago and someone said something in chat, she read it out, and then went "Oh, are you finally done cheating on me now?". Never forget that she's insanely connected since she sets up so many collabs, if you're hitting on multiple girls, she'll know.
>>104198535You forget that I'm God's favorite and most special boy, and will make Pillow love me above all the other piwwos.
pillow if you’re reading this all the gfe chuubas I follow on twitter I do so purely out of curiosity. I have absolutely no emotional connection to them.
Dedicating my life and soul to Pillowdear and being nice to her friends who are nice but always keeping Pillowdear as my number one chuuba top favorite.
>>104199098>>104199125Pillow happy
It's cute that she likes being called "little lady".
>>104199309I am glad that I can genuinely claim to be the first one to call her that. She's my little lady who I wanna treat right...
Driving Pillow to get Takoyaki
Calling Pillow different pet names to see how she reacts. Finding one that she really likes.
>>104199403Trick is to stake out one as the one you always use, until she associates it with you specifically, and will think of you more often
I’ve found a few other vtubers I like(d) at first, pretty cute, entertaining and talented and the #1 thing that put me off every time is their fanbase and their grim favoritism towards some elite circle. Completely ignoring people who, too, are clearly new. I didn’t post anything myself but I quickly observed this pattern. Pillow obviously engages with THAT group of Piwwows because they’re very active in the community and socialize a lot, not because she loves them any more. I’m a shy and quiet gosling and she has no idea who I am, quietly lurking and supporting her from the shadows, but it’s nice to know if I suddenly gave myself a voice in the community she wouldn’t ignore me until I’ve earned it unlike those other vtubers. I don’t feel like I have to ‘compete’. I think it’s that feeling that ironically keeps me quiet because I don’t feel forced to chat with Pillow. I respect her a lot for how she handles her relationship with her fans.
>>104199459Oh I mean while being in a relationship with her lol. That's a good idea though, unless others start using it.
>>104199507Pillow is great about always caring about even the newest and smallest Piwwo. She doesn't preference members, and whilst she response to superchats, she doesn't milk them and give them way more time than they deserve. A piwwo who says things that she likes and finds interesting will get more out of her, because she just likes interacting with chat in general. I tend to do very good with having a nice time with her, and getting her to respond to the things I say. I manage to genuinely do a good job of having her acknowlege what I say fairly regularly, more than most.One day, I wish to be able to speak to her regularly. I think the moment I have her added on DIscord or something, the deal is sealed, since I'm actually a pretty decent fella and have some charms.
>>104199507I feel for her because she clearly doesn't want to show any favouritism, but at her level of popularity she simply can't give everyone attention all of the time, and the people who are most active and whom she recognises are naturally going to be noticed more. But she definitely goes to greater lengths to acknowledge and interact with all of her fans than any other VTuber that I'm aware of. I like when she wakes up and scrolls Twitter for a bit and you can see all of her interactions with piwwos.
>>104199638Why are you lying about having her added on discord
>>104199660I do wonder how she feels about her level of popularity. I remember how Markiplier broke down into tears when he saw a video that his fans made for him for 1 mil subs, and he talked about how he was crying so hard because he realized that he'd never be able to know and thank each of the people who was in that video. It's got to be difficult for Pillow to know that she will one day have to pick a single person to be with, over everyone else. She's just raised that way.
>>104199715I'm not, I'm saying in the future, if I did, I'd be putting the moves on her.I'll get there one day.
>>104199715Because he's trying to bait the Piwwos
>>104199763One man's bait is another's aspirations. To get a yandere, you must be a yandere, but instead of committing crimes, you gotta have motion.
Calling pillow my little lady and being her butler
>>104199638>I have her added on DIscord or somethingDo we know of her ever doing this outside of business relationships? I would've thought she'd avoid direct chats and personal relationships with fans.>>104199723>It's got to be difficult for Pillow to know that she will one day have to pick a single person to be with, over everyone else.I'm not even sure that she's thinking about that yet. She clearly loves what she does and is happy with where she is in life. But I hope she does find lasting, monogamous love with someone good for her.
>>104199842She needs a partner that acts like a dad and takes care of her, but is stern when necessary. She gets plenty of glazing all day long, there's literally no compliment you could find that she's not already heard. There are literally a hundred thousand people willing to serve her, you gotta be someone she wants to serve.
>>104199861Oh yeah, she's extremely private. I'd be willing to be she's really careful about not connecting anything to her pillowdear identity for personal use, but it helps that pretty much all the people she interacts with are other vtubers that understand how to handle personal information. I mean fuck, she doesn't even really play multiplayer games, I can't think of a single multiplayer game where she'd have people able to message her, it's all shit like PEAK and REPO where it's direct connects.Of course, at the end of the day, that's just a puzzle to solve. If you're serious about her, then you'd have to have the motivation to enhance yourself and your life to where you can make it happen. Anything else isn't true love that will capture her heart.
>>104198629I would kill myself instantly delete my account as well
>>104199031holy based piwwowo confidence
>>104199873>She needs a partner that acts like a dad>you gotta be someone she wants to serveDon't make it weird man. Of course I'd take responsibility and look after her, but as her loving equal.>>104199957>If you're serious about her, then you'd have to have the motivation to enhance yourself and your life to where you can make it happen.I do this but I'm also aware enough to know that it's never actually going to happen. Even finding a woman like her seems impossible.
>>104200027It's not weird for women to want someone stronger and more authoritative to rely upon anon
>>104200027Equal love is both partners wanting to do shit for each other and serve each other really bad, part of love is also just knowing what someone really needs. Not saying to make her a slave, just to be someone who she admires enough to want to do things more, instead of a butler.If you don't have the confidence to believe you'll succeed, you have a 0% chance. If you proceeed no matter the costs and work as hard as Pillow would want you to work, even if you don't succeed, you'll have elevated your own life, she'd be happy. You gotta be the protagonist of your story. At the end of the day, I recognize that getting Pillow as a gf is a tremendous longshot, literally 1/124,000, but it's always a good idea to align yourself with goals that will make you better, because then even failure moves you in the right direction.
>>104200087Sure but it's not about being "like a dad" or "served" by her, come on.
piwwo parasocial hours
>>104200145Thank you, I'm here all night!
>>104200145That's a 24/7 thing. Every Piwwo loves her, and she loves us. It's barely even parasocial, since that implies it's one-sided.
>>104200145I don't think it's that but there's definitely something fucky going on.
>>104200131>Equal love is both partners wanting to do shit for each other and serve each other really bad, part of love is also just knowing what someone really needs. Not saying to make her a slave, just to be someone who she admires enough to want to do things more, instead of a butler.That's a more agreeable way of putting it.
>>104200179Stop being schitzo anon, dudes have been trying to get with Pillow even before she debuted
>>104200136pillow would call me daddy in bed
I'm so full of love for Pillow and ready to express that love by caring for her, making her happy, and being someone she can rely on. My only worry is that I'd fail to live up to the version of myself that she deserves.
>>104200260Unironically highly likely, she 100% has daddy issues and would love a father figure in her life. It won't be you though. (it will be me)
>>104200260>>104200270Don't say these perverted things or talk about Pillow's personal life in this way.
>>104200262All men fail to be what they dream of, but at the end of the day, you gotta stand out in a crowd enough for her to think of you.
>>104200315It's not even perverse, there's nothing wrong with a girl calling a guy daddy, and in the context of a committed relationship, nothing wrong with sex. Just gotta be after all the Piwwos die in WW3 or something so it's not NTR.
>>104200360>there's nothing wrong with a girl calling a guy daddyI think there is. "Mommy" stuff as well is repulsive. Sorry I had a normal childhood.>in the context of a committed relationship, nothing wrong with sexI didn't say there was.
>>104200315pillow wants to be pampered and calls herself a baby oftenthe connection is obvious
>>104200402>daddy le is bad>mommy le is badyou're a faggot
>>104200436These threads are generally much more civilised and articulate than the rest of this site, but thanks for reminding us where we are.
>>104196553>loli pillownot only would, but will TuT
>>104200415That's just innocent fun, at least how Pillow sees it. There's no comparison with sexual fantasies; don't even suggest that.
pillow mommy ASMR was peak, I wish she would do something similar...
>>104200517pillow like any women probably masturbates sorry to break it to you anonalso let's not pretend she couldn't have fantasies, literally every human being on the planet doesthere's nothing wrong with harmless speculation and fun :3
>>104200545I can't tell you what to do but I can tell you what Pillow would probably be repulsed by.
>>104200587you got triggered over daddy kinkthe kink that is even widely accepted by normalfagsdon't talk or even pretend to talk for pillow
>>104200585I shall give a boon to all you foolish Piwwos who worry about her NTRing you with her imaginations. In my experience with women, which unfortunately I am not incel and therefore Pillow is going to make me kill my ex with a rock to be with her, women aren't wired like men and are perfectly capable of masturbation and fantasy without it being specific at all. She's talked about how loyal she is, I don't think she'd ever want to geniunely cheat on the Piwwos, so I could see her riding her own bed pillow and thinking about Piwwo as a fantasy concept in general. She masturbates to us as a collective.
>>104200655Pillow is also extremely infantalizing towards herself, and encourages others infantilizing her. Granted, I generally try to treat her like an actual woman, because I think that hitting her with the "Oh no Pillow are you okay? </3" when she stubs her toe is some shit that will have her pussy drying up no matter what else I do.
>>104200702I don't think anyone here implied that pillow would cheat in her fantasiesI imagine she probably comes up some sort of figure, but it wouldn't be attached to a real person
>>104200753Most parasocial chuubas do. I remember seeing Alekirser talk about how she has a personal OC version of her chat that she commissions NSFW art of.
>>104200743>extremely infantalizing towards herselfthat's what makes her cute and MoeIt activates must protecc saviorfag instincts
>>104200655Do you think it's wrong for me to say that Pillow might not want people saying she has a "daddy kink" (not remotely acceptable if you get off the Internet and talk to normal people), but also that it's okay for you to say that she does?
>>104200779now I'm imagining chad pillow and can't stop chuckling kekbasically it's large piwwo with pecs
The seiso posters need to go back to discord and stop trying to police these threads if they can’t handle it
>>104200801This is 4chanI'm fantasizing and sharing my fantasies with other horny pillows, not in her chat, twitter ir dcordyou got ridiculed in few last thread by trying to police usstop being embarrassing
>>104200801Yes, because she probably does have a daddy kink, and would probably enjoy it, and we're allowed to speculate. I apologize for not taking the fact that your feelings might be hurt, I'll make sure to write an apology whilst Pillow polishes my dick with her throat.
>>104200801>normal peoplethis isn't a place for normalfags and I don't understand how you even came here
>>104200847I would not be surprised at all if Pillow comes here, but she knows what to expect in that case. Everyone forgets she was literally raised alone by the internet, she was talking about how her mom used to leave her home alone all day during summer vacations, do you think she was keeping her computer time seiso when she hit puberty?I'm sure she's just as gooner as anyone here.
>>104200831we didn't hornypost enough...>https://files.catbox.moe/ervtc2.jpg
>>104200921There are way better Pillow lewds that you could’ve chosen instead of this one
Behave.
>>104200900I think pillow sexually is a switch in her fantasies yandere implies dom, but she also likes being babied so sub is also natural
>>104200981(me)Never mind, didn’t click the link. He’s a good artist, I wish he’d draw more
>>104200847>not in her chat, twitter ir dcordWe've acknowledged that there's at least a chance that she reads what's posted here. Also, it's bad for your soul.>>104200863>we're allowed to speculateNobody said you're not *allowed* to do anything. I think you're part of the majority of people now who—lacking any kind of moral framework on which to base their behaviour—care only about what they're allowed to do and not what they *should* do.>>104200869"How"? It's a well-known website. I typed "4chan.org" into the address bar. I found these threads because I love Pillow and want to talk about her, and this is still the best place to do it.
>>104200981feel free to share, surprisingly I don't have that many in my lewd pillow folder
>>104201030There was an art commissioner who was getting Pillow lewds but stopped and deleted everything off Twitter because of a new law or something like that. Most Pillow porn was re-uploaded to R34 though
>>104201013go back
>>104201006100% a switch, though I think she'd also enjoy the idea that even when she's acting yandere, I still have all the power to flip the tables whenever I want.Part of why I've chosen to work hard and get stronger is so that one day Pillow can drool over how wide my shoulders are, and try tying me up for a roleplay just for me to still overpower her.
>>104200981>>104201007I drew that and for a second you really hurt my feelings anon. Thank you though
not to be controversial but I want to hold hands with pillow. Interlocked fingers and everything.
>>104201063ah that's unfortunatethat anon who drew lewds of pillow most recently and even shared link to his twitter was cool, I wish he would continue, but don't want to push them
>>104201013You seriously need to get off this site. She’s not /here/ and never will be, she’s confirmed that she’s terrified of this place. If you want a place to talk about her, go revive her subreddit or start chatting in her discord server. Quit trying to police what we can and cannot say
>>104201088There you go
>>104201088I want to cum on her cute handsshe would probably be embarrassed about it though
>>104201082I’m sorry, I do love your art though - wish I could see more
>>104201088Lewdest post in the whole thread.
have this lewdvery erotic
>>104201088I want Olive and Pillow to interlock toes live on stream
>>104201098It's very unfortunate that she's so busy all the time and can't interact with us as much as we all want. On the discord she's kinda only on when she's doing somehting related to what's up, and not engaging in much conversation. I do worry that eventually she'll get big enough and have too much going on to give Piwwos much time out of her day.
>>104201169honestly I prefer if the only interactions piwwows have with Pillow is through her streams and occasional twitter repliesall other stuff would kinda ruin it for me, but that's just my opinion
>>104201098>You seriously need to get off this siteWhy? I like it here. I read and post in these threads every day. Your lot deciding to speculate about the intensely private details of Pillow's life and double down when I say she might not like that are an occasional, temporary interruption to this otherwise pleasant general.
>>104201169Well she used to be super active and then people /here/ started to say it makes them hesitant to watch her and she stopped. She even stopped doing discord streams
>>104201151It's unfortunate that I'm awful at drawing, or I'd be doing more for her.I'm a pro with Honey Select 2, do you guys think she'd apreciate renders made with that, or would she steer away since it's technically a porn program? I've considered putting her in the game I'm making with HS2, but I figure she doesn't wanna associate with anything with sex scenes in it. I'd really fucking hate for our first 1v1 interactions being her pleading with me to take out the bits of the game referencing her... Though that might actually be the move for me to have an in...
>>104201219That's not possible. It's only the Discord people who try to control her and ruin things for everyone else.
>>104200921Dammit I knew I should've ritual posted about her panties and other things.
>>104201212you can stay seisofagbut don't start policing or seething every time a hornypiwwowo shares their extremely explicit fantasy ok? (*´ω｀*)let's all be friendly and accommodating of each othereveryone express their love differently
I feel really bad for pillow because she commissioned 3D models for the community to use and then almost no one used them except for like one mod for marvel rivals. If anyone here would do anything with them… https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1901730377217315113
>>104201219Damn, that's sad, though the poster above does indicate that's a fairly common feeling. It makes sense, actual conversations make people worry that a charisma master (me) would woo her so well that they develop a personal relationship. Hence why on Twitter spaces and shit she never responds to chat, and on Twitter she just likes or reposts.Genuinely pisses me off with how isolated she is in a way, as much as we love her, her fans have constructed a cage where she can't actually do what she wants to do.
>>104201219nothing good ever comes out of groomcordsI will hold this opinion to my last breaththe social cliques that form there are not healthy for the community
I hate discord and everything associated with it.
>>104201250She's fully aware that the Discord people, the Twitter Space people, the people who watch every stream, and comment here, are all the same dudes. I could probably go down the list of the top 30 people who are always attached to anything she does and cross-reference these threads to figure out who is who, If I cared.Sorry piwwos, but as far as I'm concerned, my goal is to ascend beyond Piwwo status. I like you, but I can never be the same as you.
>>104201229>Honey Select 2I honestly think she wouldn't care about the origin of the software desushe isn't that judgmental
>>104201259pantsu anon please free to share ideas what pantsu does pillow like or wear
>>104201328Perhaps I shall cook it up during her stream tonight... As an EU Piwwo it sucks dogass to have to stay up super late, but she's worth it.
>>104201229I assure you, she’d appreciate just about anything you make for her
>>104201266damn I completely forgot about itit's sad
>>104201266They're cool but I wouldn't know how to start.>>104201295I have experience with this. It's poison. I don't know if that's inherent to the platform or if it just happens to attract the worst kinds of people, but I avoided it for a long time after learning this. I'm only in PillowCord now for official updates and (as I learned after joining) the occasional remote M&G.
>>104201355Target variety pack panties, she's grown up poor and hates spending very much money on herself. She recognizes that absolutely nobody is going to be seeing her naked any time soon, so she might as well just have something cheap and comfortable.
>>104201379>I have experience with thissame with a specific /here/ chuuba of the past
>>104201379I'm probably going to make her a proper HS2 model, since it's just easier to work with comparative to modding that model in, but I'll convert it into an STL and do a few different poses. I don't have my 3D printer operational currently, but I'll post it up on the Discord so that anyone can print their own mini pillow
>>104201396But what if one day she feels she wants to be cuter? I imagine simple lace could also be here, maybe even black ones if she's in the mood
Pray for me piwwos, I will take a nap. The alarms are set!
>>104201355Definitely some comfy standard cotton ones maybe a couple more sexy ones but definitely lots of cotton panties. But I know she has a pair of really hot lace ones all women do.
>>104201410This site is less bad about grooming because it's all anons. Issue with the grooming is the shit that she has happen sometimes where she has to actually listen when her whales or mods say some shit, because she knows that she needs her mods to work for her and needs her whales to give her money.Most girls like her unfortunately are primarily paid off the backs of maybe 1-2% of the audience, she's probably heavily avoiding anything that'd upset them.
>>1042014693D printable? that sounds awesome but it probably be relatively simple because of that right?
>>104201492oyasumi piwwowodream of cute pillow~
>>104201493>But I know she has a pair of really hot lace ones all women doI bet Olive gifted her some while laughing about it in teasing fashion
>>104201504I've done it with a lot of things, it doesn't need to be anything crazy. I will make the base model, but for a proper print you'd need to set up the slicing and everything. If someone is wanting to print it, I'd big recommend they do the slicing themselves, since all printers are different. I have a little resin one, but the slices of a filiment would be different. I've done models like Pillow's before, all I need to do is make an armature for posing and thicken out her polygons a bit so she has some mass to actually be printed.
>>104201545I could see that
>>104201286>on Twitter she just likes or repostsThis is just wrong lol. She replies to people all the time. Just an hour ago she told people on Twitter to call her something and replied to almost all of them.>Genuinely pisses me off with how isolated she is in a way, as much as we love her, her fans have constructed a cage where she can't actually do what she wants to do.I think the isolation is self-imposed. She's serious about being an idol; it's a career for her. One of the things you need to do as an idol is set boundaries with your fans. It's sad that she can't interact with us more, but I think it's for the best.
>>104201753Clearly the solution is to be the secret idol bf that they all have...
pillow cutehands especially
>>104201975yes me
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1963662383689130288Pillow at VeXpo
>>104202165It was so joever for me the second I saw her hands. Generally I assume most vtubers are kinda chopped, but you can really tell that she's genuinely a cute small underweight girl who's super feminine from her hands and arms.
>>104202165An anon once said that Pillow is handjob-coded and he couldn’t have been more right. Imagine Pillow lovingly, gently teasing and playing with your tip while looking you straight in the eye
>>104202195
>>104202205she would be extra gentle
>>104202195>>104202223nice, sadly I will never be able to attend...
>>104202304Never? Don't say that, piwwo...
Pillow is tall and lanky and has bad posture and no one understands me. She is E.
You don’t have to be the most dedicated or active piwwo, you just gotta be the one to stick it out to the end. Several longtime regulars have exited the community in just the past few months. The final boss will be the eventual boyfriend yab. If you can tough it out through that, you’re in.
>>104202165the nail decorating streams are a lot of fun (no homo) bc she gets really excited and it’s really cute and I like those streams
>>104202481Why do people even leave? Even when pillow is consistent and kind and does so much?
>>104202502Agreed. I used my first ever super to tell her as much and her reaction was everything.>>104202505They expected something from her that they didn't get.
>>104202481Sorry to be the future boyfriend fellas, but I'm sure you guys can understand.
>>104202787That, and life gets in the way. The number of Piwwos that found her without ever seeing another girl are exactly 0. I'm sure some people just stop finding her videos and shit. Frankly, I am the type that if I didn't genuinely believe I could know her personally, I'd have to go. I can't be truly parasocial, I'd only continue to love her if it was good for me, that's what she wants.
>>104202320I live in the literal warzone anon...
>>104202380I never considered pillow tall she just doesn't come across as especially tall to me
>>104202481that boyfriend me btw
>>104203000The reality is that whoever is going to be that bf is likely going to be a Piwwo, or secretly a Piwwo. He's going to have to stand out in a crowd, so any contenders are going to have to go grind super hard.
>>104202928>I'd only continue to love her if it was good for me, that's what she wants.That's a healthy attitude. Although circumstances put my chances of meeting her in person (let alone being with her) at lottery odds, I know the kind of person I want to be for her, and she'd want me to be, so I work towards that. I want to be at my best so I'm ready for that exceptionally unlikely encounter.
>>104203133Nobody is ever going to run into her in person. She spends days battle planning for maintence people to come work on the apartment, she's NEVER giving out her number.Unironically, this is something I've given thought to, probably the most pragmatic method would be integrating into her circle of people she sees online whilst not being a massive simp and actually being kinda impressive. Sure, she wouldn't directly interact with you publically, but once you got noticable enough, she'd respond when you reach out to her.
I don't like the idea of piwwows actually trying to groom pillowit would ruin it for everyone else, even the idea of it I don't mind being affectionate to her online, but tracking down etc... please
>>104203230Do take my words with a grain of salt though. I make my plans 50% as "What would work" and 50% as "What is good for me.", If I wanted to be purely optimal, it'd probably be wiser to essentially terrorize Pillow and set up NTR rrats, then position out as a manager or something to leverage the situation.But, at the end of the day I wish for a real and wholesome relationship with Pillow where she genuinely admires me as I am. I'd make sure she still streams though, it's important.
>>104202380I love tall girls. My ex in high-school was taller than me and she'd make fun of me for being short(lovingly)
>>104203314Thankfully she's texan and will probably shoot anyone who tries to stalk her. If she doesn't then I will. Remember Piwwos, pursue and yearn for Pillow all you want, but the second she says "No", then you are obligated to respect her boundaries and back off.
>>104203363I think pill mentioned she has a gungirl having a gun would be unthinkable where I'm from, but considering she's American I believe her
>>104203562Pillow used to to shoot when she was younger, but doesn’t own a gun right now as far as I know. She did consider a gun building stream once too
>>104203611>She did consider a gun building stream once toolike an actual gun?that would be extra gap moecould even attract few /k/ anons
>>104203611>Pillow used to to shoot when she was youngerI wonder how good was she Texans take guns very seriously
>>104203727Yes, an actual gun. She doesn’t really know how to go about in actually doing it though, so I doubt it’ll happen anytime soon>>104203785Supposedly, she was a very good shot. There’s even one VRC stream she did where she tried to teach us how to aim and shoot
>>104203230>she's NEVER giving out her numberThat's not what I had in mind; the only way I can see it happening is some circumstantial miracle that sparks an interaction between us. I've said before that I don't think she'd want to be approached by a fan. It'd have to happen on her terms or as a result of external influences.
>>104203987It's so wild that the most perfect dorky feminine girl ever grew up like 2 hours away from me, with such a similar home life. It's really wild to be able to understand her on a personal level like I do.
>>104203987God Pillow is so hot and fuckable.I want to go on a gun date with Pillow and get hot and sticky with her, laying heat down range!Then lay pipe in the pillow until I've discharged all my rounds!
>>104203987Shy Texan woman who can shoot is incredibly attractive to me
>>104203987I feel very emasculated right now...
Extra paraschizo thread today. Guess it’s a healthy sign for the general.
>>104204115Biggest thing for me is I feel like she'd be exactly the kind of wife every man craves. Perfectly loyal, extremely loving and kind and devoted, a perfect demure and modest girl who genuinely would be happy to be your wife.
why is she so perfectIt isn't fair!
>>104204141I feel like she's the type that would think she could accept any kind of guy, but the reality is she'd want someone that makes her feel safe. She needs a military man who can make her feel like she's in good hands.
>>104204185Do not despair anon, embrace the call to become the sort of man she could marry, and act on it.
I would let pillow handle, shoot and load my gun if you know what I mean
>>104204263I don't think she wants to shoot your .22 short derringer, piwwo
Reminder to always b urself, piwwos. No girl is worth abandoning who you are.
If Pillow is handjob-coded, what is Olive?
>>104204475I still haven't learned that lesson after being on this planet for 32 years. I don't think I'll learn that lesson ever.
>>104204491Olive would let you fuck her but she wouldn’t pay any attention to you. She’d bend over the desk working on her code completely ignoring your thrusting into her. Or maybe she’d read a book, avoiding your eyes as you try to look into them
is there other pillow feet art haha asking for a friend of course haha
>>104204600There’s art with her bare feet in it, but these two >>104170837 >>104201151 are the only real foot-focus art pieces
>>104204581God I want an unenthusiastic fuck with Olive so bad. Having to wipe up my own mess off her back and ass cheeks whilst she continues tapping away on her keyboard and reading like nothing just happened.
Is Pillowdear good at games? I’ve only seen her ASMR and handcams.
>>104204913Let’s just say that she tries her best…
>>104204913She’s terrible. It’s great. Although she hasn’t explored enough genres to know if she clicks with one which is something I’m hoping she does to challenge herself moving forward. Gura/Saba was really good at rhythm games but horrific at everything else, for example.
>>104204913One of the worst gamers I’ve ever seen. Today will go great
>>104204581that's cute
>>104204913Eh she does her best it's more endearing to watch than frustrating since she's cute.
>>104204913she's good at Minecraft
>>104204913Women are cutest when they are bad at videogames
I'm content being in love with her as a fan and her being in love with her fans. I think I actually prefer her referring to the collective (e,g, piwwos).
>>104204913No, but we love her for it.
I LOVE PILLOW https://files.catbox.moe/9tjfq4.jpg
