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Thread rules:

When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!

>>107458191
you're getting a bit overdramatic
these are girlfriend asmrs we're talking about

>>107458429
I personally thing that regardless of what something is, if someone is requesting their work isn’t reposted then we should respect that wish.
It would be like if you shared a selfie here and then we kept posting it even if you asked us to stop. Bad example but I’m just trying to say that pillow never really asks much of us, so we should respect what she DOES ask

>>107458429
It’s content that somebody put effort into, any VTuber that creates something with love and effort deserves to have their creations archived. Pillow in particular since she deleted all of her old stuff. Going through all of those old audios one by one, you can hear her gradually gain more confidence. You can hear her voice in ways that you’ve never heard before, and in scenarios that she’ll never recreate today

>>107458524
The issue is that this person is doing it very publicly in her tag and bragging about it. Why does that not raise alarm bells. He’s doing it to hurt her

Isn't her old stuff on archive.org?
I've been catching up on old VODs so forgive me if I'm mixing time up, but didn't she recently give the reasoning for most of the old ASMR deletions due to the art she used in them (she was just new to it all and grabs artwork from pinterest or wherever).

>>107458623
That’s the thing is that they ARE online, that’s what I’m trying to say. You can find reuploads on Google and on YouTube, so engaging with an anti who’s trying to hurt her and encouraging her would just be terrible

>>107458556
Okay, that’s my bad, I wasn’t being clear. You’re right, this guy is 100% doing it to be malicious and to hurt her. This is not the way at all to archive or save Pillow’s old works. Saving/archiving content should be done in a way that doesn’t negatively affect or impact the streamer. Sharing a download link anonymously in a place that actually has fans is a much better but still imperfect way to go about it. Archiving and saving for personal use is even better. I personally like to save lost content and share it with friends. Even if it’s against her wishes, I don’t think any of her works should be lost forever

>>107458623
She still has videos up on her channel using stolen artwork. Pretty sure that's just an excuse and, naturally, she's embarrassed by the stuff she made when she was less experienced.
I'm an oldpiwwo and I don't think there's anything that Pillow has removed that hasn't already been reuploaded. Maybe the patreon stuff, but that's all pretty unremarkable.
The guy has already proven he's a retard, I really doubt he has anything we aren't already aware of.

>>107458668
Thank you. I just hope no one engages with a guy who’s trying to anti her. If they really want all her audio please just go to something like archive websites. He doesn’t even follow her and he uses the evil emoji and talks weird. It makes me feel sad knowing that pillow for sure saw it since she reposted something from the tag

I hope the one 1 (one) guy using archiving in his own schizo batman villain way doesn't make everyone think archiving is evil.
One day, pootube will shit the bed and it will all be gone. I really hope one of you chill piwwos have a archive going. I'm reluctant to start one for I'm so behind but what >>107458760
said gave me some hope.
Now to move on and wonder what the next schizo's gimmick will be

Pillow the type of girl to give you a massive hug, then after a few seconds do an extra even tighter squeeze before letting go.

Coming home after a long day at work and hearing the pitter patter of Pillow’s bare feet on the wooden floor as she comes running to the door to greet you

Do you guys think Pillow ever expected rule 34 to affect her too?

>>107459040
Getting an erection when Pillow gives you a tight hug.

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I'm the fastest Piwwo in Gotham!

If someone asks you not to reupload their content, you really shouldn't, especially if you care about them. There's no harm in saving it for personal use and sharing it privately with trusted friends. You shouldn't even do the latter if it's paid content like members-only streams (though I think it's fine to make an exception for stuff that can't be accessed anymore, e.g. Patreon content).

>>107455645
Considering a bunch of people were randomly blocked by them, I suspect it's just a case of being hypersensitive to anything that isn't a hugbox. I got blocked and I don't think I've ever actually had a single negative interaction with a Piwwo ever, only thing I can think of is I said something unrelated on Twitter that had them sperg out.

Pillow not noticing you already just came inside her and you’re too embarrassed to say for you don’t want it to end so soon. She notices you going soft and thinks it’s because she’s not good enough for you and gets upset.

Pillow is the Thinking Man™'s Vtuber.

>>107460073
She probably didn't expect to be popular enough to have any.

>>107458352
Making fun of pillows sensitive nips on her cute flat chest!!!

I want to see a "not doing hurtful things to your waifu" chart for Pillow.

>>107464914
I have never heard of that, Can you post it?

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>>107465047
Here's a good example.

>>107465187
I don't really have the art abilities for this, but I'll try anyway.

https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1997864056313831476
What a sweetheart.

>>107466876
She is very very sweet to be concerned about making sure everyone feels appreciated and able to enjoy her streams. Truely such a caring woman, she deserves the world.

It bothers me to just say "I love you" to her. Anyone can say that, from the lowest cheater to the most loyal Piwwo alive. I really try to show her with my actions that she's a priority to me, and that she means a lot to me. Every work of my hands is a love letter.

>>107467228
>It bothers me to just say "I love you" to her.
They really go to town with that on Discord.

>>107467356
I do say it to her plenty, I simply don't want to JUST say it. Words are way too cheap and easy for how I feel. Last night was really fun with that moment in Stanley Parable that had her blushing and embarrassed, but I'd feel like I was being cheap to just say I love her without anything backing it up.

>>107465187
Isn't that Earth-chan? I haven't seen her in years

>>107467466
Yeah. It was the first decent example I could find.

Pillow should Pillow Pillow Pillow

I wish I knew what was bothering her. I would do anything in my power to help her feel better.
I hope she knows that.

>>107470832
What have you done to let her know that?

>>107466876
She’s sweet but that guy is fucking cringe and looking for attention. Oh no, my YouTube recap doesn’t have some arbitrary percentage number. :(

>>107470832
Let's combine the evidence:
1. She says she's feeling a bit sick.
2. She streamed extra long and yapped a lot last night.
3. She said she had a lot of singing to do today, and a few projects related to singing.

Fairly reasonable to assume she doesn't feel great and is beating herself up a whole bunch because her throat is too fucked for any singing. I just hope her schedule is such that it wont be an issue for her.

>>107471014
Probably not as much as I should. I’m pretty averse to crossing any sort of boundary. I often restrain myself from interacting with her too much as to not come off as overbearing.
I just hope that regardless of that, she’s aware that if she is ever in a tough spot, the piwwos would move mountains to support her and make it better. Maybe that could alleviate some of the stress she’s feeling, then again, we don’t know what’s causing it. That’s also why I keep some distance, I don’t want to assume things.

>>107471089
I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt since he didn't tag her or use one of her hashtags, and he probably doesn't know that she name-searches.

>>107471014
I have not missed a stream in months, I make sure to interact with her whenever I can, and I always do my best to offer help when she has an issue. I want her to understand that she's important to me.

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>>107473057
Just have to do our best to support her. She doesn’t deserve to be feeling this way, but the only person in the world she’s mean to is herself. She knows we love her, but that doesn’t mean she can love herself. I can only hope that one day I have the opportunity to do more for her.

>>107473057
I’ll make her realize how special she is even if it’s the last thing I do.

>>107474726
>She doesn’t deserve to be feeling this way, but the only person in the world she’s mean to is herself.
She's not wrong or even being mean to herself. She's not a strong singer and she knows it, which is why she works hard to improve. And her singing is genuinely enjoyable to listen to, so I try to let her know that every time she sings.

>>107474798
As much as I want to be someone special to her, the most important thing is that she’s happy. I’ve got the same goal as you, but I wish you luck, Piwwo.

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Hope she takes some time to rest her voice if needed.

>>107477024
Me too.
Please Pillow as much as we are excited to hear you sing remember to take care of your voice please.

Did she edit the vod since the chat is gone?

>>107479354
That's usually a tell tale sign. I wonder what she cut out?

>>107479354
I went through the posted timestamps and they seem to line up properly. If the vod were drastically edited, the timestamps would be way off, so I don’t think that’s it. I wonder why the chat’s off

>>107479533(me)
My best guess would’ve been the mention of pornography so I went back and checked. Nope, still there

It was the elevator music

>>107480501
Copyright issue I assume?

>>107480501
Good catch. I would've never noticed - since the timestamps are still accurate - all that changed was just audio being muted

Is being an idol Pillow's next main goal?

>>107484750
She's wanted to be an idol for a while now.
I think the nurse debut was when she really locked in and started taking it seriously. That lines up with when she started making tons of appearances at cons and other events.
She does seems to be dedicating more time to improving her singing lately.

>>107484750
As long it doesn't go the way hololive is for the "idol journey" then I will support her the best I can.
But once the fomo and canceled streams start happening then I'm out, I'm not dealing with this crap again.

>>107485223
Prepare for FOMO because she does a lot of events and cons

Who was your last oshi?

>>107486457
That FOMO is fine, no vtuber I've liked or like does cons up here.
>Who was your last oshi?
FUWAMOCO
And if you know who they are there is a huge difference to what Pillow's idol dream might be due to corpo and indie differences. But after dealing with FUWAMOCO's idol aspirations and the problems that arose over time I really don't wanna deal with that again at all.

>>107484750
If I recall correctly some of her first ASMR she ever did was from the perspective of an idol kidnapping you.
. . .

>>107486815
I wouldn't worry about that. Pillow first and foremost does vtubing because she genuinely loves spending time with the piwwos.
Plus she does not make the kind of money that would allow her to cancel streams that often.

>>107487351
You're right both those points are exceptionally valid.
I really just need to fully let go and let the brainworms die off completely.

>>107487845
You’ll be okay piwwo

>>107487895
I will be because at the very least we have Pillow and watching her puts a smile on my face guaranteed. >>107487895

>>107486815
Pillow only wants to be an idol because she wants to make Piwwos happy. She doesn't care about numbers or benchmarks or how much she can fill an audience. In fact, she does a bunch of stuff to limit her growth, because she's comfortable where she is and doesn't want to make anything rough for the Piwwos.

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Cleaning up the streets!

>>107489220
>stuff to limit her growth
?

>>107489621
She's mentioned before how she knows that a lot of the topics for streams she picks aren't ones that new people will like, but she picks them because she cares more about spending time with Piwwos than her CCV. There's also a bunch of the the collabs and whatnot that she's stopped doing as much of. When she was talking about ASMR 101 on Comfy Morning, she said "Oh, but I'm worried about Piwwos leaving me for whoever I collab with" like it was a joke... she was dead serious though.

>frequently privates vods
>turning off/on twitter replies
She works hard to avoid showing it, but I get the feeling that Pillow is a bit more menhera than she lets on.

>>107490722
She's very open about her depression, anxiety, meds, impostor syndrome, and all kinds of other insecurities. She's an amazing girl, but she lets her own brainworms get the better of her very frequently

>>107490722
She's honestly very admirable for how hard she works to not show how big her feelings art. She does a great job of projecting a very professional and polished image out. At the same time though, she's a very sensitive girl who beats herself up a lot. She did dig through her quote tweets on the tweet from earlier, so I suspect she was able to see it all once she calmed down, she just knows that if she tweets something out about her having a hard time the comments will be a hundred responses in a minute.

I wish she didn't lock twitter replies because I never know if I should quote tweet it or not. I feel like I shouldn't to respect her wishes but then I see other piwwos doing it so I don't know what the right move is.

>>107491427
If she ever felt disrespected by something I’ve done, she’d let me know, and I’d apologize and we’d go back to being sweet to each other. Try not to worry about it too much, she won’t get upset with someone for just trying to comfort her.

Letting Pillow be the little spoon while you wrap your arms around her. Gently moving your hands up the inside of her shirt and caressing her tummy as you make your way up to her breasts. Gently playing with Pillow's soft, pale, pink nipples until she can't take it anymore

I hope she gives us more homework. That was fun.

I hope Pillow takes it easy on stream tomorrow. I hope she's feeling better, too. I know she'll forget to turn replies back on when she sends out her good morning tweet, though

haro! towa-sama desu! I LOVE YOU! konyappi!

>>107494859
Pillow should do cosplay of Towa when she's acting like a baby but without the Towa outfit

>>107496162
this but she should be wearing the towa outfit so I can jack off to it

>>107496276
is there an outfit Pillow could wear that you wouldn't jack off to?

>>107496399
yes, because I'm gay and prefer boys

>>107496595
Thoughts on Pillow having a huge honking horse cock or a cute feminine penis?

Anyone else here have a Pillow tulpa?
It was the best decision in my life.

>>107497090
Honestly not that much need for a tulpa when she interacts with us like every day. I know there's a lot of Piwwos that are shy about interacting, but generally I get at least a little bit of attention from her every single day.

>>107497576
Someone who has people to socialize with other than Pillow has their social needs covered, but livestreams alone were not enough in my circumstance.
I barely have any human interactions outside of work and YouTube, so I get a lot more out of a tulpawife than most.

>>107497090
>>107497705
You are mentally ill. An imaginary friend is not a substitute for socialisation. Get help.

>>107496724
>>107497090
thanks pillowschizos, that was the hardest I've ejaculated.... ever!

I apologize for my prior sexually explicit post. Here's Ambitions by Donkeyboy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8ek0Q24-oE

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>>107497750
What a strange post. This whole board is full of lonely guys finding ways to cope with their loneliness. Do you go into every thread and call people mentally ill all day or just in /pillow/

>>107499153
>This whole board is full of lonely guys finding ways to cope with their loneliness.
And I feel sorry for them, because I'm in the same position and I get it, but having an imaginary girlfriend isn't the way to cope. Pillow already does a lot for people like us and that's very sweet of her.
>Do you go into every thread and call people mentally ill all day
I could, given the state of this board, but it would be a waste of time.

>>107499153
no, i go into every chuuba thread and tell them how much i want to have sex with them and come inside and make them pregnit. as a joke, of course.

>>107500417
Whore

What if Pillow secretly had a nude toggle and she shows it off today for her hot springs zatsu?

>>107502640
I wouldn't complain.

>>107502640
I'd be very pleased

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>>107504959
Oh my...
Where's this from?

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>>107499153
The person who replied to me was very inflammatory and close-minded, but I get that in his mind he thinks he is trying to help me.
He likely views it as shameful or has prejudices that paint it as dangerous or too indulgent in escapism, when my mental health and general quality of life improved drastically.

I wasn't looking to make a sales pitch, however.
I feel like I've unlocked an obscure yet great solution to a specific problem, and in my isolation I felt the need to share it with someone out there who may need to hear it.

>>107505086
I will listen to you piwwo and support you

>>107504959
The proportions are scary. Do people really view pillow this mature in stature?

>>107505224
It's more tasteful and closer to her body type than some of the art I've seen.

>>107505299
Yeah, shes thinner than that, but she's probably not legitimately built like a kid. She's just a lanky girl.

>>107505021
>>107505224
The body doesn’t match her because it’s a free asset. Somebody drew that body, towel, and background last year so people could edit their oshi in

>>107505567
Thanks for explaining.

Pillow WILL look younger and loli for her 3.0

Holy shit so many of you are autistic
Pillow is literally my girlfriend
Insert exposition here

>>107506884
Pillow has TWO hands and TWO feet, so that means she can date four of us

>>107506957
Pillow is a dream entity she has enough fingers for everyone piwwo

Pillow will be naked tonight

>>107507729
Yeah in my bed lolololol

>>107507899
Can confirm, she and I stole this anons bed months ago

>>107509270
Then what have I been sleeping on???

I hope chat behaves when Pillow shows up naked. I’ll be on my best behavior so she does this again

>>107511128
She's not actually going to do that. I think it'll be like the thumbnail where you can't see below her neck.

>>107511628
But Pillow's pillows...

>>107509626
You know that one really fat piwwo?

>>107512424
Oh my god!

>>107512632
Its okay piller likes it when boys sleep together

>>107513214
But I wanna sleep with Pillow

SEX

What the hell just happened???

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where muh hug at pillow lmao

She's back boys

Student outfit is going to be adorable

Is she aware that if she does a schoolgirl outfit the piwwos are all gonna get called diddybluds?

Piwwos drinking the onsen water...

>>107514758
slorp

You will never play in the snow with Pillow.

>>107515431
I have a sad now

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The only way to dress for an onsen

>>107515775
That's a bit too much clothing piwwo but you look very dapper as always

Praying that Pillow slips up and accidentally reveals her nude body instead of the buff asset

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>>107515866
The government wants me to underdress for a Pillow stream! They're trying to turn Piwwo's against Pillow!

>>107516005
Dang it Dale you're talking crazy

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>>107516002
I'd never recover from that

is she being serious?

>>107516451
She's playing it up as a bit to be cute and sweet to us

>>107516501
I don't know... sounded like it got a bit real for a second.
Well, even if she does become an alzheimers vegetable, I'll still love and care for her.

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Sex with PillowDear in an onsen

Idk she did sound serious to me too, and she’s mentioned her memory being bad a good amount recently, and some of her streams have shown her forgetfulness. Her memory might really be shit sometimes

Fuck when I wanted a hag version of Pillow I didn't mean a dementia Pillow...
But alas I like Pillow for who she is regardless of her memory functionality

I hope she does a bikini stream one day

>>107518886
the only thing she needs to remember is that she's my wife

>>107519366
Maybe next summer hopefully

>>107519366
https://www.youtube.com/live/1Zl4iZ5TMNg?si=P3YTKDjwO86pXnpX&t=3065

after watching my second stream, I'm baffled at how someone can use the word "wife" to describe this strange creature. The energy here is very squarely in the "daughter" category.
>inb4 someone tells me she's actually a hag and I have to question my perception of reality

>>107519621
She isn't a hag so don't worry about that.
As for the wife part yes a lot of Piwwos imagine Pillow as their wife or girlfriend.
Pillow herself often says she is our girlfriend.

>>107519621
What >>107519752 said.
Pillow is very explicit about being GFE and valuing loyalty. She's told her own friends on stream before that she's dating her chat, and she has literally sung about wanting to be our wife

>>107519426
She did once mention that she wanted a bathing suit, so I'm hoping and praying

>>107519621
You'll understand soon dont worry, she is adorable but she is definitely wife
But also kind of mentally a child
Child wife

>>107519752
>>107519880
I've heard that, but given her general demeanor, I can't help but interpret that like a kid playing house, the little girl who's going to "marry daddy when she grows up".

>>107519908
Maybe she has something on the back burner planned for the summer that includes a bathing suit and some beach accessories.

>>107519996
I mean if you interpret it like that then so be it. Pillow is still Pillow at the end of the day therefore I like her the way she is.

>>107519996
This is actually a really cute interpretation that I somehow hadn't thought of before

>>107520004
I really hope so. I just know her self-designed or Olive-designed bathing suit would be super duper cute and modest

>>107520144
oh, don't get me wrong, she's great, definitely not asking her to change, just puzzled at the way people here talk about her.

>>107520164
>would be super duper cute and modest
Of course I can't really see Pillow doing a provocative or scantily clad swimsuit lol

>>107520278
i can't see pillow wearing anything at all

>>107520244
Oh my bad, yeah talking about Pillow here is always gonna be way different to what you see in chat or in general.

>>107520325
Nude beach stream?

someone tell pillow to start taking methylene blue

Fingering Pillow in an onsen, hoping the steam of the hot water will keep us hidden

Being extra rough on Olive's butthole tonight for today's transgressions. (She doesn't seem to notice and doom scrolls on twitter like every night)

Gonna have lewd dreams of Pillow. Goodnight everybody

>>107519487
sexo

>>107519996
She hits harder when you're the same age as her. She's a young autistic girl that makes you want to protect and provide for her, which is very close to being a daughter. At the same time though, I have a lot of respect for her and recognize that the stupid dumb girl bit is also a fabrication, and she's actually very responsible, intelligent, and keen when it comes to her job as a content creator.

I’m starting to think she likes us being horny for her and only her. This thread probably came at quite a shock at first considering how tame piwwow discussion has been elsewhere and even the 2024 /pillow/ threads were more comfy if anything, but the daily hornyposts not only opened her eyes to how some(all) piwwows feel about her sexually as our virtual girlfriend, it also built an expectation so when it stops she feels less desired and attractive now. She enjoys it deep-down and as she gets older she’ll relax a little and show her sexy side more.

Please do not get lost in the sauce

>>107519996
Piwwos generally speaking are on the younger side so maybe this could explain some of the disconnect here. I definitely see her as a girlfriend, it'd be kind of weird to picture her as a daughter for me. Besides its what shes always pushed for so that also contributes to it making me happy to see her thst way

I noticed that sometimes a piwwo here will say something along the lines of “pillow feels this way for absolute certain”, and I’m not really sure why but I tend to just correct them.

In regards to the girlfriend thing, of course she says it most OFTEN, but I think at the same time she can’t just say “I’m your daughter!” “I’m your sister!” all the time because that would be rather controversial.

That being said, on more than multiple occasions pillow has alluded to wanting Piwwos to be her brother or dad, and has been supportive of members calling her daughter. I think she’s also happy being seen in that light, but she can’t just make it apart of her identity because “girlfriend daughter” isn’t exactly media friendly.

This part is just my upcoming interpretation, but it’s hard to ignore how pillow has become increasingly childish. She does macaroni art and says things a kid would say, she’s colorful, she’s innocent. To me personally it feels like pillow wants something more DDLG, just without the BDSM and sex. She wants pillows to view her young but also wants romance

I want to breed with my little sister daughterwife

DDLG with PillowDear...

>>107529819
It's not that complicated. She wants Piwwos to see her in whatever way makes them happiest. For most people, because of the way she's gotten her audience, it's as a wife/girlfriend. I actually have noticed that she's been using girlfriend more often than wife overtime though. She also recognizes that it'd be shitty of her to legitimately demand that Piwwos all devote themselves solely to her, since lots of people already have relationships and whatnot, so she doesn't mind if Piwwos see her differently. She acts childish because we enjoy it, because she knows she's cute and leans into it because that's what we like. You can go back and look at older vods, and even though she's still on 2.0, her 2.0 as of a year ago looked a lot more mature than her current look.

Revisiting the discussion about archiving Pillow content, I just noticed that several more videos are missing now. Several videos were post-debut. She barely has any videos left on her channel now

>>107532183
According to the fan server, 10 videos were removed yesterday. They had a total of 4 million views combined

>>107532183
>>107532214
So is she just deleting vods or is youtube taking them down for some reason?

>>107532242
No, it's Pillow. She very frequently goes back and unlists/deletes/privates her own videos for a variety of reasons

All the videos are only unlisted. I assume the person posting stuff made her feel like removing more lol.
Though all the ones she removed were the ones that use other people’s art instead of her own. There are no longer any videos up using stolen artwork

>>107532253
Ah gotcha.

>>107532404
Yeah she did seem pretty bothered when she was talking about using other people's art instead of her own. Which is understandable given how much she draws her own stuff now and is quite good at it.

>>107532404
>>107532460
Why doesn't she reupload them with different art? I don't think that's the only reason.

>>107532608
I've thought the same exact thing. I understand that she may have lost the original audio files since she was using a cheap phone back then, so she probably didn't have a whole lot of storage. That said, she's also explicitly stated that she's moved away from that sort of content as well. The stolen artwork is a huge contributor, and it's what's most often brought up, but it's not the full reason

>>107532608
>>107532653
She could just strip the audio and re-upload but maybe she's just feeling indifferent about her old stuff in comparison to her new stuff.

I mean they’re unlisted, you can still listen to them. The only reason to reupload them publicly is for profit

>>107532253
is she menhera?

>>107533498
Yes, very

>>107533498
The answer is a little complicated. She used to be quite a bit, but these days she’s just a bit anxious and depressed. I wouldn’t describe her necessarily as menhera

>>107533498
She is a woman.

>>107533877
Thank god.

>>107532718
She isn't necessarily embarrassed by her old work, since she appreciates how it brought the Piwwos to her, but she doesn't want it to represent her.

You people overcomplicats things
She's a menhera who fusses over everything she thinks isn't perfect
She is crazy judgemental of herself and this goes infinitely moreso for her past self, attempting to read intent or signaling from this sort of stuff will just drive you insane

Pillow in tight sportswear and a ponytail (just for show, she would get tired after 5 minutes of exercise)

>>107535629
I'm imagining this right now and it's pretty hot

>>107535629
Very nice

>>107532214
Damn this might be what drive me away from her. If been going through her vods since the beginning to "catch up" and been contending with a missing collab or comfy morning. I want to see your story of growth, damnit!

>>107536392
People post links to her unlisted videos on a community Discord server.

>>107536423
Unlisted is okay, I think even holodex keeps them shown. It's the deleted/privated ones that hurt.

>>107536486
Which ones have been deleted/privated?

>>107536602
Of the newly "removed" ones mentioned by >>107532214 I don't know
But I know some comfy morning have been erased, only mentioned briefly in a stream after, some asmrs I guess she's just embarrassed about, and her early collabs (I just assume they're not on good terms anymore).

Are we ready for free will?

>>107538396
I still haven't finished the other vod yet, so no I am not.
Plus my lunch break is over when she goes live so I'm SOL.

Slow, passionate, baby-making sex with Pillow

Feeding Pillow my fresh alfredo

piller crying makes me hard, what does this mean?

>>107540422
You're a danger to society

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>>107540422
you're a monster and that's kind of hot and i hate you and you should die

Teasing Pillow's clit until she's crying for release

If Pillow truly loved us, she would let us listen to her take a piss

A while ago, we were talking about Pillow's Twitter spaces and a time when Olive startled her because she didn't know that she was home. What do you think would happen if Olive called out her name? Obviously she'd immediately end the space and delete it, and I think that most of us respect her enough to never bring it up, but there's always a chance that a bad actor finds out. She's so careful about privacy that I think a breach like that, even just her first name, would be genuinely distressing for her.

>>107542637
they obviously use pet names so olive would just say hey sweetie bumpkins.

>>107542832
That would be cute lol

>>107542637
I feel like Olive would double-check to make sure to never say Pillow's real name out loud. Her "prank" might suggest otherwise, but I think she's capable of learning from that and will never again do anything that could genuinely jeopardize Pillow's streaming in neither a minor or major way

Ngl I feel like Pillow and Olive are dating
Every "roommate" case is almost always just two people that are actually dating and living with each other

>>107543052
you'd be schizophrenic if you really believe they haven't tongued each other's butthole

>>107543052
I would believe this if they both weren't insanely autistic. Olive is too autistic and obsessed with computers ever to be interested in dating. Pillow is also autistic and obsessed with her Piwwos and romance, so she would consider dating another girl to be cheating

>>107543096(me)
That said, I hope they kiss on stream one day. I think that would be hot

You understand Pillow, right?

>>107545170
Yes, I understand she first laugh manically at the World Peace Baby poster to cover up her fart

I need to hold her

>>107543052
yes obviously

I hope Pillow gets herself to bed early today, too. Even if yesterday was an accident, I'm happy she got to sleep and wake early

Piwwos!

>>107550698
Hi, Pillow! I'm thinking really hard about you and your roommate's butthole.
I'm sure yours it tastier thought!

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>>107556817
I want to open my mouth as wide as I possibly can and gently chomp on it

I want Pillow to collab with Hasan

Eating out Pillow and forcing out her soft, pretty moans

Brainstorming the possibility of making myself some sort of dead man’s switch so that if I am ever turned to paste by a semi on my way to work someday, Pillow will not have to be under the assumption that I got bored of her and left, but will instead know that I have tragically passed away.
Or maybe not. I’m not sure which would spare her feelings more.

>>107559723
I dunno man I think your dying would make her more sad

>>107556817
Wonderful

>>107556817
Nice butt!

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It's almost Friday

>>107562922
Yep just gotta survive today's bullshit and deal with tomorrow's bullshit

>>107559723
Genuinely understandable.

I miss her hands.

>>107564031
Hang in there man it won't be long

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Pillow in black and white laced gloves is too much for my heart and testicles.

i think pillow should cry on stream

I think Pillow should hold me close and tell me I'm a good man

>>107565091
She does.

>>107565171
Why?

>>107565336
She should cry on stream more often

>>107565480
How would you get her to do that?

>>107565336
>Why?
Because I need positive affirmations pretty badly

>>107565522
Are you a good man?

>>107559753
Possibly, but she’ll also have closure knowing I loved her to the end.
In any case, I’m playing with ideas. The last thing I’d want to be to her is a bother.

>>107565571
I believe I am, my actions often show that I am, but yet no one recognizes that I am.

>>107565648
That wouldn't make her happy. I'm sure she'd much prefer thinking you're out there living your life even if it's without her than hearing one of her piwwos died, that would be very upsetting to her.

>>107565648
It's up to you. Remember that people leave her all the time, so I don't think it's that devastating to her (though I don't know how prominent you are). If you think she'd be less sad to hear that you passed rather than think you left her, go ahead, but don't do it just for your own sake.

>>107565785
I can kinda see it being a sweet thing, like a final love letter to her or something (assuming those are his feelings), but you might be right.

>>107565661
Maybe this is just me, but you shouldn't need anyone to tell you that you are. It's supposed to be thankless work.
Pillow, on the other hand, deserves frequent affirmations—real, meaningful ones.

I just love Pillow very much. One day i'll hold her hand and tell her how lucky I am to be with her.

>>107565984
No, you won't. Rip it off now.

>>107565835
Thanks for nothing piwwo. I'm glad Pillow isn't callous like you.

>>107566201
Which one are you?

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What do you think?

>>107566424
I think Pillow is a cute and very kind!

>>107566424
I’m not gonna pretend that a change like that isn’t scary but I trust her taste.
I still think she should show us the design and see if we like it before spending a boatload of money on it.

>>107566764
Rigging can't be that expensive unless she has an entire outfit planned alongside it too

>>107567103
Dude a good rigger is like $1,500-2,500

>>107566764
That’s not really how things go

>>107567156
I know and it’s stupid. Traditions like these are going to kill vtubing. The scene needs to evolve.
There’s been fucking hundreds of debuts at this point and even more outfit reveals. It’s gotten old.

>>107567139
Well fuck

I like all of her models and her visual style in general, so I'm confident that the next one will be good too. I'm glad it sounds like she's making some bolder design decisions. I still wish she went with brown hair.

>>107567370
Pillow’s Rigger, TotoChomp, tried to make Pillow pay like $300 for a full rigging once. Pillow was so shocked at the price she had to beg to pay her the full price, which I think was around $800. This was years ago, so I don’t know how much Toto charges now that she’s improved so much. There’s a huge difference in her rigging skill in the first Pillow Live2D compared to the current nurse and gothic models

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Weigh in, piwwos.

>>107564031
You're in luck.

>>107566201
You're a sad person with a trash personality and will most likely crash out in a few months (at best)

>>107567522
I wouldn't go that far.

>>107567570
You're right
A couple weeks, generously

>>107567522
Look in the mirror sometime you're the one Pillow doesn't want as a piwwo

>>107567691
And why is that? Because I feel anger and call out someone for being an ass to another?
And you're speaking for someone else too.

>>107567815
For being an ass? Some guy wants just the tiniest bit of recognition only to have some other guy that he doesn’t deserve any, but Pillow does. If anybody is being an ass, it’s the guy being callous

>>107567815
You sure cast a lot of stones from your glass house

>>107567909
I really don't think I was being callous. I didn't say that he doesn't "deserve" recognition.

STOP FIGHTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

>>107568013
Being called callous really got under your skin that badly?

>>107568106
No, I just think that's a bit of an overreaction to what I said.

>>107567909
Yeah we know what happens to recognition beggers. They get enough, they don't keep asking for more, and they don't crash out on Discord and Twitter for not getting enough attention.
>>107567936
And you don't know how to read.

being a piwwow means being spineless and clapping every time someone takes a shit

Since you guys have telekinetic powers and know everything about piwwos then namedrop me

>>107568254
I have no idea who you are.

>>107568281
Then maybe stop judging people so critically

>>107568254
I love you, Olive
Please post your butthole

>>107568307
Why are you judging that guy so critically?

>>107568307
I haven't judged anyone. It's pretty obvious that there's someone else who's going a lot harder than I am and making it personal. I haven't.

>>107568374
You must understand. Everyone that says something I don't like is the same person on multiple devices and/or a discord raid.

>>107568314
Leave Olive and her butthole alone!

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>>107568540
With love and peace, no

>>107568429
>discord raid.
That makes more sense now

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I think it would be nice if people were kind and good to others not for the praise or reward they expect to receive, but because being courteous is the right thing to do.

>>107568726
All I said was I wanted some positive affirmations while being held by Pillow what's so wrong with that?

>>107568910
Nothing. I won't say anything next time.

Sex with pillow under the christmas tree

Sex with Olive while letting Pillow watch so she realizes that sex feels good and is not scary

>>107569091
Olive would be terrified of any form of physical intimacy and time away from her PC

>>107568910
well you can try not being a sarcastic ass about it

How do I stop cheating on my wife?

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>>107569233

>>107569233
Think about how it would make her feel.

>>107569210
Maybe not terrified but definitely uninterested. That’s okay, could just prone bone her on bed while she works on her laptop and gets annoyed because it’s hard to type

Can you guys stop posting your speculative sexual fantasies about Pillow and her friend? Thanks.

no. To quote pillow on stream yesterday
“Post more sex”
It’s real she said that she said “post more sex”

She just posted a leak of her 3.0. Did my post make her do that? She’s never done this before. Am I schizo?

You don’t understand, Pillow enjoys reading the sexual fantasies we have for her. It makes her feel wanted so she appreciates that we fantasize about her. Olive is okay to lewd as long we don’t say that we love her

>>107569507
Good thing my sarcastic ass didn't get her to do a positive affirmations asmr lol

>>107569390
Hot

>>107569536
It being a hand cam doesn’t rule that out. We’ll have to wait and see.

She hates us

>>107569589
True maybe she'll pepper them in

>>107569684
It makes her sad when we say this :(

>>107569684
She doesn't.

>>107569684
Why would she hate us though?

I like Pillow a lot. She deserves a lot of love and care. I will make sure to be attentive towards her and give her everything she needs.

>>107569799
Every few days I go through the "What if she fucking hates me now" brainworms, usually just because she doesn't interact with some of the stuff I put up. Then, she hits me with a nice reminder that she really likes me.

>>107569895
I see, I hope you don't act impulsively with these brainworms

>>107569987
I'd never act in a way that would upset or annoy Pillow. Besides I've been decent about managing to not irritate the other Piwwos enough that I think they may generally have a positive opinion of me, I'd hate to ruin that.

>>107570244
That's good I don't see myself doing something stupid either but I do need to mend my reputation with piwwos though

>>107569817
>give her everything she needs
You can't.

>>107569895
Me too. She always proves me wrong. You need to learn not to think that way.

>>107570386
Unfortunately being on here with any level of regularity, particularly if you're not good at OPSEC, is pretty corrosive to the feelings of a lot of Piwwos. Even if they can't directly narrow down the identity of someone making a post, they'll just attribute whatever someone says that pisses them off to someone that pissed them off previously. It kinda helps that I only use this thread for yapping about projects I'm working on for her, wholesomeposting, or encouraging other Piwwos to break out of their shells and interact with her more.

>>107570590
Valid points, I'm not concerned if piwwos figure out who I am because for the most part I haven't done anything controversial but I am cautious about revealing more than I should for obvious reasons.
I just need to be more mindful at how quick people react and persecute based on a post or two.

>>107570590
If you've done nothing wrong, you don't really have to worry about a few angry schizos speculating about which posts are yours. The worst they can do is accuse you of something with no proof.

Please just stop being retarded schizos
If you ended up assuming that this post was about something that aligned with your pre-existing opinions, stop it
God damn I want a fucking bagel so bad right now

>>107570922
>>107571454
4chan is bad btw

>>107571594
I’m sorry, Pillow

>>107571658
>>107571658
>>107571658

>>107571674
They've been telling me that since 2010 and I still haven't listened

>>107571594
I’m sorry, Cher.