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I miss her...
>>108128835Same...I've kind of defaulted to the mentality I had during her long health breaks. It kind of feels still like the "norm". I know that feeling will end soon enough, so that's what I'm dreading right now
is she back yet
Suisei never apologized and reached out to her.
>>108129227https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01ETgL3JBnc
>>108129227Well in the immediate aftermath we'll still get some amount of updates. There's also an AzKoroLamy stream recapping the the live to look forward to
>>108129321she did.
Forever grateful for this song produced by Toby Fox https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2K1H9D0DZ8I regret not watching more of her streams, but I always respected her as an idol, she definitely has the best music among all vtubers.
>>108129227we're still busy check back later
>>108129381her vocal range is pretty impressive, especially at 1:20
>>108129227jesas, give kson a few months to set her up
>>108129227Not yet, check back tomorrow
>>108129381THIS was produced by Toby? I didn't even realize. It's definitely my top 3 of hers, maybe even my favourite. Total soulcrusher though, I can hardly listen to it now.
Why is the fallen angel the only one not smiling?
>>108130440his comment still rings true now..
>>108130440yes he was particularly inspired by her voice and angelic aesthetic to write a song specifically for her, here's what he wrote on his blog
>>108130569I ironically found an archive of a nzm tweet with a recording of 人生は夢だらけ from late 2021/early 2022 today:>https://twitter.com/Nozo9n/status/1477439196084473857>耳が悪くなり始めてすぐの頃の歌を聞いてみたら>今より上手くてへこんだ >やっぱり歌えなくなってるんだな >しょうがないよねIf kind of reminded me again of her battle with depression and how that relates to her singing. She used to have a place to vent that with her private twitter. I used to be really worried she's off herself one day. But like Marine said, she has a habit of cycles of depression then confidence. Hopefully she can pick herself back up from this one.
>>108130569>>108130716>you can fly with one wing>you can fly without any wings>so, keep singingthat's a good oneI'm sure Kanata has long known that, but still, feels like something I'd like her to hear now again
>>108130440>Total soulcrusher though, I can hardly listen to it now.Most of her songs are, really, and I don't just mean in the sense of being happy/cool songs that are hard to listen to knowing she's gone I mean most of them are some sort of downer
>>108130776I really don't want to hear about anything Marine has said.
>>108131114filter her name then or keep crying
>>108131179Nah I will keep telling you that she doesn't know Kanata at all.
>>108130975>you can fly with one wing
thoughts on her final form?
>>108131454qt tenshi
>>108131454The halo is kind of like those "super saiyan 1000" edits where they would make goku's hair stupidly bigIt's a really nice design though, in an ideal world it might've been a second sololive outfit
>>108131454would've been cool if she transformed into that for her graduation stream but 3d models takes time to make
I felt better after the live, but now I'm feeling like shit again. I think it's sinking in that I'll never see her again, and I hate it.
>>108131454I'm kinda hoping Oshio does a full piece of her final form but probably not
I've just been listening to her music nonstop since, I miss her bros...
>YT-kun sending me desktop notifications of old Kanata shortsMy heart stopped for a moment...
>>108133339yt-japan was promoting her channel a lot this year
>>108133174I'll accept reincarnation as an archangel by oshio[obviously with even smaller breasts, because there is no such thing as a female angel, so it becomes more and more incorrect as they grow in power]
>>108133339I just got her debut stream recommended...
She'll redebut as a hamster vtuber drawn by oshio
>>108134118don't look at me like that Kanatan, what more could I have done?
>>108133904I really do hope that when she does come back she goes with Oshio again, I also hope Oshio makes her extra flat as punishment
https://x.com/BLxwKyhJTp11470/status/2005741984984764784i will trust this 100% accurate interpretation
>>108134426ngl this is similar to how I'm thinking about kiseki knot. It feels like someone like her who cares about setlist order and avoided words like またね would put kiseki knot at the end
>>108134426I agree that its 100% accurate
>>108134426I can't read it but I'll assume its correct
>>108135062you know you can just click translate?
>>108134426schizoid overinterpretationI'll buy it.
I miss watching movies with her. Really was looking forward to the Back to the Future sequels down the line.I watched Everything Everywhere All at Once again and it made me cry like a bitch (again) because it reminded me so hard of her. Everything does :(I want to be with Taso in every universe..
I saw someone say that a few lyrics in the original song medley were changed, so not changing Kiseki Knot feels doubly deliberate
>>108135110what if it's wrong
remember to learn moonrunes before she comes back
>>108134426It's pretty vague stuff that you could shoehorn in almost any setlist, but I agree with the part about kiseki musubi. I was almost 100% sure she'd end with wandarada or sekai de ichiban no idol, like I think most people were, so kiseki musubi took me by surprise, and the final line of the song left too strong an impression. There's no way Kanata did that by accident.
>>108135194it will never be 100% accurate but its good enough for general idea
>>108135275the message to coco had multiple interpretations in deepl and google
>>108135324(me)all of them make you cry btw
>>108135230 (me)Oh, and I also agree with him that she sang dakara boku wa ongaku wo yameta in reference to her giving up singing in the past, either as nzm or sometime in her earlier taso days. If it meant she was giving up on music now she wouldn't put it in the beginning of the setlist like that. In fact, I doubt she'd even put it in there at all if it were to mean that.
How is your heart doing in a scale from "we'll meet again" to "it's so over"?
>>108136359Not much people who achieved success in the entertainment industry can go back to a normal life unless they know about investment. Those who don't know how to do it end living a miserable life.Taso isn't rich, she probably hasn't too much money. Not like she's poor, we don't know, but the live cost money, and the SC must pay for yt, Cover (maybe the part of the live), and taxes, the remaning part is for her. Maybe merch pays a little more, but we don't know what are the details of the contract at the moment of the graduation.With all that in mind, she may be back soon, or she must accept a low cost life for a long time. (2 years without SCs)
>>108136359A war is currently raging on from: She'll stream again (happy) vs. I'll only ever hear from her in her music (sad)
>>108136359I had already resolved myself to never give up on her and keep pestering her to return forever, before the last few days and thus naturally before the way she ended various things (i.e. her last words in mengen and the way she ended her concert and final tweet), so I'm good I think.But every time I remember that Cover managed to make her of all people quit, I just about lose my shit.
>>108136730(me)btw, I hope she doesn't dare to sell her equipment.
>>108131518She went even further beyond.>>108134118I'm not sure if it hurts more to look at her with a neutral expression like this, or look at her smiling.
>>108136359I've thought she's be back since before the final live.I don't actually believe she'll be able to do a normal job with only 3 months of rest given the health issues she seems to be experiencing. Plus Japan's job market is shit right now and she has a 6 year gap that's hard to explain due to NDAs. So there's a chance she's gonna financially need streaming at some pointPlus outside of just finance, she's a very creative person. She was even when she was a wagie pre holo, so I don't believe her claim that she can do it. It's not "going back to before", it's actually new to her
>>108137158I don't think you underestimate how much taso is willing to get her hands dirty and do the job side gigs just like beforeI would be happy to be wrong though
>>108136359I was all for "we'll meet again, I can feel it" after the live, but now I'm despairing that I'll never hear her voice ever again.So I guess I'm on a rollercoaster for now. Weird how the mind can work sometimes. It's not like anything happened to change my mind, and honestly, I really should have much of a reason to care about some 2d anime girl on the internet in the first place, and yet my mind follows some abstract moods and emotions that seem to spring from nowhere real. Probably not a good sign for my mental health, but somehow I don't mind that part that much.
Oh, don't forget she had the SC of her live open for 2 days, the MV for 3, and the last video is still open. They're milking us like cows.
>>108137284Taso should milk me more
>>108137284(me)My bad, the last MV was open for 2 days
>>108137455(me)I mean the orisong, SSS stil open until the 31st
Fans are often left feeling empty after their oshi graduates, but conversely, I imagine Kanata must also have been hit with a wave of emptiness upon realizing she'll never stream again. That realization that it's time to go back to the real world. Though I guess she had been mentally preparing herself for it for a while now.
>>108138690*throws a pokeball at her*
>>108138690No matter how much you mentally prepare, the going 100 for 6 years to 0 workload will be a pretty big shock, especially for a workaholic like her
>>108138887you have captured an upao
kanataso
Here's another heimin analyzing the live:https://x.com/misago0422/status/2005797006607016265
>>108138915The only thing that was part of her routine that she can still do is egosearch, so I imagine she's doing it more than ever before. Either that or she's doing zero egosearch to try and do a mental reset.
>>108140768this is porn
>>108139664I also noticed she left Self Service and Watashi no Sei Da, which are the more "negative" songs from Trigger, out of the medley and live in general. I was actually expecting Watashi no Sei da to be the final song to make it more concretely a finale. Kiseki musubi surprised me because it was more hopeful than I was expecting her to allow
>>108140768Female heimin? must be AI generated
>>108138887Here's your tenshi
>>108140768>>108140841I find it pretty amusing that taso will probably still be featured in ero doujinshi for the years to come
I always knew Casino liked taso, but I didn't expect the poor man to be so destroyed after the announcement. He's just like me, but with a talent for drawing feet.
the theme of the con is やめろ
>>108141330I wonder what the Kanata section is going to be like this comiket... it was really upbeat during the summer when I was there since it was right after the sololive...The KanaCoco booths probably aren't going to know how to greet every individual guest since they got an insane KanaCoco injection but then... taso graduated right after it.Looks like Casino is right in the Kanata section this time, at Summer he was off a ways from the rest of the taso booths for some reason.
>>108141819Wasn't he releasing a Botan book last comiket?
>>108141843I think the newest book last time had an AzIro cover maybe?He stocked all of his releases though.
>>108141330>>108141757Man, I could not bring myself to buy any taso merch....
Oshio booth getting swarmed as expected
>>108142248>>108142297a lot of these artists werent there at summer comiket, really unfortunateI really would have liked to get to oshio's especially
https://x.com/i/status/2005800350570480108
>>108142508I really like this one Too bad I wont be able to Kanashiko for a long while, if ever
>>108142508I used to be a fanbox supporter (also updated his kemono page for several months)he makes good shit
I still think taso nurse outfit was peak sex
Time to torture myself and watch Towa cry while singing Kiseki Knot
>>108143207she did both officer jenny and nurse joy
>>108143294I did that a little while ago.I almost held up. Almost.
I really, really hope Kanata is doing as well as possible under the current circumstances and that she has a solid support system... I'm pretty sure she really liked her design and it probably isn't an exaggeration to say that it must have felt like killing off a massive part of her when she graduated. Especially since she lived her music career vicariously through Kanata. It massively pisses me off that she can't just keep her design and stream on her own. Also, I get that it felt right for her to end it on her 6th anniversary, but fuck man, doing it around the time of year when you're supposed to celebrate with friends and family... I can't help but worry and hope Lamy/Azki/Korone won't stop bugging her.
https://x.com/ksononair/status/2005833846068035959?s=20I feel as if from now on every time one of her friends talks about going out somewhere, my little stupid heimin brain is going to think Taso is going as well. Likely won't even be true a majority of the time but I need this cope
>>108144921If it helps, kson realizes people will think that if she makes a post like that, so there's a good chance it's an intentional hint.
>>108144921Look at Lamy's X Famous Coco's dish is pork soup
>>108144921There's a pretty high chance its exactly what you hope/think.
How are you guys doing over here? How long do you think this thread's gonna last for? Gonna be sad to see it go, but I imagine the lack of content will slow it down.
>>108145154Haatons managed for a whole year of no content. Chumbuds, Nakirigumi, etc.
>>108145236But they at least had future streams (or a very clearly hinted reincarnation for Gura) to keep them going.
>>108145154We're rolling and you should rolling too.
>>108145154I honestly could stay here until taso comes back if the thread manages to survive. I wouldn't mind reminiscing about taso forever, and we can always share bread crumbs that drop from some holomem occasionally while speculating about when and how she'll be back. Worst case scenario there's always the tower.
>>108141330https://x.com/Casino_2nd/status/2005621329375203350
>>108145032100%. Even if Kson can't hold back her opinions, she can keep actual secrets. She would just as easily not say anything if she didn't want to send the obvious message.>>108145401You know what? I'm in.Gotta get this emotional energy out of me somehow.
>>108145032last time people thought that, it was guutara and not kanata
>>108146285It could be anybody, There's just more reason to suspect it's taso this time around.
>>108146347it's just more reason not to suspect anything
>>108146285I saw someone think bothAnything is possible
>>108146347It would be funny if Not-Wamy and Nayuta mentioned in Kson's X.
>>108146799Does Lamy even have an outside account?
>>108147012Yes, but she made it private after a while.
>>108146285kson is more open about relating things to Kanata again especially with her tweeting during Kanata's final Yakuza stream and her raiding Kanata's graduation live with an utawaku.It's not a guarantee, but it's more likely now.
