3rd Birthday Edition>Previous thread>>109317645>YouTubehttps://youtube.com/@pillowdearhttps://youtube.com/@CushionHunASMR>Twitter/Xhttps://x.com/pillowdearasmr>Merchhttps://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr>Fan website & resourceshttps://piwwow.love/>Fan wikihttps://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear>Latest coverhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc>Latest eventhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8 >Latest streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjhiro89-YY>Upcoming streamhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKoTUL0kYHk
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Thank you baker op
>>109371676is that spiki pillow?
Piller is my pillar
Pillow is my key to relief in this harsh game called life
>>109369990I’ve also come down with a real bad cough out of nowhere. Such unfortunate timing. Hopefully we both feel better by Friday.
>>109373411Hope you feel better piwwo eat some raw garlic that will help your cardiovascular system a lot.
>>109373659I remember my grandma was always talking how garlic keeps the viruses and bacteria away
Thinking about Pillow’s soft, squishy tummy
>>109373941I keep listening back to that clip from the PuppyDear ASMR stream, it's so adorable and makes me think about how cute her belly must be
>>109373411Yeah, I’m hoping I feel like shit tomorrow and fine Friday, since I work tomorrow but have Friday off. Last time I got sick was the entirety of a 4-day weekend, so that sucked.
Piller tucking you in and kissing your forehead
>>109375236Tucking in Pillow and kissing her forehead
>>109367474Forgot to ask this anon who requested drawing Pillow doing hypnosis. SFW or NSFW?
Scolding Pillow because she growled at the loud and rude kid next door.
>>109375363NSFW would be swell.
Taking PuppyDear to get fixed.
https://files.catbox.moe/5heqke.png
>>109377578is this accidental sph?
>>109377628I meant it to be more adoration, but now I see how it could be seen differently. My bad.
>>109377973Appreciation makes much more sense. Adoration is laying it on way too thick. Like I KNOW you don’t mean that you fucking bitch.
Ah she's so cute
The way she fiddles with her hands is so cute.
laughing at the cuckwwo missing out on her gorgeous hands right now
Why is she trying so hard to ship us now
>>109379984You exactly why piwwo don't be coy
>>109367170Now she is planning matchmaking piwwos. You must indulge the BL.
Where have those dainty fingers been?
>>109380472I bet someone will have a really funny answer to that.
>>109380503I was gonna make a funny post but you wouldn't laugh at it
>it gets sticky>bad for your skin>it burnsSometimes just listening the stream things can sound really sexual
>>109380116I will do anything for Pillow but I won't do that
>>109381205She claims it's "not romantic love" between piwwos but she can't hide her inner fujoshi...
>>109380116What is “BL”?
>>109381286I do appreciate her being a bit of an open book, but yep that fujoshi comes out strong a lot lol
>>109381422“Boy Love” basically just gay.
her birthday present should be piwwows making out
>>109381624Why not just organize a gay orgy and invite Pillow to watch at that rate
>>109381683wow...
>I want you in the tummysorry pill, the best I can do is a part a bit bellow
>>109381814Wait we're not supposed indulge Pillow's dark fetishes?
The odds may be tremendously low but this could finally be my chance to slide in a fempiwwos dms. I have to try.
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
>>109382867Piwwo, every single fempiwwo is trans.
https://x.com/i/status/2021676280291504281Pillow's in whatever this is.
>>109383030Don’t be transphobic
>>109383030There’s at least one that I know isn’t
>>109383148>Medieval Torture Tour Yeah that sounds like our oshi's interests especially her yandere side...
>>109380116making the most schizo piwwos kiss and hold hands
>>109383306How uhm schizo are we talking here? Asking for a friend...
Technically Olive is a piwwo...
I’ve never kissed a guy before but I think it would be nice if it made my little sister happy. Does anyone… care to pucker up?
>>109383392She’s another dream entity like Pillow akshually
I'll hug my fellow piwwo but that's as far as I'll go. And not if you smell bad.
Okay, a kiss on the cheek if you're cute. But that's it.
Pillow is horny
>>109385124What do you mean? Did she post some sexy art on twitter or something?
>>109385266bro probably has that private tracker or something because I'm not sure where he did get that from
>>109386834Yeah I dunno where he got that idea from either. Oh well the stream was pretty nice so I'm happy.
>>109385124I'll satisfy her
Thinking about Pillow cleavage
thinking about loving pillow blowjob
Getting drunk makes me wish for a girl to genuinely love
>>109388856I know that feeling piwwo
>>109390449I thought I posted this on bingles. Pillow love
>>109390674Oh lol have a good night anon
Gotham needs somebody to stand up for it, a protector. It needs Batpiwwo!
>>109387755are you her step-dad?
Thinking about Pillow ass
would you kiss a boydear?
Pillow's ovulation status?
I don't like Pillow pushing BL on piwwos it's ooc for a yandere among other things
>>10939587899% of the BL shit is just cuz I keep teasing her about it in chat. Shes never even said BL before. She obviously meant she was doing friend matchmaking
>>109396536She was making kissing motions before anyone brought up BL or talking about the matchmaking idea
Thinking about Olive wearing Pillow’s virgin killer sweater
>>109373411This shit has gotta be a bio weapon or something. My immune system has been flawless since I got covid once in 2023 and I had a fucked up cough cold thing that still has me having dehydration issues and coughing occasionally weeks later
>>109371676The OP image isn't very eye-catching, I suspect this is why the thread is slower than usual.
>>109398323I don't think so. Most of our posters are probably regulars who just followed the link in the last thread or searched for /pillow/. OP images only really matter for bringing in new people. This is how slow it usually is.
>>109398323don't bulli spiki pillow
>>109395878>>109396585She's just messing around piwwo
>>109398703That's most generals. Since the catalog is a radioactive dumpsterfire, most anons just stay in their general of choice and the OP image is pretty meaningless even though everyone will tell you it's really important.
Imagine the first kiss with Pillow and the look she’d give you afterwards.
The OP image is not very efficient in its job. It would be better if SheepDear was showing her butthole.
>>109400032Bros...
>>109371676I enjoy pillow's crying face, am a bad person.
>>109398323People in the civilized world are just getting ready to go work
When you imagine doing nice things with Pillow, however innocent or...intimate, do you think of her 2D character or the irl image you have of her based on what she's shared with us?
>>109400578The IRL image, though I suspect that her model subconsciously influences that.
>>109400578Bit of both I've dated girls with her body type before so my imagination makes this odd amalgamation of the two. The dream I had of her once was really nice.
>>109400601Same. Every scenario I imagine has her wearing glasses for some reason. This is why I wish she would share clothing she likes more often. I obviously would love to see some of her irl clothes but I understand why she'd avoid it. Sharing clothes she WOULD wear, including jewellery or accessories would help a lot. Even the drawwos can use the stuff she likes as references for their art.
>>109400723>This is why I wish she would share clothing she likes more often. I obviously would love to see some of her irl clothes but I understand why she'd avoid it. Sharing clothes she WOULD wear, including jewellery or accessories would help a lot.Me too. I've suggested a stream where she designs outfits in the hope that she'd do that.I hope that piwwo was right about her model eventually just looking like her.
>>109400835>I've suggested a stream where she designs outfitsWould also really love this. She could make it a little series throughout the year where she does it for each of the seasons.
>>109400723>Sharing clothes she WOULD wear, including jewellery or accessories would help a lot.She replies to photos of clothes she'd wear on Twitter sometimes. She has really cute taste.
POVs in 3hrs>Kannahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5siSqr-88w>Pokohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hiWCXv_R4Y>Bonniehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-giOSKBU_A
>>109400968I had no idea about this. I wish she'd self-promote. And is she not streaming her own POV?
>>109400999Pillow doesn't like sharing collabs because it means we see other girls.
>>109401059Is there a way to explain to Pillow she is the only girl I will openly support and appreciate despite casually watching other girls? Or should I just keep it a secret from her indefinitely?
>>109401166It's not a big deal piwwo she saw me reply to other VTubers months ago and she's still just as nice towards me.
>>109401166If she had it her way, we would all only watch her and only her, but she's realistic and knows when she's not around it's likely we watch others to fill the time. Piwwos are lonely and she knows how that feels. I think the only thing that gets to her is us watching GFE ASMR from other vtubers, especially if they're relatively small and easy to talk to in chat.
I wonder why pillow doesn’t have more people commissioning art of her. I feel like when I look at her friends they have a lot of art commissions, but pillow only has 1 piwwo commissioning art. She uses the stuff for thumbnails, so it makes me curious.Personally, I’m poor.
>>109401194Ok cool thank you.>>109401306>I think the only thing that gets to her is us watching GFE ASMR from other vtubers, especially if they're relatively small and easy to talk to in chat.That makes sense I don't know many other girls providing the same quality of content Pillow provides in terms of gfe but I see how that would bother her.
>>109400835I don’t think it’s a coincidence that she wanted to go brown for her hair on 3.0, but I don’t think it’ll ever happen. I think her viewing Pillowdear as essentially her representative of herself is why she’s so modest though. A lot of chuubas are perfectly fine with hoeing out their designs because they just see it as a character. Like I believe Tomoe has mentioned that she’s pretty modest IRL, but she retweets armpit fetish art of her model because she doesn’t really care.
>>109401472 I think it’s part of the reason pillow doesn’t use her PJ model as much, and when she does she uses the mug. I feel like she’s trying to hide the cleavage
>>109401166Never assume that you’re too small for her to care about this sort of thing. I’ve mentioned to her before that while I do interact with other girls, she’s the only one I have any interest in. I view everyone else as entertainers. After that she has liked a few of my tweets actively throwing support at other girls, so I think she’s listening more than we give her credit for.
>>109401472>I don’t think it’s a coincidence that she wanted to go brown for her hair on 3.0, but I don’t think it’ll ever happen.Remember she also did that poll on Twitter to see which hair colour piwwos prefer, and I'm pretty sure the one her model has won. I wonder if that influenced her decision.
>>109401194She's nice to everyone so that doesn't really mean anything. She'd never hate a piwwo for interacting with other girls but that doesn't mean she approves.
>>109401510The community is rather small and tight knit so I'm pretty sure she checks up on me occasionally but I do remain wary of interacting with other girls because I don't want to hurt her. I do hope my actions show her that she's my oshi and I prefer her above anyone else.
>>109401417I don't want to cause drama by saying this, but Pillow is very ungroomable. Most vtubers who get a lot of art either are groomable or like to pretend they are for it drives lonely men wild. Pillow is so professional and considerate towards her fans, she naturally filters out paypigs, for they won't be treated any better than a new greyfag in chat. There's no incentive to go the extra mile. She also makes it extremely difficult to give her money in a way where you get a lot of attention from it and become a community celebrity like most paypigs. The piwwos who give her a lot of money or commission art are literally doing it out of kindness.
>>109401417Commissions can be pretty expensive and like mentioned before, piwwos are mostly zoomers with not a ton of disposable income. I think any that do would rather just send it to Pillow. That’s how I felt for a while. I recently commissioned something for her and will probably do a few more in the future.
>>109401589I think both gachis and yearners can take solace in the fact that Pillow isn’t very groomable. Unironically I wouldn’t be as yearner for her if she wasn’t. A large amount of why I’m even comfortable with simping is because I’m very secure in the fact that she’s not going to be lying about a secret boyfriend or end up dating a mod.
>>109401417I don't have many ideas, I'm too shy to commission most people, and I'm very hesitant to spend money.>>109401566Do you actually think just *interacting* with them bothers her? I didn't tell these women I loved them or anything. I don't talk about other VTubers, I display Pillow's oshi mark, and I've repeatedly affirmed that she's my one and only oshi forever.
>>109401589Ive commissioned some stuff mostly for fun, it was actually cool to see her use it recently as a thumbnail. I do agree that I think most vtubers tend to have a small group of big spenders who are trying to groom. Pillow doesn’t encourage that at all, which is nice. For me all my commissions are just because I either have something really cool that I want drawn, like the sweater one, or because I just like supporting artists. That does actually remind me I gotta visciously whip one of the artists I paid ahead of time to remind him to work on it…
Girls who let themselves be “groomable” pay more attention to pay pigs and are more likely to have a boyfriend. Pillow feels secure to me and like she knows what she wants
>>109401784Yeah man if you’re hesitating even a little bit about dropping cash, don’t go for it. It’d make Pillow sad if someone spend money they shouldn’t spend on her.
>>109401798My opinion is that honesty is all I want. Some Vtubers will actively say “I’ll never date a fan”, awesome. Some of them are just married, also awesome. At the end of the day it’s just shitty to lie to the people who support your life. I saw a clip earlier of some vtuber slipping up and mentioning a boyfriend, and literally going “Oh shit” and ending stream. That shit is gross.
y'all vtuber fans are mentally ill and somehow don't understand vtubing at all
>>109401981Sorry. Kiss?
>>109401417Others have already said it, but Piwwos are mostly young zoomers. Some are in high school, some are still in college, others are struggling to start a career. Piwwos are generally just too young to have a lot of disposable income. I have a ton of ideas for art commissions, I have about 50 written down on my phone, but I am also a Piwwo without much disposable income. I’ve had my fair share of struggling with jobs that pay minimum wage or even below minimum wage. I was content with this mediocre lifestyle before I met Pillow, but she’s made me feel like I deserve better. I mentioned in a previous thread that a major goal of mine is to start a career to support myself and her, and that’s because she’s given me a reason to try again in this life. Years of fucking up my life with mediocrity is hard to undo though, so I’m gonna be at the bottom for a while longer
>>109402109>I have a ton of ideas for art commissions, I have about 50 written down on my phone, but I am also a Piwwo without much disposable income.If you share them maybe other piwwos will commission them. I'll think about it myself.
>>109402109Godspeed piwwo. I’m trying to do the sameFuck boomers for totally raping this country.
>>109401784If she's your one and only oshi then why do you feel the need to interact with other girls? Even if you're not saying you love them it makes it seem like Pillow isn't enough for you.
>>109402229Don’t be toxic, piwwo
>>109402229I don't "need" to interact with them; I wanted to, because I enjoy their content. But I don't interact with them regularly (I'm referring to two replies from months ago), I don't try to build a relationship with them, and I certainly don't have romantic feelings for them.>Even if you're not saying you love them it makes it seem like Pillow isn't enough for you.That's an insane leap. Having a favourite, which is what "oshi" basically means if I'm understanding correctly, doesn't mean I can't like anyone else (again, in a completely different way). If I could choose only one VTuber to watch for the rest of my life, she'd be Pillow—but I don't have to do that, so I won't.
>>109401790I appreciate your contributions, piwwo. We all benefit from it and I imagine it feels great to see her getting use out if it, too.
Yearning for the gentlest of pillowjobs...
>>109402377That guy is being a jerk. Ignore him
>>109402547I think you’re a jerk for trying to ostracize piwwos for expressing their views.
We need to kill this guy
I want to eat out Pillow
What is a ‘pillowjob’ and where do I apply?
>>109402682
-mocochanBau bau…
Giving Pillow a piwwojob on her birthday.
>>109376567https://files.catbox.moe/o84wf6.pnghttps://files.catbox.moe/rddaq0.pngI'm sorry for how it turned out. I got too ambitious and got lost in the sauce.
>>109403433I think this is one of your better ones honestly. Thanks for drawing her on-model and in-character.
>>109403433okay that's hot
I don't get why Pillow thinks she's dumb. Maybe she's not book smart (?) but there's no way you can go this long without a major yab if you were actually dumb I'm looking at you, Finana
>>109403433Sometimes it's good to be ambitious and take a leap. I really like this one
>>109404198I think she just prefers acting and being treated like she's dumb
>>109403523Thank you. I realised that while drawing massive chest pillows is fun, it was not letting me practice drawing the ribcage and waist with the size I made them. Gonna have to make them smaller going forward (at least compared to what I usually do).>>109404227>>109403570I'm glad you enjoyed it. Apologies for the venting.
>>109403433I’m a fan of your usual proportions but this is amazing. Thank you for taking your time. And I’m glad I’m not the only freakwwo who appreciates this stuff kek.>>109404481>Gonna have to make them smaller going forwardIf that’s what it takes…
>>109404198I’ve always thought of it like she’s min-maxed for being a good vtuber. She’s extremely intelligent when it comes to having a good mindset, handling her community and any potential controversies, and building her brand, she’s awesome. For technical and complex topics, she’s pretty much useless. I suspect it’s more just that she is easily overwhelmed by things that are scary and complicated to her though, she learned how to use Venom and that shit is like a supercomputer.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQtvKNdv6p4
>>109404198I always thought finana's yabs came from being really naive and inexperienced on how the internet works, and could've been preventedif niji wasn't dogshit and actually gave their talents any guidance instead of leaving them to their own devices on a stressful environment. She's been pretty much yabless since 2022 afaik.
What could Pillow even yab about?
>>109405956Loving the piwwos too much
>>109405664>3pm my time Awesome this is gonna be my first valentines day with her. I'm rrally excited for the stream.
