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They took rape off the menu…
Pillow has a nice peach
Is this the sexualization of Pillowdear thread
>>110588441She needs to replace those grandma panties with some cute striped panties
>>110588441Pillow's pillowy ass
>>110588948Rare Pillow koikatsu
>>110589020I made this almost a year ago but I've not seen anyone make anything with it.
>>110589062I’ve been seeing some Koikatsu creations lately that I thought were really cool. I’ve never used it before, but I think I want to learn
>>110588472it's bloomers
>>110589096It's a neat thing to make stuff in.
>>110589111I hope she wears some nice cute panties under her tights in the school girl outfit
Pillow's blushed embarrassed face when she shyly reveals herself wearing bold sexy panties she picked out specifically for piwwo
Don’t stick your dick in crazy or garlicky, piwwows.
>>110588472No they're cute
>>110590025I’m trying to get a good look at that Pil butt
>>110589252Now you've got me thinking about Pillow's garlicky pussy
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/2037609081892974756>Got a bad phone call so I’m kinda uuu… and I’m thinking about my ol’ dog now…:(
>>110590817I completely forgot she has a dog
>>110590853I didn't even know she did.
>>110590817>she used to fuck the dogwe were cucked...
>>110590817Aww man
poor doggo...
Hugging Pillow and patting her head
>>110592102Very wholesome piwwo
Pillow finding my unconscious body and doing bratty sister things to it
I miss piwwos :(
>>110595924Comfy morning tomo :)
>>110595924It's k piwwo some of us are dead and or sleeping plus there isn't much to talk about right now.And I'm tired and have no real creative thinking power for wholesome or hornyposts.
>>110596148>hornypostsI'm holding off on those anyway because it seems insensitive right now.
When I see Piller,I wanna fill'er!
https://x.com/i/status/2037672766871077203>Aside from emotes I don’t plant to do anything special for cushionhun memba -w-If all her ASMR is on CusionHun now, does that mean no more members-only ASMR? That would be a shame. They were really comfy.
>>110596375Yeah...you've got a point...>>110596436Give her time she might do members stuff later on once the channel settles and she sees how many piwwos end up as members there too.
>>110596375I don't think you should let that stop you. Not because I want to hear hornyposts or anything, but Pillow wouldn't want you to be all down because she is down. This is proven because she has since deleted the dog tweet. She wants you to still feel happy even if she is sad. Just try to cheer her up when she needs you. It is also quite ridiculous to act all solemn over hornyposts imo but that's another topic lmao
>>110596707I'm not down about it; I'm just not in the mood. When Pillow's sad, I'm thinking about being with her to comfort and take care of her.
>>110597035Pillow still wouldn't want you to be like that. I know I can't just tell you to turn off your feelings, but don't actively feed into it. It's also a very pointless distinction to make. It's like saying "no I'm not happy, I am filled with joy."
>>110597944Give it a rest man. What do I need to say to you? I'm not sad about her dog but I don't have horny thoughts to share at the moment.
>>110598417I dont care if you're sad about the dog or Pillow or about not being there for her or whatever. I also am not asking or forcing you to hornypost. I'm just telling you not to let your mood get so affected by this and don't make such a big deal of it. Posting about it won't help you pick back up. It's not healthy, and Pillow herself wouldn't want that.
>>110598700I just told you I'm not sad. I sent her a sympathy reply then stopped thinking about it because I don't know her and it has nothing to do with me. Now I'm just annoyed with you. You're the one making a big deal of this. Are you autistic or something? I say I don't feel like writing smutty fan-fiction right this instant and you become concerned for my mental health?
Waking up next to Pillow but she’s quietly sobbing. Pillow weakly apologizing for wetting the bed and the brand new pajamas you just bought her. Hugging Pillow and telling her it’s okay while patting her head. Planting a kiss on Pillow’s forehead as you start undressing her. Pillow is now fully nude in your bedroom. Pillow helping you remove the soiled bedsheets and blankets and having her help you take them to the washing machine. Once the clothes are you, you lead Pillow into the bathroom to clean her off. Giving Pillow a nice bubble bath to make her happy and get her all squeaky clean
>>110599086That's sweet piwwo but why would she wet the bed?
>>110599123I would love for Pillow to wet the bed. Drawpiwwos?
>>110599123Wetting the bed feels like a childish thing to do so I thought it would be kind of cute to see Pillow do it. She did talk once about wetting a mattress(?) when she was younger but she was too embarrassed to retell that story and cut herself off
>>110599075I mean, you can easily see how I thought that. You literally started by remarking that hornyposts would be insensitive. That tells me you at least feel a little down otherwise you wouldn't have even thought of it. I don't think I'm a bad person for being concerned that you might be down. Also, it is a little strange to try and dog on me for being "autistic" when Pillow is diagnosed autistic. But you allegedly care about her and want to support her.
I would love for Pillow to age regress
>>110600239I have great news for you, Piwwo
>>110600129Autistic girls are cute and need to be protected Autistic men should be thrown in trash compactors
>>110600239It is quite hot, but I always worry in those fantasies that I would go too far or hurt her. This is why her annoying sister ASMR yesterday was so good. I can excuse myself for being a little rough.>>110599229I'm going to have to decline the offer.
>>110599229I gotchu...
>>110600423They want to kill me...
>>110600583It's ok piwwo people wanna kill me too, it's just how it is. But that guy is an asshole and can be thrown in the woodchipper.
>>110600942>piwwo tries to cheer you up>you lash out at him>piwwo is the assholeerm...
>>110601152Fine they're both assholes and I'm the dumb asshole do you agree with this scenario instead?
>>110599229This is the closest you'll get, edit it if you so choose.
>>110601852>This is the closest you'll getI know I said I wasn't gonna do it but dont offer if you wont commit
>>110602016My willingness to be freaky isn't that high, but I figured I'd make it at least kinda close and easy to edit.
>>110603848Wait, I forgot the white part of her hair
This dumb silly girl makes me feel things
https://x.com/i/spaces/1pKkOyaLqwrKj?s=20She's so sweet
I wish I could know what happened to her :(
>>110605142She said she had a bad phone call, and it reminded her of her childhood dog. It's something weighing on her, but all we can do is be here for her. Be extra sweet to her, it'll help.
>>110604808Poor girl, it sounds like she's going through it right now. I hope our reassurances made her feel a bit better at least.
Not enough time to really organize a whole project or anything, but Pillow is feeling pretty rough right now, so I think it'd be sweet if Piwwos could draw or say something for her. If you feel embarrassed putting it up yourself, then I can collect it and put it up for her to see for you. Even if you don't feel like an artist or like you have anything super deep to say, she won't care, she just likes knowing Piwwos love her.
>>110606969I don’t know what to draw
>>110607328How about Pillow hugging a Piwwo, or your design if you have one and wanna make it personal, with a little heart next to her head. And then caption it with a little something about how much she makes your life better by being in it. She mentioned during the QnA that she appreciates a lot being told that she isn't making life harder for people and that she makes Piwwos lives better
>>110600239that's already been happening compare her now and 2 years ago
pil
It's a cold night in Gotham
Where are all the hornyposts? Does Pillow being sad not get you in the mood? What are you, mentally ill? She would want you to be happy all the time and never feel bad for her.
Pillow’s Mom’s Brother’s Son’s dog died and you’re horny? You heartless piece of fucking shit
>>110608637That's not what I said though is it
>>110600129>You literally started by remarking that hornyposts would be insensitive. That tells me you at least feel a little down otherwise you wouldn't have even thought of it.No, it tells you that I have an idea about what's appropriate. It doesn't mean that I feel down.I asked whether you're autistic because it would explain why you don't seem to understand the difference between "sad" and "not horny". Those are two completely different things. Not wanting to hornypost doesn't mean that I'm sad. Do you understand now?
wake up guys
>>110610028Good morning piwwo :)
>>110610028I don't wanna
Will you do yoga with her, piwwo?
>>110611570I'm stretching one of my parts to pillow daily already
>>110608605>implying Pillow wants you to feel worse because of herWhy are you calling her CJ lmao?
>>110611570I'll definitely be stretching something out
>>110610593>>110611366https://www.youtube.com/live/Mi0qymRDnQc?si=9Ga9pvYH8r5MMlFN&t=2569
>>110609244>I'm just not in the mood. When Pillow's sad, I'm thinking about being with her to comfort and take care of her.When I read this from you I understood "Pillow is sad and it is affecting his mood because he is thinking about comforting her. When you are thinking about comfort people, you probably aren't exactly celebrating." So I stand by my belief that your mood was affected by Pillow's sadness. Anyone would interpret it that way, so blame yourself for poor wording.
>actually doing body-tracking yoga in that slutty outfitCall it cumfy morning
>>110613025She must know how erotic she looks right now
Before she removed the room, why did her bedroom have a cuck chair?
>>110613106
I love my wife even if she’s got the athletic abilities of a dropped baby.
based
>youtube says my content is for kids, but that's not rtue>my content is for ojisans and adults>now let's clap our hands and sing the abc songIs this true?
would
>>110613213I think her content is probably appropriate/targeted for teenagers and young adults if you were to give it a movie rating or something similar. But yes, sometimes she really does do it to herself lmao.
This is pornography
>>110613213She wants to be the one getting groomed, she doesn’t want her groomers getting distracted with other prey. She wants to be the only little girl her ojisans are after.
>15 minutes of yogaMost fit vtuber.
What does a piwwo have to do to be transformed into Pillow's slipper?
>>110613600It must be earned.
>>110613025I creamed myself
>>110613213this is literally us
cummed so hard rn
erm why is that a toggle?
next strike incoming for flashing?
>>110614012Private acitivites
>>110614012What was it?
My wife was naked....
>>110614091
>>110614103Good lord, was that an accident? What's the timestamp?
>>110614103YAB
Can’t wait to see the schitzo reactions to this now. This is my favorite form of entertainment.
>>110614176nothing to schizo aboutshe didn't even commission this model
pillow HWOREthink of the children!
>>110614176She didn't immediately private the video.Therefore it proves that she did it on purpose because she love hornypiwwos and reading my hornyposts here.
>>110614103
>>110614214that's why she would like for piwwo to post horny fantasies even if they aren't in the mood
>>110614231Please take breaks from jerking off, Piwwo.
3D models can have their meshes hidden. She probably hid it on accident while trying to hide the slippers
>>110614103good lord I need to sperm this woman
Letting Pillow use my worn-out cock even though I barely have the energy left to move, nor the choice.
>>110614103why do these boobies look kinda manly
>>110614103now someone enhance that by adding the missing parts
>>110614317trans pillow rrat is real
I hope someone's saved the stream. I'm away from my computer at the moment.
>>110614330I imagine drawpiwwo is already at work
>>110614360I'm actually working on a downward dog yoga thing rn, but this is an emergency yes.
>>110617021>about to get mogged by the loli tooPillow really is quite cute when she struggles
>>110613213At this rate, Nickelodeon will ask her to host the next Kid's Choice Awards
>>110617021an actual good to honest hwore likes pillowwhat's the deal
>>110617061>Pillow really is quite cute when she strugglesthat's the case 90% of the time
>>110617153https://youtube.com/shorts/KWyHR2_lFDM?si=vt5Z6d-PXHuCpURo
>>110617310>prostituteat least she's honest kek
pil herehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khf0_o8W42I
>>110617021Sometimes I imagine a scenario where Pillow and Immy are playing together and every time Immy steps out, I ravish her while Pillow's blissfully unaware. Sort of like a 303452 type situation.
>>110618193>303452I was gonna call you a sick pervert, but I checked it out and I must unfortunately agree that it would be quite hot. There is something appealing to doing that to Pillow, but I don't know how to word it without sounding like a monster.
olive was the only one to state it boldly, but pillow is inherently very easy and enjoyable to bully and tease
>>110618879Unfortunately most Piwwos fear getting a negative response from her so they never tease her, but it's very enjoyable to mess with her.
>>110620050I think unfortunately a lot of piwwos don't know how to control themselves. Look at pretty much every argument ever had in these threads. Piwwos will go from joking to hating each others' entire bloodline off of one post kek. That's just how it is when your fanbase has a lot of mental issues (not even excluding myself here)
>>110620406Most piwwos, and particularly the ones on here, are not just parasocial but they're parasocially dependent on not just Pillow's personal affection, but also her image in their mind not going untarnished. That's why we always have the loop of people mentioning her politics, people shitposting about how she's a chud, and Piwwos getting upset by it. It's hard to be stable when you're so invested not just in something, but it's image in your head remaining unblemished.
>Pillow has a rough day yesterday and struggles to get sleep>Piwwos rally around her and shower her with love>She's now peacefully napping full of love and hugsYou did it, Piwwos.
>>110620406>>110620482I don't not tease her because I have mental issues.I don't tease her because I don't get any pleasure out of it and find it much more enjoyable to flatter her.You people are insane.
>>110620508You can do both, I do both. She doesn't mind it, she does a little pouting, but girls enjoy pouting because they know it's cute and they like being told that.
>>110620508I guess it's up to personal preference, but every relationship (friendly, familial, romantic) I've been a part of has had some light teasing as part of it. It's completely normal for any developed culture, but your response tells me you're exactly the short-tempered and unreasonable piwwo I was talking about.
>>110620497>she read my hornyposts and felt bettereternally vindicated
I would like to tease her more, but I don't really know her boundaries and I'm kinda scared of her and piwwo reaction, also it would be pretty jarring if piwwos randomly started to make flat jokes or calling her dumb when she's already an insecure wreck
>>110612106hot take, but I think at least partially pillow does enjoy being "a sopping wet dog"
>>110620645I think the anon is just autistic which is no fault of his own
>>110620607I know she might like it sometimes, but I don't get anything out of it. That's not my personality type.>>110620645>but your response tells me you're exactly the short-tempered and unreasonable piwwo I was talking about.Brother, you observed that a lot piwwos don't like to tease Pillow and assumed it must be because they're all fucked up in the head. Try looking outside of yourself and try to not think so poorly of your peers.
>>110620696Ah yeah that is true. I don't fault you there. I think there are two strategies. Either you only tease her about stuff she teases herself about (being shy, loving garlic too much, not being able to do yoga, etc.) or you surround the teasing with nice words to show no offense (i love my silly wife!).
>>110620696Unfortunately parasocial autistic vtuber enjoyers are not very well-known for their ability to understand women. Flat jokes would obviously be inappropriate since that's NSFW, but as a good example, you can tell she obviously did enjoy being teased for being short during her welcome back stream after her trip. >>110620750Men have a hard time relating to the feeling because we have a lot of pride and desire to be seen as masculine, but tiny cute girls like her enjoy being helpless and a little pathetic.
>>110620864>enjoy being helpless and a little patheticit's no coincidence that pillow is crying in nearly every picture of herself
>>110620864So you're telling me teasing her for not having Nene's delicious fat tits is NOT a good idea?>>110620776Yeah, it happens. I'm autistic too so I understand struggling with stuff that relies heavily on tone. I've been nervous before to be a little playful when I really liked a girl.
Just do what you think is right and ignore self-important piwwos with a superiority complex trying to psychoanalyse you.
>>110620946This Piwwo has a scat fetish. I can tell by his grammar.
>>110620946I really try to be friends with these guys but the masks always slip when topics like these come up. They've always been like this.
>>110620482I hard agree on that. I remember when I began drawing nsfw of Pillow that one guy wrote paragraphs angry at me saying that I was disgusting and I would get sick of her after a month and I was pornbrained and he doesn't know how I could ever love her. Granted, my early stuff was not good, but he wasn't really talking about the quality of the work.
>>110621002No Piwwos can ever be truly friends, because only one Piwwo can marry Pillow in the end. I'm sorry, but one shall stand and one shall fall.
>>110621036Dude...I'm 90% sure the guy you're talking about is the same one you're replying to.
>>110621040Sure, but I wish they wouldn't say such mean things about other piwwos in the thread while playing nice with all of them on twitter.
>>110621036I don't do NSFW mostly because I like being able to show my stuff to Pillow and it doesn't interest me much to make something I can't show her, but I'll never understand the Piwwos who think that you need to be 100% pure to properly appreciate her. A man should lust after the woman he loves enough that his dick hurts when she holds his hand.
>>110620946This piwwo has autogynephilia>>110621085It would very much help if those other piwwos also didn't use this excuse to act as mentally ill as possible kek. Both sides ultimately go to the worst when having anonymity.
>>110621142This is why I always make sure to use my real name on here.
Me too. So much unneeded hatred on this site.
>>110621202Put your chastity cage back on and get back in the crate
>>110621142>It would very much help if those other piwwosI'm not even referring to the insults being hurled at /here/ piwwos. I was upset by the comment claiming that the piwwos have a lot of mental issues. I doubt either of you would ever make a post claiming something similar on your twitter. The anonymity here gives you enough plausible deniability to be honest about what you think of the piwwos.Call me autistic all you like, I legitimately want to be your friends but it hurts when I see you post stuff like that. Is that really what you think of me behind all the kindness you show on twitter?
>>110621060Really? I thought it may have been the other anon who keeps getting mad but I wouldn't believe that piwwo I replied to wouldn't judge it too harshly.>>110621111Yeah. I don't judge if anyone says "hey man that's not for me and I don't like it and it kinda sucks." Fair enough lol you are entitled to that opinion. But it just really felt so odd that anon said all that stuff when this thread is one of the horniest on /vt/. If you havent shot fat loads to her ASMR before, I don't know if you are truly a piwwo.
>>110621345Piwwos are mentally ill. All of them.
>>110621345Of course I wouldn't. Would you say this exact same post on your twitter too? We are allowed and dare I say encouraged to lose the filter here. I want to be your friend too, but like I told you my friends tease each other and you can't take it as light as I have been.>>110621392My based queen. So true
>>110621246I want to get dominated by Olive too
>>110621040I'm friends with piwwos. I don't feel in competition with them because I don't really believe that any of us have a chance.
I missed the morning stream noooooooo
>>110621632she hates you nowit's over
>>110621085I've never said mean things here about piwwos I've been nice to on Twitter, at least not knowingly. Every piwwo on Twitter is lovely. I'd be surprised if any of the piwwos I've really argued with here was one of them.
>>110621632So did I I was awake 3 hours before it was gonna start but went back to sleep and didn't set an alarm
https://x.com/_KingoftheEnd/status/2037934417818038489
>>110621448My point is that the comment was directed at ALL piwwos, not just the ones here who can throw shit back. I find it to be very fake. Whenever someone here complains about you supposedly having a superiority complex, (Which I think is a gay thing to do btw) You're quick to reassure everyone that that is absolutely not the case. Well, what am I supposed to think when I see you call the piwwos autistic retards because they don't tease Pillow like you do? Call it teasing your friends, but it does reveals some of your true feelings, and I find it sad if that's what you really think of us.To be clear, I wouldn't have any problem with this if you kept the same energy whenever you post with your username.
>>110621922Piwwo, you're thinking of the wrong person.
There's a guy here who's trying to convince us and himself that every piwwo except him is an emotionally unstable loser who isn't good enough for her. He absolutely has intentions of dating her. I do too, and I don't have a problem with piwwos feeling that way, but I don't put other piwwos down to make myself look better.
>>110621999Are you not Ovis?FUCKit's hard to keep track of you both sometimes. I know he was agreeing with that post anyway so he can still respond if he likes, my point stands.
>>110622082Lmao, the one you're getting upset with is not me, Ovis, and at no point did I agree that Piwwos are mentally ill, the only thing I said is that Piwwos tend to be bad at understanding girls. I'd know, because I'm bad at understanding girls.
>>110622070Maybe you're not referring to me but I started off by saying I'm not the best person and including myself in the group of piwwos who are a little crazy lmao. I'm nothing special and in fact I think I'm a good example of who not to be like.>>110622082>you bothWho is the other piwwo you think I am?
Giving every Piwwo a kiss on the lips to show that I’m friendly
>>110622200That's a good idea, come give me a smooch.
>>110622214Because you asked, I’ll give you a little tongue too
>>110622187>Maybe you're not referring to me but I started off by saying I'm not the best person and including myself in the group of piwwos who are a little crazy lmao. I'm nothing special and in fact I think I'm a good example of who not to be like.Yeah you don't sound like who I'm talking about
>>110622233Pillow when the Piwwos start kissing each other.
Pillow wearing your massive t-shirt on her tiny frame, wearing thin white panties with a very pronounced cameltoe you occasionally get a glimpse of
>>110622180>the only thing I said is that Piwwos tend to be bad at understanding girls.Back to the original disagreement I suppose. You may not be wrong, but have you considered that piwwos may not get as much enjoyment out of teasing her as you do?Let's be real, you don't know any single piwwo well enough to make a claim like that. That may err on the side of being true, yet it still shows some of your true feelings regarding the piwwos.>I'd know, because I'm bad at understanding girlsBut you're able to tease Pillow so clearly not as bad as most piwwos who are practically downright gynophobic, amirite?
>>110622449Never said at any point that not teasing her is bad, I just said it's fun, you're just putting stuff on me that I didn't say. Also idk why you'd say Piwwos are gynophobic, they talk to Pillow all the time, girls are just complicated and scary.
>>110620050>Never said at any point that not teasing her is bad>Unfortunately most Piwwos fear getting a negative response from her>Unfortunately Massive assumption here as well. I at least hope you won't try to deny that this was you. Please actually *say* something here, I'm begging.
I really hope this isn't the tripfag who is having a melty but it sounds exactly like him. I was actually really enjoying having him around lately.
You can really just make innocuous general statements here and somebody will still melt the fuck down over it
>>110622728Oh I did say that, but I'm confused about how you interpret "Not teasing her if you don't want to is bad!" from that. Nah man, I just meant that a lot of Piwwos hold themselves back because they're worried about being misunderstood by her, when they may enjoy it if they were to try.
>>110622778It's not me and I appreciate that.
>>110622780yeah, pillow does appeal to the schizo audience a bit.I can save her, but she'll have to marry me.
>>110622812Thank you. Now give me a smooch~~
>>110622780Evergreen.
>i do most of the arguing>ovis gets most of the shitI'm so sorry lmao how does this keep happening
>>110622952The consequences of sharing your username. This is why anonymity should always be practiced here, but some Piwwos refuse to learn for some reason
>>110622805>I just meant that a lot of Piwwos hold themselves back because they're worried about being misunderstood by herWhat do you base this on? Your preconceived notion of the piwwos being socially stunted freaks of course. Don't try to deny this. >>110622778>>110622780You're down here in the mud just like me. You're not any better.
I'm bored of this. Can you both stop now? Post something about Pillow instead.
>>110623014Piwwo, I don't feel that way about you, or any other Piwwo. I like Piwwos, I view you guys as my friends even when you're schitzoing out on me. Worrying about being misunderstood by the girl you like is the most normal thing on the planet.>>110623043Cooking something right now.
>>110622952Just imagine all the replies at Ovis are to you as well. You're basically one person in my mind.
Doing yoga with pillow made me so hard. Had to take off my shorts so my boner can flex with pillow
>>110621703Pillow will forgive >>110621730 and I...right?!
>>110623074I've been watching you post since the day you very first discovered this thread. I *know* you. Deny it all you want. Eventually your mask will slip again like it always does.
Every time I open this thread I regret it
piwwos mog me so hard
Thinking about Piller tummy
>>110623361I stop opening this thread only horny post and leave
>>110623414namefags did this
>>110622952I don’t particularly mind, don’t feel bad>>110622982I just wanted to draw and now I am cursed>>110623138My internet went out when you posted this, you’re in my walls
Incredibly bold retweet on her alt just now
>>110623509She does not flinch at incest loli porn artists. She doesn’t even blink.
>>110623509It’s just tic tac toe on a forehead, it’s not so bad. The boldest retweet she’s ever done is still the bikini loli tummy one
>>110623587>the bikini loli tummy oneWhat was that?
>>110623634She undid it after a few minutes I think
>>110623764Oh, yeah. She's undone the tic-tac-toe one as well now.
Why did she retweet only one of the pillowdraw posts :(
>>110623861Her mind works in mysterious ways
>>110623861She hate our art…
I wish Pillow would stroke me with an onahole
>>110624061as she whispers into my ear
Pillow is watching Nene
>>110623914She appreciates everyone’s art. No worth in speculating.
>>110624197Oh don’t worry, I was joking. I’m sure she’ll get around to seeing the others soon
>>110614103Sketched a little something based on the little accident from the yoga stream this morning I'm sorry for messing up the bangs
>>110623587
Thinking about Pillow ass in cute panties and pantyhose, no skirt
>>110624523that when my cock flopped out of my pants
>>110624523Pretty good piwwo, very cute
Need drawing suggestions. I'm not an ideas guy. Just remember to temper your expectations.
>>110625578This but PillowPuppy
>>110624879Thank you. One thing can I ask is how do you see the body? I know I love very curvaceous women, but I've been trying to get more petite body types down.>>110625578Maybe her enjoying a nice burger or soda?
I want more cunny Pillow ToT
>>110625578paizuri with willows pillows
>>110628784Cunny bodies are so hard to draw. I feel like I always end up making them look like midgets rather than cute girls.>>110631289Now you're speaking my language
>>110625578Pillow voting for Trump
>No goodnight tweetShe hates us
>>110632631stop acting like a bpdemon
If you're drawing big boob Pil, how about a post/outfit that shows side boob?If you're drawing flat Pil, how about a pose where she's leaning forward and you get a peak under her loose shirt?
>>110614103Somebody uploaded this screenshot to the Rule 34 website kek
>>110631289>>110631936Couldn't sleep. Fun drawing ideas! I hope I drew them well enough.
Thinking about Pillow’s feetsies
prompt: Pillow cooking you a meal in just an apron
>>110624061https://files.catbox.moe/7gxsgl.jpg
>>110625578glasses pill onegai
>>110634948cute!
Buying Pillow a butt plug and her regressed brain thinks plays with it like a spinny toy
>>110636505404 catbox
>>110626066>One thing can I ask is how do you see the body?I don't really know what I'm talking about, but it looks right to me.
>>110636995oh it was the goodly Cher commissionhttps://rule34.xxx/index.php?page=post&s=view&id=12362438&
>>110624523It looks really good and you've got a good style, some stuff to note:Doesn't need to have such a deep cleavage line, generally you only get that line when a girl is wearing something holding her tiddies together.From this angle, the back muscle that connects the arms should be visible, and adding that adds a huge amount to the anatomical accuracy. Also, I feel like the whole thing is a little bit too wide? In the image provided I squished it narrower by about 15% and it feels a bit more accurate to how willowy she is.
>>110637331Forgot the image
>>110637351small boobies are surprisingly hard to draw well
All I’m thinking about is tiny breasts now
pillowpiss
Pillow asking you to massage her tiny boobs every day in hopes of them getting bigger.
>>110638230That would just confuse them and make her start lactating. She'll have wet spots on her tops.
I think Pillow is great.
>>110638652
>Good morning tweetShe loves us
>>110639731She didn’t apologize for no goodnight tweet, the jury’s still out.
>>110639731I like the believe that when she forgets that Olive was munching on her pussy or absolutely ravaging her with a custom buttslug strap-on and she simply passed out from pleasure.
>>110639788Because you're a cuck
>>110637331>>110637351Ah, thank you very much for this insight! Thanks for also going through the effort to make an image, it really helps to see the issues. I do want to ask, what do those little arrows pointing to where the nipples should be mean?>>110637709Yeah. It's always much easier to draw big round glorious boobs. But I feel like Pillow is shifting towards smaller lately with her models so it's becoming necessary to learn... very tough
Can’t stop thinking about playing with Pillow’s itty bitty titties
>>110641182>actually managed to sneak by a drawing of Pillow sitting on his face>she likes it>he was probably the chair next to her bed yesterday in the yoga stream toopiwwos... we are getting cucked by furniture...
>>110641498Oh I was just drawing attention to Pillow's reply. My oshi was sad :(
Thinking about Pillow sneaking into your room late at night. She’s completely unable to control herself tonight, she needs you right here right now. She walks over to your bed and moves your blanket away. Then, she carefully removes your shorts and boxers at the same time. She even lifts your shirt a bit so she can gently run her hands across your stomach and chest. Pillow would then gently begin giving you a blow job, and carefully putting your flaccid member in her mouth and slowly stimulating it with your tongue. Once you’re all hard and wet, she’ll carefully climb onto the bed with you. She’ll sit there, straddling you, just admiring your sleeping body. Then she’ll carefully lower herself onto you, slowly inserting your member to make sure she doesn’t wake you, she wouldn’t want to affect your sleep too much after all. She gently rides you for a while, the rocking motion affecting your dreams and causing you to dream up a nightmare. The longer she gently rides you, the more frustrated she becomes, until she eventually can’t help herself. Pillow wants to cum, and you’re going to make her cum. Pillow speeds up, slamming her hips into yours even harder and faster. You’re now fully awake, and see Pillow bouncing up and down on you, her tiny titties flopping along with her. She gives a weak apology, but it’s far too late for that, you’re both on the verge of climaxing. You and Pillow cum at the same time, but she doesn’t get off you. She instead begins to move her body so that she’s laying on top of you, while keeping your member inside her. You’re now cuddling, and Pillow is kissing your face over and over while telling you that you did such a good job and whispering how much she loves you.
those two eggs? Mine btw
>>110641541She should be worrying about a different kind of egg.
>>110641498>Sitting on his faceLmao I didn’t even think of that
>>110641535>Pillow said she literally sat on his face yesterday morningpiwwos... she was letting him lick the sweat off her pussy right after yoga...
be more tactfulthere's high possibility her long time dog died and she was crying because of it
>>110641749She’s not reading this bro oh my goood who the fuck caaaares
>>110641749>censor yourself over something that might have happened on a site she doesn't use or read posts fromwow I'm stuck in a thread with a retard
>>110641845>>110641881I suppose you don't care about how she talks about us behind our backs then.
>>110641990>Pillow telling all her cute vtuber friends about how much she rubbed her little clit to my horny ramblingswaow
>>110641845I mean there's a high probability that she has. Olive is a tech autist so I wouldn't be surprised if she visits /g/. Is it hard to believe that Pillow caught wind of /vt/ and visits /pillow/ weekly?
pill is low energy today be gentle
>>110642417If you care about how she feels and change your behaviour accordingly you're mentally ill.
>>110642417>no rough anal sexi understand but i still don't like it!
>>110642452>change your behaviour accordingly you're mentally ill.I prefer considerate and empathetic
>>110642506Me too piwwo I was being sarcastic
>>110642506He agrees with you and being sarcastic. He's just still butthurt about an argument from ages ago.
>>110642521>>110642523Oh sorry I didn't read posts above
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2038298122728726646
>>110642828piwwo is pillow emotional support plushie
https://www.youtube.com/live/czDflmvIkbQUnlisted stream today
>>110644323I like her streams like this, she doesn't have to put on the genki performance and feels much more real and close to piwwos
>>110644464I do really love streams like this. I know people bitch about not being able to find stream (which isn’t really valid because there are multiple discords with bots that pull her streams), it’s really nice to be able to relax and chill with her with a slower chat and more relaxed atmosphere. Shes also a lot more open about her feelings and much more parasocial when she knows it’s only her gachis watching. Feels less like I’m watching a YouTube streamer and more like hanging out with a girlfriend over Discord.
>>110644464>>110644683yeah it's a bit like members stream
>>110625623Done. I'll get to the others next. Thanks for all the ideas. Sorry if these are a bit rushed. I don't wanna spend too much time on one pose at the moment.
>>110644990Very cute! I love it.
>>110644683>multiple discordsLook I find the links from this thread anyways but nigga telling me to join a discord should get you raped
Pillow once mentioned having a sleepy week before explaining female hormones and is currently on her sleepy days. I think she’s on her period
Am I forgetful or is this pretty high viewers for an unlisted stream? I remember once we had about 30-40 and it was chill as hell. This is just normal views on a comfy morning.
Thinking about Pillow wetting herself
>>110646161hot
>>110646161I really like the thought of comforting and taking care of an embarrassed and apologetic Pillow who had an accident.
>>110646161Pillow holding it all stream because she doesn't want to pause and keep piwwos waiting. The urge growing until she finally finishes the game & says her quick goodbyes with her hand pressed firmly against her crotch. As soon as stream ends she bolts up and runs to the bathroom, panties already a little bit damp. Shaking, she reaches for the doorknob only for it to be locked, Olive has occupied the bathroom. Pillow bangs on the door, crying, crossing her legs and fidgeting. It's too late, warmth spreading and running down her legs, her socks soaking some of it up...
>>110646346holding it in is actually fetish for some girls (omorashi) because the bladder pushes against pelvic floor muscles simulating nerves associated with sexual arousal
Getting Pillow to watch a scary alien movie with me so she's hugging me the whole time and pressing her face into my chest when the greys are on screen
Pillow talking about making a voice reel and being a VA for a game is so cool. I hope she does it someday.
>>110646814I wanna watch the Alien franchise, but Pillow asks me to hold her in my lap and squeeze her real tight every time someone gets chased.
>>110648834She should voice porn like CottontailVA or Alekirser.
>>110649643I’m friends with a dev who has Alekirser doing VA in his game, but I don’t think my game is the sort of thing Pillow would want to associate herself with…
>>110650033What was the point of replying to that bait and sharing that information?
>>110650033You're her boyfriend. Just DM her and ask her to. Worst she can say is no.
>>110649643that's not happening kekI can imagine some comfy or horror mystery liminal spaces game though
>>110650198what's the point of your reply?
>>110650198Nigga if you wouldn't want to hear your wife moan sensually in a game, I don't wanna be around you. Shit wasn't bait I just want to be close to her sexually.
>>110650260Watching smut doesn't make you sexually close to the voice actors.
modding in pillow and her cute noises to the most smutty eroge one can find
>>110650347That's a cute GIF. What's it from/who made it?
>>110650317autism anon... jacking of to pillow does make one feel closer to her, just like having literally why other fantasy of her
>>110650317Maybe you who jacks off 38 times a day. I goon only to women I love so it feels that way to me.
>>110645863her tweet advertising it was pushed to more people tabun maybe
>>110644990I like the drooling piwwo here desu
Has anyone made an AI Pillow voice? I was originally interested because I wanted to make her say she loved me with my real name and cry myself to sleep (and to goon), but I'm actually interested in if it is any good.
>>110650393based loyal piwwochad
>>110650451would be interesting experiment training model on it. I imagine one could even tune to sound like old or new pillow voice based on the amount of data available.
>>110650505>pillow and willow AI voice telling me each in one ear they love meI know it wouldn't be real but I would feel happy
>least down bad piwwos here only
>>110650455I can safely say I've only gooned to 3 women. Pillow, my mom, and my ex.
>>110650528my only massive worry is obvious - fuel of shitposting with it, the cuckposts and general morality concerns. so maybe it's better to just put that idea aside for good.
>>110650548That’s really all a man will ever need
>>110650576Secret clip of Pillow talking about her fetish for forcibly feminizing Piwwos
>>110650548>my momrelatable... piwwo aren't that different
>>110650576Yeah lol that's why I asked if it was already available. I would feel like Oppenheimer if I made it and saw the potential shitposts that would inevitably come.
>>110650604I imagine pillow would be really disappointed in piwwo for resorting to it as well. So I'll stick to my unmedicated pillow fantasies
>>110650604I’m glad that Pillow doesn’t have any real antis, the shit people could do pretty easily is insane. All an anti would need to do to make people schitzo out forever is add some really faint male voice to a clip from a stream on here, and you’d never hear the end of it.
>>110650548>the holy Trinity kek
>>110650669This is gonna sound like complaining, but this is why I wish she did more prerecorded RP ASMRs. She hasn't done one in almost a year. Not asking for a 3 hour thing, but maybe 10 mins every now and then. Something to make the nights go by faster.
>>110650705we get enough cuckposting even literally without any basis for it, those people are demonic
>>110650739Honestly, you have to take some of the cuckposting on the chin. A lot of people just want to have fun and be silly. It's like the pissfags recently. It's disgusting but I know they mean well.
>>110650718>prerecorded RP ASMRsthese videos are who made me fall in love with her talent and voice acting in the first placeI think I would be lying to say every piwwo misses them
>>110650767>pissfagsgomen... but I think it's different - implying that pillow is cheater is much more malicious than innocent sexual fetish
>>110650767The cuckposting is obviously bait, probably from tourists. Pissposting is just horny piwwos.
>>110650599Yeah. This is why I love her deep voice. It reminds me of the good days when my mom hugged me tightly at night.>>110650770It is very sad. I don't know why she stopped. I was hopeful when CushionHun started but it seems like nothing new is coming. Fuck it seems like nothing old has been coming for a month either...
>>110650770don't look
>>110650718Pillow is artistically picky and stubborn. She could easily set out 30 mins out of every day and put out a little video every few days, but she cares a lot about having variety and theme and quality to what she makes. I do personally agree that I’d be totally happy if she just slopped out some GFE pampering with some frequency, but that’s not her style.
>>110650809Eh some people see their relationships differently. However, I will agree there are 2 types of cuckposters: NTRfags and genuine antis who think she cheats on us.
>>110650809Everyone is on 4chan because they’re bored. Can’t begrudge them too much for poking the fire a bit just to see something happen.
pillow forgives allshe forgives the cuckpostersshe forgives momfuckersshe forgives the diddy ah cunny postersshe forgives the pissfags
>>110650881I suspect that most of the antis have some amount of cuck fetish and are almost hoping that their paranoia turns into something real. After enough times of being burned, some dudes just expect it and want to get it over with, so they’ll look for any reason she could be hurting them.
>>110650865I always felt and probably others feel this as well that she's legitimately embarrassed by her roleplay work that she has built her career on top of. so going back to "the roots" just isn't possible, not to mention she's much more children friendly nowadays for better or worse, so I wouldn't expect anything similar in the first place.
>>110650862Honestly (and I guarantee you I'm not baiting at all I promise) it is stuff like this that makes me understand when piwwos say "it's not the same." Some like to say she is "closer to us than ever" but it becomes hard to believe when she really stops doing any of this. Did she really hate all these videos? I'm sorry if rude but I mainly watch ASMR and it has gotten kinda meh lately.
>>110650851It is sad, though that deep voice stream and the puppy stream were great.>>110651065You might be right.>>110651091I wasn't around then but I can see your point.
>>110650599I will wish MILF mommy pillow alternative persona into existence eventually TRUST
>>110651065I mean, her princess yaandere had her showing us a girl’s severed head, and telling us that we’re gonna go bury the girl’s corpse for her later. She recently did another yaandere talking about killing our family. It’s more about quality, but also I think her mindset towards love, and getting love from Piwwos, is a lot healthier and more stable now. Shes still menhera and asks if we love her every 15 mins, but she no longer feels like she was to constantly be chasing and stressing and forcing people into caring about her.
>>110651091I don't get your point, she's clearly is much more close to us now and we can see real her daily during streams. those past videos of course were fun and enjoyable but it still was mostly scripted characters. she has become much more self confident in herself as a person too
>>110651091I will agree, though I’d personally the golden age was right around the time she upgraded from her vroid:https://www.youtube.com/live/VpftSHzhtqY?is=X8fhxErTeZL8PdjzWhile she still does GFE, it never quite has the same intensity as it used to. I think the rough reality Piwwos may have to get used to is that super parasocial and clingy GFE ASMR seems to be generated from a dark place in a mentally ill girl’s heart, and the more Pillow becomes happy and successful, the less intense she’ll become about it.
I’m sure Pillow would do more prerecorded ASMR if she wasn’t so busy all the time. Her ADHD doesn’t help, she mentioned that the reason reloads on CushionHun have been so inconsistent is simply because she’s bad at scheduling stuff. For better or for worse, she prefers spending time with the piwwos over recording and editing a video all on her own. She only has time to pick one of the two options currently. Don’t hold it against her.
>>110651159sometimes It seem some piwwos legitimately want pillow to go back to real menhera days that involved heavy depression and schizophrenic manic episodes just because they miss "the thrill" without first thinking of the pillow metal wellbeing first she literally had said that as she has become more happy and stable her personality and naturally the content has slightly shifted as welldo piwwo really want pillow to reminisce about something she would rather forget?
>>110651217Part of it is her disavowing the videos. I liked the videos, but it sometimes feels like she would judge me for liking them. I will admit a lot of this is me being schizo so take it with a grain of salt. Are you trying to say she was lying in every asmr of the past?>>110651241Yeah I do get that. Pillow is better now so maybe she did just grow out of it. But I don't know it's like the ship of theseus. Is it still really the same Pillow?
>>110651282To be fair, is her ADHD so bad she can't schedule anything for a full month? Like come on I know she is busy but nobody is THAT busy
>>110651217I think these kinds of conversations mostly flow from the fact that as Pillow changes, a lot of her old audience can’t keep up and adapt to liking her changes. It’s not wrong for them to feel that way, everyone likes what they like, but life always has people changing over time.
>>110651241>mentally ill girl’s heartshe's still my mentally ill forgetful clingy oshi (nowadays infantilise) wife and nothing will change that
>>110651337It’s less that she works 24/7, more that she’s constantly distracted and flitting from task to distraction back to tasks constantly, all day, every day.
>>110651310She has never “disavowed” her old content. Where did this meme even come from?
>>110651360I think that was one of the first streams of hers that I watched.
>>110651310I sympathize a lot with you, I think that question is something only you can answer. Personally I think there’s nothing wrong with recognizing a creator moving away from what you loved, and you finding someone who does what you’re into.
>>110651362Again, she can't schedule one video for a month? Or do one prerecorded asmr in a full year? You're practically saying she is low-functioning at that point. I'm not begging for daily stuff but it gets unbelievable at some point.
>>110651282>recording and editing a videoI'm surprised she can handle that at all considering her intense ADHD
>>110651375Probably when she forbade any discussion of the old content in her discord when she used to run it.
>>110651306I remember for her birthday stream, it’ll always stick with me that she talked about how it was only recently that she was actually happy to wake up in the morning, and felt like she had things to look forward to. It’s extremely hard for Piwwos to grasp how hard things used to be for her. The Piwwos you’re talking about are the type that do wish she’d go back to being miserable, so they can feel like they’re saving her by giving her money in superchats or whatever.
>>110651342to be fair if you showed old time pillowdear ASMR fan who subbed to her patreon etc. the pillow of today the reaction would be pretty spectacular kek
>>110651337I don’t know if my ADHD is on the same level as Pillows but personally I’ve known I needed to get an oil change for a month now and have had plenty of time to do so but I keep finding ways to put it off.I also have someone that I commissioned waiting on a reply from me with some info that it would take me all of 20 minutes to get. I could go on…Now I’m a grown man who should have his shit together but Pillow is just a girl, please understand.
>>110651461Specifically she told people to stop talking about unofficial reuploads of her videos. She actually said she likes the videos and wants to reload them, but can because there's supposedly no evidence that they're her videos and the reuploaders could copyright strike her.
>>110651396Yeah. Ive been unsubbed to her for a while. All that keeps me with her is this thread and the youtube recommendation algo.
>>110651506Can't, not "can".
https://x.com/hitsukuya/status/2038400121298104370
>>110651406All the scheduled videos are still available to go watch on her main channel, they’re just in the unlisted ASMR playlist, so she doesn’t really care about them all that much. Beyond that, yeah, making new content while also streaming and managing conventions and her debut, and her assortment of miscellaneous other projects she can’t mention, means she doesn’t have extra time. I’m sure she could find time for it eventually, but I don’t think it’s a priority for her. Her priorities generally revolve around spending time with Piwwos, that’s all she cares about most of the time, and pre-recorded ASMR means less time spent with Piwwos, hence why she’s done so few videos.
Holy shitI remember the anon that didn’t believe there was a chance.
>>110651505An oil change is not an already recorded and prepared ASMR video she just has to upload. That would be like you avoiding washing the dishes for a month.
>>110651513Since we're being honest, I barely watch her streams. I don't have the motivation for it.>>110651528https://x.com/hitsukuya/status/2038400121298104370I wonder what she thought of that lol
>>110651513It’s time to hit the gym and get a wife so you can get customized ASMR every night till you die.
>>110651560That like was pillow
Do any long-time viewers, going back to the start of her streaming or even before here confirm or deny whether her ADHD, brain fog, forgetfulness, or disorientation has worsened over time? Because sometimes I'm actually concerned
>>110651570She probably laughed, but knows she can’t interact with it. If you watch the medieval torture museum when they show some of the yabai stuff, you can tell her acting abilities were struggling with not laughing about it.
>>110651528based hitsu
>>110651590She’s always been frail, kind of stupid, forgetful, and ADHD as fuck. Only reason she talks about it more is because earlier in her career she cared a lot more about being perceived as professional and mature, but now she’s comfortable enough to want to be babied and infantilized.
>>110651533Yeah, that's my message. With how long it has been, it's not just "oh she just hasn't gotten around to it!" It's "oh she choose actively not to."
We need to convince Hitsu to lewd Pillow anyway. I desperately want that R18 Doujin of Pillow
>>110651632>babied and infantilizedI will lewd my oshi daughterwife, it's the rule of nature
I just want one (1) loving nursing handjob ASMR from PillowDear and I’ll never ask for anything else ever again
>>110651638As someone with ADHD, it’s less that she doesn’t want to, I’m sure she thinks “I should go do that…” multiple times a day, its just not high enough on the priorities list that she actually gets around to it. Last time a Piwwo said something about it in chat near the end of stream, she scheduled it 15 mins after stream ended.
>>110651666If enough piwwo like their comment there and there alluding to it there's 5% chance
>>110651590I think new piwwos take for granted that Pillow is putting out more content now than ever before in her career. Before she debuted, she would put out maybe ten 15-30 min ASMR videos a year. Until last year she only streamed 3-4 times a week on an inconsistent schedule. I wasn’t tapped into her streams from the beginning but I believe she only started mentioning her forgetfulness December of last year. It kinda came out of nowhere, at least to me.
>>110651782more =/= better
I'll bake a new thread guys just give me a minute
>>110651794well personally I enjoy being with pillow in real time and having fun whatever sloppa she plays
>>110651782Very good point. There have been weeks where we get a stream every single day of that week, even if a few of them are unlisted or short.
>>110651820A solid 95% of the fun of her content is being able to interact with her. The fact that she takes so much care to interact and include everyone is what makes it fun. I usually just skip the VOD of any streams I miss.
>>110651873>>110651873>>110651873
>>110651666>>110651761Her Offkai form is still openPlease go ask
>>110651590>>110651782You guys are making a massive spectacle out of literally nothing, par for this general. She has always been extremely aloof. Nothing is new under the sun.