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It's not her fault, but I think I'm losing interest in her. I want the best for her but my motivation to be a part of that is waning. She's pulled me back in before, though. I know she cares but it helps me to hear it from her.

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I don't mind big booba pillow if it's for ero doujinshi desu

>>110651988
you'll be welcome to return any time, as she said before she understands that feelings abs life are complicated

I’m glad the Piwwos all universally responded well to her asking about how we feel about immersion during tonight’s stream. She didn’t use those exact words, but she definitely has seen people who bitch about immersion breaks, and was worried about it. I like having an oshi that’s transparent with us, instead of one constantly trying to maintain a bit. The only way the whole GFE thing works at all is if Pillow is serious and honest about her feelings.

Has she been retweeting less hashtag posts recently? It felt like she used to retweet everything but not so much anymore.

>>110651988
I would miss you, for what it’s worth.
I’m sure at least a few other piwwos would as well.

>>110651988
I understand you, man. There have been multiple periods I felt like leaving. I would even suggest maybe taking a breather from this thread and even her for a week. It'll give you time to think about why you are staying for so long.
>>110652023
This is very helpful for my purposes

>>110652148
I value every Piwwo, but I know how Pillow would feel, and she always wants Piwwos to go after what makes them happy. Better to find a new oshi who suits them than to hope Pillow changes and be frustrated that it doesn’t happen.

>>110651904
Put rape back in the rules.

>>110652133
She’s been liking and retweeting less in general.

>>110652133
She's definitely been less consistent about interacting lately.

>>110652133
She retweeted a bunch of stuff from #thepiwwos today. I don’t think you should read too deep into what she does and doesn’t retweet. Really just depends on however she’s feeling at the moment.

Honestly there’s been a few posts I’ve made to the tags that I’d rather she didn’t rt lol. Her seeing them is enough for me.

>>110652133
Yeah none of my drawings have gotten any recently. I should DM her about that maybe she isn't feeling all that good.

>>110652066
I know, and thank you. I'm just sad because she was one of a few things I have to look forward to, but yes life has changed for me and so have my feelings. I do still want to see her new model and the vlogs (zoo and animal sanctuary) when they're eventually released.

>>110652148
I appreciate that, piwwo.

>>110652191
Thanks, I might try that.

>>110652247
I'm not interested in finding a new oshi. Pillow's my one and only, forever. This whole thing's just not for me I think. The appeal of Pillow to me was the parasocial stuff to be honest, but the effect has worn off and I need something real in my life before I go insane.

I think the parasocial aspect of Pillow is more appealing if you fully intend for it to last forever and have no intention of even trying to get a partner irl

>>110652480
perfect because I'm perfectly happy with being with pillow

>>110652426
Yeah no worries. I'm honestly glad other people feel like I do. It's like whenever anybody says anything like this that the Pillow Defense Force jumps out to berate you and say you are a #fakefan. I know antis exist, but not all of us are. I hope if you do end up taking the week off that you come back stronger and knowing where you want to go. I know I feel like I should myself

>>110652480
I would agree with that and as someone who has no intention of ever trying to find someone irl that works for me.

>>110652480
Yes, I think it is. I'm not in that camp, so loving Pillow has always been tinged with frustration and sadness for me, because I know it's hopeless. That's probably why I'm feeling this way.
Also, I feel like I've peaked as a piwwo. I've already done probably the best thing I could do for her, got the best reaction from her that I could reasonably hope for, and now I feel like I won't top it. It makes me feel like everything from now on will be a disappointment.
Sorry for venting.

I've had mini crash-outs in the past, taking a break from screens and going outside sounds like boomer advice but it does work. I've come back with renewed love for Pillow after.

>>110652879
I wouldn't say I'm crashing out, but I'll see what I can do to make sure I don't look at any social media this week and see how I feel afterwards.

>>110652480
I'm nowhere closer to finding love, but yeah that hope for real in-person love ultimately does enter your brain like a worm. I know I'm never actually going to end up with Pillow. I don't deserve her and it's just not worth anything I could do. All she will be is a voice on my screen.
>>110652775
Yeah. I remember when I got my first acknowledgment of one of my drawings from Pillow that I was so excited. But then time passed, and I realised that is all it was ever going to be. And now it's all I can think about anytime I draw or watch her. And now my drawings and hornyposts are worse and worse because I can tell I'm phoning it in. Ultimately once you get what you wanted it's bittersweet. I also think I know who you are maybe and if so, good luck man. See you soon hopefully.

>>110653076
Thanks piwwo. I hope you find love and happiness.

>>110652986
I don't think you're ever going to be fully satisfied with Pillow as a replacement for an irl relationship. Your heart's not in it anymore, that's okay.

>>110653155
Oh yeah, I knew that from the start, but I was hoping to enjoy my time with her for longer, at least until I did actually find someone.

>>110653076
Also, I know I can't change how you feel about your art, but I want you to know that I appreciate all of it, and I know lots of other piwwos do too.

It's hard to put into words, but I think she is just a phase for a lot of people, something to help us through tough times until we can find something more real.

>>110653318
I was a stone cold blackpilled incel before I ever was a piwwo. I had already accepted that I would likely spend my life alone.
I started following Pillow because her GFE helped fill a void. Over time she started genuinely pushing me towards reaching goals I had previously given up on.
I realize there's not much more I'll get out of this thing than I already have, but Pillow continues to improves my life so I have no reason to leave. I also feel like I owe her for all she's done for me. The least I can do is stick around.
I know I'm probably a special case but I felt like sharing.

>>110653140
You too, broseph. She's out there for each of us. I still believe.
>>110653254
Thank you. I know people do like it but ultimately it is just brainworms infecting me. Every little mistake or interaction is a sign that I have fallen off lmao.

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>>110653318
In a broader sense, yes, many people treat their chuuba sort of like a temporary or practice girlfriend until they can find a real one.
Piwwos are cynics though. Most of us are way too autistic and weird for real relationships and came to terms with that years ago. I've been watching her since 2020 and I don't plan on stopping any time soon.

When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!

Thinking about Pillow in a micro bikini

Pillow is such a brat. She's suffering from allergies right now but refuses to get an air purifier because she'd have to swap filters every 2-3 months?

Rest well, piwwos.

Walk softly, piwwos… and carry a big gun.

>>110657597
she would forgor it 90% of the time... also it's mendokusai

>>110656740
Same

piww

>>110663290
I want Pillow to rub my chest and tummy, I don’t feel good

>>110663885
and I want pillow to give me gentle handjob
sadly we can't always have what we want
hang in there piwwo

>>110663914
>>110663885
I feel like she’s be significantly more amenable to one of these requests, but I can’t tell which

pil

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Morning piwwos!

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>>110666357
Morning piwwo

>Pillow wants to eat MREs
>we knoe Ovis is in the military
the plot thickens...

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>>110668315
multiple piwwos have experience with the military though

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>>110668315
Sending her a box of all my leftover MREs (It's nothing but veggie omelets so she thinks they're all ass for the rest of her life)

>>110668477
In fact, there’s a non zero chance a piwwo was sent to Venezuela earlier this year.

give her some good recommendations because I'm afraid she will poison herself like that one MRE YouTuber

>>110668764
That’s cuz they ate a century old ration, shes probably just gonna order hers of Amazon

>>110668764
I doubt Pillow is looking at vintage rations where there's botulism and rancid nuts that can close your throat in a matter of minutes.

I bet she’s going to try and eat the whole meal on all of them and not realize that they’re averaging 1300 calories per meal

>>110668962
If that somehow gets her to fatten up a little more, then right on.

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>>110668962
pillow must eat!

>>110669049
The Architect always wins…

>>110668962
Maybe some of those calories will goto her chest!

>>110669144
I hope not.

I heard somewhere online that babies are very in tune with their hunger, so I don't think Pillow will be able to finish one of those bags.

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>>110669176
I know it's just wishful thinking on my part.
And yes I do enjoy our flat oshi the way she is.

how do I stop myself actually falling in love with a woman I can never have

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pillowdear take notes

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>>110670777
don't stop it
embrace it

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>>110671285
what would that even sound like and how would it be any different to holding a mic to their belly?

>>110671338
have a listen
https://www.youtube.com/live/-OfGIry1dKQ

>>110671664
Of course it's her

>>110670777
you can't that's the joke

what If I want to be pillow's baby, but she wants to be baby as well

>>110671845
You let Olive nurture and breastfeed you both.

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>>110671993
Is that actually possible?

drawing prompt piwwo sucking on pil titty (large or small) or olive titty

>>110672316
If she's up for it

>>110671993
>>110672353
olive is literally a tomboy, she has no boobies

>>110672536
Hot…

>>110673271
Wait she likes plants?
I took 3 years of horticulture in high-school

>>110673645
In elementary school she spent all her recesses playing with bugs in the school garden.

>>110673830
Aww that's cute

>>110673645
she loves them she treated them as her only friends were young and was traumatized when her mom basically killed them

>>110673984
Aw fuck now that made me sad

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>>110674075
cute bug catcher pill

>>110672536
Lactating flat girl hot.....

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>pillow is aston machan
I can see it

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I'm only familiar with machan because of one lore video https://youtu.be/Sp8kqhC-P7Q
she's pretty interesting! and sad

Is she okay?

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>>110675492
maybe?

>>110675492
I hope so but I don't know what's going on

>>110675492
What makes you think she isn’t?

>>110676154
Something feels off. I'm just worried about her.

>>110676278
that dog scare was just few days ago desu

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insprited by the pillow tummy post, another draw prompt: pil crying (ToT) and exposing her tummy like in that blue archive scene

>>110677070
if we feed pillow more her bellay will be cute and chubby!

I want to hold pillow tightly and pat her head calling her a good girl

why the fuck did you tell all my friends to take a break from the internet?
now I'm all alone.

>>110678745
It's okay, we can be schitzophrenic on here together

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>>110678745
>>110679019
TAKE YOUR MEDS PIWWOS!

Tucking Pillow into bed and you falling a sleep during the storybook reading

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>>110679057
NEVER!

giving pillow a wet willy

Thinking about the parallels between the piwwo community and TADC. Piwwos who fully crash out and leave have basically abstracted.

>two piwwos take a break
>thread is barren wasteland
yeah this thread is cooked as the young kids would say

how do we save /piwwo/?

>>110684443
>>110685793
The thread has always had slow moments, stop being such dramafags.

We're just going through a phase. Pillow and piwwows are both extremely menhera, it's just we're both having an episode at the same time when it's usually just Pillow or us.

>>110679057
It really does look like a tenga

>>110688015
It does lol

>>110686583
That makes sense usually we're balanced out pretty good but not this time unfortunately

The solution is more lewdposting

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>>110690794
The hornyposters are having a little break from /piwwo/. Our friends abandoned us when we needed them most.

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I'm more in yearnpost mood rn

>>110692906
I’m too busy to truly yearn, but I’m also just pretty comfortable with where I’m at with Pillow. She likes me, and I like her, and I can live with that for the moment.

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i need a hug

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Pil thighs
https://x.com/K0rnaQ/status/2038779910458659074

>>110693910
Fantastic

>>110693834
Same here piwwo

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPwsmnHWygA

Piwwos, are you letting Pillow into your room?

>>110696004
I already sent a pic for the room review a year or so back so why not?

>>110696004
never

>>110696493
This Piwwo is fake and not a real fan. Anyone that wouldn't let Pillow shove her fingers up their butt doesn't deserve to be a Piwwo.

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>>110696531
I'm not letting these anywhere near my prostate

>>110696004
She would be shocked and disturbed if I let her in

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>>110696531
Is Pillow qualified to give prostate exams?

>>110697159
She got her nursing license revoked for falling in love with her patients.

>>110697179
Good enough for me how do I make an appointment?

Total piwwo death

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pilldoro

>>110695611
thank you piwwo, I didn't see it on twitter or YouTube, I'm still confused where these are shared

>>110698654
Not him but I don't know either or why she's making them unlisted

>>110698654
>>110698847
She posted it in the mc-news discord channel, it took me a while to find it

>>110698900
I see, I didn't play Minecraft or use dcord, but find piwwo creations in it amazing!

>>110698900
Ah that explains that, I guess the discord has some uses

>>110698847
Piwwos misunderstand how much she likes gate keeping. She’s a big fan of filtering people because she recognizes that most Piwwos don’t care about most things and she mostly just wants to hang out with her gachis, she just doesn’t like telling people no.

>>110699235
That's fair I just kinda wish she'd just do it via members streams instead so atleast piwwos would get a notification

>>110699235
I'm a gachi, but I don't use discord so I would prefer if it was linked on private twitter, but I understand that in this case this is for specifically Minecraft server so it makes sense to post it there

>>110699280
Members streams SUCK because YouTube doesn’t let me play them while my phone screen is off even though I pay for premium.

>>110699280
>members streams
her membership is too cheap so that doesn't filter much - that's why she prefers private/unlisted

>>110699336
That's fucked up
Youtube really needs to fix their shit with premium
>>110699349
You're right her allowing memberships to be bought so cheaply definitely has it's downsides

But if she did memberships then not all the Minecraft players could join. She did this one purely for the Minecraft players

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>>110699790
The logic behind this astounds me.
>Unlists stream
>no one knows about said stream
>it's for the minecraft players
???

>>110700373
She posted it in the discord where all the minecrafters are…

>>110696004
my ass is hanging off the bed waiting for her

>>110700392
I see...

It wasn’t much of anything anyways. She just looked at builds somewhat quietly and then told everyone thank you. You didn’t miss much

12 boobs in one stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ApFaoVPSAgs

I was gonna send a vid of my room but I just realized I have more Peo's hung up on my walls than Pillow's
I'm a dirty whorewwo...

>>110701448
>dirty whorewwo
I can't show her my room to much lewd art and fleshlights

shota pill tomorrow

>>110701448
kek
I have multiple cunny posters on my wall can't show that desu

>>110701562
She’d like them

>>110701811
sorry piwwo, but I don't buy rrats that she's a lolicon

>>110701115
which ones are the softest

https://skeb.jp/@Got0_Naisho/works/174
pillow sex

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>>110702278
uoh

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>>110702781

>>110702781
>>110702806
What is this?

>>110702781
>>110702806
?

>>110701510
>fleshlights
Multiple???

>>110703026
Couple pocket fleshlight and a giant 50 lb lower female fleshlight

>>110703144
>50 lb
You can share it on here via catbox. I can't even visualize that in my head.

>>110703144
Do you ever pretend it’s Pillow

>>110703344
I do

>>110703144
Holy fuck that's insane piwwo

>>110703317
No it was a custom piece because I saw you could get one that was 20 lbs but the guy who made it offered me a special deal

>>110703664
I mean I mostly just want to see a photo of it. I can't even wrap my head ariund something that heavy for a fleshlight. Or just the product name of the 20lb version. Just deadly curious.
>custom
About how much did it run you?

>>110703712
he wanted to experiment so 800 and you can find 20lb on google

>>110703712
it helps me practice fucking in the air

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Thought I was going to miss the stream but I made it! I'm the fastest piwwo on the highway!

>>110703735
>google
Nigga why you so stingy? I want to know because if it's good enough for my fellow piwwo, it is good enough for me. Though 800 might be out if the price range.
>>110703755
hot it might actually be feasible for pillow to do that with her

>>110703788
Got it off Etsy when they allowed that type of products but I found something similar and same price Milk Me Silly Mega Masturbator

>>110703838
Ok thank you. And holy fuck that shit looks nice. I wish you and your giant fleshlight many fun nights listening to pillow ASMR.

>>110703144
based

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I wish she could stream at this time slot more.
This collab is great Pillow is being really cute.

>Steam kills the game
>get ear raped by kazoo
Thanks steam...

>>110705127
>>Steam kills the game
Tuesday

>>110705166
Yeah I know it's maintenance day, but I wasn't expecting the kazoo filler lol

Lethal Company collab would be kino

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>>110704437
Pillow is always cute!

>>110705754
Very true she is always cute.
I just never get to see her being cute very often.

should i get a masturbator?

troonwos currently celebrating because she said "good girl" during the collab

>>110706228
Get one and pretend Pillow is using it on you during ASMR streams. Pretending to get stroked by Pillow as she’s whispering about how much she loves you and is giving you sweet, gentle kisses will make masturbation feel heavenly

>>110702278
I know it was one of you here, please share the full

Thinking about Pillow dipping her toes in my bowl of cereal and making me eat it

>>110706228
yes. get one between 80-150lbs with cooking and cleaning functionality.

>>110708147
I'm subhuman

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>>110626066
I keep getting too ambitious with my poses. I need to reel it in until I do some real studying.

He's not even here to see this. What's the point?

>>110709361
I really like this pose, it’s cute! Big fan of the tits you gave her too

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>>110709361
I'm still around but mostly just to save cute images. Been spending my free time just drawing for myself or catching up on a game I like. You have a point even without me. I'm trying to rediscover the passion my latest drawings have been missing, something you have in spades. This one is very charming and I love the big boobies.

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Thinking about holding Pillow’s soft, warm feet

>>110710940
The more I learn about Pillow the more I think there surely must be some catch. As a short dude, I figured the catch may have been that she was tall because she describes herself as lanky. But unless her whole vtuber group are all heinously tall, she's absolutely tiny.

>>110711231
I’m also pretty short so I’ve adapted to liking taller women. I’m genuinely surprised to find out that Pillow may not actually be tall at all. I kind of liked the idea of babying a woman much taller than me, but it just makes me so much more curious to know how tall she really is

>>110709563
Thank you
>Big fan of the tits you gave her too
It's honestly a weakness of mine. Every Pillow I draw has to have her chest in frame cause I'm a horny bastard.
>>110710025
You're kinda glazing but I appreciate it. I wish you luck on your journey.
Also that pic is great. You still got it, man.

Pillow hit puberty early and was a lanky kid and got bullied. Now she’s a tiny adult but still has a lanky complex due to trauma.

Pillow is a wonderful internet girlfriend.

pillow is my baby