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>>8071327I have never felt more emotionally numb in my life, over the past 8 years I have felt my normal emotional function dwindle to nothing and I can't figure out why. I have a decent job, I am moving into my own place for the first time, I have a girlfriend who thinks the world of me, but I can muster no emotional response at all. I come here in the hope that something will catch my eye and make me feel a sense of awe, I can sometimes feel that emotion pressing against a stone wall in my mind but it never seems to fully break through. I'm a bad boyfriend, a bad friend, and I just don't have the capacity to care about myself or other people any more.Have some OC from when I actually pursued my hobbies, I haven't picked up my camera in 3 years.
>>8071327hey i took that pic :3 But yeah i just hit the 2 year anniversary of moving to a new place/starting a new job and I have to reckon with what kind of progress Ive made since then. I definitely have progressed in some areas, but in the areas that I value the most like social life and relationships, I feel like Ive gone no where. No close friends since getting here, no gf either - only a handful of boring dates. I feel pathetic despite making growth by most other metrics.
