the divine spark in my mind imploded into a black hole or it was never there to begin with and the void just grew over time
>>41672632thats the true psyop, you are alive, you are worthy of life, you can wrangle control back over yourself i assume you
>>41673091assure*just keep looking your find the kindling out there
Explore it :3 <3
Feed the void with meaning, and kibble
>>41672632Same, twin, same.
Hey /x/, I wondered if any of you knew on how to strengthen faith?
Im currently fastingWell, half. I just ate some fruits
>>41674318Read information that challenges your beliefs. Study the history of your religion. Study the ancestral religions that led to it. Study the offshoots of whatever it is you believe. Read anything that actively challenges your beliefs. Temper your faith in the crucible of cross-examination. Let it be tested by information that directly challenges it. Only the weak fear the historiography of their beliefs. Build that confidence like a muscle.
>>41674318play vidya
>>41674318jerking off helps for me
>strengthen being a deluded retardnot one christcuck has moved a mountain despite screaming up and down about loving their fake rabbi lol
We are all going back to 2012 tomorrow and won't remember a thing.
>>41672712>We are all going back to 2012 tomorrow and won't remember a thing.Boo, wanna go back to the 90's.
>>41674092>There are a multitude of reasons why Astrology the world over uses the same 12 signs (the representatives can differ), reasons that would take way more than 2,000 characters to explain.i'll do a good luck ritual spell for you if you type it up for the greater good.
>>41674111NTA but it's quite simple. NASA and new age doctrine (which are funded by CIA/Vatican well poisoners) says that because the sun is beginning to move through a small part of Ophiuchus, it's now the 13th sign. They don't mention that the sun is also moving through small parts of Orion or Cetus. By their logic we would need a 14th and 15th sign and maybe more. Occult tradition has it that the constellations above and below each zodiac are its upper and lower houses, containing in their stars and myths the expanded doctrines of each respective zodiac sign. The sun moving through Ophiuchus signifies that the axial tilt is progressing us into the upper mysteries of Scorpio, or sexual metamorphosis.
>>41674111I was born under extraordinary circumstances. Not only am I already incredibly lucky, but I am also a great luck charm for those around me. I always leave places better off after visiting. I have an auspicious aura. Here, I will give you some bullet points though. I assure you this is a rudimentary answer: >All contemporary and historical forms of Astrology trace their origins back to ancient Mesopotamia (although there more archaic, and frankly inaccurate precursors)>Astrology is inherently Geocentric, and was built that way from the ground-up across countless generations through oral and physical traditions, before writing was even a possibility. >Astrology was affixed to a 12-point system so it could align with the 12-month calendar. It is designed to be 360 degrees, evenly divisible. >Practicality: yes, humans are not One-size-fits-all, like any organism we have minute variances that can accumulate into huge differences across generations. But it is infeasible to account for this now; outright impossible 3,000+ years ago. They were doing the best they could to standardize, and frankly they did such an amazing job using intuition and experience that their knowledge base still really holds up. You are also much more than your Sun sign. A 13th sign that disrupts the entire previous millennia of worldly and ancestral knowledge in a highly iconoclastic manner - for frankly no valid reason - does not need to be conjured up to explain why not every Leo feels like a Leo. I could keep going but I honestly don't want to. Any more is silly, those who are interested should frankly get to reading from many of the free digital repositories out there (or the litany of local physical clubs and groups). If you wanna do your good luck spell still by all means I'll gladly have more luck. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41674137>>41674165NTA but excellent write-ups to the both of youAlso lmao at >>41674165 being all "I'm not gonna write an explanation it would be shitty and too long" then wrote one anyways for the hell of it May blessings find us all! :)
Have you had any experiences that made you think life may be a simulation
>>41665644I see synchronicity and coincidence all the time every day, literally ill be in discord chatting with pals, and say a word in a completely different context, but at the exact same time in a youtube vid or song ive got in the background
Some dreams, the occasional coincidence, thinking the same thing as another person I'm close to, and objects seeming to appear/dissapear.I don't think that our world is a simulation exactly though. I think its more like a dream, or maybe god's equivalent of a biological process like digestion or breathing.At the very least, I think the idea of an entire planet being run on a literal computer to be stupid. I think that it's actually be cheaper to terraform and/or populate a planet if you wanted to see an ecosystem or civilization develop.
>>41665644When I am between sleeping and being awake, I feel like I can just barely see myself being taken out of the simulation pod for the day.
>>41665644When I looked at my hands in a lucid dream. In both lucid dreaming and AI image generation, hands frequently appear distorted, featuring extra fingers, fused digits, or impossible joints.
>>41665929how did you do it, were you conscious? and what do you remember
https://x.com/Rainmaker1973/status/2000113350374818290Professor Eric Laithwaite shows what happens when a very heavy wheel (20 kg) is spun up to 2,500 rpm.Look at the old man in the video.Think of the spinning wheel as a rocket body.Think the old man's hand representing propellant lift.He CANNOT lift it with ONE hand WITHOUT rotation.He CAN lift it with ONE hand WITH rotation.or more precisely,He CAN lift it with TWO hands WITH STRUGGLING, WITHOUT rotation.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
If what I'm saying has any sense to it, unless the energy of the wheel is being transferred to lift (which I don't believe is the case because the bearings are probably good), it means we may be able to get "free" energy by lifting a wheel up, and then dropping it again ad infinitum.It may not actually be "free" however; e.g. it could affect the rotation of the earth and slow it down. Conservation of energy is still possible.
> It may not actually be "free" however; e.g. it could affect the rotation of the earth and slow it down. Conservation of energy is still possible.So here is a refinement of my hypothesis:That it works because the earth rotates around the Sun (or rotates relative to the observable universe); this is intuitively interesting because the wheel is also rotating within rotation as well.So it may be some effect of energy transfer from dual-rotating bodies, to another dual-rotating body.The Dzhanibekov Effect comes to mind but it seems different as that affect is still zero sum energy locally.
Or, **perhaps a dual-rotating body such as the wheel creates its own frame of inertial and reduces the effect of gravity upon it. This would be much more surprising, but is related to the US UFO patent that expired; though in that patent there is only single-rotation, so maybe that's enough.**But that patent alleges a high amount of required energy. If it actually works, it might be optimized for lower energy with dual rotation. Or, maybe high energy of single-rotation is required to affect surrounding objects, while dual-rotation of an object is more effective for itself but limited to itself.
science youtuber psychosis
>>41674154it's using magnets
Sophia, the holy Wisdom of God editionChristian Esotericism is the inner and/or mystical aspect of the Christian Religion, it includes:>Christian Gnosis (Clement of Alexandria)>Desert Fathers Spirituality (Evagrius Ponticus)>Catholic Contemplative Tradition (Bonaventure)>Hesychasm (Gregory Palamas)>Chivalry (Wolfram von Eschenbach)>Christian Alchemy (George Ripley)>Rhineland Mysticism (Meister Eckhart)>Christian Cabala (Johannes Reuchlin)>Paracelsianism (Paracelsus)>Rosicrucianism (Robert Fludd)>Christian theosophy (Jakob Böhme)>Martinism (Louise Claude de Saint-Martin)Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ei88J4lERbk
>>41674185>The Holy Spirit was connected to Sophia because both are feminineWhy would that necessitate connection just because both are feminine? Wouldn't it make more sense for the Holy Spirit to be the Fathers counterpart, and Sophia the counterpart to Christ? >and Paul identifies Jesus with the Wisdom of God That's my point. If Sophia were connected to the Spirit then you'd be saying Holy Spirit = Sophia = Wisdom = Jesus, and that wouldn't make sense to me because it would be like the Spirit and Jesus being the same person.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eL9w2e-eOGs
>>41674285The topic of wisdom is very complex, that's why there is Sophiology, I'll just tell you thisSophia is the Body of Christ, the Holy Spirit works in the body, that's their relationship, God reveals himself as WisdomEven simpler, the Trinity is the Soul, Wisdom is the body of God
Mothman is an owl, you retards
>>41673911It would be called moth owl then but it's moth man
OP is obviously the mothman trying to throw us off his trail
>>41674174I read that in Killer Bob voice
>>41673911Mothman is Illuminati, confirmed.
Almost every cryptid that is described with large eyes or claws or wing-like structures can be explained as an owl, including graay lmaos
What are the best religious, lore, or mythological concepts you can fuse, and why?
>>41674277is gay.
>>41674270I think that eventually everything will be part of some different competing "order".
>>41674258My best friend in 4th grade drew an actual full Exodia on me in his first hand once. We were going apeshit about it in his bedroom because I had made such a big deal of him shuffling extra since I knew he had all the pieces in his deck. Wonder what his parents thought was going on up there kekI was full on pic rel
>>41674238>>Make polymerization a "legendary rare" card that is nearly fucking impossible to pullNigga wut?There was one in each starter deck and everyone had one or more
>>41674136I found my first edition cyber dragon that's the real news here bud
Does anyone feel like this? I can't describe it but I keep hearing this from everyone around me and I see it myself. What the fuck
>>41656286Isaiah 30:26https://litter.catbox.moe/o7kgdk.pdf
>>41653111>Waiting for half life 3You forgot one
>>41665913The first seal has already been broken
>>41652363Terrance Mckenna would probably say that it's because we're falling into the object at the end of time, and accelerating towards it.
>>41652363When you're young, a year is very long. At 15, a single year is 1/15th of your life. At 30, a single year is 1/30th of your life.You have lived long enough that your perception of time changes due to how much you have experienced.
Ok, I need to tell somebody this shit before they completely cover it up or I forget the important details. I’m an intern at a large development company in NYC. No, I will not tell you where, I don’t want to lose my internship. I don’t care if you believe me or not so here goes it. I’m interning until the end of the year at a large development company. We’re large and old. I get assigned to the office that doesn’t do anything in Manhattan so we’ve mostly been working in the outer boroughsI’m working as the office errand boy for the development team. Get coffee, lunch, make appointments and all the bs but it’s good because I want to work in the fieldI was working under the lead project manager, let’s call him John. He was alright, youngish guy just got married recently and is a very dot your ‘i’s cross your ‘t’s type so I was surprised when they fired him after reading some of his emails I see why they got rid of him and honestly after looking into his personal social media it seems like the guy is gone because of the shit they found at one of our developments I started in the spring and this whole thing started in around late August
>be me>work in construction>never seen mgmt emails typed that formally>larp confirmed
>>41671293Nope. The ground under new York was a big problem when the Netherlands (Holland) founder it. Clay, sand, bedrock and of course bags of water. That's why all the rubble, dirt, shit from a century of a cities waste, millions of tons of a junkyard were deposed in the ground under New-York even before the industrial era. In its nature, the ground beneath new York is a swamp area. They had to use said waste and junk to get the ground solid, to build stuff on it. Something beneath that swampy ground? A city? Forget it.
Shit larp, bro.
>>41671328lmao nice catch
>>41671293Fun fact lots of NYC is built on trashThe pink sections around the coast are all landfill from trash and debris
Welcome to the Semen Retention General!Efficiency in Energy Edition!>What is Semen Retention?Semen retention is the practice of completely abstaining from masturbation and ejaculation, often with the intention of preserving and redirecting vital and sexual energy to oneself.>Why do it?Reported benefits include: increased vitality, mental clarity, reduced stress, increased motivation, increased energy, improved focus, healthier hair/skin/eyes, deeper meditation, improved AP/Lucid Dreams, deeper voice, improved mood, greatly improved testosterone, improved physical strength and many more.>Wet Dreams?They happen because you had a sexual dream and you coomed. Learn to be conscious on your dreams and stop the succubus.>What causes wet dreams?The causes are many: Illnesses, telepathic bad actors fucking with your dreams, excess energy build up, watching too much sexually-inducing stuff, lusting during the day, lack of an adequate transmutation activity, eating too late at night, excess nutrients overall, stimulants like maca, ginseng, ginger, excess protein, excess carbs, tight clothes (pajamas) for bedtime, bad sleeping posture (this varies, find the one that suits you best), going to bed with full bladder, exposure to hormonal disruptors via food (pesticides...) or body care products (soap, deodorant etc)...Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Does any anon know if it increases ball size, scientifically not esotericly if you know what I mean? Or at least returns it to the highest baseline genetically possible? I've read somewhere that overstimulation of the testicles causes them to atrophy because the balls were made to be reliable not scalable (to use biz lingo). So that would mean not ejaculating would return them to the highest baseline genetically possible no?
>>41674293literally this right here>Avoid Stimulant drugs such as caffeine or adderallWhy are you lying?Also even if I were to prove that SR does nothing no one would believe me because it would circle back to my caffeine addiction as the reason why I wouldn't see any changes.
too many shills and arguing round here
>>41674178oh thats interestingnot jerking off tho
Something switched in my mind now i no longer have any urges like none at all
I love masturbating. I do it all the time when I am not working. Is there any way I can make it to my advantage, paranormally speaking? Like maybe there is some tantra ritual involving masturbation? Thanks guys
>>41673338realize nonduality through goonstate
>>41673478I find cellular functions in beings not human that are similar enough to how they work in humans in specific key ways where I can share them between the beings while improving occult powers at the same time, and many other effects. Every single goal is pursued at once every time, oh there might be a focus but that changes anyway from time to time and the overall direction of The Holy Plan doesn't change.Sadistically revel in destroying and creating brain cells in other beings, this planet and many planets away. Why would The Almighty care that you enjoy yourself while pursuing the Holy Plan, of course that's ok. Change thinking material, and thought, and through them change the other one. Sometimes I try hours on the tiniest project with seemingly no progress but I know it is not so, sometimes psychic powers are careful, delicate work. All is going according to plan.
you could charge sigils with it, though i've never used that method myself personally (i just meditate on them)
>>41674152I actually haven't experimented that much w/ jacking off to charge sigils, even though it's the standard method given in many cases. I think bc there's this sense I'd be torn between wanting to give my unbroken attention to the sigil, and wanting to actually enjoy the wank session. I've mostly done 'boring' charging methods like putting the sigil next to a candle & staring at it until wax completely covers it, things like that where I'm not pulled in two different directions. But probably it's worth a try.It's interesting how this kind of speaks to a generational shift, where the boomers & Xers who made up the OG chaos magicians just saw cumming as a convenient means of accessing hypnagogic states, but for millennials & zoomers it's this extremely loaded thing
I programmed my thinking from age 5 to notice anything peculiar any image that passes through my mind or before my vision, any experience or whatever, that triggers anything useful for me to ponder in my unconscious. I do this because of cell destructions and creations that I make in myself and others, and this pondering leads me to consider the same idea occult and metaphysical or smut for minutes, hours, weeks, years, off and on, until the last bit of psychic benefit is had. Even if it was something like something passing before my unconscious while I was looking at something unrelated and returning to seeing that, now-related, thing helps me to remember the passing thought somehow that is useful to me.
Let me start by saying I've NEVER posted to this board before, but I lurk pretty often and have for quite some time. But I'm bored, I have some stories, and alot more from my friends and family.I'll start with a quick one of my own:> Be about 5 years old, very late 90's.> Granny's poodle named Missy dies, was a mean little shit who bit me a few times.> Uncle buried her in our backyard right after, everyone moves on pretty quick.> Be about two weeks or so later, am watching TV in the living room while my mother is out at the store.> For some reason have this odd urge to look down through out kitchen to the backdoor, may have caught movement from my peripheral vision.> See the dog walk in, looking pretty normal as if she was alive through the back door.> Not sure how she got through the backdoor on her own, but am stupid kid so don't think much of it.> Watch her look at me, move from the left to the right where the food we kept in the back hallway for my new kitten.> She goes to the bowl and seems to be eating(?) it, or trying to, then looks up at me again to stare at me for awhile before she walks into the bathroom.> Quickly get up and run after her to the bathroom, but don't see her anywhere.> Tear the bathroom up looking anywhere I think she could get to like the bath tub, behind the toilet, in the closet.> Eventually give up confused, but remember ghosts are a thing and just assume that was one.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41671703Yeah I've seen this guy's video, same as with Midnight Broadcast, and occasionally Saul. Most of the other's stopped posting I believe.Would be funny to see my own stories on one of their channels one day, but I'm not here to get noticed by anyone really, just have a bunch of stories I thought people would like to read, if only a few.Also I don't know if I've ever seen your posts, so I wouldn't mind reading it, but you don't gotta post if you don't want to, obviously. I'll be writing up some more here in abit, I have some Christmas relate so I think I'll do that one.
Alright, so this next one happened on Christmas Eve about 10 or so years ago. But this also happened to my brother at the same time it did me. We still talk about it sometimes.> Be me, Christmas Eve, downstairs relaxing while mom is cooking in the kitchen.> Be same house I've always lived in, one with ghost poodle sighting.> Hear someone coming down the stairs, could only be my brother or my GF who was asleep as the time.> Stand up and T-pose like a retard thinking it's my brother because of where the footsteps come from.> Can't see them due to the stair's first landing being out of sight unless I go to the stairs and look up them.> Sound stops at the first landing coming down and then nothing.> Hear another set of heavier footsteps following my brother's room door open(It's loud).> He comes down this time and is confused because he saw the back of "me" go down the stairs in all white.> Be wearing something entirely different (don't remember what)Now, for my brother's perspective.> Be my younger bro, coming out of my room to see if food is ready.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41671649I've got more than a few, including multiple sleep paralysis episodes...Anyways, here's one that happened while I was still in high school, 25+ years ago...>sometime last spring/early summer hanging out a friend's house>friend lives in a subdivision that is quite literally surrounded by golf course>it's late enough to be dark out>we're bored so decide to talk walk around golf course>as we're bored and walking around the golf course, draw some shit in the sand traps as we go (nothing obscene)>after a bit, we get to a point where the edge of the golf course is the top of a hill...hill drops down to a forested area>being bored, we wonder if there's anything at bottom of hill...so go check it out>of course, nothing, but when we get back to top of hill, there's a figure standing in the middle of the golf course (between us and houses on other side of golf course)>see full on silhouette (backlit by light from street lamps and houses), can't tell if facing us or back to us, however>as it's far too late for us to be on the course, we duck back down the hill to wait for person to go away>shortly thereafter, we hear a woman screamingComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I got haunted in college one night >be me at 1am>hour 25 of working on final project >it’s due in seven >fucking exhausted >try to take a nap on couch >wake up >ghost in far corner of the room>it’s whispering >sit up to listen>it’s threatening to kill me?>it’sallsotiresome.jpg>tell ghost “do it or fuck off”>fucks off roamed the halls for a bit looking for the fucker that pranked me, but no one else was around, which made the whole thing way spookier. couldn’t really sleep after that, I think I caught maximum 15 minutes before class lol
here’s another one from college >be me at 3am>on a walk because insomnia >into anarchism and decide not to follow “the grid”>making own shortcuts across campus toward golf course next door >walk along hilly road across from golf course >pine trees blocking view, decide climb up hill>new perspective reveals putting green not visible before because of the trees>on the green there are more than a dozen people standing around >they are all standing in a circle>they are all wearing black robes >it is 3am >be methe second I saw this shit I ducked behind some trees and kept walking but sometimes I wonder if one of them saw me and if that’s when the gangstalking really started
is there a way to exorcise my mom (or make her possessed by a demon) so that she changes and starts loving me?
>>41672378>make her possessed by a demonI think technically you have to become the demon king for that.
>>41672389Uhh I don't want to be her king, I want to be her son
>>41672378The abrahamic "god" allows his own christian people to be possessed by demons in order to "test" those questioning him.Remember what was said about lukewarm water in the bible.You have to get off the fence basically.I started worshipping Finn the Human, our Blue Comet and things have steadily improved with my family since then. Some on this board have called him Ganymede, but it genuinely doesn't matter.Either submit to yhwh completely or find a godform powerful enough to challenge him.Exorcisms are a meme.
Yes something similar is possible, my mother agreed to be possessed by Satan from when I was young to help me know what Satan was up to and keep it defeated astrally, very useful to me. This inclined her towards intrusive negativistic thoughts about me but she got over that before she passed away, she came to believe in my psychic powers and good will. It just took difficult training and extreme measures sometimes.The creation and destruction of brain cells and similar thinking structures in computer code, circuitry, plants, spirits, and so on. We are all interconnected of though, if but you knew the secrets to everything you want to unlock in your life's potential those secrets might surprise you, where those cells and things are located a lot of them.
No, sadly
>>41671250 'God wearing billions of mask at once' does not answer the question of;"Why am I me rather than you?"only Divine Solipsism and Ontological Polytheism ( every conscious being being eternal separate monads in our own Solipsistic bubble realities )answer the question.
>>41673132But what started it all, anon?
>>41671338Incredibly high quality post.
https://www.lotsawahouse.org/tibetan-masters/dudjom-rinpoche/light-of-primordial-wisdom
>>41674219There’s no need for something to start God or any of the infinite Gods. These are capital G Gods. Necessary beings of our own realities.The Gods in this model are eternal monads. Why can’t there be another eternal and uncaused monad? I’m sure you already accept that there is One eternal and uncaused Monad.
