>be me, 29 >Used to have extremely vivid dreams of a world that clearly isnt ours, like a different dream realm copy of ours.>When i was 12 I dreamt of this area that kind of looked backroom-ish, like a underground area with lots of bikes and bicycles, looked like some sort of parking spot for vehicles. > Be me irl 21, I started a new job at a bicycle parking spot that looked uncannily similar to the one of the dream. One night I just randomly remembered that dream as its been years and I just get shivers down my spine. >This happens so often, me remembering a dream from when i was 8 - 12 age that I start thinking I might just have a prophetic gift or vision>Get older, start to think maybe those dreams weren't even dreamt that long ago but maybe after? Start questioning my own sanity / memory alot (Still do) >Ask my mother if she remembers me doing gifted kid programs when I was younger, she remembers. Start seeing Gate program shit all over my social feeds and on this board. >Last dream that felt 'prophetic' was me traveling home along some farm looking fields and reaching my house (clearly felt like another house) and seeing this tall (about 8') grey lady in a dress telling me to come over while kneeling in the middle of a parking lot and she says 'You have reached the end of your imagination, this is the end'.Anons, am I just schizo or is there something behind this. Can elaborate on other dreams if needed. (They mostly pertain to my personal life though so it's not prophetic in a ' i know whats gonna happen in 3 years to the world' sense.) The only thing I can think of is that i've already lived this life and for some reason I'm back and remembering parts of it. Either that or its my mind trying to predict the future while sleeping and coming up with extremely accurate stuff.
>>42188630Sounds like you have some prophetic insight. I do too, though mine comes with a price (legitimate schizophrenia). I think you're okay.
Any remedies for Saturn in the 8th. I am a Scorpio rising, Saturn in Gemini in the 8th. Was with my first girlfriend (I was her first boyfriend) for a year, we only had two sexual encounters and one of those encounters of having proper penetrative sex which lasted like 10 minutes. I took her virginity, but it feels quite insulting to have a year long relationship and have our intimacy be so minimal. Emotional sexual intimacy means a lot to me, and I was looking forward to properly for us properly exploring intimacy with a person and properly having a sexual relationship for the first time together but she broke up with me before that could take fruition which really frustrated me and hurt me. I wouldn’t want her to experience that with someone else instead. But what was extremely annoying is that I have performance anxiety which stops me from being able to properly engage in penetrative sex.Please give me remedies so that I wouldn’t be able to suffer this sort of issue in the future
There was a time when all humanity was working together. We had technology that interfaced seamlessly with nature, long lives and huge urban societies that make modern cities look like villages.This is the time many cultures describe before the ancient era, when giants walked the earth and beings from other worlds exchanged goods and wisdom with humans. These relationships led humans to discoveries about the fundamental nature of the cosmos and consciousness itself, allowing them to manipulate the natural world through a system of chemical, social, biological and physical processes. Ancient man could distort reality using a combination of technology and consciousness, allowing him to manifest things beyond comprehension.Suffice to say, the capabilities of ancient man would look like magic to us today.It is likely Humans have been reliant on some kind of civilizational structure that we would not today categorize as a true civilization for hundreds or even tens of millions of years based on our biological and cosmogenic positioning. The truth is our past is a puzzle; with its pieces being our traditions, our personal lives, our solar system and the cosmos beyond, and the structuring of modern belief systems. The reason we've made so little progress is simple: the final image this puzzle forms is incompatible with our current view of ourselves, personally and as a civilizational species.Much of the social, scientific and political establishment has carefully articulated the story of humanity in order to sustain a nihilistic story of Humanity; that we are warlike, only organize out of necessity, and place survival above trust. None of these ideas hold up to scrutiny under a non-anthropocentric lens. But these lies are essential to creating a framework of thinking that prohibits the idea that Humanity has achieved a state that would be referenced as 'godlike' in the old vernacular.
>>42181528There is roman and egyptian glass still extant, not to mention Obsidian which is anywhere from thousands to millions of years old. Glass disease is a thing but relatively quickly is indeed relative.Ceramics are even more stable since they tend not to react chemically. The oldest examples are dated to between 30,000–28,000 BCE.Nothing is invulnerable to erosion but aside from reactions to soil and groundwater, they have to be exposed to erode by other means.Oh, and you're aware the majority of fossils are the result of mineral replacement, a large percentage of them by silica minerals? (or calcite, which is considerably softer and more soluble)
>>42185304Roman and Egyptian glass is totally irrelevant and has nothing to do with the timelines being discussed.Ceramics that survive those durations do so because they are in preserved in artificial conditions, e.g. burials whose intention is to preserve these objects. Amorphous silica within fossils dehydrates and recrystallizes, forming phases like moganite, tridymite, cristobalite, or opal-CT. Calling these materials "silica" is disingenuous.Do you have a point?
>>42181462Radioactive materials /thread
>>42186820This argument is surface level and given our discussion's context does not make logical sense. All of our nuclear technologies are directly based on using transplutonic elements in high purity form, something we did at scale only because we prioritized nuclear weapons (specifically crude low efficiency inertial fission weapons) as the emergent technology upon which to predicate all of our nuclear activity.Our civilization places nuclear energy at the end of a supply chain based on maximal resource extraction from every source possible; nuclear material is gathered in the parts per million in raw ore and refined into the form we use. You're assuming an industrial civilization that uses nuclear power the same way we do which has been for weapons first and foremost. A core entire premise of the Progenitor hypothesis is that this civilization is using natural systems to satisfy its core needs; energy, food, etc. Again, this is all stuff we've gone over in the past with many specific examples.A civilization with a much lower demand for nuclear material would not produce it the way we produce it today. They would not be nuking eachother. And if they did, there is absolutely no reason to think they would have used dirty gun-type fission bombs like we did instead of thermonuclear weapons that would be infinitely harder to identify in geologic strata if not totally impossible.
>>42186960So what tech level
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42121969I once had my pc write random letters. Still use the same keyboard and operatong system, nothing is broken. It blocked my keyboard input and started writing random letters.I think it was after I performed a search about whether law enforcement benefits from throwing smart people in prison so they make a deal to work for law enforcement instead.I also notice a lot of weird networking issues.
Yikes
First week of my sleep diary completed. I have to say it really helps to write things down and forget about them rather than trying to have it all in your head. I'm going to beat this crap.
>>42121969Quick theory: People who are trying to figure out what is going on behind the scenes are harassed. Same goes for people who strongly oppose what is going on in their country.This harassment makes them feel relevant, and like they are accomplishing something. This feeling of relevance means people don't seek relevance in other ways, such as terrorism.Just an idea.
>>42186709>Can we just call them what they are please?
To whom it may concern...Ladies and gentlemen, I may or may not be one of the individualsmentioned in the /ng/ threads. I'm making this post here to provide some context, evidence, and a backstory of sorts regarding a place I used to work.CTDI was a toxic/miserable place to work at and I was sick of being there.June the 18th I up and left both due to a lack of work, things seeming as if I wasbeing kept there just to "keep the vibes going". I requested to leave ~30 min early,I was denied my request. So I up and left. This got Jim's panties in a bunch causehe's the manager of the shift i'm on. One of the things I said that raised a stink there being, Me telling a co-worker "Death to Zionism". I was asked not to come back after some HR conversations on the 19'th of June unless I attend virtual "therapy sessions".I declined to attend such sessions because this is not a president I want toset in the USA. I didn't threaten any one, I just stated my grievance with Israel'sabhorrent, genocidal ethno-state regime. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
you're probably just schizo. best to let this stuff go and move forward. try to not take yourself or others too seriously at your next job and you'll have an easier time.
>>42187271"Schizophrenia" is defined as seeing what is not there. I have never seen Gnomes, Dragons, Elves, Fairies, Dinosaurs, etc running around _EVER_.Your advice is solid, however... When someone impacts my well being by being annoying or imposing interactions on me, that just isn't right...ADULTS respect someone's desire to keep to themselves.
>>42187289yeah definitely schizophrenia. But I don’t think schizophrenia is natural, I suspect it comes as a result of intense environmental stressors such as prolonged exposure to harmful emf (seeing as though you work with electronics) or heavy metal ingestion, or deep emotional trauma. Like anon said, it’s good to slow down and maybe it’s worth breaking up your routine or changing your surroundings, spend a bit of time every week going for a walk in nature or pick up fishing
>>42186567Precedent not presidentand the other anon is right, this is just schizophrenia. you ARE seeing connections that aren’t there. Nothing you have said is evidence of well, anything but that you got fired for not realizing you can’t say that shit at a job. None of what you said has any meaning to any of us, there is no evidence in this thread of “boards being messed with” least of all the cesspit /b/ lmao. You should probably meditate, or smoke weed, or idk. None of us are smarter for reading what you wrote and this seems to just be a work grievance with zero paranormal anything. Have a good day, hope you feel better anon.
>>42186567you text formating is sus
Chris Bledsoe's 2026 prophecy claims that when the star Regulus (referred to as a "red star") aligns just before dawn in the gaze of the Great Sphinx on Easter 2026, a "new knowledge" will come to humanity, which some interpret as the arrival of aliens or a divine intervention. Surprisingly this is also the Space Force logo
>>42188171https://youtu.be/OiCJOMBsoHc
Finally, a blessed Sirius thread. Inb4 jannies.
We can finally discuss Sothicism without those pesky Jannies!
>>42177565>blah blah isramerikkka space force plebs are so scawy war of the worlds gambitThese people are so full of shit
>>42177565The earth is flat and stationary with a done. The whole thread is a complete psyop.
Is it just me, or is the concept of karma and past life sins a bit unfair? Some people are born evil, and they're basically just doomed to be punished in the next life. I think there's a good chance I'm being punished this lifetime for past life sins, but I can't help but wonder, why was I born an evil person who would deserve this amount of punishment in their next life?
>>42184419no I don't. I just believe in a connection between the material and the spiritual world. There is no karma in the material world and I don't believe in one in the spiritual one either, but not because there's none in the material. The type of "imbalance" you retardedly speak of can apply to "positive" imbalances as well. >soul gits gud, upgrades in spirit and light, becomes purer>oh no le imbalance, universe gotta tip it back and be moderate, make that pure soul a faggot again, like yougrossly synthesizedWhy would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?
>>42179140yeah well the problem is some of the ayss kinda hijacked our reinarnation systemhttps://youtu.be/nx-dZs-6o1w?t=2918
>>42184908There is karma in the material it's called court.It's like saying you don't believe in the court system because you closed your eyes. Sure buddy.>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because the world is not objective like a video game. It's similar to being inside someone's mind, that is where you are.
>>42181155>T. Masturbates to tea boys
>>42184908>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because God is a retarded tranny who created this world and forced me to exist as the sole frame of reference for it and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through everyone else in it so that he can define himself in opposition to me through the people he abuses me through
I have a belief in the afterlife/spirituality. I've had many experiences that have made me a believer. I had a close friend of mine that killed themselves a few years ago and I always wonder what they might be experiencing in the afterlife. Are they at peace? Are they no longer suffering? I remember the day that he died, he seemed really happy and at peace with things like he was ready to go. I've heard varying opinions on what happens to people who take this route. Of course many religious people believe it's a grave sin and that they'd be in a hell but I've also heard spiritual people who believe they get stuck in a sort've limbo due to those unresolved emotions in their life. What do you guys think?
the logical answer is it depends on the individualdon't listen to anyone claiming suicide automatically results in some sort of punishment like hell or forced re-incarnation, they don't know what the fuck they're talking about and usually have an agendabesides, we're already in hell
>>42187311Lot's of stuff can happen. You can go to hell for a time or experience the "void" that is often referenced in NDEs. Where you stay there until you figure out enough. Sometimes God makes you incarnate for your own development so if he didn't experience what he was supposed to it's possible they made him incarnate again.
>>42187311Whatever you think will happen is going to happen. If you subscribe to being a bitch or a slave you might get punished or forced to reincarnate.Look into evidential mediums. They almost all confirm that people who passed through suicide are at peace and doing well on the other side. They usually regret hurting their loved ones, but they don't always regret leaving Earth.
They are just their chillin. It's not as dramatic as you think. If I connect to someone from that side they will start talking like normal.
For those who use altered states of consciousness as a means of exploring reality and the human condition:What are the most profound insights you had so far?Which methods or tools have proven most valuable in reaching those insights?
I've tried every drug since I was a teenager and every single one I've regretted taking because I'm autistic and overthink things and I think some people are just physically unfit to take drugs because everytime I've been high I just want to get sober and I'm already counting down the trip because I'm scared of never coming back to a sober state of mind.I think I'm just very lonely and being out mentally in the void of space where theres no one but yourself scares me and I want to "go back home" to where I was sober because I miss my family who are the only ones who bring me comfort because they're the ones who have shown me love all my life. Maybe someday I'll meet someone who actually cares about me and I might feel comfortable trying drugs with them but I'm just afraid when I'm high and I want someone to hold me
>>42174316I started getting into shrooms last fall after a buddy of mine started hooking up with a girl who was super into them. Here’s my experience,I started with Road Trip brand mushroom edibles. It’s worth noting that these don’t actually have shrooms/DMT in them. They use a synthetic DMT analogue called metocin. Metocin is very similar to DMT structurally, but this slight difference makes ALL the difference. Metocin gives you wavy visuals and a wonderful body high.Eventually, I decided the smartest thing to do would be skipping the middle man and finding the chemical itself. Eventually I was able to get my hand on some pills. The guy making the Metocin pills also sold actual DMT pills; naturally, I ordered some DMT pills alongside some pills that are a 2/1 ratio of Metocin and DMT.I took a few Metocin/DMT pills in January while doing a double feature of The Matrix and Return of the King at my local cinema. BIG MISTAKE. I knew DMT was different from Metocin, but I wasn’t prepared for how different it was. But that’s a whole side tangent for how that experience was. Let’s move on to when I took a heroic dose of DMT pills.I wanted to meet God, the machine elves, anything. So I started fine. I took five DMT pills and watched a movie. A few hours later and I’m not feeling it much. Stupidly, I took five more and threw in two Metocin/DMT pills just to get some more “oomph”. I dicked around a little bit and then it started happening. I spent about four hours having my soul raped.
>>42187398It was like I had glitched out of reality. I couldn’t tell if my eyes were opened or closed. If I moved around my house with all the lights off, it was like I could still see everything. It could be pitch black and I was seeing things as if the lights were still on. Naturally, I went to lie down and ride it out. I remember lying on my bed and whimpering, “help me” over and over. I experienced dying again and again. All different kinds of ways. It was a nightmare. It was horrifying and I couldn’t tell what was real and what wasn’t. All I could do was lie there and tell myself it would be over soon.Eventually it was. There’s only one way I can think to describe how it felt once I returned back to reality: Imagine you were in The Matrix and suddenly had your entire reality shattered and shown the truth beyond what you’ve always known, only to then immediately be thrust back into that mundane world surrounded by nobody who knows anything is wrong.
>>42175183>If anyone takes psychedelics more than ~5 times in their life, it is almost certain they are no longer getting any useful learning, but are just a junky seeking a high.sure, if we're talking about heroic doses.what about microdosing then? or like a 100 ug trip? i'd say 100 ug trips are harmless, it's kind of like having a six pack with your buds.
>>42176777>checked and underrated pilledwill you share your story
is there any female goddesses i can turn my soul to? preferably one who gives motherly and sexual favors in exchange for worship. i need my soul to be nurtured, i cannot hold a grip of this world anymore
>>42187056I believe Bastet is willing to sleep with her followers. There are other Goddesses that are more acociated with love/sex but I don't have an inclining of which might actually put out so to speak. My belief about Bastet on this is just a strong intuition from having interacted with different deities so don't take it as gospel and always be respectful of the Gods.
>>42187056D you know the price?
>mummy ;_;
>>42187326Seconding Bast, she will reward worship.
>>42187306ExplainAlso why would I have to transition?
Ask me about any of the stones within the list i posted and I will tell you everything you need to know about it relating to how it effects you and other stuff.List: Agate, Amazonite, Amber, Amethyst, Angel Hair Quartz, Angelite, Anhydrite, Apache Tears, Apatite, Apophyllite, Aquamarine, Aventurine, Avalonite, Axinite, Azurite, Barite, Bayleyite, Black Tourmaline, Bloodstone, Blue Calcite, Blue Chalcedony, Blue Lace Agate, Blue Sapphire, Blue Tourmaline, Boji Stones, Brazilianite, Brown Tourmaline, Bustamite, Calcite, Carnelian, Celestite, Chalcedony, Charoite, Chiastolite, Chrysocolla, Chrysoprase, Citrine, Coral, Crystal Ball, Cuprite, Danburite, Diopside, Dioptase, Double Terminated Quartz, Elestial Quartz, Emerald, Epidote, Fire Quartz, Fluorite, Garnet, Gem Silica, Golden Beryl, Golden Calcite, Green Apophyllite, Green Calcite, Green Tourmaline, Halite, Hawks Eye, Hematite, Herderite, Herkimer Diamond, Hiddenite, Holley Blue, Holley Blue Agate, Hour Glass Selenite, Howlite, Ilmenite, Imperial Topaz, Isis Crystal, Jade, Jadeite, Jasper, Jet, Julienite, Kansas Pop Rocks, Kunzite, Kyanite, Labradorite, Lapis Lazuli, Larimar, Lepidolite, Magnetite, Malachite, Malachite-Azurite, Manganocalcite, Mochi Marbles, Moonstone, Morganite, Obsidian, Oligoclase, Opal, Orange Calcite, Oregon Opal, Peridot, Peru Opal, Phenacite, Pietersite, Prehnite, Pyrite, Quartz Crystal, Quartz Scepter, Realgar, Record Keeper Quartz, Red Calcite, Red Jasper, Rhodochrosite, Rose Quartz, Rubellite Tourmaline, Ruby, Rutilated Quartz, Sapphire, Scolecite, Selenite, Serpentine, Shiva Lingham, Shiva Lingham Stone, Smithsonite, Smoky Quartz, Sodalite, Sphene, Stellar Ice Calcite, Stilbite, Sugilite, Sulfur, Sunstone, Tektite, Thulite, Tiger’s Eye, Time-Link Crystal, Topaz, Turquoise, Vanadinite, Varascite, Watermelon Tourmaline, Yttrian Fluorite, Zincite, Zirconprevious thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42149471/#42149471
What's one Crystal everyone should own & use OP?
>>42188521Clear Quartz
>>42188436>Choose one of the three days of the Full Moon to recharge Amethyst rather than sunlight.What do I do with it? Place it in the moonlight? Or it does not have to be in the moonlight, just outside at night?>place Labradorite inside the center of a rainbow that has been refracted from the Sun's rays via a clear crystal.fucking hell>leave it in a crystal cluster if possible from moonrise to moonsetgod damn I'm poor I barely afforded these crystals
Which crystal can regrow my foreskin?
Why no one talks about Spodumene
any advice? i have autism so it affected me very differently. i believe there's actual demons in that shit. everyone else loved it. for me it was the darkest shit i ever experienced and those massive dark energies are still with me 2 days later, but 80% faded, but it was so massive that even 20% of it is harming me so bad, i just shook all night as demonic voices said the worst shit to me like 12+ voices trying to break into my brain and insert their voices. 13 hours later it became barely tolerable and now 2 days later i am depressed with very dark vibes.i was happy before. i don't do drugs. it will fade but any tips to speed it up or fortify myself? if there was any sun i'd walk around in it, it's been cloudy forever
>>42181238Schizo reporting. If you get voices from cocaine I recommend you stay away from drugs entirely, that shit can be permanent.
>>42181238It's normal OP, most people experience this but they are around people who are familiar with the side effects. I'm assuming you're not very social or talk to anyone about your experience that's why you're venting on here.Those upper drugs enhance your mental capacity and thoughts so if you're already a high functioning autismo it will only make you more paranoid and overtime things. Most normies who take it just feel autistic for a short bit but autistic who take it feel like their brain is cracking the matrix and seeing demons and spirit particles.You'll feel better in a few days, just let it pass and do stuff to distract yourself and build back your "happy" chemicals in your brain. Go eat your favorite foods or watch TV shows from your childhood or comfort movies. I was in the same boat the first time I tried it when I was 26 and you'll want to do it again as soon as your brain normalizes again but don't give in, I did it again 1 month after my first time and I wanted to do it more often almost every weekend but I had to force myself to go cold turkey and I haven't tried it since.Us autismos get affected differently for a while I could have sworn it made me psychic I could read people's thoughts when I was high on that shit
>>42182317It was literally made by Satanists during the war to summon demons into the battlefield. Like do some research into its origins and the scientists who made Meth were literally part of an occult research department in the military. It was made to burn out a soldiers humanity so they became cold killing machines, I wouldn't be surprised if they made a pact with some demon or something for the formula to hack the human body into using its soul as fuel for energy
Cocaine and weed depletes grey matter in the brainEat more fish to repair grey matter in the brain because fish is the best food for the brain. I would recommend raw salmon as the best thing for this. Alongside prayer and meditation because those are probably equally important
>>42187823OP is demonically oppressed now, it’s what happens when you take illicit stims.
Are non-Israelite pagan gods really all demons like Yahweh/Jesus says they are? This is a statue or idol of Caishen, the Chinese god of commerce and wealth.
>>42181390>Caishen, the Chinese god of commerce and wealth.>Caishen>Cash inSneaky sneaky
>>42184888Trips of truth.
>>42181390 No, the Divine Zombie is hopelessly Schizo, where One aspect is at odds with the other two!
>>42183959HEE HAWW HEE HAWW IIIIIIIIIIIII AAAAAAAAAAAAAA OOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>42181390>yahwee>foreskin demon
I have been trying it for the past few days and I have found it insane how effective it actually is. I have grown up adjacent to a lot of new age peope who did breathwork and got roped into trying different practices but it never clicked for me. Doing this though I can feel like I can hold my breath for so long and the clear headedness I get after 2 cycles is incredible.But all of it has got me asking some questions:>is it true that it can put you in a "psychedelic like state"?>if part of the breathwork is built on lowering Co2 in your bloodstream can that damage your organs and brain?If there are any anons who are more experienced or knowledgeble about this sort of thing I would really appreciate it.
>>42188125>The wim hoff method is sorta just a repackaging of certain breathing exercises into a modern western cultural frameworknot quiteWim Hoff stumbled upon tummowhat he teaches shouldnt even be considered a system or framework, it certainly isnt complete enough for the descriptortummo is part of the six yogas of naropaanyone doing wim hof's stuff had best learn stillness methods to balance out the forceful method, otherwise trouble is down the lineanyone doing wim hof's stuff would be well advised to not go crazy with the extreme cold immersions, overdoing it will harm the kidneys/adrenals
>>42187489>You can also experience something that feels very much like astral projection with intense breathing methods that I don't want to share because I'm unsure of how safe it actually is, and may just be the result of you slowly asphyxiating yourself without your body noticing.breath holds are nice and quiet and the energy soaring is because you're not consuming all that energy by the sensesbut hypoxia is always shortly around the corner no matter how good one gets at itbetter way, learn to breathe finely enough so that you get the same quiescence but without the hypoxiathis is longevity breathing
>>42188172Hyperoxia is a worry too, oxidative damage is no joke
>>42188429this is true, but that's from hyperventilatinglongevity breathing is more or less pushing the boundaries of hypoventilatingjust without reaching the body's limits where it feeds back and thwarts the efforte.g. triggering the body's need to breathe, increased heartrate
>>42188157>a system or framework,Was never called that once in the post you replied to
>be me>16>random Friday morning>have pe (physical education) class>start heading there>all of a sudden random white balls of light start appearing>they keep filling my vision while slightly rising>stand still in shock>starting to think that I'm being Isekaied or something>my vision is practically all white now>friend see me>shakes my shoulder a bit because i look autistic just standing in the hallway with my hands>everything goes back to normal>happens one more time a bit later but never got as intenseComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42185047>I post my guide if you wantI will*Also sorry for my grammar - I'm just retareded (dyslexic) - its probably really shit
>>42185047>they keep filling my vision while slightly risingYou sure you didn't just have low iron or something? Happens to some folk when they stand up to fast they'll get spots all over their business before they keel over. >SHIT SHIT THIS IS ACTRALLY REALFirst time is always the most exciting>I post my guide if you wantYeah go on anon, I'm curious what your method is. Mine is the rope method, mentally pulling myself out of my body. Sometimes works, other times eh but I know the problem is me, not the technique
