Thoughts on Reincarnation?
>>42183799>I'd like to go somewhere more overtly magicalThis. This realm followed Christianity so now all the magic was removed and everyone worships technology. What a fucking retarded high idea for a realm. All it did was allow troons to exist.I hate it here and I'm never coming back to anywhere near this cursed vibration.
>>42183714The good news is it's possible we're all fake anyway
>>42183707earth sucks
>>42183707Its like a ferris wheel at the county fair. It just keeps going in circles. I rate it a 0/1 because of binary number codes.
>>42184680Based. If you make it out Anon, find me and I'll do the same.
No invocations or pleas to other deities ever did anything for me.
>>42188649>children getting molested >pray to Saint MAry for help>doesn't do shitbu t im glad shes helping a random anon find love or a job i guess lmao
>>42188649Can you ask her to protect Palestinians before the rest of her ancient churches are bazookad to fuck by the big loser squad
>>42188649I prayed to her to bring back my foreskin after reading a story that she gave some farmer kid his leg back. Nothing happened
ITT we post the creepiest, most fucked up or interesting things we've seen on the board. It can be creepy images, greentexts, videos, gifs or archived discussions. Archived threads that interested you are very welcome and encouraged. no matter the topic so long as it either creeped you out, interested you deeply or stuck with you for a long time.The board has been around for a long time so I'd like to make a thread that is meant to cut through the bullshit where we catalogue everyone's favorite topics, images, stories and videos. Anything that you've seen on the board that was the most significant to you.I'll start off with one of my personal favorite greentext stories from the board. There's no judgment here, if it interested you, I wanna hear about it. As an act of good faith, the first post below will be a short greentext story I originally posted to the site way back in 2013 when I was much younger, but the story is absolutely true.
>>42188441WAT ??
There hasn't been anything creepy on X since like 2009.The board got flooded with schizos and lonely people from /b/ and now every topic is shit.
>>42165816without this confession anon the whole case probably never would have gone public in any way
>>42188489There was some schizo making walls of schizo babble text and this one anon showed up and was making posts in this weird ass language and it really did feel like a demon was on 4chan. The thread just went on and on - the schizo going apeshit and the demon just saying spooky shit like “do not seek the tomb, David”. It was fucking weird.
>>42188597Not sure what's a better sight to behold. Schizo talking to a demon. Or Schizo talking with a methhead
I’ve watched all these atheist YouTube faggots like Amazing Atheist, Thunderf00t, Darkmatter ect. Their argument boils down to “God is not a liberal so that means he can’t be real” or “If God doesn’t support my secular liberal morality which only came about in the past hundred years that literally the entirety of humanity didn’t adhere to for thousands of years that means God isn’t real.” “I disagree with the creator of the universe so that means he isn’t real”
>>42188540>This is no different than arguing god can create a stone so heavy that they can't lift.No, because there is nothing internally inconsistent with "the same result but without suffering" like there is with "A and also not A."
>>42188583Your argument is absurd though. That's like trying to say god should be able to make a shitty shack a better house than a pristine mansion, without monkey paw rules such as the mansion being in an unsafe environment, or a poor economy. If god can't do this, then they must be limited right? The shitty shack will always be worse than the pristine mansion, and trying to argue that god can change this without sprucing up its appearance, interior, and building materials is just absurdity. Or what about this, make a story where the main character literally sits on a bench and blinks, and we follow him through a year of him just staring into a white void. God should be able to make this the most compelling story on earth, a natural best seller. Do you not see how retarded that sounds?A compelling world thrives off of both joy and suffering, and are far more entertaining than one or the other. Trying to box me in with "oh but the author is limited because they can't make do with one less ingredient" is pointless because you'll end up with a lesser dish. Even if god changed all of our minds to believe differently, they would still find it boring themselves. I believe I have blown your argument out of the water.
>>42188608>Your argument is absurd though.Its been unassailable for thousands of years.>That's like trying to say god should be able to make a shitty shack a better house than a pristine mansionYes. If someone wants to claim God is omnipotent/unlimited, then they have to accept God can do that.> is just absurdity.I get that you want logic to have more power over reality than God.that is why your conception of God is limited.>God should be able to make this the most compelling story on earth, a natural best seller.They could. Or they could tell a tale that is the most entrancing and riveting one you have ever heard and not have a single moment of suffering in it.YOU cant, and I cant, but an unlimited god can.>A compelling world thrives off of both joy and sufferingAnd God has to follow that rule. God is limited by it, under its control.>because you'll end up with a lesser dish...because we are limited.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42188616>Its been unassailable for thousands of years.Doesn't matter, because I just broke it, unless you can come up with a better interpretation.>Yes. If someone wants to claim God is omnipotent/unlimited, then they have to accept God can do that.To do so otherwise would be poor writing. They technically could do it as I stated, but it would be forced and they'd basically have to control your thoughts to do it. It also would not make it a fundamental truth, your interpretation of the world would just be artificially skewed to believing the shack is better.>They could. Or they could tell a tale that is the most entrancing and riveting one you have ever heard and not have a single moment of suffering in it.A tale like that would be forced and unnatural.>And God has to follow that rule. God is limited by it, under its control.I'd say it's more of a matter of preference, after all they want to create a great story worth telling. A story with more emotional elements will still be better than one without those elements, especially if a god is writing them. Or are you going to say that if two gods go head to head in creating a world they'll both tie even if one is missing negative events?>And it's fine that your conception of God is also bound by this limitation.Then why are you even arguing with me? Come to think of it, why are we even arguing in the first place? My whole point was that god is not evil, so why are we arguing about whether or not they are limited? I mean I've already said they were partially limited every now and then, after all they want to write a good story and avoid traps like plot holes and such.What exactly is getting me to admit that they are slightly limited even doing? I will even admit that there are likely multiple authors, not just one, so what is your point here?
>>42171046They're unironically right tho
>be me, 29 >Used to have extremely vivid dreams of a world that clearly isnt ours, like a different dream realm copy of ours.>When i was 12 I dreamt of this area that kind of looked backroom-ish, like a underground area with lots of bikes and bicycles, looked like some sort of parking spot for vehicles. > Be me irl 21, I started a new job at a bicycle parking spot that looked uncannily similar to the one of the dream. One night I just randomly remembered that dream as its been years and I just get shivers down my spine. >This happens so often, me remembering a dream from when i was 8 - 12 age that I start thinking I might just have a prophetic gift or vision>Get older, start to think maybe those dreams weren't even dreamt that long ago but maybe after? Start questioning my own sanity / memory alot (Still do) >Ask my mother if she remembers me doing gifted kid programs when I was younger, she remembers. Start seeing Gate program shit all over my social feeds and on this board. >Last dream that felt 'prophetic' was me traveling home along some farm looking fields and reaching my house (clearly felt like another house) and seeing this tall (about 8') grey lady in a dress telling me to come over while kneeling in the middle of a parking lot and she says 'You have reached the end of your imagination, this is the end'.Anons, am I just schizo or is there something behind this. Can elaborate on other dreams if needed. (They mostly pertain to my personal life though so it's not prophetic in a ' i know whats gonna happen in 3 years to the world' sense.) The only thing I can think of is that i've already lived this life and for some reason I'm back and remembering parts of it. Either that or its my mind trying to predict the future while sleeping and coming up with extremely accurate stuff.
>>42188630Sounds like you have some prophetic insight. I do too, though mine comes with a price (legitimate schizophrenia). I think you're okay.
Any remedies for Saturn in the 8th. I am a Scorpio rising, Saturn in Gemini in the 8th. Was with my first girlfriend (I was her first boyfriend) for a year, we only had two sexual encounters and one of those encounters of having proper penetrative sex which lasted like 10 minutes. I took her virginity, but it feels quite insulting to have a year long relationship and have our intimacy be so minimal. Emotional sexual intimacy means a lot to me, and I was looking forward to properly for us properly exploring intimacy with a person and properly having a sexual relationship for the first time together but she broke up with me before that could take fruition which really frustrated me and hurt me. I wouldn’t want her to experience that with someone else instead. But what was extremely annoying is that I have performance anxiety which stops me from being able to properly engage in penetrative sex.Please give me remedies so that I wouldn’t be able to suffer this sort of issue in the future
There was a time when all humanity was working together. We had technology that interfaced seamlessly with nature, long lives and huge urban societies that make modern cities look like villages.This is the time many cultures describe before the ancient era, when giants walked the earth and beings from other worlds exchanged goods and wisdom with humans. These relationships led humans to discoveries about the fundamental nature of the cosmos and consciousness itself, allowing them to manipulate the natural world through a system of chemical, social, biological and physical processes. Ancient man could distort reality using a combination of technology and consciousness, allowing him to manifest things beyond comprehension.Suffice to say, the capabilities of ancient man would look like magic to us today.It is likely Humans have been reliant on some kind of civilizational structure that we would not today categorize as a true civilization for hundreds or even tens of millions of years based on our biological and cosmogenic positioning. The truth is our past is a puzzle; with its pieces being our traditions, our personal lives, our solar system and the cosmos beyond, and the structuring of modern belief systems. The reason we've made so little progress is simple: the final image this puzzle forms is incompatible with our current view of ourselves, personally and as a civilizational species.Much of the social, scientific and political establishment has carefully articulated the story of humanity in order to sustain a nihilistic story of Humanity; that we are warlike, only organize out of necessity, and place survival above trust. None of these ideas hold up to scrutiny under a non-anthropocentric lens. But these lies are essential to creating a framework of thinking that prohibits the idea that Humanity has achieved a state that would be referenced as 'godlike' in the old vernacular.
>>42181528There is roman and egyptian glass still extant, not to mention Obsidian which is anywhere from thousands to millions of years old. Glass disease is a thing but relatively quickly is indeed relative.Ceramics are even more stable since they tend not to react chemically. The oldest examples are dated to between 30,000–28,000 BCE.Nothing is invulnerable to erosion but aside from reactions to soil and groundwater, they have to be exposed to erode by other means.Oh, and you're aware the majority of fossils are the result of mineral replacement, a large percentage of them by silica minerals? (or calcite, which is considerably softer and more soluble)
>>42185304Roman and Egyptian glass is totally irrelevant and has nothing to do with the timelines being discussed.Ceramics that survive those durations do so because they are in preserved in artificial conditions, e.g. burials whose intention is to preserve these objects. Amorphous silica within fossils dehydrates and recrystallizes, forming phases like moganite, tridymite, cristobalite, or opal-CT. Calling these materials "silica" is disingenuous.Do you have a point?
>>42181462Radioactive materials /thread
>>42186820This argument is surface level and given our discussion's context does not make logical sense. All of our nuclear technologies are directly based on using transplutonic elements in high purity form, something we did at scale only because we prioritized nuclear weapons (specifically crude low efficiency inertial fission weapons) as the emergent technology upon which to predicate all of our nuclear activity.Our civilization places nuclear energy at the end of a supply chain based on maximal resource extraction from every source possible; nuclear material is gathered in the parts per million in raw ore and refined into the form we use. You're assuming an industrial civilization that uses nuclear power the same way we do which has been for weapons first and foremost. A core entire premise of the Progenitor hypothesis is that this civilization is using natural systems to satisfy its core needs; energy, food, etc. Again, this is all stuff we've gone over in the past with many specific examples.A civilization with a much lower demand for nuclear material would not produce it the way we produce it today. They would not be nuking eachother. And if they did, there is absolutely no reason to think they would have used dirty gun-type fission bombs like we did instead of thermonuclear weapons that would be infinitely harder to identify in geologic strata if not totally impossible.
>>42186960So what tech level
Rise up TI Chads.Expose the glowies and help other TI's by posting what is happening to you and what they are doing to you.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPROhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wehrkraftzersetzunghttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kompromathttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cases_of_political_abuse_of_psychiatry_in_the_Soviet_Unionhttps://www.slideshare.net/slideshow/gang-stalking-a-survival-guide-for-targeted-individuals/265947141#1https://youtu.be/tAPI6mv2O-U?si=mkgHgs29QnuWSusP [Open]Gangstalking training manual from Targeted Justice.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>42121969I once had my pc write random letters. Still use the same keyboard and operatong system, nothing is broken. It blocked my keyboard input and started writing random letters.I think it was after I performed a search about whether law enforcement benefits from throwing smart people in prison so they make a deal to work for law enforcement instead.I also notice a lot of weird networking issues.
Yikes
First week of my sleep diary completed. I have to say it really helps to write things down and forget about them rather than trying to have it all in your head. I'm going to beat this crap.
>>42121969Quick theory: People who are trying to figure out what is going on behind the scenes are harassed. Same goes for people who strongly oppose what is going on in their country.This harassment makes them feel relevant, and like they are accomplishing something. This feeling of relevance means people don't seek relevance in other ways, such as terrorism.Just an idea.
>>42186709>Can we just call them what they are please?
To whom it may concern...Ladies and gentlemen, I may or may not be one of the individualsmentioned in the /ng/ threads. I'm making this post here to provide some context, evidence, and a backstory of sorts regarding a place I used to work.CTDI was a toxic/miserable place to work at and I was sick of being there.June the 18th I up and left both due to a lack of work, things seeming as if I wasbeing kept there just to "keep the vibes going". I requested to leave ~30 min early,I was denied my request. So I up and left. This got Jim's panties in a bunch causehe's the manager of the shift i'm on. One of the things I said that raised a stink there being, Me telling a co-worker "Death to Zionism". I was asked not to come back after some HR conversations on the 19'th of June unless I attend virtual "therapy sessions".I declined to attend such sessions because this is not a president I want toset in the USA. I didn't threaten any one, I just stated my grievance with Israel'sabhorrent, genocidal ethno-state regime. Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
you're probably just schizo. best to let this stuff go and move forward. try to not take yourself or others too seriously at your next job and you'll have an easier time.
>>42187271"Schizophrenia" is defined as seeing what is not there. I have never seen Gnomes, Dragons, Elves, Fairies, Dinosaurs, etc running around _EVER_.Your advice is solid, however... When someone impacts my well being by being annoying or imposing interactions on me, that just isn't right...ADULTS respect someone's desire to keep to themselves.
>>42187289yeah definitely schizophrenia. But I don’t think schizophrenia is natural, I suspect it comes as a result of intense environmental stressors such as prolonged exposure to harmful emf (seeing as though you work with electronics) or heavy metal ingestion, or deep emotional trauma. Like anon said, it’s good to slow down and maybe it’s worth breaking up your routine or changing your surroundings, spend a bit of time every week going for a walk in nature or pick up fishing
>>42186567Precedent not presidentand the other anon is right, this is just schizophrenia. you ARE seeing connections that aren’t there. Nothing you have said is evidence of well, anything but that you got fired for not realizing you can’t say that shit at a job. None of what you said has any meaning to any of us, there is no evidence in this thread of “boards being messed with” least of all the cesspit /b/ lmao. You should probably meditate, or smoke weed, or idk. None of us are smarter for reading what you wrote and this seems to just be a work grievance with zero paranormal anything. Have a good day, hope you feel better anon.
>>42186567you text formating is sus
Chris Bledsoe's 2026 prophecy claims that when the star Regulus (referred to as a "red star") aligns just before dawn in the gaze of the Great Sphinx on Easter 2026, a "new knowledge" will come to humanity, which some interpret as the arrival of aliens or a divine intervention. Surprisingly this is also the Space Force logo
>>42188171https://youtu.be/OiCJOMBsoHc
Finally, a blessed Sirius thread. Inb4 jannies.
We can finally discuss Sothicism without those pesky Jannies!
>>42177565>blah blah isramerikkka space force plebs are so scawy war of the worlds gambitThese people are so full of shit
>>42177565The earth is flat and stationary with a done. The whole thread is a complete psyop.
Is it just me, or is the concept of karma and past life sins a bit unfair? Some people are born evil, and they're basically just doomed to be punished in the next life. I think there's a good chance I'm being punished this lifetime for past life sins, but I can't help but wonder, why was I born an evil person who would deserve this amount of punishment in their next life?
>>42184419no I don't. I just believe in a connection between the material and the spiritual world. There is no karma in the material world and I don't believe in one in the spiritual one either, but not because there's none in the material. The type of "imbalance" you retardedly speak of can apply to "positive" imbalances as well. >soul gits gud, upgrades in spirit and light, becomes purer>oh no le imbalance, universe gotta tip it back and be moderate, make that pure soul a faggot again, like yougrossly synthesizedWhy would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?
>>42179140yeah well the problem is some of the ayss kinda hijacked our reinarnation systemhttps://youtu.be/nx-dZs-6o1w?t=2918
>>42184908There is karma in the material it's called court.It's like saying you don't believe in the court system because you closed your eyes. Sure buddy.>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because the world is not objective like a video game. It's similar to being inside someone's mind, that is where you are.
>>42181155>T. Masturbates to tea boys
>>42184908>Why would the spiritual world or God/whatever higher power/intelligence even make it so?Because God is a retarded tranny who created this world and forced me to exist as the sole frame of reference for it and only persistently real person in the world so that he can dominate and abuse me through everyone else in it so that he can define himself in opposition to me through the people he abuses me through
I have a belief in the afterlife/spirituality. I've had many experiences that have made me a believer. I had a close friend of mine that killed themselves a few years ago and I always wonder what they might be experiencing in the afterlife. Are they at peace? Are they no longer suffering? I remember the day that he died, he seemed really happy and at peace with things like he was ready to go. I've heard varying opinions on what happens to people who take this route. Of course many religious people believe it's a grave sin and that they'd be in a hell but I've also heard spiritual people who believe they get stuck in a sort've limbo due to those unresolved emotions in their life. What do you guys think?
the logical answer is it depends on the individualdon't listen to anyone claiming suicide automatically results in some sort of punishment like hell or forced re-incarnation, they don't know what the fuck they're talking about and usually have an agendabesides, we're already in hell
>>42187311Lot's of stuff can happen. You can go to hell for a time or experience the "void" that is often referenced in NDEs. Where you stay there until you figure out enough. Sometimes God makes you incarnate for your own development so if he didn't experience what he was supposed to it's possible they made him incarnate again.
>>42187311Whatever you think will happen is going to happen. If you subscribe to being a bitch or a slave you might get punished or forced to reincarnate.Look into evidential mediums. They almost all confirm that people who passed through suicide are at peace and doing well on the other side. They usually regret hurting their loved ones, but they don't always regret leaving Earth.
They are just their chillin. It's not as dramatic as you think. If I connect to someone from that side they will start talking like normal.
For those who use altered states of consciousness as a means of exploring reality and the human condition:What are the most profound insights you had so far?Which methods or tools have proven most valuable in reaching those insights?
I've tried every drug since I was a teenager and every single one I've regretted taking because I'm autistic and overthink things and I think some people are just physically unfit to take drugs because everytime I've been high I just want to get sober and I'm already counting down the trip because I'm scared of never coming back to a sober state of mind.I think I'm just very lonely and being out mentally in the void of space where theres no one but yourself scares me and I want to "go back home" to where I was sober because I miss my family who are the only ones who bring me comfort because they're the ones who have shown me love all my life. Maybe someday I'll meet someone who actually cares about me and I might feel comfortable trying drugs with them but I'm just afraid when I'm high and I want someone to hold me
>>42174316I started getting into shrooms last fall after a buddy of mine started hooking up with a girl who was super into them. Here’s my experience,I started with Road Trip brand mushroom edibles. It’s worth noting that these don’t actually have shrooms/DMT in them. They use a synthetic DMT analogue called metocin. Metocin is very similar to DMT structurally, but this slight difference makes ALL the difference. Metocin gives you wavy visuals and a wonderful body high.Eventually, I decided the smartest thing to do would be skipping the middle man and finding the chemical itself. Eventually I was able to get my hand on some pills. The guy making the Metocin pills also sold actual DMT pills; naturally, I ordered some DMT pills alongside some pills that are a 2/1 ratio of Metocin and DMT.I took a few Metocin/DMT pills in January while doing a double feature of The Matrix and Return of the King at my local cinema. BIG MISTAKE. I knew DMT was different from Metocin, but I wasn’t prepared for how different it was. But that’s a whole side tangent for how that experience was. Let’s move on to when I took a heroic dose of DMT pills.I wanted to meet God, the machine elves, anything. So I started fine. I took five DMT pills and watched a movie. A few hours later and I’m not feeling it much. Stupidly, I took five more and threw in two Metocin/DMT pills just to get some more “oomph”. I dicked around a little bit and then it started happening. I spent about four hours having my soul raped.
>>42187398It was like I had glitched out of reality. I couldn’t tell if my eyes were opened or closed. If I moved around my house with all the lights off, it was like I could still see everything. It could be pitch black and I was seeing things as if the lights were still on. Naturally, I went to lie down and ride it out. I remember lying on my bed and whimpering, “help me” over and over. I experienced dying again and again. All different kinds of ways. It was a nightmare. It was horrifying and I couldn’t tell what was real and what wasn’t. All I could do was lie there and tell myself it would be over soon.Eventually it was. There’s only one way I can think to describe how it felt once I returned back to reality: Imagine you were in The Matrix and suddenly had your entire reality shattered and shown the truth beyond what you’ve always known, only to then immediately be thrust back into that mundane world surrounded by nobody who knows anything is wrong.
>>42175183>If anyone takes psychedelics more than ~5 times in their life, it is almost certain they are no longer getting any useful learning, but are just a junky seeking a high.sure, if we're talking about heroic doses.what about microdosing then? or like a 100 ug trip? i'd say 100 ug trips are harmless, it's kind of like having a six pack with your buds.
>>42176777>checked and underrated pilledwill you share your story
Ask me about any of the stones within the list i posted and I will tell you everything you need to know about it relating to how it effects you and other stuff.List: Agate, Amazonite, Amber, Amethyst, Angel Hair Quartz, Angelite, Anhydrite, Apache Tears, Apatite, Apophyllite, Aquamarine, Aventurine, Avalonite, Axinite, Azurite, Barite, Bayleyite, Black Tourmaline, Bloodstone, Blue Calcite, Blue Chalcedony, Blue Lace Agate, Blue Sapphire, Blue Tourmaline, Boji Stones, Brazilianite, Brown Tourmaline, Bustamite, Calcite, Carnelian, Celestite, Chalcedony, Charoite, Chiastolite, Chrysocolla, Chrysoprase, Citrine, Coral, Crystal Ball, Cuprite, Danburite, Diopside, Dioptase, Double Terminated Quartz, Elestial Quartz, Emerald, Epidote, Fire Quartz, Fluorite, Garnet, Gem Silica, Golden Beryl, Golden Calcite, Green Apophyllite, Green Calcite, Green Tourmaline, Halite, Hawks Eye, Hematite, Herderite, Herkimer Diamond, Hiddenite, Holley Blue, Holley Blue Agate, Hour Glass Selenite, Howlite, Ilmenite, Imperial Topaz, Isis Crystal, Jade, Jadeite, Jasper, Jet, Julienite, Kansas Pop Rocks, Kunzite, Kyanite, Labradorite, Lapis Lazuli, Larimar, Lepidolite, Magnetite, Malachite, Malachite-Azurite, Manganocalcite, Mochi Marbles, Moonstone, Morganite, Obsidian, Oligoclase, Opal, Orange Calcite, Oregon Opal, Peridot, Peru Opal, Phenacite, Pietersite, Prehnite, Pyrite, Quartz Crystal, Quartz Scepter, Realgar, Record Keeper Quartz, Red Calcite, Red Jasper, Rhodochrosite, Rose Quartz, Rubellite Tourmaline, Ruby, Rutilated Quartz, Sapphire, Scolecite, Selenite, Serpentine, Shiva Lingham, Shiva Lingham Stone, Smithsonite, Smoky Quartz, Sodalite, Sphene, Stellar Ice Calcite, Stilbite, Sugilite, Sulfur, Sunstone, Tektite, Thulite, Tiger’s Eye, Time-Link Crystal, Topaz, Turquoise, Vanadinite, Varascite, Watermelon Tourmaline, Yttrian Fluorite, Zincite, Zirconprevious thread: https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/42149471/#42149471
What's one Crystal everyone should own & use OP?
>>42188521Clear Quartz
>>42188436>Choose one of the three days of the Full Moon to recharge Amethyst rather than sunlight.What do I do with it? Place it in the moonlight? Or it does not have to be in the moonlight, just outside at night?>place Labradorite inside the center of a rainbow that has been refracted from the Sun's rays via a clear crystal.fucking hell>leave it in a crystal cluster if possible from moonrise to moonsetgod damn I'm poor I barely afforded these crystals
Which crystal can regrow my foreskin?
Why no one talks about Spodumene
any advice? i have autism so it affected me very differently. i believe there's actual demons in that shit. everyone else loved it. for me it was the darkest shit i ever experienced and those massive dark energies are still with me 2 days later, but 80% faded, but it was so massive that even 20% of it is harming me so bad, i just shook all night as demonic voices said the worst shit to me like 12+ voices trying to break into my brain and insert their voices. 13 hours later it became barely tolerable and now 2 days later i am depressed with very dark vibes.i was happy before. i don't do drugs. it will fade but any tips to speed it up or fortify myself? if there was any sun i'd walk around in it, it's been cloudy forever
>>42181238Schizo reporting. If you get voices from cocaine I recommend you stay away from drugs entirely, that shit can be permanent.
>>42181238It's normal OP, most people experience this but they are around people who are familiar with the side effects. I'm assuming you're not very social or talk to anyone about your experience that's why you're venting on here.Those upper drugs enhance your mental capacity and thoughts so if you're already a high functioning autismo it will only make you more paranoid and overtime things. Most normies who take it just feel autistic for a short bit but autistic who take it feel like their brain is cracking the matrix and seeing demons and spirit particles.You'll feel better in a few days, just let it pass and do stuff to distract yourself and build back your "happy" chemicals in your brain. Go eat your favorite foods or watch TV shows from your childhood or comfort movies. I was in the same boat the first time I tried it when I was 26 and you'll want to do it again as soon as your brain normalizes again but don't give in, I did it again 1 month after my first time and I wanted to do it more often almost every weekend but I had to force myself to go cold turkey and I haven't tried it since.Us autismos get affected differently for a while I could have sworn it made me psychic I could read people's thoughts when I was high on that shit
>>42182317It was literally made by Satanists during the war to summon demons into the battlefield. Like do some research into its origins and the scientists who made Meth were literally part of an occult research department in the military. It was made to burn out a soldiers humanity so they became cold killing machines, I wouldn't be surprised if they made a pact with some demon or something for the formula to hack the human body into using its soul as fuel for energy
Cocaine and weed depletes grey matter in the brainEat more fish to repair grey matter in the brain because fish is the best food for the brain. I would recommend raw salmon as the best thing for this. Alongside prayer and meditation because those are probably equally important
>>42187823OP is demonically oppressed now, it’s what happens when you take illicit stims.
