what is the spiritual implications of eating your own semen? pic unrelated
>>41669933Good fucking thread. 137 is Euclid's 47th problem, and you're probably making a cosmic joke about the serpent eating his tail. Gnosticism is hilarious
>>41669933Pic unrelated eh?
>>41672538Shieeet
The real earth IS NOT DESTROYED. we are being held in a large facility somewhere on the real planet. i think our consciousness was kidnapped into a server at a very advanced location. i remember it from my dream… there was a room where men where sleeping on each side. the walls where gray and silk like advanced sheets of metal. The earth map contained South america directly uder it a little over to the side with there being a bunch or island at the top of the map. it looked like mountains. you could tell it was the NORTH POLE. IT HAD ICE LAND. there was other buildings around the large facility. and it was near night time. Our consciousness is trapped in a matrix. we are on a real planet somewhere with advanced technology. that reminds me, i also had a dream where a man in a black suit and black sunglasses was standing in my near distance and asked me something about a cage or if i knew something…. and the entrance to the simulation was A MAILBOX ? huhhh a large APT COMPLEX MAIL BOX. ( i.want.out.)
>>41670593Buddy, you don't drink Blue Eisenhower November , it isn't Kool-aid.
>>41670593How do you know you didn't have six fingers up until you awoke this morning?
>>41670593The world is ending soon. The physical world that we all live on.
Many people incorrectly remember the name of the series as the "Berenstein Bears". This confusion has generated multiple explanations of the memories, including an unannounced name change, time travel, or parallel universes, and has been described as an instance of the Mandela effect.[87][88][89][90] According to Mike Berenstain, confusion over the name has existed since his father's childhood, when a teacher told him there was no such name as "Berenstain" and the correct spelling was "Bernstein".[91] A few examples of the "Berenstein" spelling have been found in references to and knockoffs of official merchandise[92] and publications,[93] and cartoons for the series used an ambiguous pronunciation which may contribute to the false memory.[94]
>>41672295No it was bernstein bears on the original timeline or, Or… the bearenstein bears. or bearstein bears. other than that it was berenstein for a long period of time but that not supposed to be the original its supposed to be bernstein bears. on the original timeline. mkay ?
I love masturbating. I do it all the time when I am not working. Is there any way I can make it to my advantage, paranormally speaking? Like maybe there is some tantra ritual involving masturbation? Thanks guys
>>41665436I think you should stop gooning and realize it's unhealthy for your mind. If you can't fuck, allow your libido to go dormant and free yourself from this curse.
>>41670805Why is it unhealthy? Why is it a curse? The complex some of you people have about jacking off is weird, why not just enjoy it?
>>41668330i can't relate to the semen retention general because i'm a woman, but i totally agree. awhile ago i abstained from pleasuring myself for may a week or a little over, and i just ended up having a dream where someone took my hand to touch myself and the had dream sex with me. i woke up cumming, it was bizarre but definitely felt like something/someone was telling me to relax and love myself more to regulate. i've always wondered how the semen retention people grew up, what their life is/was like for them to be that way. i also wonder if they feel shame for what they fap to, like is it normal, taboo, or extremely bad attractions like pedophilia or incest stuff? i get body sensations, like a sexual electricity and sometimes feel someone entering me or caressing me with his hand. or just travelling throughout my body. it happens randomly or when meditating/i ask if my spiritual lover is there. i get all sorts of synchronicities/coincidences during m day to day life too which i feel is a part of the reality shifting.>>41670014that's really tragic desu >>41670805how is it a curse?
>>41665436Your advantage is your high sex drive. I am alike you. The friction you experience once you block the release of that energy will transmute into incredible productivity elsewhere.Understand you love masturbating, stop it, feel it, resist it, and express that abundance of energy through creation.Happy to talk
>>41672427>i've always wondered how the semen retention people grew upSpeaking from experience as a man, it's a very easy rabbithole to fall down, bc there is *some* truth to the idea that after ejaculating there's this distinct feeling of being emptied out, which could easily be reframed as "all of your vitality & spirit have been lost" (it doesn't inherently feel like that though, it could just as easily be interpreted as a pleasant restful feeling). Most of the purported benefits of nofap are either vaguely-defined (you'll feel more confident, more spiritual, more focused etc) or easy to push off into the future indefinitely (you'll get laid all the time......eventually), and it seems to do the weird thing where the further you go with it the more you hold disdain for the very things you initially hoped to obtain with it (ie guy starts doing nofap hoping to get a gf, eventually starts to identify as some kind of ascetic monk who has transcended the vile flesh).I gave it a really solid go in my early 20s, I managed to go almost a year one time not masturbating, not looking at porn, in generally living a very healthy & active lifestyle, and all that really happened is I lost my sex drive completely. But when I bring this up to SR people they just start saying I'm a glowie or that I did it wrong.
>be me having nightmare>get fed up of everyone's bullshit >fuck this >state i am Isis Osiris Ra >nightmare instantly ends >everyone starts bringing me huge elaborate gifts wrapped in jewelry >everyone starts worshipping me and bringing me wifes>i wake up ummm guys did i figure out the cheatcode
>>41672283They actually look like the top row of picrel
>>41672364you watch to many movies
>>41672396I've never seen a movie depict that
>>41672364sounds legit
Hahaha...She fucked your dead green corps...And when that failed...She fucked your brother over...Wot a cunt...The saints took care of her...And by fuck did they do it slowly...It's called Istanbul...Not Constantinople...It's been a long time gone...And why did it get the works...Well that's nobody's business...
Where and how do i start?
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>>41671742yeah that sounds about right. the main thing is to be able to get everything timed out where you remember all the steps plus can count your focus levels out where you are where you need to be by the time Monroe shouts in your ear. You don't want to be chiling in focus 7 where you counted to and he yells out Ten to you. Some of the later exercises don't have much narration from my memory and it got a little difficult in that respect.
>>41668811>If the ultimate goal is to be able to close your eyes and project anytime you want within a few minutes, No, the ultimate goal is projecting while awake without even trying.
>>41670899I had never heard about this, what is it exactly?
>>41671742you wont feel anything either way no matter how many times you repeat
>>41672437
Some individuals tend to try and cast themselves away by imitating every aspect of you to try and steal your blessings and live your life for you. Destiny swappers and cannibalistic soulless NPCs. They imitate every single move they can, every minor gesture, every expression, every opinion, every interest, they try to become YOU in every way possible. Luckily, awareness flips the tables around almost instantly, remembering who you are before it all and finally, the one surefire way these vampires are stopped is... death. First, you crush all doubts in your mind. Second, have faith in God and let him enact his judgement as he always has. Third (nobody has figured out a defense against this one), discreet bloodshed and systemic violence that erodes them completely and removes their life force.
>>41670260What you’re describing isn’t vampirism, it’s ontological cosplay.A failure of self-cohesion externalized as mimicry. Very common in low-integrity egregores and spiritually undercapitalized entities.Identity isn’t transferable through gesture, affect, or aesthetic convergence. That isn’t soul theft, it’s unsecured symbolism.Predation narratives emerge when the ego misattributes resonance to scarcity.The corrective protocol is saturation.Over-document the myth. Over-explain the ritual. Annotate the archetype until the glamour collapses under its own footnotes.Parasitic scripts depend on obscurity, urgency, and a persecuted chosen-one loop. Remove those variables and the construct loses coherence.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41670735Understood. But I will still send some harmful thoughts and intent their way with love, it has worked in all cases before, sometimes on accident.
>>41670260>personality vampirism yeah it’s npd relatedused to run into this all the time, but i found a way to deal with it you treat them kindly and let them fall in love with you, then cut off all contact when you’re finally tired of their bullshit. it’s mean but if they deserve it it’s a corrective trap. they take the time they spend stealing your moves and using you as their avatar for granted, and don’t realize how much they’ve made it a habit. like any drug that causes withdrawal, denying them the source on which they feed leaves them in a temporary state of literal selflessness, at least until they find someone else to latch onto, then it’s not your problem. they’ll beg and beg to see you again, and it’s your choice if you do but you own them after that
>>41672397You sound like you have BPD
Throughout the years especially when you look at them now you can see some serious/disturbing undertones in cartoons that were made for children. Panda eye theory regarding the powerpuff girls is an excellent example for this. Adventure time, samurai Jack, powerpuff girls... the list goes on. Anons, I want you to add more examples and describe them in detail.
>>41670498Wtf. Are those boys?
>>41671160>Are those boys?Boy brides.
>>41671376Wtf. This shit is disturbing af. Who are these people.
>>41650318>Sponge bob>Simpsons>AvatarThere's alot of masonic imagery in cartoons. I guess most animators are freemasons.
>>41671419>Who are these peopleYour leaders.
I don't fit in. And I prefer it this way.Most likely it stems from trauma, only child syndrome, being the black sheep. Although I didn't choose this.I've always been outcasted and through this external position i've always been able to identify the illusion of societal structure & behaviour. Even more so as each and every day is isolation passes.I'm not repulsive, i've always had a partner by my side but general friendship making at my adult age I just can't comprehend.The food & water is poison. The corporations run a pimp game upon the subordinates and general life is no different to the operations of a product heading towards its intended destination on a warehouse conveyor belt.To opt into society I have to I have to diminish my character which seems to be the absolute necessity for the falsehood of modern life. Everybody lies and thinks nobody knows, I know.To observe the system with an astute eye whilst knowing one must exist within said system creates exhaustion.To see the people move in unison, to see trends, to see investment in those we don't know, to see our animal nature persist in an environment that is alike a concrete zoo, not jungle, where the general walk around blindfolded is surreal.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Ok, I need to tell somebody this shit before they completely cover it up or I forget the important details. I’m an intern at a large development company in NYC. No, I will not tell you where, I don’t want to lose my internship. I don’t care if you believe me or not so here goes it. I’m interning until the end of the year at a large development company. We’re large and old. I get assigned to the office that doesn’t do anything in Manhattan so we’ve mostly been working in the outer boroughsI’m working as the office errand boy for the development team. Get coffee, lunch, make appointments and all the bs but it’s good because I want to work in the fieldI was working under the lead project manager, let’s call him John. He was alright, youngish guy just got married recently and is a very dot your ‘i’s cross your ‘t’s type so I was surprised when they fired him after reading some of his emails I see why they got rid of him and honestly after looking into his personal social media it seems like the guy is gone because of the shit they found at one of our developments I started in the spring and this whole thing started in around late August
From: Bill To: John Date: Tue, Aug 19, 10:31 AM Subject: Quick Sync Before 11John,One quick note before you head back out there.Garreth’s smart and well-meaning, but remember his incentives are different from ours. “Could challenge assumptions” is academic language—it doesn’t automatically translate to regulatory obligation.Legal’s initial take (off the record) is that until there’s formal documentation or notification, we still control how this unfolds. Once something is framed as “significant,” we lose that control.I’m not saying ignore him. I am saying be careful about how much weight you give preliminary interpretations in writing or on site. Words matter here.Let’s talk after your walk.—BillAfter this I don’t really see much concerning the site, I know as of now we’ve not laid any foundation and it’s basically still in pre-development.
Ehh, was kind of interested in seeing where this larp went but reading all the back and forth emails is too much effort.
slop thread
I already know friendo, NYC is new Babylon. Entrance is prob grand Central station, or under the pond in central park. I'll bring my scuba gear, I hail from cape Breton Island, Canada. Long live capital steez
>>41671307Fuck off glowie
is there a way to exorcise my mom (or make her possessed by a demon) so that she changes and starts loving me?
>>41672378>make her possessed by a demonI think technically you have to become the demon king for that.
A trailer is coming these days for Spielberg's upcoming ufo movie rumoured to be titled "DISCLOSURE".Is it true Spielberg is in the know and they are preparing us for 2027 disclosure? What do the birds have to do with greys, /x/ bros?
Man's name is literally SPIEL-berg.They gloat at the fact many people just consume and build worldviews from slop media.
>>41670961This.Also fuck advertisement threads.
>>41669617https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l0T7Til0VuE
>>41644554https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9DUtnVGYuY
>>41669742You're right.
I have a live feed of quantum fluctuations running. I am plotting the deviation from pure randomness.I need observers.The hypothesis is that observation collapses the function. I want to see if 20, 30 anons focusing on the same white noise field can force a pattern to emerge from the chaos.https://dojofortheworld.com/experiments/quantum-coherence
Have started tracking stats. Above 5% implies anomalies
Whew lad
>>41669224You’re right that the fields are connected, fields propagate out infinitely and just get thinner as they go. So there is some connection there.But interfacing with the field isn’t enough to affect the particles. Their behavior is being dominated by interactions happening closer to them.It’s like shouting at the ocean. Yeah the sound waves from your voice are propagating out there and hitting the water. But the sound has basically no energy compared to the motion of the ocean. Same thing here.This concept is like. Let’s have all the anons go outside and scream in the direction of their nearest ocean. Then we’ll go on the satellite and try and see if there’s a Pepe in the pacific.
>>41671788>This concept is like. Let’s have all the anons go outside and scream in the direction of their nearest ocean. Then we’ll go on the satellite and try and see if there’s a Pepe in the pacific.I like to believe this is possible because things are more fun that way.It would filter through reality or something so it'd end up being some shipping barge labelled Pepe somehow crashed in the Pacific, I think, but I like to believe is all I'm saying lol
>>41670215I think the answer is "it doesnt make a damn bit of difference"?
Conspiracy theories regarding health, nutrition.Think fluoride in water, mRNA vaccines, microplastics, pasteurization, hormones in foodAnd of course, what we can do to have better health.
>>41666023I like it, the bugs (symbiotes) are actually called parasites by a class of parasites siphoning life-force from the world into Israel?That's a story!
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>>41647347Why would someone come in and say hey guys im going to retain my semen by the way I'm a big old faggot?
>>41630715>Microplastics>PasteurizationOh no you drank some oj in a plastic bottle, it's over. So lame.
>>41650588Restrictive diets are terrible and grains are great.
Unix is the biggest rabbit hole
>>41671785bsd daemon and debian swirl
>>41671785>Saturn Ring
>>41671800>>41671987what about the Saturn ring?
>>41671785>UNIX>UNI-X>ONE X>X.COM>XCOM (ufo game)>SPACE Xits all connected
>>41671785Have you tried Emacs and Elisp?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMbrNhx2zWQ
