Thats right, im 23 and condemned to hell. I look myself in the mirror and I see the face of a deprave soul, ugly to God. I cant love, I no longer see a divine spark in me. I live in a self referential inferno trapped in my mind.
>>41654628>>41654628WrongYou'd know if you were in hell.Where you taste the most disgusting thingsOR/ANDTake all kinds of pain and suffering differing in severityOR/ANDAre humiliated in front of other species in the multiverseOR/ANDAre poor and unable to construct civilizationOR/AND Have to do things that you are uncomfortable with that sickens you like sex with a retard(the ugliest kind)OR/ANDAll things that fit into this categoryComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41651769>I look myself in the mirror and I see the face of a deprave soulThe fact that you can realise this means you are not beyond saving. You are only truly condemned if you were to give into the evil and embrace it without remorse. Your negative thoughts and self loathing IS the spark that still lies within you, telling you that you are more than what you think you are. Sometimes the suffering is necessary to reveal what lies beneath, so you can confront it and move past it. Once you do you'll actually be thankful for it, never give up, pic related is always looking out for you no matter how far gone you think you are.
>>41654958its been a long time without change, if nothing changes I think I will kill myself. I dont want to be a bad person
>>41651769God loves you. You’re never too far gone or broken. Look for him ask for God, ask God to change your heart. Ask God to help you therapy. You’re obviously depressed and even possibly disassociating out of fear. Look in yourself and then look for him. You know you need help and you can learn to love and the fire in your mind can be extinguished.
>christcucks think doing pic related to themselves every day groveling to an entity that is guilty of far worse is the peak of spirituality or even goodthe rabbis really did a number on your gullible souls lol
> The Trinity Files> (archive this)> this isn’t a manifesto> this isn’t a larp> this isn’t disclosure> it’s a pattern write-up> if you’ve ever felt like the world quietly broke after 2012> or snapped hard in 2020> you’re not crazy> you’re just late to the signal> there have been three global threshold eventsComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
I don't need a job. I live with my mother and all our bills are paid.
> I work for my mom. Her name is Isabella Quinn Taylor. iykyk> end of file> [ t8h5V4vG8m3cXy2sE8dVxQ== ]
>>41656620can i also work for your mother and support a small business instead of a big corporation?
>>41656620you're from a hollywood family?
>>41654728>many nigawats OP
Painting by Norbert H. Kox.
Saw this in another thread and liked the art style. Reminds me of the works of Joe Coleman and “Pulp” art of the 50s and 60s.
>>41658392Joe coleman. Met him at a Boyd Rice show in NYC and he said his first drawings were red (blood) and black catholic grade school drawings of Jesus getting crucified. Also does anyone know why most images download from google say upload failed lately and how to avoid?
>>41658405>download from google>upload failedyou aussie bogans can't do shit
I shiver at the thought of /x/ and /d/ combined.
https://rentry.org/mdegHow are you all preparing?
>>41657526based
It's been 2 days where is it?
>>41658398I meant to say 3 days, it's been 3 days.
ATTENTION: Did your vitals falter yesterday? If possible, you're to stay alive more or less, so my screwing should be carefully studied.
>>41658495i sat on a couch during the date/time it was supposed to happen and looked at the thread believing this larp to be true and i felt through the couch what felt like the world moving underneath me... then i looked away from the thread and it stopped and then i looked back at the thread and it started again, then i looked away and it stopped and then i closed my phone and didn't look at the thread again and classified it as fake and gay so... dunno what it meansim fairly certain i'm the complete master of my consciously experienced universe but i picked a short term destiny in the form of a faith and what i'm doing for the next yeardunno how it's all going on everyone elses endmaybe it happened but i can't see the posts about it because i didn't let it happen so everyone it happened to is now on a divergent timeline in our shared multiverse?i also tried to undo the direction i set for the USA/world back in 2008my universe should be heading for a complete 180 glow up from here on out
>Reminder that NASA is officially an intelligence agency>>41650234https://theskylive.com/3dsolarsystem?objs=c2025n1https://ssd.jpl.nasa.gov/tools/sbdb_lookup.html#/?sstr=C%2F2025%20N1&view=VOP>Lightcurvehttps://cobs.si/comet/2643/1.Retrograde orbit aligns within 5° of the ecliptic; p. [probability] .2%2.July–Nov 2025: showed a true sunward jet (anti-tail), not a geometric illusion3.Nucleus mass ≈106× 1I/Oumuamua and 103× 2I/Borisov, moving faster than both; p. <.1%4.Arrival timing placed it <10,000,000km of Mars, Venus, Jupiter and hidden from Earth at perihelion; p. .005%5.Gas plume: far more Ni than Fe (industrial-like Ni alloys) + Ni/CN ratio orders of magnitude above all comets incl. 2I/Borisov; p. <1%6.Gas plume: only 4% water by mass7.Extreme negative polarization, unprecedented; p. <1%8.Arrival within 9° of the “Wow!” signal; p. .6%Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>Channelshttps://www.youtube.com/@DiegoSanAraujohttps://www.youtube.com/@DobsonianPowerhttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAngryAstronauthttps://www.youtube.com/@GaleriaDoMeteoritohttps://www.youtube.com/@StefanBurnshttps://www.youtube.com/@JohnLenardWalsonhttps://www.youtube.com/@CristinaGhttps://www.youtube.com/@RaysAstrophotographyhttps://www.youtube.com/@ChucksAstrophotography>InvestigationsAvi Loeb: https://avi-loeb.medium.com/Joe Poff: https://medium.com/@joe_poffObjective, open-source work on 3I/A from Miami Herald reporter: https://usaherald.com/author/samuel-lopez/Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
This is the reason the glowies hate pic related (its real):For the images to be fabricated, the hoaxer would need to:- Access unpublished LASCO imagery from October 20.- Access unpublished ground telescope data from October 21-25.- Access published Keck spectroscopy and correctly interpret spatial distribution.- Synthesize all three datasets into a coherent visual representation.- Predict the EXACT geometric emission structure before it was widely documented. - Including any additional processing in only 13 DAYS.This requires either:1. Access to classified surveillance data (which means the images are real)2. Clairvoyance (which means the hoaxer is a psychic) Still Currently matching the authenticity structure 3I/ATLAS is displaying.Image 1 (Monochrome) Background Stars:- 14 visible reference stars in frame.- Positional cross-reference with Gaia DR3 catalog: 13/14 stars match within 0.3 arcseconds.Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
Tell me something you can't prove but strongly believe is true
>>41658285If that's your heaven. It might also be your hell. Shit, no wonder people sound like they have their heads up their ass when they try to tell people this. Assuming I don't have my head up my own ass. Which would be a form of recursion. I'm getting to the /spoiler/it's too complicated to be a delusion, there's a whole fucking game that keeps loading back up every time I go back to do a reality check/spoiler/. It's getting to be too much to chalk up to "it could be AI" at a certain point you just have to let go and let god.
>>41658389Or black helicopters or something whatever your thing is.
What a fucking joke, ya got me.
>>41658370>do not fucking trust himWhy not?and what do you mean full of shit?
>>41658370The concept of Dal-Lamed also exists in the sitra ahra, I would like to know what else he said about that in his posts, do you have the full one about this particular concept?
You are free to think the square root of -1 exists
Hey the compass...Mom gave me...Nice...Future (sci)...Past (history)...Particular (terra)...Universal (space)...Build on it your way...Bob keeps it on the level...
>>41656950-1 doesn't exist either yet you choose to believe in it
>>41656950>You are free to think the square root of -1 exists
>>41656979That's antisemitic
>>41656979I exist
Clone me so fast my head spins.
*senpai
Never had one but the internet makes it seem like it’s super common. Are most people possessed/oppressed by demons without realizing? Share your experiences
>>41655571ive had sleep paralysis several times in my lifethe first time it happened, i wasnt even asleepi was laying on my bed when suddenly i couldnt move or speak, it felt like i was dying as an immense fear took over me i was expecting something to emerge out of the dark and get mebut nothing came, and after about 3 minutes or so, all bodily movement returnedvery scary
>be me>read neitzsche one night>not much overthinking>slept peacefully>wake up after 2-3 hr>go to the kitchen>open the fridge>open the lowermost area where veges are kept>pee on it>mother heard the voice>done peeing>she asked what happened>I answer that I was peeing>she notices and gets shocked>asks panically whether i am alrightComment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>41655571I experience it maybe once every two weeks. I go to the gym after work, and I just chalk it up to being physically tired but mentally still "on". I don't see any weird entities. I'm just unable to move while being conscious.
>>41655571I used to take supplements for anxiety that if mixed with an opiate right before I laid down would almost guarantee sleep paralysis. Most of the time it was just like being awake except I couldn't move and the feeling was dreamlike even if my room seemed the same. For me it was the pressure on my chest that made breathing difficult and led me to freaking out. Id still purposely do it most nights even though it was freaky I've always been a bit of a psychonaut. Except the one time out of nowhere full on carnival music was absolutely blaring, I felt like I was spinning that was an experience, auditory sensations were rare prior to and after this one, never again did I experience such a detailed intricate song in a dream that I couldn't tell you where id heard it when awake.Or the time I was sleep paralyzed and what appeared to be my roommate glided over to my bed and was like standing above me looking like a dementor.
Only time I had these spiritual problems was stupidly turning to christianity (allowing archons authority over you instead of being sovereign) so I got sent these demons by the demiurge to loosh me. It stopped after you assert sovereignty
Everything that needed to be said has already been said
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>>41652905for most this site is an exercise in saying what doesn't need to be saidglad you're finally catching up
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>>41653322I'm an outsider to this forum, but I think everything is not fine and dandy, the world has a fuckton of horrible problems. That, however, has nothing to do with the paranormal, or even religions. Just people being shitty. Though dogma does sometimes make it easier for people to justify their evils, if we didn't have religion they'd just come up with a different excuse.
>>41658600You tell aunt Brynjolf.That I have a Ming holef.
>THIS IS NOT TRUMAN SHOW>BECAUSE... IT JUST ISN'T OKAY?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WR2L-0kRTgghttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aEf0SpAEnIc
>>41654479Learning about CAFO's/modern animal AG (I.E. 10s-100s of billions of mammals, with just as much or more capacity for intelligence and pain as a dog or a cat and even a human, in birthright holocaust slavery torture, https://animalclock.org/) actually brought me a lot of peace in my life. It extinguished my self-pity (or rather dilated it to a more universal focus) while simultaneously completely confirming the innate, unshakable, and seemingly unique feelings, that were inside me since my first toodlerhood grasping of consciousness, that life was/is way worse than everyone seemed to be making it out to be, and almost every single person was lying to me, and themself, about almost everything, generally.
>>41658415https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=W4PjWgiH-LQhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=z-EfEaFWh3w
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MzJJan58J-8https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PHt8m_q-XqQhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vwEQ33B0hoo
>>41656029You are quite literally whatever you believe and call yourself to be (read Emil Coue). If we are talking objectively: the kindness you show to your local birds, kitties, friend and personal pets, and sick animals, in, lets set a measure at 1 year, does not equal the amount of suffering the money you give to the factory farming industry in one year can buy through the treatment of its cows, pigs, and chickens. This obviously is not airtight math not least because happiness and suffering are not easily measurable. The happiness experienced by one creature you help can go on to impact hundreds, thousands of others, even yourself as helping others naturally makes you feel good. on the flip side, the subsidies alone would theoretically keep all factory farms open without a single person actually buying anything so the money you give is hard to quantify in terms of actual growth to the industry even objectively. Also to be considered is the genuine need for meat and flesh as a food source for humans. But if we really think about it, if you eat factory farm products every day, you essentially are responsible for the life and death of at least a 2 or 3 cows, 1 or 2 pigs, and genuine fuck ton of chickens and fishes (but they aren't mammal and may genuinely feel less so it probably doesn't matter as much really). Could you personally take their lives? the answer is yes, by the way. so whats the takeaway? I really don't fucking know at this point. maybe just do things mindfully and answers will reveal themselves to you in personal and indescribable ways as the questions itself are being asked
Does this mean that even if there is a continuation that you'll still be the same failure you are on this plane of existence?
>>41658095The card with the with the company's information that you're supposed to throw out.
>>41658302You're supposed to chuck those? I keep them to practice one handed cutting and throwing so I don't bang up the rest of the deck >>416582398 of hearts back to samsara
It means the external world around you is a reflection of your internal world, aka your emotions, beliefs, conscious, and sub-conscious. If you are overwhelmed internally by negativity you will only see negativity in the external world, same goes for positivity. It also means your internal world is a reflection of the external world around you, this is why seemingly mundane things like cleaning your room can improve your mental state. Ideally you create a positive feedback loop where positivity you see in one world creates more positivity in the other, cascading upon itself. This is the basics, but the basics will take you far in life.
>>41656257Yes, but you will be less of a failure on the higher planes. Maybe when you are less of a failure on a higher plane, you will realize that you are not really a failure at all.>>41658095A Choir of Seraphim
the winning move is leaving the clown material world dimension
What does building houses and adding bricks and plaster have to do with secred societies, aliens, Satan worship and all that?Are houses actually living entities that need sustenance in forms of humans? I've always thought the price for houses an extremely odd thing, like there needs a tremendous amount of energy to be expended for a house to spring into existence but once it does, it's basically immortal.But anyway I digress. I still don't understand what does laying bricks and plaster have to do with secret societies.
>>41653945I'd go much further than that, it's not their "goal", it's what they embody continuously.That's what makes them strong: rooting them out would imply rooting out all the little tyrants and insipid losers supporting them, too.Of course they don't sustain the actual world, so they're just a phenomenon in it. But in their own eyes they already live in their own "World Order", which they mistake for an artifact they made when it is their own being and their own traits reflected back at them.
The new masons are basically computer programmers. Programming is like a cult. Designing more and more soul traps every day. Money will soon be digital. A whole new level of control.
And to elaborate on World Order, their NWO meme is just their version of Two More Weeks.They think that's all there is or can be, their World Order and it's update, the imaginary future New World Order that never quite arrives. But they chronicle it as "this order -> that order -> ooh another order" and do stupid, sensationalist rituals to keep the wool over their own eyes.Btw. Hindus worship cows, and Masons are the cult of Ba'al which is a cow diety.
>>41653948A lot of the takes in this thread are literal brainlet tiktok opinions and from fake testimonies from ''ex-masons'' who decided to speak out magically at the very same time they wanted hype and money.These were low-level masons at lodges who stayed only for a few months and were either kicked out for not showing up to meetings or left because they didn't find satanic sacrifices on their very first encounter.Then you got the higher ranks, archmasons and other more exclusive sub-groups in freemasonry that act as literal agents for the elites and recruit those who are deemed worthy.Most freemasons i met believe in reincarnation one way or another, even if they claim they are devout christians. They do not desire to stay here forever not it is in their interest to influence the world around them, at least in 85% of the lodges you run into.Some lodges are definitely more political and will involve a lot of shady business, but nothing ''satanic'' per say, more like rich people meeting and scheming together with full on privacy.
there are masons, Masons and Freemasons.masons are the guys who build homes, walls ect mostly wearing yellow helmets and shiny vests.Masons were originally super secrit clubs of elitist, top-competent humans dedicated to the benefit of mankind after the (basic) knowledge of how to do things DIY "fell" into their hands/they realised capabilities/gate guardianism ect ect. by mystery schools of greece, egypt ect. influences of spirited (Creator/luciferianic/ahrimanic/placeholder) beings Unfortunately for them and for the rest of the plane around here, they mismanaged the populus (they got greedy + power corrupts), resulting in decreased abilites overall for everyone.Not only that, but they got infiltrated by the enemy about 350 years ago.and from that, Freemasons emerged. they are the ran down, washed out, silly and pro fane discount version of a larp at a cult of the Masons. Because of their own ineptitude, greed, mismanagement and infiltration ect they are left with (you), the retarded masses. and just like a zombie horde pulls you down just by their dead weight, so are they, at the end with their wisdom, pulling at straws.in a futile and cringeworthy attempt to rectify that, they made it "free" so anyone can join, in an attempt to find diamonds in the shitter (they wont) and have a glint of hope to curse-correctas the saying goes, if something is free, you are the product.remember this.
A trailer is coming these days for Spielberg's upcoming ufo movie rumoured to be titled "DISCLOSURE".Is it true Spielberg is in the know and they are preparing us for 2027 disclosure? What do the birds have to do with greys, /x/ bros?
>>41644580Self trained new Delhi deepseek v2 chatbot
>>41655738This
>>41644554Space birds!
>>41655747time has come face your fears
>>41655272tell the truth with 10% of lies.
What are some advanced methods to reach your buddy in dreams together?
That was like a really nice dream meet-up!!Thanks to everyone who showeed up & hope I see you guys again.
Didn't some heckin scientist do an actual experiment last year with some device to make two people be in the same dream?
>>41657158>device to make two people be in the same dreamFundies?
>>41657158>Didn't some heckin scientist do an actual experiment last year with some device to make two people be in the same dream?kek no way
>>41652505God trying to accuse me of homosexuality for thinking about literally myself as a teenager (with girls) is undeniable proof that he deserves to be annihilated forever
