Alright, since it seems like i am a complete autistic retard incapable of controlling my mind, i have found myself unable to understand this.Nonphysical communication is impossible with me on a conscious level, and is fucked on the subconscious, making it difficult for it to actually influence me. and i find myself completely at a loss as to what to do or think.Give me quick rundown on this spirituality shit. What exactly possesses or animates human beings? What are souls? Why are some of them vampiric? Can they even be considered parasitic, or is there simply a constant power struggle between these things? I've noticed that people with no sclera. I did not question it when i was younger, almost like there was something regulating this part of my consciousness, but now i do? Why?I get the feeling that talking about this is wrong, because nobody does. But why?Doesn't it all just seem so unfair?
>>37862858Will get you. Will..
>>37862858FUCK, people with no sclera, without that.
>>37862874they fucking better. i am so tired.
>>37862858>wants nothing but complete and total conscious control of his own mind>calls others vampires>4 XDD4
>>37862913i don't know, man, that's why i am making the thread. I don't know if total conscious control of my mind is feasible, or even preferable, considering how neurotic and generally retarded i am.The problem stems from having incomplete knowledge, combined with limited awareness, which led to be quite paranoid for some time.This also wouldn't be an issue, were i not a neurotic ape constantly sending signals to myself to say random shit (nonverbally) or act spiritually hostile towards those around me.I cannot function, spiritually.I would like to at least know enough, and be aware enough, or know nothing and be unaware, but the latter is now impossible.
>>37862897Don't know when to quit. Some only learn the hard. Way. Laugh now, cry later. Because I will have my revenge. There is no stopping me..one way or another, I will.
>>37862945>read a book, >experiment, >accept the resultsI'm not here to teach you, I'm here to bask in the glory of absurdity, chaos, and uncertainty. if the above doesn't work maybe try growing a pair rather than coming to a board like this and expecting to be spoonfed.
