When I was a little kid, I suddenly stopped believing in God. This was before I even knew what youtube was and I didn't browse the internet. I've never had faith in good things and I've always been afraid of everything. Every night used to be a torture session because I was so afraid of aliens/demons. Anyway, I'm pretty fucked up and I'm not able to connect with anyone. A lot of stuff has happened since then and I could blame it on that but when I really think about it, is it my fault? Is it because I lost faith when I was a child? Why did it even happen? I was barely conscious and I just decided God wasn't real. Some atheists have more faith than me.
>>37863167>Stopped believing in god>This was before I knew what YouTube wasLmaoIt's over
>>37863173That was just a way of saying no one put it in my head or convinced me
>>37863175Yeah but ok so look at how your standard is and for funzies go look back in time to someone else's standard storyIt's crazy right but you HAVE to make that kinda qualification with your story because the flow of information IS such that it can fuck with your credibility or even affect the narrativeThat's whack dude, it's not normal It's not how people talked even just 10 years ago
>>37863175>entire system revolves around a ball floating in the middle of nowhere and bald talking apes that came to life from random chance>no one put it in my head or convinced me bro
I dunnoNone of my prayers are answered except for demonic possession/demonic infestation. They really do gtfo at Jesus name.God doesn't seem to do anything about evil abuse or spiritual oppression though.
>>37863878Space isnt real
>>37863167You're a retarded little kid. A symptom of that retardation is not believing in God, as is being tormented by imaginary aliens and being fucked up and not able to connect with anyone. These are all related characteristics which you can excise from yourself.
>>37867650Exercise
>>37867654Exercise?
>>37867684Exorcise
>>37863167Jesus is real and he loves you. Repent for your sins and accept him as your savior.