How can anyone stand being alive as a human? Finite and one dimensional life in a straight temporal line. Everything was given to us. Our biology, our language, culture, religion, family, place of birth, life circumstances, etc. Even within our own brains, we do not have total control. I don't even know what I am. Everything is about "meaning, pleasure, pain, love" it's so tiring. I don't want to be forced to care about this stuff anymore. I want to return to a restful sleep in the void away from creation. Thank you, it was very nice but it's not my cup of tea. Can I return to the void now? No? I have to suffer eternally in hell? Fuck, I guess I have to pretend to be a human being.
Because the only other thing to be is nothing, starchild
>>38267735Sounds to me like you're living wrong.>you should have so much more
>>38267735I refilled my vending machine today. A little boy, maybe 8 or 9, walked up to me as I was locking the coin tray. I had restocked the jelly beans; he said they were his favourite. He smiled, fed a few quarters into the machine, and thanked me before leaving the store.I only earned $9.15 in profit this month, but I made some kids happy. I think that’s as good a reason as any to go on living. I make life better for someone, just one quarter at a time.
>>38267735I rather enjoy this human form.
