I began to feel that I had only existed for a few months, and all the memories were unreal and were implanted into my brain, like in the movie Blade Runner or Westworld. And all people seem to be unreal and philosophical zombies. I feel like I'm in a coma or limbo.
>>38435626what makes you think this?
>>38435631I won't say. But I don't know, I feel
>>38435648people consume bad ideas all the time, what was or what will be arnt real, only the moment, become momentous
>>38435648Welcome to psychosis, enjoy the ride and don't hurt anyone, including yourself.
>>38435701He isnt harming anyone, he is going to bring them all to God today.I LOVE PLEASE CALM DOWN!
>>38435626We are basically a spliced species manufactured with a mission to bring deep earth rocks to the surface. Now with technology, chemistry and the plastics you are going to feel funny. Men metabolising differently to women consuming differently and activities all different you are going to see for instance people not looking poorly but heavily diabetic and etc. Even if this isn't poisoning from your surroundings just spending for than 1.5h a day on a screen (even smartphones) will effect everybody negatively-- In life choices, etc.Feeling your memories in a different way could be a sign your going crazy yourself, you are surrounded by crazies and your psyche is telling you to escape and/or you are chemically overcooked by the environment you inhabit.Good luck!
>>38435626>I began to feel that I had only existed for a few monthsWell, ok, maybe it helps you when I tell you this. In the spirit world it happens that a spirit being gets sent to earth to live with a human body, for various reasons. There are basically 3 ways to do that: being born with a human body (in this case the spirit has to go through childhood), possession of a living human (what is like spiritual rape), or using a dead body (with magical reanimation). In the last case it can happen that a human dies naturally at night, and the beings at the spirit world bring the body back to life and connect a spirit to it. Next morning this spirit wakes up with the human body (the soul of the human is gone) and it can be that the memories from the human are still present in the body, so the spirit can access it. It can even be that this spirit being doesn't know that it's not really a human, when the other spirits, who sent it to earth, blocked this memories on purpose. It's possible that you got sent to earth just some months ago, and for some operative reason your spiritual leaders want you to believe that you're a human.Maybe they don't want me to tell you this, but I think let's plat with open cards.
>>38435626>like in the movieThrow away your TV, stop watching mass media -- they are forms of self-harm
>>38436596Thank you I've been thinking about it too, but I'm not completely sure.
>>38436803I would say, in case that you got sent here, you did it voluntarily, even if you don't remember, and you can trust your spiritual guides that they know what they're doing.
>>38436825I am experiencing derealization
>>38436854Well, from my view I could say: this world is not even real, so having a feeling that there's something wrong with this "reality" is just a functioning intuition.
>>38435626Have you ever questioned the nature of your reality?
>>38435626It just means you're not an NPC.
>>38438235always
