Maybe boring thread but here is what was hopefully just a product of my paranoia. 1. in my bedroom in dream seeing some weird news broadcast where the headline is "NEW TOPPER" and the "topper" is a kind of mask digital thing of trumps face lol and its doing this weird close eyed glitchy thing and its head is extended, and its swaying back and forth. 2. i eventually (in dream) end up laying down, paranoid, hearing my sister in the hallway (small kid) as she wakes up sometimes yep. idk . and then as im laying there i feel a arm over my body and leg and weight and im laying on my tummy facing left and it comes from the right. feels like it fades into reality as it goes around and it feels lanky (NOT PLEASANT.) something is said that i dont think was even telligible but it was firm and i think trying to convince me to not move or feel safe it was fucking scary. and in my head i think "just my dog" hard so that it doesnt read my mind and know im freaking out. Now i open my EYES IN REAL LIFE and i see my room and i still fucking feel it over me. i spend ages horrible minutes trying to wiggle parts of my self. it usually doesnt work. still trying to "think convincingly",, eventually i manage to really slowly sit up and i left my room promptly and i only slept like an hour ago so i wasnt asleep for super long. did i just escape death.
>>38441568>Now i open my EYES IN REAL LIFE and i see my room and i still fucking feel it over me.I know, it's alien as fuck and what makes it fun. Like something invisible (sometimes visible) is trying to snuggle you and it just is like weird how it elicits that paralytic feeling through your body as you there trying to shake off the numbness.Happened to me last night, but it was nicer, made out and even touched teeth.Gonna do my same thing tonight and try for it again, cause the worse one I had was being attacked and bitten in the face. Sometimes the spectre will even feel like it passes into your body like a siamese twin.Not to loosh, but you okay.
Some sleep paralysis stories:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VtR71DL9UBI
>>38441637REALLY WTF . I DONT KNOW IF I BELIEVE YOU. LOL LO L whahh Its weird i thought of trying to solicit it in my mind because of how weirdlystrongreassuring it was being, but it felt ultimately fucking sinister... and i only thought of it as wayout,,, like think flirting. I found it super invasive., but i think m,aybe im more freaked out about it since ive just been paranoid over aliens and gay government shit the past few days. You say it feels alien but i thought it freaking was one, and im terrified of them!! I recall a case where a girl was found mutilated like cattle in her bed. Scary but hopefully unrelated.. Thankyou for your reply anon :) Thats some crazy stuff youre doing good luck but be careful maybe O.O I bought my dog in my room for comfort
the way to deal with this is by cultivating mettahttps://old.reddit.com/r/Buddhism/comments/imfz9y/ajahn_brahm_so_many_of_the_states_of_mind_we_live/
>>38441568A demon was the cause of this.
>>38441688Oh, interesting, reminds me and makes me think it is of note that i was seriously not of sound mind emotionally either when i slept, i was angry and i was sad. More of both emotions than ive felt in a long time. Thats really creepy.
>>38441733Oh dont be so blunt about it!! Freaky! What do i do if it was?! I dont know if i believe anything strictly. I even prayed before i slept for things to get better. UUUF. I hate you demons.!
>>38441637replying to this again to mention that this happenned to me two other times, both of them i also opened my eyes irl at the end. I really hope i dont experience this again.
>>38441688read more properly and actually no ium not going to thank the demon and ask if theres anything i can do for it. I will treat people who are abrasive invasive and situations like this though.... GLOWDEMON!
>>38441671This one is a cogito hazard.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gc3CmS8_vUIhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Split-brainhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mirror_neuron#Sleep_paralysishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1S2a-ZyPU-0https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEILGYq7esohttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cupid_and_Psychehttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salmacishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4xhqpAUVCQ
>>38441865dont compute all of this together desu the musics nice tho
>>38441924The idea is that from a mind standpoint the brain can be comprised of 2 intelligences coordinated as 1. Sleep paralysis could be a form of motor discontinuity, whereby the other brain is not a mirror, but a person capable of imagining themselves wholly independent of the other. and when in a transient stage of sleep, these parts of the brain desynchronize and in effort to reawake, lend to a paralytic episode. So it could have been your lanky self trying to cuddle you.>but i'm not lanky~https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AgnosiaYeah, but you're a shape shifting monkey that can remember being a dwarf in adolescence.
>>38442023Thankyou for explaining, and giving me a reasonable and comforting way to think about this. :,3
