Just try to imagine what your final thoughts will be (assuming you know you're dying) 4 billion years of evolution frantically scrambling to anchor your dying mind. "OMG I'm dying I'M DYING! that girl in school with pale skin and dark hair...was there really cocaine in Coca-Cola?....I wished I'd tried pegging...Jesus help me!....no Jebus, no gods of any kind!....light fading....Clint Eastwood movie...Hereafter....an old man grasping...Aaaaaaagh I'll be gone FOREVER!!!....Larkin's poems....porn....flogging...no, freeze me! Alcor! Someone call Alcor!....don't be stupid....would never work...creepy anyway.....sex...MALIGNANTLY USELESS sex!light fading....dying lights rage...against...ricky..."*beep*-Flatline
>>38442164And the outcome will be exactly the same as if I was thinking about Jesus or any other God. I'd rather think about girls I liked than Gods that will just reincarnate me to continue abusing me in this retarded hell world
>>38442220What girls did you like?
>>38442164Seems better than shitting my deathbed in horror over some imaginary torture after death.
>oh god oh fuck i hope i believed hard enough.... what if god thinks i was faking my faith... was i? shit i dont wanna burn in hell fuck fuck fuck ohhhhhh no no
>>38442164Probably not that junk because I'm not schizophrenic. When I got emergency lung surgery it was more like "I wonder if I'll wake up after"
>>38442164I see Christian larpers hurling themselves into Serpent pits and manure fires all the time, must be because they are comfortable with dying.
>>38442770Why have you assumed I am being hostile to atheism?
>>38442164damn that looks very accurate to me.I even got immersed into, nice job anon
>>38442220You know men are disposable from the point of view a femoid right?it's pretty funny the male cattle venerate something which despises them.
>>38442164>Just try to imagine what your final- ॐ
>>38442164>>38442220>>38442884This is the kind of existential horror people should come looking for on /x/
>>38442164Most christcuck that I know are terrified of dying. Even of getting old. They are so attached to their egos. They really think heaven is a continuation of their country club membership. I'm pretty much a nihilist that its completely indifferent to dying. Even my own mother has told me that I lost my fear of death and she gets all neurotic. The fuckin co-depenent mess. >>38442884Not according to my BPD gf. She only sees me and she has told me that she'll kill herself if I leave her. I love razors.
>>38443389how does your mom even know you don't fear death? why doesn't she assume you're merely edgy or larping, but is rather convinced, it so seems?
