Never posted on x before but I'm sitting on my back porch never been more sure that God is real.>be me>pediatrician>have wife>have loving family>happy in life until about 4 months ago when an incident at work turned sour>ever since then unable to find peace of mind>develop suicidal ideation that gets stronger every day>want to quit job so bad>want to die so bad>want to throw it all away>be me 1 hour ago>laying in bed next to wife>burning up, can't get comfortable>tossing and turning>feel the need to puke>mental turmoil reaching breaking point>pray to God to save me>see vision of myself covered in black tar substance>a bright light washes over me>black tar starts melting off of me>start hyperventilating and convulsing>wife wakes up and is trying to figure out what the fuck is going on, tries holding me to calm me down>stand up and run out of the bedroom>run out the backdoor into the yard naked>hear a neighborhood cat meow>suddenly there's a *pop*>feels like I just woke up from a long slumber>wife comes outside and brings me back to the porch>I'm unable to speak for a few minutes>after I'm able to use my words again, I start crying and then start laughing>felt the spark of life again>felt happiness for first time in so long>huge weight off my chest, could breathe again.God just saved me from a demon. I guess it possessed me when I was vulnerable from that work incident. Or maybe it's been there for a while and was empowered. I dunno, I'm not really sure how that works. But I do know that Christ is King. Wow. I feel... brand new in a way. Ready to start things rolling again. Thanks for reading.
>>38442407Yep, he's a helpful fellow.
google psychotic break
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3ALwKeSEYs
>paediatrician>happy in lifefake and gaypremed tier
>>38442407Based.
>>38442407King of the Jews. Also King of Kings.