>older brother is mostly normal but turns into a schizo later in life>always had weird quirks growing up that would make me think like wtf is he saying?>always notices when the time is 9:11 on a clock, randomly- not on purpose>we play a game where we stand infront of the tv while it’s off and look at each others dark silhouettes in the reflection>he would always say if we stared long enough they would move or make different expressions that we weren’t in real life>I never saw it but he did>fast forward he has an episode full schiz mode in his late 20s after years of drug abuse>leaves home and stabs someone (they survive)>he goes missing for a couple weeks and ends up walks around naked in a field for a few days>body finally dies of exhaustion>location he died at is named 666 W. Weber Ave he pointed out 666 a lot too while growing up, basically into numerology before he knew what it was. I did not know him much during his later life but he did post esoteric shit and was on forums even possibly /x/My only question is, was seeing the 9:11 on a clock a cry for help spiritually(?) Can some schizos recognize numerology in such a way that normal people can’t that could also predict the future or things of that nature? Why did he always see 9:11 and is it more than coincidence he died on 666? He believed in God and was not an evil person. Sorry for formatting im phone posting poofter
>>38444732>Can some schizos recognize numerology in such a way that normal people can’t that could also predict the future or things of that nature?
Sorry about your brother, anon.