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Been awhile.

>Load your chart [EXACT BIRTH TIME]
https://www.astro.com/horoscope
https://horoscopes.astro-seek.com/birth-chart-horoscope-online

>Additional Resources:
https://sevenstarsastrology.com/ - methods
https://astrologyking.com/ - aspects
https://www.skyscript.co.uk/ - general
https://astro.com

Do’s
>ask a specific question about your past, present or near future
>run transit charts for important points in your life
>inquire about WHY you are the way you are, how to improve yourself
>ask about flaws or talents
>mental health help
Examples:
how you’ll be as a parent, if you’d succeed at a certain job, if you mesh well with a certain type of person, synastry with parent/sibling/coworker, how to make new friends, ask us a question you already know the answer to like if you’re a trouble maker/porn addict/religious/guess your health condition, etc

Don’t
>ask if you’re cursed, fucked, doomed, if it’s over
>ask what job you should get
>about your future wife
>chart with no context

Good luck.

Prompt:
How was Libra season for you? What transits did you experience and how did they affect you?
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moon currently at
72% waning gibbous
in cancer

trine sun
square neptune
conj jupiter

Feelings of uncertainty, instability, lack of direction. With a hint of optimism but so much to do and too many steps to take, making endeavors feel overwhelming. Seasonal shift of emotions. These themes will last for the remainder of the week.
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>>39088622
I’m depressed, unable to connect with people/don’t feel real to me, dissociate from time to time, and abuse substances what do?

Also what are my flaws and talents
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Interested in my future in loose terms of success and fulfillment ig. Also perhaps insight on what the chart says about personality traits and things to watch out for. Maybe anything else that is interesting about my chart. Haven't really done a reading before hope this is alright for questions and image :)
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current transits

>Sun square Pluto
Resisting change, re-emergence of self esteem issues, if this negatively aspects your personal chart can bring suicidal thoughts, self harm, drug abuse, relapse. For the rest of us this is normal self doubt, taking a closer look at yourself in the mirror, hyper analyzing yourself, critical of others, making poor choices.

>Mercury trine Saturn
scorpio/pisces
Melancholy to say the least. The urge to create a game plan is here, but these two water signs think deeply, giving you no idea where to start, lack of foundation, the starting line is invisible. Saturn dampens the mood of Mercury. Overall the feeling of winter is looming over us, a sense of impending doom is possible, feeling like it’s too late, spending lots of time wallowing in self pity and what ifs. Day dreaming.

>Sun square Mars
libra/cancer
Feelings of diplomacy, wanting to finish things you’ve started but lacking the focus to do so. More willing to stand up for yourself but simultaneously more quick to anger, quick to be annoyed and fed up, quick to end things on a whim, taking action via emotion.
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>>39088671
current transits
&
upcoming transits

>Mars sextile Uranus
october 24th
Accident prone transit, especially if aspecting personal planets. Fender benders, power outages, breaking a glass while washing the dishes, etc. Not good for people with stomach issues, make sure the food you’re eating is not expired, don’t try new foods, don’t eat raw fish.

>Mercury trine Mars
october 25th
Finally will start to feel more level headed, motivated and energy levels will start to balance out. Arguments and butting heads are more likely to occur under this transit.

>Venus opposite Jupiter
Obvious lovers quarrel energy. Losing interest in things you love like video games, books, hobbies etc.
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>>39088640
Typical woes of someone your age. As important as astrology is, it’s also important to understand the normal growing pains of life. There are in fact themes that all of us have in common.

Talents,
Jupiter in the 9th. You have the ability to learn, and be good at, anything you actually set your mind to. I’m a little surprised to see you here with a capricorn stellium. You need structure in your life, a phrase suited for you is jack of all trades master of none. Your issue with this talent is feeling unworthy, imposter syndrome, even though you might be good at something you feel like you’re not good at it because you’re not THE BEST. Utilize this by always trying new things, five hour documentaries, buying shit to try new hobbies, trade schools — many, many trade schools, certificates in all fields, you’ll thank yourself later when you have multiple flows of income.

Saturn in the 8th. The talent of this placement is your ability to face death, the other world for whatever that means to you, to handle trauma and questionable situations in a stoic manner. As you get older people will often look to you for stability in handling the death of their family members, tragic events, a sense of security. You will live a long life.

Mars in the 1st can be both good and bad. While you are likely violent, hot headed, quick to anger, malicious or good at seeking revenge, sexualized early in life or sexual early on, as you age these will turn into the gift of intuitively reading people, the gift of Judgement, the gift of Protection over others. While you’re still young this will manifest in troubled ways such as jealousy, acting out of spite, possessiveness, obsession, sexual dominance over partners. These behaviors will lead you to the above mentioned good qualities. You must first struggle to meet these

cont
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I'm done.
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>>39088622
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Thoughts on pluto in the 12th house?
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So which patron deity I should work with for eg. demonic like naamah or angelic beings for spiritual development ? Do you see me succeed in occult practices ?
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>>39088796
What demons do i do
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>>39088652
Your questions are vague but i’ll answer anyway.

Saturn on the ascendant is one of your most notable placements. This can make you shy, reserved, lonely, maybe dress conservatively. It’s in Gemini though, possibly making you ashamed or embarrassed to show when you’re having fun, afraid to show emotions on your face but could experience things out of your control like your face turning red and blushing against your will. Saturn conjunct ascendant can sometimes cause a noticeable scar on the face, a gap in the teeth, crooked teeth, needing tonsils removed early in life, etc possibly short in stature? or freakishly tall because of gemini.

North Node in the third house makes you struggle with a sense of community, feeling like you belong, making friends, you could even feel like the black sheep of your own family among your siblings and cousins even if they don’t intentionally make you feel that way. You probably are afraid to speak up or stand up for yourself, displeased or ashamed of where you grew up or what school you went to, could have been truant or struggled in grade school.

Lilith in the 9th, likely a larper in your own mind like telling yourself you were born in the wrong generation or think you should have been slavic or from another country. Lusting after people who are far far away from you, out of your reach, professors, religious leaders or those who are in some kind of authority over you. On the opposite end of this, people can lust after you because you’re unattainable, teachers or priests preying on you, etc.

Mercury in the 6th is often in the charts of hypochondriacs. Obsessive thoughts over your physical well being. Don’t let this be to your detriment.

Now your overall chart paints you as someone who is generally a “good girl/boy” but you have a virgo mars, in the 5th house. Virgo, despite what magazine astrology will tell you, is a perverted sign, it’s meticulous, detailed, it yearns.

cont
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>>39088652
>>39088845
Mars is your sex drive, the fifth house is flings short term hookups and your hobbies, children, fun, etc

Your combination here again although you are a text book good person, you have some type of animalistic lust in you.Whether this manifests as inceldom, whore behavior or gives you an identity crisis because you are so shy, it’s still there. If you are a woman, it gives you male levels and themes of sex drive, if you are a man, this can manifest a little more perverted and incel.

That being said, a woman with mars in the 5th house often have hormonal issues. Things like Pcos, endometriosis, could be inclined to use birth control, have high testosterone and thyroid issues. Which does coincide with your 6th house placements of health so be sure to be on top of any hormonal problems that may cause you permanent issues later in life with your fertility.

If you are a man, likely high T.
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>>39088782
You’re way too old to be completely disregarding the OP and just posting this for absolutely no reason. What did you think would come from posting “i’m done” do you even want a response or are you just sharing your chart for no reason?
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>>39088862
Really interesting stuff, thanks OP! Male btw. I'll keep the vagueness in mind for the future, my bad.
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>>39088804
This is in the charts of those who have experienced real trauma and likely betrayal. The 12th house and Pluto both represent things that are not obvious or in other words, can be hidden from the native. People you think you can trust often betray you the worst. These people suffer from nightmares, bad sleeping habits, extreme self doubt, dark thoughts and self hatred that is likely taught to them from an early age. These people are what therapists call trauma magnets, as in usually when someone experienced real trauma early in life they are likely to find themselves in many more situations that cause them strife. As they age, this makes them stronger, capable of identifying and protecting themselves from questionable people and situations, harder to trust others but resilient, powerful, dominant adults.

The entirety of the chart matters more than this one placement. For example Pluto can be in the 12th but someone with a lot of Leo placements or water will be more likely to wallow in self pity and cause themselves constant problems rather than inact the powerful side of Pluto.
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>>39088824
I see you being a retard, respectfully. The bell curve of occultism is to finally come back to reality and realize that no, you are not working with “dieties” and you are nothing but a human. The outer world exists, but you are too connected to your ego if you think you are contacting or would be so special to be contacted by, a diety. The bell curve eventually makes you realize that a lot of this is bullshit. Things like the power of the human mind with psychic abilities, telepathy, remote viewing, etc are capabilities deemed by practice, that “ghosts” and beyond are what you’re experiencing and not some god almighty. The bell curve always turns you to religion and the ability to talk to God or rather experience those universal messages and realizes he is real. This is all within your own experiences, you’ll find it on your own.
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>>39088866
How did I disregard anything? Aren't we supposed to post our charts?
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>>39088943
You posted this and still didn’t bother to read the OP. Again, what did you expect to come from posting I’m Done
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>>39088671
>>39088712
Thanks for continuing to do these.
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>>39088622
I've spent the past decade working in a creative practice but feeling at a crossroads and often at odds with industry, should I persist?
Any advice for relationships or making them work longer term? I often struggle to commit to a relationship or fall in deep before realising im maybe not so into this girl.
Any other career advice I can take onboard?
Also anything else of note?
thank you
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>>39090231
I love the way you framed the question, how to make your relationships work long term.

You have Pluto in the 7th, the 7th house is relationships, Pluto is tragedy, cycles, push and pull. This can make the dynamic around your relationships like a game of cat and mouse. You want what’s not good for you, you want things and people that don’t want you back. Attraction to the dark, fucked up people with a lot of problems.
Trine Neptune, Neptune is delusion and deceit. Likely attracted to strange women you could never let meet your family, etc, drug addicts.
Pluto rules power. You want to conquer your partners and feelings likely fade once you do. Power struggles, flip flopped power dynamics, dominance are all themes of your love life. Violence, abuse and manipulation are also themes.

On top of this you have a Gemini Venus, conjunct the Moon. You bore easily, you need dramatic, fresh pussy, etc. Your commitment issues lie within this placement, the types of women you go after lie with Pluto.

To counter these energies, you have to first find yourself. 12th house Sun, and Mercury. Even though you are a very deep thinker, over analyze, love to play detective and try to get to the bottom of shit that doesn’t exist, you struggle to see yourself, to know yourself.
You have to learn to be okay with the boring, to learn to let months go by in relationships where things are just “okay” without feeling the need to stir the pot just to see if they still like you. You have some kind of idea that if they won’t suffer for you, won’t basically get down on their knees in some borderline traumatic way, fighting, etc that the relationship is fading or that one of you doesn’t like the other.
You have some kind of comfort in struggle, as if that’s your baseline in love.

continued
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>>39090231
>>39091216
You have to learn that relationships are not centered around love. They are centered around commitment. Love waxes and wanes like the moon. You have to remain committed through the boring, through the temptation, through the good and the bad, through their flaws and your own. To find comfort in being still and stagnant. You are always ready to move on to the next thing, not just in love, you feel the need for constant movement, constant freshness, almost like ADHD of life events, like what’s next.

You could also have a tendency to search for problems that aren’t there or make problems arise out of nothing. Again because you likely bore easily. Relationships are work and similar to how you’ve been in the same industry and want to move on now, imagine all that you’ve stuck it out for in this job, any times you’ve thought about leaving. Apply the same to your relationships.

Sometimes what’s good for you, what will last, isn’t always what you go for and end up with. 12th house suns have many identities, many aspects of themselves that they can’t address because they aren’t self aware.

Another thing i see in your chart is an 8th house Lilith. These people are typically exposed to sex very early on in life. I don’t mean seeing titties in a movie at 10 years old, i mean likely started masturbating before puberty, some cases it’s sexual abuse but not always, heard or saw someone have sex very early on. This shapes their relationship with sex throughout their life. You could have sexual addicts, dysfunction or simply be addicted to porn. However, even if not true, Lilith represents dominance, these people can be into BDSM or like need someone to pee on them in order to cum, that sort of thing. Along with your Pluto placement and Mars, you’re going to need someone that challenges you or dominates you both sexually and in real life. Someone who keeps you in line.

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>>39090231
>>39091244
Which is part of why you don’t necessarily see yourself with a goody two shoes type of woman, because the type of woman it takes to control you in a healthy way, has to be strong minded, or a little fucked up in her own way, and has to match you sexually.
In some way or the other, you need someone who demands that you can’t leave. This is where it’s tricky, because how to find healthy and longevity in such a dynamic.

Ultimately, you will have to open these doors for a woman. As much as you are controlling and subconsciously want to be controlled, you’re going to have to teach a woman how to love you. You’re going to have to be more open to dating women that aren’t necessarily your type.

And again, commitment. Controlling your own mind. You let the boredom eat at you, you get an idea of why it can’t work or a taste of someone new and your 12th house mercury fixates on it, obsesses over it, until you fade out or outright leave. Cancer Mars makes you act on emotion rather than logic.

You must find comfort in the boring. You must stop creating problems that aren’t there. You must stop going for Fixer Upper women. You are getting old, your vrill and will to keep chasing the exciting will fizzle out and you will be alone and turn into the ultimate pervert.

Find women that have evidence of their own commitment, something in their life that they’ve been doing for years, that have their own sense of stability. Women with daddy issues are perfect for you, and i don’t mean the broken ones who are fucked up, i mean the ones that have raised themselves. Women that have kids (sorry), women who own their own houses. Search for ANY sign of their ability to be resilient and weather a storm, before you, Aries, are a storm. You need a woman who can make her own decisions that isn’t also a huge entitled cunt. They’re out there.

In the mean time you should look into 12th house Sun, find yourself, become self aware.
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>>39088622
any talent?
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>>39088622
Why am I perceived as someone very changeable, unstable and sort of bipolar by other people? It's like I cannot commit to anything or anyone else, it's just me, me and me, my own pleasure.
In relationships, I'm highly critical of other people, I cannot form healthy commitments because I tend to look at the little details and turn them into a snowball of criticism. When girls fall easily in love with me, I feel uncomfortable because I have unconsciously high standards.
In career, hobbies and everything else is the same. I'm unlikely to commit to everything, I just want to challenge the conventional and try new experiences. Any feedback is welcome, thanks.
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>>39091378
Depends on whether this time is accurate.
Since it is 11:00 I assume it is probably not.

Are you sure it is the exact time you were born?
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>>39091396
I attach my Placidus chart if anything. Wrong chart above.
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What does my chart say about my health?
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>>39091402
got it
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Why wrong? I personally prefer full sign-house system.

>>39091396
First thing that jumps to me is that Saturn, the ruler of both your ascendant (that represents you) and 12th house (that represents things of isolation, invisible, mental illness, etc) is placed in a sign of its detriment. Which can in general indicate hardship you have with yourself.

At the same time it is in tight square to your Venus (attractions, joys in general) and squares your Sun by sign. Your Sun is ruler of the 7th house of relationships so both indicators of love and relationships are confronted by a malefic planet which nature is to deny things. At the same time Saturn is you since it is the ruler of ascendant so it looks critically at those things in your life (represented by the ruler of the 7th and Venus). Sun also is hosted by Venus, so anything that applies to her is partially applied to him.

Cancer is an emotional placement for Saturn that just wants to be left alone. Imagine him as a grumpy old man in a maternity ward. He's probably not happy and swears under his nose at all those jolly new mothers and their babies.

The ruler of sex and joys is Mercury that is already a changeling, but is also in perfect conjunction to your Moon - your emotions. They're in virgo - domicile of Mercury. So it feels comfortable there, yet it is also aspected by Saturn, even though by a more easy aspect - sextile. Which is more suggestive, rather than aggressive denial as with square.

So it also looks unfavourably at your love life.

To answer the question of why you're perceived like that - because you (Saturn) is in a cardinal sign of water which is the epitomy of change. Cancer is ruled by Moon - the fastest and most emotional of planets.

The remedy to this might be actually two fold - try to understand what you want ALONE. Meaning - imagine a world where you will never ever have any relationship. Ever. How would you organize your life? Would you feel relieved? Terrified?
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>>39091447
Your mental health is unstable, erratic, angry, riddled with self doubt. Mars in the 12th makes you bottle up your emotions to the point of snapping. Although you are a sagittarius and more than willing to voice your opinions, you tend to try to keep your emotions to yourself specifically anger. You often feel unjustified in the way you feel and chiron in the 12th implies that you were often told to keep quiet as a child. A distant, absent or emotionally absent mother has caused you to have to learn how to take care of yourself, to feel like your thoughts wants and needs do not matter. You feel insecure, unworthy, and extremely hard and critical of yourself.

Physical health with saturn in the 6th indicates some kind of dental problem and/or issues with the joints and bones. Pisces implies some permanent injury to the foot ankles or legs, not always though. However both the vertex and the part of fortune are also in your 6th house which can drastically save you from this and maybe you have avoided the joint and bone issues altogether. 6th house saturn are prone to broken bones regardless. The trail of events from rulerships of this house also make me think that at some point in your life your mother could have injured you or maybe she herself has some kind of disability that prevented her from taking care of you properly.
Some kind of issue with doctors or maybe you wanted to be a doctor yourself.

Overall you definitely struggle with mental health, lack of stability in your childhood, maybe one or both parents absent either physically or just mentally. Could be as simple as your mom just worked a lot and didn’t have time for you. Neglectful of your physical health.
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>>39091517
cont.

The other thing to consider is obviously therapy to deal with those things gracefully.

The third is talismans. But you need to define to yourself what is it that you really trully want and need. If it is smooth sailing relationships look into Venus talismans. If it is about harmonious emotional life look into Moon talismans. If it is about knowing yourself, being true to yourself - Sun talismans.

To make those you need to elect proper time. You can look up guides how to do that on youtube. Or purchase talismans from trusted astrologists doing planetary magick.
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>>39091458
You can’t just guess a birth time. These are two entirely different charts.
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>>39091517
>The ruler of sex and joys is Mercury
What??
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>>39091548
im not guessing on the second one
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>>39091458
A stellium in 10th house of career indicates with its significator that also rules your ascendant means you're going to have a huge career. Probably spend most of your life there to the detriment of your relationships with friends that are not there, though your partner (or parnters) is. Probably will find her/him there.

Moon rules your friends and benefactors is in scorpio which is not good for her. Might be either fallouts with friends or just lack of them and sufferning from that.

Success with that career might come later in life as indicated by Saturn present in 10th house. Opposition from Mars might indicate also obstacles from relatives that he rules in your chart.

Venus is in the 8th house and a sign of her detriment which doesn't spell good conditions for love life in general.

Mercury indicates all things commercial, inventive, information connected, communications, transportation. So if you're talented in any of those fast moving things that bring stuff together - look for opportunities there, you'll find plenty.

If you're worried about love life you can remedy that the same way I suggested to do this in the other post: >>39091537
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>>39091566
It is the ruler of the 5th house in that chart so it governs those things. At least that's how momma used to teach me :P
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>>39091396
Also - 3 planets in virgo including the ruler of your 5th is definitely about attention to detail and unpleasant sextile from Saturn and oppostition from Mars make it more negative than positive.
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>>39088622
>why do I tend to avoid things?
>how can I best improve myself?
>I think I have the sensitive traits of BPD but I've managed to curb the negative side side recently - how can I best use this side of me?
>how can I best get along with my university supervisor?
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>>39091588
how does making or paying for talismans, which arent real and dont work, help grown adults with their love life
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How often do you guys think people lie about their birth time in here? I guess maybe not lie but just make up a time. Every other birth time is like 10:45, 7:30, 12:00, 2:25
Statistically speaking it’s unlikely to be born on a rounded time like 20 or 25 yet it’s the majority of times people post. Not just here but everywhere.

To expand on that, readers do you ever notice how people disregard no matter how stern you are about how the time has to be exact people will still say something like
>Around 2 pm
Or there are people that want their charts read so bad for some reason they just pick a time even if you tell them it won’t relate to them at all do you think they don’t care and think you’re lying or it’s because they just don’t understand what astrology is at all? What causes these behaviors
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>>39091517
So, it's my Virgo energy what's turning me into a overcritical pussy heh? I feel that I have a lot of baggage to unpack, repressed emotions and thoughts, so I'm indirectly projecting all these insecurities onto other people because I can't deal with them personally. It's a virgo thing after all.

>Imagine him as a grumpy old man in a maternity ward. He's probably not happy and swears under his nose at all those jolly new mothers and their babies.
That's basically me. I'm the most grumpy, bitter man you will ever meet in your life. I usually hate most people because they're pretty average or don't meet my expectations. Very perfectionistic, self-willed and egocentric. I'm not up for parties and shit, I prefer to be alone rather than in bad company. Almost emotionless in expression even though I would say I achieved some level of emotional stability so I can deal with dark emotions more easily than usual.

>>39091537
Look man, I appreciate your advice about talismans and occult instruments but I personally don't believe in these. The only way to fix your shit is to identify the problem and work in these subconscious patterns in a conscious level, meditation, introspection and a lot of self-improvement. You need to be self-aware of your detrimental patterns, basically, so you can balance them or work with the challenging aspects of your chart in a healthier way. There will always be some rooted insecurities or detrimental aspects in the psyche, that's undeniable, but I believe one can get past of that stuff with the enough discipline and will. That's why Saturn return is a thing - it's the moment where you realize how much shit has been cradling in your life so you develop the enough courage to deal with that and fix your life to certain extent.

>>39091642
Understood. I've been told before that Saturn was in reception to the Moon because it is in a sextile aspect but not sure. Anyways I appreciate your feedback.
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>>39088671
>if this negatively aspects your personal chart
Total noob here. When does it aspect a personal chart negatively? If a moon or sun sign is Scorpio (ruled by Pluto?)? Or?
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>>39091818
Also you didn't mention Uranus or outer planets. Uranus on the ascendant may be the answer to a very changeable and unpredictable personality. Pluto aspecting the Moon and Mercury creating that argumentative and intense critical nature. There are many things to look in the chart.
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Why am I feeling numb and wierd.
Why do I feel like I scare people without meaning to.

Also what are my flaws and talents?
How do I improve myself and what should I so to look after my mental health?
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>>39091930
>mars conjunct NN
do you lack willpower? essentially lazy, you need to develop more energy and motivation in this lifetime.
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>>39091458
>>39091588

And what would be my MBTI?
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Decent career options for me?

I've been told I most likely won't be able to have a stable career because I suffer from intense wanderlust, whoever i don't know astrology enough to verify it myself, so I'm asking you guys.
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Hi, i have bpd. Can someone read my chart and tell me about my career, love life and mental health please?
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>>39091261
Thanks for the good reply. Very interesting, some of the reply has me very curious, wish I had some of this guidance a few years ago but thankfully I've taken a few steps in the right direction based on my own intuition, hopefully on the right path.

Funny how true some of this rings, for my life I've always has a darker streak and sense of humour, have also found myself in and out of substance abuse but fortunately not drunk for 2 years now and have got a lot of the substance abuse under control too which is why i am now looking to try work on myself to be able to manage relationships with a clear, rational head. The relationship advice is great and will be good to keep in the back of my mind going forward, some of the info rings more true than others but i suspect that is normal?

Thru the substance abuse, a big thing i recognised is being bored as some sort of trigger, its something i have addressed and i do consider myself being very good at doing nothin / relaxing / reading and chilling.

Some great food for thought here, will take a look into12th house sun, thank you.
Btw is there any other way to contact you to discuss some of this further?
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Should I attend college in my home country or university? Any interesting prospects in my chart?
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Looking for guidance career wise. I'm currently stuck in my current role and looking for a way to make progress.

My love life is also shit, can't seem to keep a relationship longer than a few months. Would like some guidance in both these areas
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Will the near future (next 2-3 months) be more or less stressful? Also what are my flaws and what can I improve upon?
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>>39091672
How does asking a question about "unreal and not working talismans" in an astrological thread work?

Like, we literally interact with planets here. Diagnosis is the first step, remedy the second.

If you do think astrology works why wouldn't its cures? If you don't - what are you doing here?

>>39091710
I don't think they lie and I don't think there's malicious intent (unless there's an asshole deliberately trying to cause trouble - in that case making a quick horary before making a reading as to whether the person is actually coming in good faith should resolve the issue).

I think people are often ignorant of its importance, so it is a task of an astrologer to convey it. Then when it is conveyed it is either smooth sailing or rectification with back and forth if necessary.

In this sense the format of a text thread is somewhat inconvenient, because it doesn't provide the ability to contextualize and confirm aspects that will support some other judgments about the chart.

>>39091818
>but I personally don't believe in these.
It is interesting that you believe in astrology but don't believe in talisman making, though the two were not even like two different branches, but one thing, like averse and reverse of a coin.
They develop from one doctrine and idea.
And btw - you can do both self therapy/therapy and talismans. It won't hurt if it doesn't work, right? :D
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>>39091930
>>39092108
>>39092523
>>39094164
>>39094674
Just in case guys - your chart IS the clock and house placement relative to planets IS the map.

It is like you're hiding your data while showing your data.

For example - >>39094674
you were born at around 12 (noon) on east coast (mb south of San Jose) on July 21st 1990.

I mean it is just pointless if somebody wants your data he will get it
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>>39091883
I intentionally do not look at them.

>>39091930
>Why am I feeling numb and wierd.
Ruler of the ascendant (Saturn) squared by sign and received by Jupiter, the ruler of the 12th house that also resides in that house (of hidden enemies, including yourself, things you do not notice, mental illness, etc.).
Jupiter also rules 3rd house of relatives and since Saturn is there it might indicate an older brother/sister, or another sibling (uncle or somebody like that) doing something to you that lead you to mental health problems.

Moon, your emotions is in the 1st house of You and is in a cold, harsh place of its detriment - capricorn. Unavailable emotions especially with others - since Moon rules your 7th house of others (including significant others). It also might indicate that those others come to You (in the 1st house) and are not feeling comfortable there.

Do trauma/cptsd related therapy to let your authentic self out. Trauma leads to development of a persona, mask at the expense of an authentic self, which leads to penned up emotions, dissociation, disconnection with your body, feelings, etc.

As for talents - Mercury, ruler of the 6th (illness, subordinates) and 9th (academic, religious, meaning of life, etc.) houses is in the 10th (of career and position in society) and the ruler of the 10th (Venus) is in the 9th house.
Sun (your inmost desire, how you want to BE in the world) is in the 9th house of its joy and also connected to Mercury.
Might indicate profession in the medical and/or academic field that you will enjoy, mb something mental health related (Venus as a ruler and caretacer) that you will be good at.

Besides therapy - Moon and Sun talismans for emotional harmony and sense of Self.
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>>39095346
Interesting and thank you for responding. Could I trouble you for more? I would like to know more about how the 12th house impacts me or my life in my chart.
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>>39095433
I don't know what else to say without context.
Besides that it is Jupiter in his domicile, which makes its effects milder. Like a difference between actual prison and comfy house arrest.
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>>39092083
INAS
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>>39094674
Without a time, date and place of birth it is impossible to do any timing techniques, so this:
>Will the near future (next 2-3 months) be more or less stressful?
is impossible to answer.

>flaws
>stellium in 10th with ruler of ascendant in the 10th
workaholic or carrer/clout/reputation chaser at the detriment of ather aspects of your life, especially significant others

>and what can I improve upon?
care and pay more attention to those who you care for (at least theoretically) and are close to you, and less to those who are there just because you climb high

> ruler of 12th in 11th
the crowd around can be your downfall
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>>39095656
*career
*other
*care more
wtf
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>>39088622
Hey, I just dropped out of my bachelor's in IT degree, and I am broke. I want to focus on expanding my consciousness, spirituality and health. But that does not pay the bills.
Do you have any tips on what to do with my life in general and how I should make a living?
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Do you prefer whole signs or placidus? Why?
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Should I go for Virgos and/or those with strong Virgo placements? That vibe I dig in chicks. And yeah, I'm a dude and my sun is in pisces, but I'm mainly detached and unemotional/robotic, likely due to the Cap moon and Aqua Rising?
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>>39096843
For the record, before it is said, it's not a question about a future wife, rather about if it's a decent fit, generally speaking. If it's still a question that shouldn't apply, then of course, ignore.
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>>39095137
Simple. Astrology is true and can be tested on its validity. Talismans are fake and a tool catered to people who are lazy and don’t want to take real action toward their life. It’s sad that astrology gets looped in with “magic”
Its also sad that some people lack life experience and the ability to give helpful advice and resort to some version of
>If you think really hard and wish on a falling star your dreams will come true :)

The real world is tragic, difficult, gut wrenching. This is why astrology requires more than the ability to say x planet is in x sign. If you don’t have life experience or at least a moderately high IQ, you can’t help people because your only solutions are fairy dust and manifestation.
It’s like a 22 year old trying to give anti aging advice.
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>>39095273
Close, but still not the right location

>>39095656
12:11 pm
Thank you btw
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>>39097022
>Simple. Astrology is true and can be tested on its validity.
Same can be said about talismans done by the same people that were developing astrology, based on the same principles. Same critique that can be said about them can be said about astrology.
I didn't provide talismans as my first go to solution, I actually suggestet therapy. That's one thing.
The other thing is that if it doesn't work it won't hurt.
Does it hurt one to elect a chart for a talisman, gather a few herbs/write a nice poem with a nice picture and do some nice time under the stars (or if it is Sun talisman - under it)?

>Talismans are fake and a tool catered to people who are lazy and don’t want to take real action toward their life.
You make generalizations about people you know nothing about that actually speaks more about you than about those people.
A cancer ward patient making talisman to improve their odds - is he lazy?

Being "hard and noir" for its own sake is also not a statement about the world, it is a statement about you, your attitudes.
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I want to know what type of romantic partners will be drawn to me. If any. Like what personality traits or moral codes the would possess. Idk I've never been in a relationship.

As well, as in the near or far future, I become involved in crime or just general disregard for the law and authority.

Also will creative fields of work be best for me?? Or will I find success in something else... Thx :))
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>>39097617
Interesting that you mentioned crime with your ascendant ruler (as well as your home/upbringing ruler) being in 12th house of hidden stuff, crime, mental illness but also imprisonment. Do you suffer from anything like this atm? Mercury is not in any good shape here, so there are no ameliorating factors.

There is also the significator of your siblings/distant relatives there. Is your brother/family member involved/doing their time/have mental illness?

As for relationships there are bad news as well - the ruler of your significant other is Jupiter in fall in 8th house. It is bad and also weak, so you can sorta say it is not as bad as it could be because it is weak. Venus is another significator of relationships, or things you find attractive, your own attractiveness - is in detriment.

You will spend money on significant others (ruler of the 2nd in 7th house). At the same time you will get money from crowds/friends/benefactors. But they're (Mars signifying them) in the house of its fall, so it is pissed there. Do you steal? I suppose you woudn't answer yes publicly.

Since Jupiter is also ruler of 10th of career and reputation, who is afflicted there's not going to be good prospects there.

Also Saturn in 4th house - hardship at home/in childhood. It is in exact square to your Moon - your emotions, but also money in your chart - either problem with money, or illicit money since you mentioned that.

As for creative stuff - your Venus rules it (5th house) and like I said it is in detriment, which means it shows its worse qualities.

If it is not a made up chart and if it is exactly correct time - I'm sorry. If all of this stuff is incorrect still it is very, very challenging, life full of hardship, but who knows, maybe you'll like it.

Just out of curiousity - if it is real chart did you get readings of it in the past?
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>>39097765
Oh my god... This is weirdly accurate. I have suffered with depression, suicidal thoughts and severe violent sexual intrusive thoughts of bad stuff happening to me.
I also have diagnosed ADHD and maybe autism. Also my relatives have mental health issues e.g narcissism psychopathy depression.
I don't find any moral issue with stealing from big corporations. And i have stolen things, but nothing truly of value. And i've never gotten a reading before.
This is so weird, i didn't have a very happy childhood and I guess I won't have a happy adulthood either.
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>>39097834
This sucks so hard. I think i'm actually going to cry. I'm not really good at anything besides art and music. :(
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>>39097834
You can still try and do things with it. There are degrees of bad and it doesn't have to be Bad bad.
I understand that some situations just do not give you any opportunities but you can still do something - therapy if possible, self therapy, direct that stuff in a way that allows you to channel it in a less harmful, or even beneficial way.
Easier said than done but still.
You can also ameliorate it (besides direct action) by making respective planetary talismans. You would probably need the Sun and a Jupiter talismans to ease the pressure somewhat and find your own direction. Sun (which is your direction in life) can be hidden in 12th house, so bringing it out with a talisman can be a good idea. With Jupiter - it is in fall, so a talisman for a planet like that can be risky - I don't know, but I heard that difficult placements can produce adverse effects.
The Sun is a safe bet - for overall health of mind, clarity and direction.
You can elect time for it yourself, watch guides, or buy it from a reputable, traditional astrologer. There are some on the market, I think.
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can someone help me understand my strengths and weaknesses and how I can utilize them the most effectively. I do well for myself and am generally content but I always feel like I'm missing something important. like I should be doing something important but I don't know what.
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>>39097904
I have been in therapy since 3rd grade kek
But thanks for the tips
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>>39088622
Feeling less consistent, less disciplined than I was 4 years ago. Disassociated with people, society, and in general almost everything. Constantly feel apathetic sometimes I feel I may be a psychopath but haven’t had anything that pushed me over the edge?
What are things I should avoid that may send me into a psychosis?
Also in terms of material/fiscal success how am I attuned, am I likely to succeed in my endeavors or be a failure in life?
First time doing this so if I need to ask different questions let me know
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>>39097870
It is just a reading. It doesn't have to define you, or your actions. I'm sorry. You are a lovable human, no matter what the circumstances or other people say.
My chart also has 12th house placement and 8th house placement. So I tend to look at things on a grim side, don't take my reading as something 100% true. We also tend to see dark things amplified when we're not feeling well.
You're good and deserving of love.
If you feel like you can do it - watch this and try to help yourself at least this way, because you need it right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTFN8t9SXiQ

or a shorter version here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_80y_CT32c
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>>39097834
btw plenty of tortured artists that were successfull had bad planetary positions
so it doesn't necessarily mean no art, it can mean painful art, and beautiful art
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>>39096843
Sure, virgos are fine. Their sun would be in your 7th house. However potentially opposite your sun, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, oppositions can create healthy and interesting balance.
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>>39097379
Talismans are not real, help nobody and a cancer patient making a talisman isn’t going to cure them of cancer you fucking dunce
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I think jumping off a bridge is in the works for me.

My life has been so fucked with no answers. Just lazy ungrateful and tired.
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Helpful knowers: I am at a loss. I feel like it hasn't even begun, although I know objectively it is most likely ending.
WHY am I the way I am? What negative behaviours do I perpetuate? What patterns of thought/actions am I prone too, that I should I avoid? What does this chart say about me?

I rarely see any other Libras itts.
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>>39099040
>lazy
>mars and moon in taurus
>mars trine saturn
kekerino
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>>39099865
Explain
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My plan is to make a lot of financial moves over the next year or two. I'm eager to know if I should be conservative or take some risks. I'd also like to know if I'm likely to be successful in those goals and if the next year or two is a good time for me to be investing.
Next question: am I better off doing the work and investing myself or am I likely to have success working with others?
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>>39098316
But astrology is? :D
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>>39094164
Can someone please do my chart reading?
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>>39099040
What is the question then?
Meaning yes, the ruler of You in the chart (Mercury) is in detriment, and is retrograde. That negatively affects the native. Maybe feel dependant in sense of self on others, mb some specific significant others, is judged by others. Placement being saggitarius - mb by rash thinking, decisions.

You also have a greater malefic by sect in 12th house - giving energy to unseen stuff like mental illness, illicit activities, but also - hiding energy from you. Mars, however bad it is, is the fuel that drives you, lust, audacity, daring. So it being hiddent is what deprives you of energy.

There is also Moon there, so emotions are also hidden. She is exhalted there (meaning well positioned and strong), but this exhaltation may not lead to anything fruitful. It is like a queen being locked in a tower. It doesn't matter how high born and dignified she is - she just can't do anything.

Sun and venus in 8th house are also inert. Not to the same extent as planets in 12th, but they're also hidden, unseen, or perverse.

The overall feeling I get is that you don't know yourself. Not in a sense that "nobody knows themselves until they do", but in a serious "you specifically really need to get to know yourself to get your life back".
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It's finally all coming together now, isn't it?
The last pieces of the puzzle reveal themselves soon, right?

My writing work
My romantic life
The chances I let slip away
My spiritual cycle

It feels like it's all about to come full circle? Everything is about to click, like I'm two steps away from really commanding my strengths and banishing my weaknesses, but those last steps are hardest to forsee.

>>39099827
Double Libra reporting in.
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>>39101682
Who said that? Are you retarded?
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>>39102828
You, here:
>>39097022
>Simple. Astrology is true and can be tested on its validity.

So, astrology is true while talismans are not?
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I wanna do some statistical research on astrology. Are there any good datasets out there? I know astrodienst has one but you have to request it and I assume that it isn't free. Has it leaked anywhere?
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>>39102692
>12th house stellium
Man, I'd be careful with that sort of thinking. I don't expect you to just accept what I'm saying so it is just my personal perspective - you do what you want with it.
My flaws and weaknesses are part of me. They are as much me as my strength. I can't banish them unless I banish myself and that (banishing myself when I was a child) is exactly what lead me to the gutter.

I had to accept my human nature, neither more nor less than human. Just human. Before that every cycle of "I'm gonna beat it, this time I will ascend" got me just a bit deeper into hell after all hopes crash.

Only when I accepted my human nature did I get some actual fulfilment and real progress (with art included). Accepting it meant being kind to myself and compassionate towards myself, like towards a child.
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Have you ever encountered any indicators of somebody being (potentially) gay or trans in the chart?
Or just in general top/bottom fem/masc tendencies in a person?
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I realize now everyone else used a different chart generator so I figured I'd update my question with a uniform chart.
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What flaws do I have?
What strengths do I have?
What personality should I have?
Areas of improvement that need to be worked on?
Which type of romantic partner to look for and which ones to avoid?
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>>39103221
>am I better off doing the work and investing myself or am I likely to have success working with others?
Definitely with others - you have ruler of your ascendant (you) in the 6th house of employees among other things. There is also Jupiter, ruler of that house there in his domicile. He usually signifies fortune and means that you will have good and reliable employees.

The ruler of your money, Sun, is exhalted in aries in the 10th house of career, which is really good for him while also the ruler of the 10th, Mars, is in your 2nd house of money. This mutual reception is really good since it signifies strong connection between them.

Also there is trine by sign betwenn rulers of 2nd, 10th and 6th houses, and almost exact trine between ruler of 10th and 6th which further indicates good ties between those.
Mars, though is in superior position to the ruler of 6th house, so it might indicate some conflicts or difficulties with employees. But I don't think you can beat Jupiter in his domicile in a day chart.

Overall I haven't seen a more "businessman" chart yet.

Without exact time it is impossible to do timing techniques to answer the first question. And even if I tried I think you'd be better off trusting your own judgement on that.
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>>39103337
I appreciate your read and contribution to my building confidence in business acumen. For a little clarity, I meant investing alongside others to start a business. I'm likely to have employees eventually though.
The reason I ask about working with others is my North Node being Taurus. I get the feeling I should figure it out for myself in favor of not having to deal with the headache of catching others up to my speed or some other burden.
>without exact time
Ideally, ground is broken by March of next year and the buesiness is operational by the end of summer. Does that help?
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Hello, I'm going through these transits, I'm a beginner but it seems to have some potential, although I don't necessarily know how to utilize it.
Transit Jupiter opposite natal Mars, transit Venus opposite natal Jupiter and conjunct Vertex, transit North Node conjunct natal Venus, Transit Uranus conjunct natal Saturn in the 8H... So far it's just giving me crazy high libido and it's driving me insane, I'm feeling lustful and disgusting, which outlets can I spend this energy on to calm it down? Can I use those transits to achieve things that would normally be blocked? Like entering a commited relationship or finding ways to reach my purpose in life? How can I go about it?

Can't attach chart bc of a rangeban :/
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>>39102935
Yes
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>>39103206
Aquarius placements are the tranny placements.

Being gay doesn’t always show up in the chart BUT if a man has the moon or venus in the 5th, more likely. If a woman has mars or saturn in the 5th, more likely. These placements cause hormonal imbalances that can cause you to infertile or gay.
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Facing a crazy ass time with work and relationships right now. A lot of career advancement opportunities have been put on hold out of nowhere or just disappeared. Gf(Sag/Aquarius/Aquarius) is closing off all of a sudden, too. Would like to know if there's anything I should keep in mind for the next month or so or if there are any general insights from my chart
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>>39104043
Neptune and uranus in the 5th too
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>>39104522
I am the most androgynous looking person I know, just FYI. People get confused sometimes.
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>>39104959
Post full chart
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>>39105082
Retrograde Mars opposing vennus as well hmm... are you split between the two genders or? That's quite interesting
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>>39105222
>tl;dr: there's probably a puzzle piece or two missing from my head or I was never meant to live on physical plane

I consider myself more "neither" than "both". I never fell neatly into either category and really struggled whenever I was required to slot myself into one I should have belonged.
With time, I've learned to accept my body as a necessary evil it is, and have never wanted hormones or entertained serious thought about transgenderism. I'm too millenial to understand non-binary etc. and don't really identify with any of that either. If I looked less androgynous I'd probably struggle more with this. As it is, people do sometimes get confused about me, even if they know my name, which is very gendered one indeed. I don't go on my way to appear as a member of opposite gender, mind you.
Women and men are usually seen as polar opposites and I don't relate to that mentality from my own pov at all. I see more similarities than differences between us and frankly, overemphasized femininity/masculinity divide is in my opinion something that is used for societal control for both men and women. It is another us vs. them mechanism.
Romantic love is complex. Ideal partner for me would be a man who feels similarly to me (time-old classic 'my ideal partner is me but opposite gender'). I gravitate away from too masculine men (and women, in context of friendships) and have noticed they have aversion for me as well, which balances out I guess.
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>>39103140
Well fuck, man. I feel like I did similarly myself as what you did yours in our youth. The thing is, I can't remember what it was like to be who I was before I cut out my vulnerabilities.

I've only had one cycle of "this is it, I'm about to ascend" and dropping down from those high skies, and as you say, it's not pleasant.

The problem is, I feel like I was being *too* generous to myself. Like I never put myself to task and really pushed hard for anything, and my twenties just passed me by as I pissed them away... so how could I be kind and forgiving to myself, when being too soft on me is what got me here?
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I'm unsure how astrology works; the time should be accurate; I lost the birth certificate with the exact time on it. Parents both agree, but if you desire 100% certainty, then don't waste your time. With that being said, I would really appreciate your reading.

Too long, didn't read: Would excavation work for me, and at what age should I pursue a romantic relationship with someone?

kind of curious why I have problems developing or maintaining relationships with people. Also, at what age should I pursue a relationship? Recently got expelled from school, and I've been doing manual labor for a while now. I'd really, really like to get a more cushy job before my back gets fucked up. What exactly would I be good at? I can't really play nice with people I don't like (which is anyone and everyone), so I'd like to try and stay away from college, but at this point I'll do whatever so long as I don't become that 50 yo dude still working as a grunt. I've thought about excavation. Already probably asked too much, but I'm beginning to learn I'm a little manipulative. I guess I kind of already know the answer.

Can you tell me what my health condition was when I was a small child vs now
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So about 2 weeks ago I met this girl who I have an uncanny attraction for. She's been heavily on my mind since then and I can't quite explain why. I looked at my transits for that day and found that my transit Venus was perfectly conjunct my vertex the day I met her. I ran a synastry chart between us since I've done a natal chart reading for her in the past and I found that our vertex's are in the same house (6 degree separation) but also her natal sun is in opposition with my natal vertex as well. In about 3 weeks my transit sun will be perfectly conjunct my vertex so I wanted to know if that would be a good time to meet up with her and try to make things more established.

Also not op but I can try to answer some questions to the best of my abilities. Take what I say with 15 grains of salt.
>>39106947
Going purely off of saturn cycles, transit saturn is currently in Pisces which is your 7th house of relationships which would denote restriction or limitation around this subject. Implying you're in your first cycle, I'd assume you're around 16-19 so you have a lot of time to figure yourself out. Pluto has also been transiting Capricorn which covers your 5th house that deals with topics like creativity and more specifically for you romance, so it leaving into Aquarius next month should make things a bit easier for you in that regard. If it makes you feel any better Pluto has been transiting my 7th house of relationships since 2008 so you can image the relief I'm feeling in that regard.
>>39103252
family has probably been a tough topic in your life. Some good news that I see is that sun conjunct Venus in your 2nd house should help you with the acquisition of wealth
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>>39107383
hey thanks man that made me feel a little better
>>39106947
Im this anon
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>>39088640
its a heavily martial chart
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>>39088652
>Interested in my future in loose terms of success and fulfillment ig. Also perhaps insight on what the chart says about personality traits and things to watch out for. Maybe anything else that is interesting about my chart. Haven't really done a reading before hope this is alright for questions and image :)
Well, just like many at 4chan, you are a kinda lankish guy, unlucky at love, and hate to impose your will on a partner. Its a really fortunate chart for marrying but it wont turn well. You would obsess with her, and lack a good humanistic knowledge.

A profession, friends, social involvement, would be tremendously succesful and withour major failures for you.
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>>39107383
>252
Tough is an understatement.
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>>39097934
You're born almost 2 weeks before me, I wonder how similar we are since we have that specific configuration that happened at the time. Is there any way to chat with you?
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Brand new to astrology and I’m just looking for a little help understand my chart. Is a bowl shape a good or a bad thing. What about most of my planets being grouped together? Is that good or bad? I apparently have a square show up 9 times? What does that mean? Sorry I’m really new to all this and every website I’ve used wants a payment for an in depth reading.
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>>39104043
kek, I am trans and have saturn in aquarius in 5th house
why did you come to conclusion that it has Aquarius connections?
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>>39104032
Principles behind the workings of astrology are absolutely the same principles behind talisman making. Name one astrologer pre 19th century that was against talisman use. I'm especially interested in those who laid foundations of how traditional astrology practiced today.
If you don't have any other arguments regarding whether talismans exist or work besides "they just don't" or "using them is against my morals" I don't think we can continue that discussion.
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>>39108624
It would be more convenient if you wrote EXACT time of birth, date and place of birth or made chart (with EXACT time, no "maybe at noon or closer to afternoon", I mean to the minutes - you can look it up in your birth certificate) with the site provided in the OP.

>>39103558
First of all you're going through your first Saturn return, which is happening in the 9th house of "meaning of life". Its peak is going to happen on exact conjunction of both transit Saturn and Venus on your natal Saturn. It might be that the overall experience is going to be mild. OR (considering the trine from retrograde Mars) be something about separation with loved ones, or just a crisis related to them. Your natal Venus is not in the best place for it so it might exacerbate any issues you already might have (and do not see, because 8th house is hidden from view of the native or people around him, also taboo stuff, secrets).
I am saying this because you're probably going to prepare your venture at around that time and something big like a Saturn return might undermine the whole operation not from a business perspective, but from an unexpected direction of love and/or meaning of life.

Disclaimer - I am not that proficient in this technique, but I used aphesis for the timing of business and it actually doesn't seem like the best time, UNLESS it is a business that is not done from scratch, but you prepared to create from BEFORE you turned 26. If yes then it might be a mildly auspicious time to do that if it starts after 23rd of March and before the 22nd of April.
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Gowan den.

I am self-sabotaging like a motherfucker. I don't know what I want, but I roughly know the next steps forward and I know a good opportunity when it arises YET when I'm given one, my nigga ass mind will do anything to squander it.
I'm also really really shy cause I hate myself, which I mask by jestermaxxing.

How do I overcome self-sabotage?
Does it have anything to do with my family?
Should I give my dog away?
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>>39088622
Zodiac signs are how the demons control us. Zodiac energy is low vibrational. The pagan gods are evil. Only the light is good. You can free yourself by raising your vibrations.
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>>39088622
>pic is natal chart and transit chart for my personal low point (idk if I'm using transit chart correctly)
how do I handle intimacy or deep connections after being humiliated for years by my ex? I had an extremely bad relationship in 2012-2017 with a crazy gf (I also thought I was trans during this time). I haven't been intimate with anyone before or since.
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>>39109829
It's not a "separation from loved ones" that's any sort of dramatic and, in this case, it's not a negative transition. I'm also planning to build a house around this time and start living on my own (a positive transition).
>UNLESS it is a business that is not done from scratch
That's the thing - we're starting the business because of all of the associated benefits of the team being the one to build and run the business. We save on tremendous costs and, while I haven't been planning this particular venture prior to turning 26, I was definitely planning this whole complex of personal life changes once I got past a certain hurdle, which seems to culminate in 2025, hence you seeing the big "meaning of life" changes you've referenced.
So, as far as feedback goes, you're on the money.
>after 23rd of March and before the 22nd of April
That's a very narrow window. I do hope things are finalized by then, but maybe the signs suggest to us instead that attempting to start at that time will confer delays such that it only begins after the window closes.
Either way, I really appreciate your help and hope the feedback helps you. I know a lot of chart readers like to record things like this (at least I think so).
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>>39088622
why will you NEVER be able to see Venus at 1:11 am at night?
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>>39109679
First of all, seek god.
Second, Aquarius is the sign of singularity and androgyny
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I feel something is coming up. Do you read anything here?
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What should I do?
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>>39113447
about?
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>>39110772
its a saturnine chart. ¿ are you a techie or really capable tech wise? Also musculature wise, I dont expect you to have much.
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>>39114871
>are you a techie
I'm the "computer guy" in the family and get along well with troubleshooting computers and sometimes cars.
>musculature
I'm skinny and frail
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Here's my chart. If I'm reading it correctly it says I'm cancer in a lot of areas.
>What can you tell me about my mental health and how it affects me? Aka how I deal with emotions
>Why do I love music so much?
>How can I improve myself?
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I've had a job for 2 years that I enjoy a lot and before that I was a NEET for a long time. I had given up on life but found interest in it again.
Now I just struggle to reintegrate in society, and redevelop my social skills and everything else I missed out on.
I've been deeply in love for almost a year now and squandered the chances I had over the last few months by being too passive and distant and wanting her to do the first step. I still believe that I can get her though. She is woman I would marry, the only thing I know about her horoscope is that she is an sun aries.
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>>39112744
uppppp
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what is a chart ruler and what does it do?
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>>39113933
in general, i feel lost
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>>39111061
Thank you for feedback. I actually never considered recording things, but it is always nice to actually have a conversation.

>>39111527
Honey, she is the one who lead me this way.
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>>39117550
https://youtu.be/nI56fiyre8E?si=XXJWHDKH_0JcCJfD
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>>39117509
It represents you.
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>>39115121
>mental health
Average, mb a bit worse than average due the ruler of 12th is in the 6th house in detriment and Mars in fall in Cancer in 7th house.
So I suppose bad fallouts with significant others and the question about dealing with emotions is about that and Saturn in trine with Moon.
Stationary Mercury might indicate slower rational/calculating thinking capabilities.

Your goals, desires, conflicts seem to revolve around relationships.

>Why do I love music so much?
Ruler of ascendant in 5th house in taurus - that's why.

>How can I improve myself?
Why do you want to improve yourself?
What do you think is not improved enough in you?
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Hello, I am scorpio. How to become more hardcore? Thanks.
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>>39117904
how so? its just a planet.
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>>39118439
>scorpio.
scary
crusty
odorous
rough
pouty
innocent
on your own
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>>39118566
Now do Gemini
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What can I do to get some energy? I'm feeling so demotivated and lazy af, probably due to chart ruler and moon in taurus. So damn tired...
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>>39119380
>Gemini
getting
eyed
meaning
"I'd"
never
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Does anyone else not particularly feel the tie to their sun sign? I am slightly Piscean in the sense of I like astrology. Other than that I don’t relate. Does anyone here place significance on dominant planets? Y’know like how you can see them on astrodienist or astroseek etc. Is it that? Is it the 1st house Saturn? I do get the Pisces Venus, I turn into a right pussy when in love. But the sun sign? Not much. Anyone have any clues?

It’s been a question I’m trying to figure out and I need other opinions.
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>>39118550
And you're just a human.
Within structure of traditional astology ruler of ascendant represents you - your body and mind - in the chart. Meaning the nature of the planet, whether it is affected, blessed or afflicted by some placement and/or in relation to other planets is going to determine your body, health, personality, area of life you're attracted towards (for better or for worse) and how actually pronounced you are as a person, how well you can see yourself (understand yourself), etc.

You can think of it as your immediate animal-emotional you.

If you want rationale behind it - read Chris Breannan's brick.
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>>39119603
>Mars (ruler of 4th, family, and 9th of meaning of life) in fall in 12th house
Well, mentall illness much from family?

Besides Mars is the energy, audacity, daring, dashing forward, and it is in the worst position possible.

Look into making a Sun and possibly Mars talismans.

I say possibly Mars because in the position he's in I assume it can backfire hilariously. So first probably do Sun to give yourself more vitality of a milder kind. Jupiter too. And only if it doesn't work do Mars.

There are also some devotional practices to imbue you with the planet you're focused on.

Renaissance astrology channel on youtube has plenty of material on those. Specifically look for how to elect a proper time for such a talisman.
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>>39119983
In my opinion your Sun position represents what you're truly, deeply drawn towards. Think of "purpose", what you tend to see in the world, illuminate.

Like if the ascendant (and ruler of ascendant) are your animal soul, your body, appearance. And moon - your emotional soul, how you feel, how you reflect. Then Sun is the deepest layer of them all, a divine spark.

So if the first two are not aligned with it, if the condition of the Sun is afflicted, if it is in the place where it is difficult for the native to see it (in 12th or 8th houses) - it is easy for it to remain hidden. It doesn't mean it won't affect your life, but you just might not know what exactly is going on.

Also if there is no alignment between all layers of you then this spark has no vehicle to actually express itself so yeah, you might not express the fusion of things you're drawn to, a-la religious experience (since it is 9th house mb join a magickal order of your flavour, or do academic study?).

Saturn in detriment conjoined ascendant speaks of ailments of body, dark and lanky, mb pale appearance, either a defect or a birth mark. Also slow or depressive composure. The ruler of ascendant is in 8th house and is invisible to you. You sort of don't exactly understand yourself, it doesn't help that she (the Moon) is in aquarius, which blurs things even more. You might not know what exactly you feel and this disconnect might be the driver of the problem (in resonance with Saturn on the ascendant) you mentioned.

You need a strong and aligned (with your Sun) vehicle of emotion and body to fully embrace the totality of your self.

Therapy, yoga, magickal exercises, talismans (Sun and Moon), etc. You get the idea.
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>>39121397
if you have good planet ruling ascendant, you look good and if you its bad then ugly?
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>>39121518
Man, are you drunk? The answer to your question is in the post you're addressing the question to.
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>vertex conjunct pluto 9th house
I have plans to travel abroad somewhere interesting and then kill myself there somewhere when i get to my 30's, can this placement tell it
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Any insight into a Leo Moon (square mars scorpio in 4th) in 1st House Conjunct Leo Rising?
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>>39121486
Yeah that’s interesting, although I’m blonde, tanned, I’m tall but I’m not lanky haha. My Aries moon girlfriend is always telling me I’m slow haha. I do get the not understanding myself, I do feel really disconnected from Pisces because of all the emotional things etc. I do get the Aquarius moon though, I think that’s quite strong. I struggle because often I sort of feel more cold and saturnine if you will, but other times I feel very hot and Martian-like, hence the question of dominant planets. Although I do have mars opposition Saturn, by any chance would you think that causes that effect? Let me know if you’re interested, and thanks for the reply.
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>>39122813
Mars is exhalted in capricorn, and it is in 7th house (which is angular and makes the planet's influence more pronounced), so it seems natural. Do you think you're martian when around other people (not crowds, but when matters get personal) but rarely are when you're alone? I assume that opposition can create a yoyo effect.

I'd say dominant planets are ones in angular houses, or important points like MC or ascendant.

They don't necessarily have to be good natured or dignified. You can have worst and stupidest villains that doesn't stop them from running countries. It is like that with angular planets.
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>>39122575
Mb just post a chart and a question?
We are not you so unless you provide some context (like the reason for asking, or some question that you hope will be answered with this insight) nobody can give you anything besides "leo moon - self centered diva".

Ascendant placement just makes it significantly more pronounced in body and mind.
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Do mine, never done this before
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>>39123315
Hey, thank you for the response.

I am asking about the Leo Moon (square mars scorpio in 4th) in 1st House Conjunct Leo Rising because I think it may be the most prominent/important thing about me----and----right now in life, I live with my parents, looking for a job, dropped out of college 3 times, rejected by army for medical reasons, survivor of freak accidents and cancer, only 1 friend, and traumatically betrayed by those I loved in the past---and they still haunt me. I'm over being suicidal but now I just don't know what to do with myself. I sit around and just brood all day, only leaving the house to go to the gym, using energy to either work out, apply for jobs, or think about how much I hate those that betrayed me. I don't know what I want out of life, I don't know what job I will be good at, I don't know what romantic partner would be good for me, or if I will ever have one again, and I think maybe if I knew what the most prominent thing about me was in my chart, I could work with it and find something productive to tunnel vision on that I'd thrive in...so I asked. ;_;
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>>39119983
In your case, yes, I would expect you to have especially Saturnian and lunar qualities because you have Saturn conjunct the ascendant in Cancer, and the Moon, the ascendant ruler, is also in Aquarius, the house of Saturn. The Mars-Saturn opposition is also a very big one.
I do think that the Sun is important in your chart as well, but its placement in the 9th house is probably more important than its sign placement.
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>>39088622
if you are on the equator, why is it impossible to see Venus at 1:11 am at night- ever?
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>>39123424
Do what?

>>39123441
Дoбpoгo здopoв'ячкa.

First thing that comes to mind is that all of the planets are below horizon. Which might mean that most of your life is revolving (or going to) around matters that are not public, more personal or internal.
Moon is the ruler of the 12th house on the ascendant. 12th house rules mental and physicall illness, hidden things, so having it in the 1st house on the ascendant means that moon brings those issues into your body (1st house). She is also squared by Mars and Mars brings acute injuries and illnesses of sharp kind.

Your ruler of ascendant is also in opposition to a greater malefic of night sect - Saturn. It is in 8th house, so less visible, less active.

At the same time your Sun is conjoined with part of fortune and both of your benefics (Venus and Jupiter) are in good signs for them both aspecting the Moon.
I suppose that's the reason why you actually survived it all. Things happen to you, but you're saved by graces

Mars in 4th house - did you have bad/strict childhood?

The significator of your relationship is Saturn, which is retrograde and in 8th house. Things that make him less effective are also things that keep you from relationships.

Mercury is stationary which might make your calculating, rational mind slow.

You have a very good Jupiter condition in 5th house while being its ruler - that seems like the most prominent thing for you - art. Of any kind. Music, painting, film, whichever you choose it will bless it.

Your Venus rules your career and the house of relatives/primary education. Might be an indicator that you can be good (career wise) at being an educator, a tutor for children, a teacher in school.

Honestly - if I saw this chart without context I wouldn't assume that the native would be so unfortunate. But maybe you're feeling this way atm, and tomorrow will look at life and see that it is actually pretty great.

cont.
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>>39088622

Debating as to whether I should live a celibate life. Would it be the most ideal path for me? Also do you foresee this in my future.

I'm not ugly or antisocial, but I don't like having such strong sexual urges.

And no, I'm not a regular porn addict. I mean sex in general.
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>>39124029
cont.


Besides therapy, and looking into arts/primary education jobs you can try making talismans. Especially Sun for health (both physical and mental) as well as luck since this one is also ruler of your ascendant.

Mercury talisman for better wits and venus one for having better time at relationships (of any kind).
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>>39124040
cont.

Also - the ruler of your 2nd house of money is with the ruler of 10th house of career in 3rd of things connected with primary education, siblings, communication, short form writing. So you can also look into that - writing stories or journalism. With Venus being the ruler I'd also assume more of love stories - sensual stuff, or being a caretaker for children.

With ruler of 2nd being there it means it will be the thing that brings in money.

Oh, and one more thing I forgot to mention - Saturn also rules 6th house of illness (and like I said before opposes your Sun, in your case - your body).
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>>39124034
>Jupiter in detriment in 12th house with Saturn.
You crazy.
Jupiter rules your illnesses and high purpose stuff. But it is in a bad place for itself. Like looney bad, but there is a redeeming quality to the mind, which relates to the position of the Moon (I wrote it below).

Saturn rules your 7th house of relationships. They say it is a good place for Saturn - the 12th house, so I see where the idea of celibacy comes from. Have you been unfortunate with your relationships, never had any or was it really by choice?

Mars (ruler of 5th - sex and joys, and of 10th - career and public image) is in exact (like within the same degree) square to Saturn, which since Saturn is in a higher position here - it affects your Mars.

Your venus is in a good place and Moon - ruler of your body and mind is exhalted in 11th house, which is a really good position.

You're attractive, but with repressed sexuality. People seek you for temporary pleasure but don't stick with you. You're in the crowd, among good friends, but never in close relationships.

In your place I'd ask myself how much is it my choice and how much that I was just unfortunate with relationships and what to abandon the prospect altogether.

I don't know what exactly to suggest here besides (if you decide you still would like to have some carnal love) Venus talisman, because even though she's in a good sign she's not in a prominent house. So highlighting her like that can improve things.

You can also make Sun talisman to heal the looney in your head if you suspect some.

Therapy, yeah, but only if you think it makes sense for you.
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>>39124148

What would Jupiter ruling illnesses and purposes entail?

I've been told that I apparently have things regarding money and material comfort in my favour. Are you saying that I might get ill soon?

Also, I've never been in a relationship. It's purely by choice, I happen to only really be attracted to the same sex, I don't have an issue with that but.... I don't like the idea of living purely for pleasure. But that's mostly on me, I suppose.

Also, but Jupiter ruling illness, do you mean being mentally ill, or physically unwell a la cancer?
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>>39124148
Ah sorry, I misunderstood. You meant poor quality of mind.
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>>39124206
It just means there is a connection. It doesn't mean you will get an illness soon.
It just means either mental stuff, or something hidden, like a chronic disease. And it DOESN'T mean you will get it now. Just that it might happen at some point.

6th house also rules your subordinates, small animals and chores. Like work you HAVE to do to survive, one that you don't enjoy and don't get much money out of, but you have to do.

The significator of these things being in 12th house might mean that these things might be your hidden enemy, something that gets you restricted, sometimes literally like in an institution. Something that undermines you from shadows or from within, unknown to you.

So there are different possibilities there.
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>>39106517
Are you absolutely sure you were kind to yourself and not just abandoned yourself in a sense "ah, it doesn't matter, do whatever man, idc"?

Because there is kindness and there is negligence.

I thought the same about myself, that I am not strict enough, but really what made it better was more love, more kindness, more care.

It feels counterintuitive, like what will it resolve? But actual self kindness is tough when you never learned it in childhood and were deprived of it. It feels like work, like something you're not used to doing. Sometimes I feel disgust towards myself and have to work through it to get to the core with me as a little kid just being shocked there, like a wild animal, numb.

And instead of shoving myself, hitting myself even more, hating myself for being "lazy" I show kindness - not because I want something from him, but because he NEEDS it - and after a while this kid actually awakens and finds joy in life and drive and things actually steadily get better - in a kind and vivid, alive way.
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>>39124029
>>39123424
Well I don't really know what to ask, I've been going on a really hard time, lost my girl and want her back despite it all. My head feels like a shell of it's former self, I'm all fucked up really and I'm a bit without an ideia of what to do now about my life.
Sry for not giving context dont really know what any of this really means>>39123424
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>>39124455
Are you absolutely, 100% sure this is your EXACT birth time? Because just a few minutes difference can give a completely different picture. Especially in your case - your ascendant is 1 degree away from another sign.

So are you absolutely sure this is the exact time?
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>>39124501
Not really sure about the minute, fuck
But I'm pretty sure it wasn't 17h sharp. So a bit after 17h
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>>39124029
How did you know I was from Ukraine..................................it doesn't say that anywhere in the chart................... o_o

Yes, I have been diagnosed with PTSD, major depression, ADHD, and have had cancer, multiple tumors after the cancer, have a fracture in my spine, and have had my face, nose, and both arms broken and a tear in my hip and I can't see far away. I've also had people assault me. But I still try to body build and do strength and weight training and can lift and progress more than a lot of people though I avoid anything that might complicate my spinal injury.

I had a very strict and abusive physically/mentally/emotionally childhood and had childhood cancer and I still live with my parents. I was homeless last year, ended up coming back home because I got hit by a car as a pedestrian and couldn't manage.

I was an art prodigy, drawing and painting. I quit because I was depressed and to devote time to the lawyer/doctor/engineer/college route, that didn't work out for me, and art school was a quarter million in tuition fees. I have no talent in it, but music is one of my favorite things on earth. I love films too, a lot. Of any era, of any genre.

"Besides therapy" as in a career in therapy or getting therapy? I've been through like 10 therapists/psychiatrists. The specialist told me I needed to go see a specialist.

I skipped 2 grades in school and went straight to college, could have been 3 if I knew I could skip. But dropped out 3 times due to health/domestic abuse issues/depression.

I'll think about the teaching route. I just don't want to get vaxxed. I also have a DUI on my record.

I hope God doesn't frown on talismans (lol). But I'm pretty desperate for any help. I'll look up how to do them.

I was the best writer in every class I ever was in....but I haven't been in school in so long, or written anything in so long. I love anything to do with children, I feel like I'm still a child inside, to my detriment sometimes
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>>39124455
If it is a bit later than your ascendant ruler is moon, and she's in 12th house. Which means, well, what you described. 12th house is hidden stuff, mental illness, isolation. And the planet that represents you is in it. Moon is also emotions, so it being in 12th house might either indicate lack of connection with your emotions, repression, or something going on underwater that you can't quite see.

Ruler of your 7th house (of relationships) is in a sign of its fall, which is bad for that planet. The Sun is in the 7th. So you see your life in a relationship, you derive meaning from them, but they're afflicted. Mercury stationary - slow/weak rational thinking.

If your last one was not healthy (and even if it was) I would suggest going into therapy first and taking care of yourself. Do not try to fix yourself with a new girl - you'll just bring all the baggage into the new relationship. It doesn't mean that you're bad, it just means that you need help before you can do things healthily both for yourself and for your partner. That's when you will feel fulfilled if it is your life's desire to have a family (or anything that you envision).

Sun and Moon talismans (for vitality, mental clarity and emotional availability) can aid but not substitute therapy. Also throw a Mercury talisman into the mix after you deal with more urgent stuff.

Good luck.
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>>39124069
Not enough space to say thank you.

Thank you! For your time and generous spirit.
I will research everything you said to see if I get any leads in a positive direction. I'll embrace the parts of me that I left behind thinking they had no use, like art and writing and such. Thank you again. I just want to overcome my circumstances with the cards I've been dealt. Thank you for the Talisman tip as well.
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>>39124578
Я нaпиcaлa paнiшe, щo нeмaє ceнcy хoвaти дaнi пpo чac i кpaїнy, бo кapтa caмa пo coбi є i гoдинникoм i гeoлoкaтopoм.

I мeнi жaль щo з тoбoю cтaлocя yce цe. Пpo тepaпiю я мaлa нa yвaзi caмe пpoйти тepaпiю. He знaю чи кopиcтaвcя ти тepaпiєю для кoмплeкcнoгo ПTCP (нe пpocтo ПTCP, a caмe кoмплeкcнoгo, тoбтo cPTSD, тpaвмaтepaпiя, poбoтa iз toxic shame i ycьoгo тaкoгo), aлe якщo нi тo мoжe cпpaцює? Я нe мoжy знaти, aлe мeнi y бaгaтo чoмy дoпoмoглa. Taкoж - пpaктикa дoбpoти дo ceбe (знaю, мaбyть для тeбe цe вce кpiнж i ти вжe цe вce бaчив, aлe нa ycякий випaдoк):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTFN8t9SXiQ

A щoдo Бoгa i тaлicмaнiв. Hy, кaтoлицькa цepквa y cepeдньoвiччi нopмaльнo cтaвилacь, бo iдeя зa ними тa caмa щo зa acтpoлoгiєю - щo yce пpaцює зa Йoгo зaдyмoм i тoмy тaлicмaн цe пpocтo тeхнoлoгiя нa щo пpaцює чepeз тy caмy пpиpoдy, якy вiн пpивoдить y pyх.

He пoкидaй твopчicть i бaжaння пpaцювaти iз дiтьми, y тeбe, як я вжe cкaзaлa - дyжe дoбpa для цьoгo кapтa, i нa фoнi ycьoгo щo iз тoбoю вiдбyлocя цe мoжe бyти вeликим cвiтлим вiкнoм y щacливe мaйбyтнє для тeбe. He звaжaй нa тe, щo нaвички зapжaвiли - вoни лeгкo пoвepнyтьcя.
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>>39124596
Fuck you've nailed it, yeah it has been a fucking hard time, always considered myself a stoic person but this shit brought me down like a m-f.
I've already appointed a therapy session and I'm pretty sure that I don't have any emotional availability to jump start my love life. Still love that bitch despite all she's done to me during our fallout.
I've also started reading on manifesting and loa so it might be some of that repression of emotions you're talking about.
Don't know what are those talismans you're talking about but thank you very much for your input.
If you have any other advice or any other anons who know of this stuff please give them. Anyways thank you
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>>39124641
I appreciate the link. At home I get nothing but contempt and criticism and disrespect, being told that I have nothing to be loved or respected for and that I've ruined my life and everyone around me is better than me, lol. Whenever I say anything positive about myself or my future they like to bet against me that my life will just be hell instead... these people. Anyway, thanks for letting me rant. Solid advice, thank you again, I feel lighter in spirit now. Will think about going back to college to get a relevant degree or see what prospects I can obtain. I can't just let myself go to waste, knowing I can help others. God bless. Thank you again.
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>>39088636

>Feelings of uncertainty, instability, lack of direction. With a hint of optimism but so much to do and too many steps to take, making endeavors feel overwhelming. Seasonal shift of emotions. These themes will last for the remainder of the week.

Sums up my last few years but particularly this week. Been very aimless, depressed, self loathing and aggressive. Have many goals and things I desire to accomplish but zero drive to achieve anything. Keep thinking that something else more important on my to-do should be the forefront of my mind and action, and then wane in my ability to complete it. I used to be very driven, focused and meticulous, everything I needed or wanted to get done got done quickly and efficiently. It's like I was cursed with a complete 180 personality wise the last few years and I have no idea what to do with myself. Where I was sure, confident and assertive, I am now unsure, timid and anxious. Should I keep doing the same work, should I move my physical location, should I change something and if so what- I'm at my wits end trying to figure out the right path when absolutely nothing feels right and hasn't for a while. Doing shadow work has only helped in small increments despite trying to dissect everything about myself to not allow any room for a shadow to live. Sorry for the blog I'm just really tired and need to change but don't know how or where to begin.
I guess areas of money, fulfillment, self? Flaws, talents and where I should put my energy to work for me best. I'd also appreciate any weird bits if there are any on my chart, if you can spare the time. Thanks anon and bless you.
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Virgo Sun 12th, Virgo Mercury 12th, Virgo ascendant. Is this good or not? I've read that the 12th is bad.
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>>39125345
>Virgo
why can you not see Venus at night?
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>>39125352
I don't understand, what do you mean?
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>>39125377
you cannot nor will you ever be able to look up an night and see Venus
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>>39125449
What does this mean, what about during the day? Why so cryptic?
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>>39088622
>How was Libra season for you? What transits did you experience and how did they affect you?
I met more of the same patterns of negativity I've been trying to transcend my entire life.
It is preeminently clear that my environment is killing me.

Will I ever be able to truly let go and move on? I would rather be a complete nobody.
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>>39125481
tonite or any night look up and you will NEVER NEVER NEVER be able to see Venus
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>>39125509
:(



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