experiencing 2.5 g pe, i entered such a strange state, in which i felt almost possesed by a light, i spoke a code in my mind constantly, i say a code, cause it conformed to 0 languages, just completely created as it was spoken, and in this dialogue there was a constant sensation of progression in some sense, or shifting, it felt as i had my own fate in my hands, as if i was in the center, almost as if everything was according to my will. i kept feeling a sense of "knowing" or what it is "to know", and in this i entered a state of fear which i quickly dissolved, i felt such a power of guidance, what can this be described as?
>>39113922Try this> There are hundreds of species of religious mushrooms. These mushrooms contain a substance called psilocybin. One key mushroom in called the “hidden imam”, consumption of this mushroom is a traditional Alawite practice. A quick path to enlightenment is to go into a dark room, consume 5g of the hidden imam, and wear sound canceling headphones. Peace be upon you. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/PsilocybinGood luck
>>39113922Penis envy hits me too hard. It’s like an indica for me and makes me tired. I curl up in blanket when it starts and pass out.I tried natalensis recently and that’s more energetic. Because it’s higher in psilocyn and cubensis is higher in psilocybin. P. Nats are like a sativa but as strong as penis envy in total alkaloids
>>39113922awh hell yeah /drxggo/ thread
>>39113922Those look magically delicious
>>39113922>2.5 gRookie numbers>surfing Udmurt bone carving forum while trippingNGMI, holy shit go touch the grass
>>39113922You connected with the unified field
>>39113922Thats the lightbody. I see it weave stuff from light as ideas it presents to me.
>>39113922Go deeper
>>39113922>there was a constant sensation of progression in some sense, or shifting, it felt as i had my own fate in my hands, as if i was in the center, almost as if everything was according to my willi felt this exact thing on a heroic dose. i had a sense that if i unlocked a certain state of consciousness (the one i was in at the moment) i could quite literally become a master of the universe and will anything into existence. i felt like in that moment and state of consciousness that if i wanted someone, anything in existence i could have it and it only required my belief that i should to make it so. it was like in that moment i had a complete understanding of will and its relationship to belief and how to shape reality using this new perspective. i also had the sense that other beings were watching all this... rooting for me to "figure it out" and that i was undergoing some process of rebirth. at the end of the trip i did briefly feel "reborn" yet for the life of me i could not bring this understanding back when i sobered up. or maybe i did but i could not replicate that sense of absolute control over my will. i am not even sure i have articulated this in a way that does it justice. it was the strangest trip i have had yet because it was so hard to process exactly what was being communicated.
Cool, everybody knows what GOD is now, so what are you all doing about it? Do you SEE what is going on around us? Imagine knowing and not sharing that information to stop something bad from happening. Do you get it yet? What are the chances that YOU would be able to discover this knowledge? Do you see how the same reason you have been blessed with an awareness is the exact same reason someone else hasn't been? It's all by chance, and you have the chance, it's here now, are you going to take it?
>>39116788What are we stopping? I need better directions
>>39113922psychadelics can be a very enlightening experience but just remember that what you see on them is still an illusion, regardless of how amazing or real it feelsyou'll realize this if you do them enough and inevitably have a bad tripim still recovering from a trip i had 2 nights ago that really just felt like a seizure because i had 0 motor control and i was just flopping around on my bed and having a panic attack due to cramps in both of my legsi took so much that even though i'm sober some objects appear to warp slightly every now and then
>>39116541I’ve experienced all kinds of psycs up to 7g worth of penis envy, this experience just individually stuck out to me. Considering it was only 2.5g, and I had such a feeling of power within my mind to answer anything that presented itself while also being so in touch with my physical surroundings, because in my experience with hero doses, I never am in touch with this reality, but I experience a similar state of gnosis.>>39116720While I was speaking it was almost as if I was deciding, but I’m not really sure what, I kept looking at the door leading outside and it felt as if there were something waiting, as if I were to be judged, but I wasn’t ready yet.
>>39113922Having a God complex and thinking you're more special than you actually are, stupid meat sack. You had a psychedelic experience, believe it or not, this is what causes psychosis in tons of people making them believe they themselves are Jesus Christ. Come back to earth dumbass. I've never had a God complex after a trip. I've felt universally connected into the one-ness of everything. But I've never thought I was possessed, thought of something someone hasn't thought before or made a new language. Delusions of grandeur make for great leaders though. Hypocrisy is an amazing drug.
>>39117272>just remember that what you see on them is still an illusionFalse. Everything you see means something if you know the meta.>>39116788Shut the fuck up about le god. None of you are god. Relax.
>>39117699> But I've never thought I was possessed, thought of something someone hasn't thought before or made a new language.I say possessed as I mean “mentally overwhelmed”, I never stated to think of something new, everything I have experienced can be seen a infinite amount of times in others, which is the whole point of me posting about it, because ultimately it left me with one question that I seek to be answered, and I didn’t “create” a new language, i meant as I spoke basically gibberish it compelled me towards something that I felt had meaning.
>>39117699you're on the wrong board fella
>>39117751he is on the right board unless you think this is a reddit board
>>39117739>means somethingnot something that means anything to other people
>>39117791It makes sense on a level above the one you are looking at it with. If you're making up a language you should ask why you're making up a language.
>>39117751Oh, sorrySaturns gnosis unto man is culminated from the reality of another dimension egregore and the demiurge is a tranny something something God is SatanBetter, faggot?
>>39113922>i kept feeling a sense of "knowing" or what it is "to know">it felt as i had my own fate in my hands>what can this be described as?being normal by enlightenment standards. you have barely scratched the surface.tread carefully though, breaking through your conditioning and programming too violently might cause some serious dread.
>>39117961This but unironically
>>39115877>"It makes me look cool.">"Dude Weed">"Clink, the glasses go.">"It's not addictive, I swear!">"Rainbow Nights">"Party Like It's 1943">"Soul Medicine">"TikTok Will Love This!" (I pioneered the zoomers getting into it through law of attraction)>"Blue Meanards!">"Waiting For My Man">"Good Lord, Save Me">"Just What the Doctor Ordered!">"Sherlock Holmes">"St. Anthony's Fire">"You fuckin' druggo!"
>>39118446Obviously
>>39118399I have experienced much deeper revelations, and I have experienced such dread. But like I stated in another reply, this experience just stuck out as different from my others.
>>39117744Then just say mentally overwhelmed because a possession is literally something entirely different.>Speaks non conforming language, or "code">Progresses with "meaning">I DIDNT SAY I MADE A HECCIN NEW LANGUAGE Bro, your brain is straight fried holy fuck
>>39118493what i meant is that it can become your everyday life that will be as profound as those few moments of insight we experience on drugs so rarely and believe it to be some kind of alternate state of mind that is wholly special and outside the norm, on the contrary, the hellworld we experience regularly is what is the actual strange and unusual way of life.
>>39116798Start with what Israel needs to build the third temple. You're going to go down a big rabbit hole if you do. >>39117739>>39117699People get so angry about their misconceptions about what GOD is. You still keep using the little g, even the capital G. We're talking about GOD. The only thing that could ever be, and is, which encompasses the all, and is the all. People "say they are GOD" because they are, the exact same way your tastebuds are 100% indistinguishable from you, are wholly a part of you, come out of and arise from you, and experience the world with you.
>>39118690>Your ass is indistinguishable from your dickSpoken like a true zoomzoom
>>39118690>Start with what Israel needs to build the third Please share your knowledge
>>39119060gaysex temple
>>39119193Burn le perfect heifer
>>39118690Categorically false on all counts. You are not another person and you will never be another person. It doesn't matter how much hippy juice you drink it will never change that fact. You are limited to the domain of yourself. The separation of our bodies are a representation of that fact. Just because your body came from your mom doesn't make you your mom. Life is expansive.
>>39118399>enlightenment >dreadchoose one.
>>39116650Based
>>39119502This is provably wrong. Go read journeys out of the body by Bob Monroe
>>39119502The thing you think is "you" in your head is, and I am not exaggerating, the voice of GOD. It's like a partitioned room for it to experience itself in, to understand the self. You really have to open your mind and your heart to understand any part of the truth. It's sort of like one of those collapsible children's tube toys. Multiple things can be "true" at once, but they all lead to the exact same truth- which is that EVERYTHING by virtue of GOD being all-knowing/powerful has to be GOD.
>>39119060I am so sleepy, they have this on Google. It's readily available what prophecies they "need to fulfill".
>>39120614Will you stop that
I think the feeling of oaranoia that leads to bad trips is actually just our assemblage points assembling different dimensions than everyday reality and going to the "witchcraft" dimension. This is not paranoiaand is real but just in a different layer of reality.
>>39116650He knows the light
>>39113922>what can this be described as?inspiration. it's something that happens perpetually in reflection. habitually living in fairness and justice gratefully leads to more of this. the "second language" you experienced was just a form of metacognition- awareness of your thoughts and their forms. I experience this perpetually and have an intuition when they're wrong.the key to avoiding psychosis on these things concerns assumptions. you can make an assumption but basing another assumption off an unfounded first will simply lead to psychosis.
>>39120096on your way there there might be still 'demons' trying to hold you back and scare yo away by claiming the light might actually hurt your eyes or similar, the gatekeepers are numerous.
>>39120850>no argument>references a daddy of hisI will accept your concession.>>39120990Stop huffing jenkem.
>>39122463wise one
>>39113922if you want to decode the message, you're going to have to take a higher dosehttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R3pfsUgtL9A
>>39120997The true you is the pure passive and undividable witness consciousness, not the experienced parts (qualia)
>>39123227Facts
>>39113922you stepped up to the throne of God and got afraid. this is good. you're not a tyrant. that throne, the allure of such psychotic power, it's a trap. good for you
>>39122463>the key to avoiding psychosis on these things concerns assumptions. you can make an assumption but basing another assumption off an unfounded first will simply lead to psychosis.this is learned wisdom and extremely important with psychedelics. you have to actively cut off untruths and convenient fantasies or your nerves will short circuit. this is how people turn into babbling freaks and schizos with god complexes.
dude, you were only on 2.5 like ok settle down there cowboy
>>391273972.5 penis envy hits like 5 grams of the traditional cubensis
>>39115877>"Divine Intervention"I got hit by a car on a citibike 2 days after my birthday in JulyStrange since that was literally 2 days after my insurance ran out with my stepdad I would also point out that ironically I was on my way to workIronically enough the guy who hit me was shopping at the store the same day Another tidbit that was strange to me was that I read and sort of skimmed through the first issues of Grant Morrison's the Invisibles the day prior, after my girlfriend qjd a friend net up at Dave and busters to celebrate my birthday some more Since I got hit the day after reading it ice been sort of afraid to return to it (eveb thiugh I know there's hidden truths abd powerful energy in it. Chaos magick is real, I've used it myself recently.)Should i read it again to completion?May ask /co/ or make a thread hereI would also point out I had used lsd, dmt, psilocybin, and amanita in the past (and of course weed).I have a history with meditation. Any insight into this?I distinctly remember feeling frustrated prior to the incident since I wanted "clear signs from God that God exists.And the circumstances of what happened are a sign to me
>>39123201>you don’t explain to me so I must not be dumb The argument is in the book retardAnd yes you are dumb
>>39116798You are stopping yourself: from perpetuating the chaos and disorder your created around you - through you - while under the spell of "I am just a speck of dust". Your feelings and emotional being, your actions, determine whether your create hell on earth or bring heaven to earth. You, YOU alone can change the world, because the only thing you can change is YOU. Discipline yourself. Clean yourself. Become holy, and liberate the world.
>>39131345Truth>2K0YY
>>39131345Sounds good
>>39113922Try 8 grams under the solar eclipse chum
It I take like 3 grams of penis envy with lemon tekking and hit my popper bottle while getting fucked by my fuck machine and being brainwashed by mkultra sissy hypno, will I cum hands free like a good girl?I wanna go deeper. I want to obey. I want to feel like a good girl. I need it. I need to obey. I need to go deeper. I need it. I need to feel so good. I need to go so deep. So deep. Deeper and deeper. Forever and ever. Endlessly repeating. Forever and ever. Deeper and deeper.
>>39136666what the actual fuck, this is the guru guy?
>>39136666What? Not gonna have a good time
>>39136666Hail Satan
>>39136700Ah yes, the number of the Beast 6666
>>39136666Are you prepared to evolve into a succubus?
>>39136666>satan is a faggot sissy boyI knew it
