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Recently my mother was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive form of cancer.
Before this, I felt what I could only describe as a connection forming between God and I for the first time in my life, and it was accompanied by a ton of synchronicities.
When my mum was diagnosed with it I prayed two times, both of which her condition and prognosis worsened. It was then that I realized that God is purely evil and malevolent, and all the syncronicties was the cunt laughing at me. Now I know the reason I was born was to go against God and anything considered as part of Divinity.
So my question is, how do I piss off God as much as possible? Ironically I imagine not being a piece of literal shit would piss him off since it seems all the masons are heavily religious.
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I would look into the Center for Deuterium Depletion for the cancer. They have a novel way of fighting it, which includes chemo but with diet alterations that help lessen the side effects of the treatment, but also trying to eliminate the root cause. As far as hurting god, he lives in your mind, feels what you feel. Don't hurt yourself anon
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>>39129824
these forms of cancer aren't rare anymore
they are a result of the vaccinations
many people are dying from them recently pay attention
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>>39129847
>As far as hurting god, he lives in your mind, feels what you feel. Don't hurt yourself anon
I would completely disagree. Free-will is basically portrayed as the source of sin, and what is "free will" free from? It would be will free from God, which I view as myself.
I've already sent out some 'vibes' and shit that basically I have decided 100% to permanently and retroactive sever my connection to God. However, I don't want to just be separate from God, I want to be the polar opposite of it. I want to stand against God in it's entirety.
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>>39129859
I'm unvaxxed and I agree that the vaccines cause cancer, but the specific one my mum was diagnosed with seems to have been pulled from my mind. I felt guilt about it until I realized it's another cruel and sadistic form of torture dealt to me by God
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>>39129824
Your mom was a prolific whore so God punished her. Simple as.
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>>39129965
She was married to one man for the whole life.
What is your cope with murderers and pedophiles who do not get punished? Can God just not be fucked with them, lol?
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https://www.lawofone.info/results.php?q=cancer
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>>39129824
You never had faith in God, sorry its true. Bad thing happens and you immediately assume he hates you and is evil? Read the story of Job.
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>>39129824
Read Job.
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>>39129965
What is your problem
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>>39129824
Sure pick a fight with God bring a weapon if you want you retard
Why not blame the doctors and whoever puts chemicals in everything?
Why not blame yours and your mother's sins?
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>turn to biblical god in a moment of weakness

>he gives me a chronic illness I had to fight for 4 years
>had to be bedridden
>finally recover after so much grief

>immediately gives me chronic pain after all this
>now I can't function or think because my body is constantly hurting

he's a fucking faggot deranged asshole. I will never stop shitting on abrahamic scam religions
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>>39129824
>When my mum was diagnosed with it I prayed two times, both of which her condition and prognosis worsened.
Dude fuck off
You have cancer because your and your mom are idiots who vaccinate, but can never associate how you hurt yourselves with your shitty cancers, so you want to hurt and blame god for being a needle junkie retard. lol Good luck moron
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>>39129824
Sorry anon. Make sure you enjoy the time you still have left with your mother as much as you can before you embark down that road. Don't let her final memories of her son be tainted by seeing you broken and sad.

After that, Solipsism is the way to go.
Deprive him of your love.
Love only yourself.
Refuse to do good deeds.
Withdraw from the world.
Do the absolute bare minimum in anything that doesn't benefit you.
Grow callous and indifferent to the suffering of others
Blame him for all the ills of the world.
Curse his name when you speak of him.

But do not underestimate the severity of your actions in doing so. You will become a bitter husk of your former self. You are basically destroying yourself and your soul in the process out of spite. Some would say this act alone would hurt God, but I sincerely doubt he cares what any human thinks.
I'll never forgive this cunt of a deity for taking my parents either. The catharsis from watching his creation be perverted by those who oppose him is the only solace I have left. And I will take as much joy as I can from it.

Good luck in whatever you do.
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>>39130069
>stockholm syndrome abuse victim

Job is not an inspirational story for those who aren't retarded

>completely innocent man Job
>god hands him over to SATAN just because he wanted to play bets

this just tells you god cannot be trusted and you can do everything he tells you and he'll give evil a pass
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>>39129824
>Worship an Arabian demon
>He acts demonically
>"How could this happen?"
He's not God. He didn't make us, but he sure as hell loves giving us the illusion that he did. He will do everything he can to loop you into his world so he can fuck with you. The first people he ever managed to latch onto were the Israelites, and his priests demanded ritual child sacrifice according to statutes in his name. The prophets talk about it, with him either being unaware of such a thing or ordering it to punish them. He's a liar, and is essentially the most powerful poltergeist in the world of man. My advice is to ignore him, have neither positive nor negative feelings about him. He won't give up without a fight, however, but if you want to truly sever your connection you cannot let him dictate your life through your reactions to his provocations. Here's one thing to always remember, if an entity needs to use synchronicities to communicate with you it is not The God. There are gods, but God is ineffable and incomprehensible. "Communing" with God is a meaningless phrase because you already subsist in Him and all that He desires of you, you do already. Religion was understood in the past with the phrase "do ut des," and a god's popularity depended on their ability to make things happen. The current scam running now was pulled off through empty and unfalsifiable promises as well as some miracles here and there.
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>>39130107
I'm unvaxxed you stupid faggot. Keep sucking sky-daddy off, whore.
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>>39130112
No, the issue here is that he causes the problems too. If he really fucked off it wouldn't be an issue. He wants you desperate and dependent on him.
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>>39130117
>unvaxxed
Probably not. Maybe only un covid vaxxed but you're still vaxxed and your mom is a needle junkie boomer that probably took every round and shed to you. Put 2+2 together. You were stupid now's not the time to blame god and sperg at the only person to tell you straight the fuck up what you did to yourselves
You mom isn't fuck off adn deal
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>>39130131
>least schizo /x/ poster
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>>39130108
Thanks for your post anon. It seems like at least some people here aren't completely braindead deluded retards. But I disagree that we would have to be cold and callous to go against God. If God is evil, then doing good hurts him. Do good in your own name rather than his, and show him you are good on your own terms. That would hit him where it hurts- that a human can actually be good in a hell he created.
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>>39130131
>what fellating God every day does to a motherfucker
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I'm so sorry about what happened to your mother.
I want to tell you that you can't do anything against God, since basically you are a part of him just like your mother and all of us.
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>>39130078
>>39130069
>read the story of how god tortured an innocent man for teh lulz
lol
lmao even
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>>39129864
God didnt give your mom cancer nor does he inflict/intimidate/tempt anyone, only judgement upon death
If you wish your mother more pain and suffering, stay on your path
If you wish her salvation, pray with her and make sure she's accepted Jesus Christ as her savior to the Lord God.
Satans temptations upon the earth, greed, malice, ect have culminated into pollution, plastics in water, pesticide ridden food, ect, that makes man and woman suffer and also get cancer.
God would not wish that on anyone as it's unnecessary suffering for no end. Meaningless means.
I understand you.
I'd wished to topple empires with an iron fist when my grandfather, who raised me, was struck with skin cancer that spread to...everything cancer, and it was a quick but suffering death on his end for no reason.
Life is hard, I know. But it's ok. Life must go on and we just accept our fate and we must accept the situation we are currently in with things that are out of our control man.
Love you bro.
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>>39129824
My condolences anon

Fuck Fate, fuck God, fuck the blind zealous idiots who mindlessly give an omnipotent being praise (if it's so powerful it doesn't need our love all the time)

FUCK FATE
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>>39129859
Ops mom is suffering and all you can think about is vaxx bullshit


Imagine if she wasn't vaxxed huh???
What then faggot
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>>39130188
>If you wish her salvation, pray with her and make sure she's accepted Jesus Christ as her savior to the Lord God.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
Is that why God originally lured me in only to absolutely decimate me? Like I said every time I prayed it only caused more pain and suffering.
You are unable to understand just how sadistic and malicious God is unless you are me. But I have to be clear, it's not just that God is evil, he is uniquely sadistic, cunning, and conspiratorial in a way that even someone like John Wayne Gacy would grimace.
I have 100% severed myself from God and blasphemed the holy spirit, freeing myself of the all-encompasing CUNT. The goal now is to stand entirely against him
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>>39130095
Why not go sit on a big black dildo while you're at it anon?

You're already a colossal npc faggot
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>>39130107
He said nothing about the vaxx dumbfuck

And he confirmed she nor he are vaxxed
Imagine if you're actually dying one day and soneone laughs in your face talking about how you took the vaccine and brought it on yourself


I hope you remember this anon, what goes around comes around

I'm praying you get hit by a car today.
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>>39130188
>God didnt give your mom cancer
According to your book he has all authority on earth. He was literally on his throne room signing off on it and jerking himself off probably

>If you wish your mother more pain and suffering, stay on your path
this is not the actions of a benevolent god. he knew what effect this would have on OP and still he did it

>Satans temptations
who created Satan?

>as it's unnecessary suffering for no end
yet he created a world full of suffering despite claiming to be capable of not doing so

Stop normalizing abuse from this stupid fraud and this scam religion. Flying monkey bullshit
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>>39130221
No, that's a good reponse, or it would be except anon doesn't have cancer, and you do.
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>>39130233
but you have the cancer, not me?
That's definitely a you problem.
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>>39130241
You're pretty retarded

Then again heartless npcs aren't very intelligent

I'm not him, just an actual human anon with empathy


If you're gonna troll at least troll correctly, no matter what you're pretty retarded, case closed.
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>>39129824
Your mother is healed in the name of the King Jesus Christ.
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Jesus is (a lot like) Pluto
I’m a pragmatist
I’m a scientist
I said “Hey, it’s been a number of years, let’s give Jesus a shot”

Within a week my best friend turned against me and a handful of people were removed from my life or set opposed to me. Picrel as bookends to this experience

Jesus is not for the feint of heart
And I prefer to work with more harnessed deities
But every deity must start somewhere
Even thieves who submit to become princes
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>>39129824
God doesn't need or particularly want you, but he also owns you from his perspective. The most upsetting thing you could do is kill yourself and others, followed by being wicked. Harming children, persecuting the innocent. Rape, murder, sacrificing to demons. You probably don't have the capacity to do either, so shake your fist at the sky and grumble like the rest of us.
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>>39130180
The lulz? If you read to the end he is rewarded for his faith and is far better off then before. Literally a skill issue.
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>>39130217
My grandfather had cancer so bad it burned away the skin on his forehead and left him with just bone and sored skin. But yeah def don't get you...ok
Fyi you can do nothing to "hurt" God. Sorry.
>>39130236
Yeah yeah God is Satan, fuck off jew
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>>39130324
Can confirm
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>>39130328
Blasphemers like to overlook this part so their fiction lines up with Satan being God nonsense.
Just boys being emotional little girls itt
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>>39130340
you worship a deranged narcissist at best

>calling me a jew while worshiping the god of jews

LOL I bet you're a circumcized retard too
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>>39130383
You're a dumbass zoomer that's never read the Bible and blaspheme because your friends think it's cool because your mother gave birth to a bastard and rebelled against your grandma
You'll be going to hell just as you plead for
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>>39129824
Nothing, you can only destroy yourself and he will always win in the end. You might as well just have faith and follow along with him. Also stop jerking off.
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>>39129824
>So my question is, how do I piss off God as much as possible?
Reject your God given biology, troon yourself out, you'll find yourself in Hell soon enough! Have fun!
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>>39129824
it would really anger God if you neglected your mother and pissed on her grave as she died for the devil, because blah blah blah

seethe and get over the seethe part of grief
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>>39130395
I've read the bible back to back lol. I know more than you.

>> For the Son of Man is going to come with his angels in the glory of his Father, and then he will repay each person according to what he has done. 28 Truly, I say to you, there are some standing here who will not taste death until they see the Son of Man coming in his kingdom.”

How do you cope that Jesus was supposed to return in the lifetime of the apostles?

>Hell
was invented in the new testament. no mention of it prior. death = nonexistence even according to David and Ecclesiastes

it's funny Jesus was a prophet of the Torah but keeps contradicting beliefs like laws and shit
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>>39130410
The Day of Pentecost
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>>39130261
Cancer is a meme and people are too busy a bloo-bloo'ing and grovelling to medicine for answers, to see that they're setting themselves up perfectly to be lead down that designated garden path. (ie. 'Treatment $treet)
All the while, lashing out at anyone reporting the cold, ugly truth of the matter, and one's own assention in allowing it to happen. Turn around, look at the hand guiding you, coddling (exploiting) your hunger for sympathy and empty scientific hope. The same science that secretly damages your God-given body, whether through industrial, commercial exposures or iatrogenically, including injected biologicals (of any type, including COVID) in ways that are far beyond your comprehension..
Until we can figure it out, it will continue to be killing more people, for more money in new [treatments] than ever before, and then multiplying the amount of people you secretly kill in cycles. those sick and disease injured people run towards the lights of the abattoir, they were told was their best hope.
What appears heartless, may in fact be the most hearted thing. Things tend to appear inverted in this world.
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You're blaming God for the corrupted actions of other men causing your mother to be dying of cancer. Cancer could have and should have been cured decades ago, but the Sin of greed holds it back. Much more money can be made from treatments and charities than curing it, and millions have died when they didn't have to. A select few in this world thrive and profit from the suffering of others. This is not God's doing, they have denied Him just as you are doing now. Keep Him as your strength while your mother fights her battle. God is not a genie who grants wishes. He is simply a source of faith and love when you need it.
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>>39130410
If you read it back to back then you'd understand death is inevitable and you would accept this.
Sorry your tendy maker/ass wiper got cancer. You should get a sick life insurance payout. You should go off and make a church of Satan or something cool like that.
You should know God doesn't just give you shit with prayer, otherwise there'd be no poor or sick under God.
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>>39130383
De-ranged
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>>39130440
>typical christian gaslighting

so Jesus healed a bunch of people freely but can't heal OP's mom because.. reasons?

>god wants to help but gets cucked and can't do anything after all
Why call him god

>>39130443
>You should know God doesn't just give you shit with prayer

That's exactly what he promises and fails to do so lmao. He's a scam

>>Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 8For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened. 9Or which one of you, if his son asks him for bread, will give him a stone? 10Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a serpent? 11If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!

Just one of many failed promises
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>>39129824
>my mother was diagnosed with a rare and aggressive form of cancer.
Before this, I felt what I could only describe as a connection forming between God and I for the first time in my life, and it was accompanied by a ton of synchronicities.
This is called a “Test of Faith”. God is testing you if that is unconditional love you have for him or a love based on the benefits you are getting befriending Him.
> I prayed two times, both of which her condition and prognosis worsened
Here is a tip, ALWAYS give thanks to “bad happenings”, ALWAYS. Give thanks to good happenings, but give even MORE thanks to the bad ones, as soon as your heart is grateful for the bad happening, by understanding that was God’s destiny for you, THEN the bad happening would stop and the reason why it happened gets unveiled for your mind to understand.
Give thanks fren.
>how to piss off God as much as possible
You see here, you are acting exactly like Lucifer, who was the angel of light at first, fervent pious God worshipper, who suddenly turned AGAINST God when Adam was created out of Clay, as he refused to bow to Adam as he said to God he is made of Clay and im made of smokeless fire. Lucifer then got banned from the heavens, cursed by giving him a snake shape, and damned until Judgement Day.
The moral is, your FAITH is weak, at the first earthquake you are ready to switch sides. imo God have uncovered what was within your heart by the ill fate of your mother. Your readiness to let go God at the first adversity is felt and recorded.
Imagine what happened to Prophets ? They lost their children, got sick, and were chased from the land, and yet they loved God and were loved by Him.
Review your believes fren.
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>>39129824
I don't know if you're still reading anon. But here's a few tips:
-Read some LHP literature, get into the mindset that from then onward you won't look up to them again, only yourself.
-Spite and anger only amuse them, indifference will deprive them of any semblance of worship he may coax out of you. This applies to his worshipers too, no matter the branch and the name they give him. Don't engage, they want a reaction to prove they're right, let them shrivel up.
-Eat pork on holy days, be especially indulgent, it's important.
-Any accomplishments you have, attribute only to yourself. Delete the "thank god" from your vocabulary unless you're refering to yourself.

That'd be the basics, good luck to you anon, I hope you find some semblance of peace. Fuck Yahweh.
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>>39130214
From your seethe she was clearly vaxxed thus her cancer was to be expected, if you knew that God have prescribed us to watch out body (temple) from external injections.
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>>39129824
God gives God takes anon don't go down that road
There's a story in the Bible that talks about a man name Job (yob,Jobe),whatever
Read that ,it's pretty eye opening , you have to understand and humble yourself for God has created you and everything else , be grateful for what he has given you and that you got to experience whatever this is , it's something rather than nothing ,I too have this anger towards the creator and I struggle with it but at the end of the day I always end up thanking God for this ....whatever this is
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>>39129824
1. Cancer is not real

2. Anger and pain is what causes 'cancer' which is just a combinación of every possible disease

3. Cancer was Made up by jews.

4. Believing cáncer is like believing is Santa Claus
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>>39129824
my mom is close to it too, liver cancer from meds, idk if there's transplant for it i hope there is not I need to kill myself and she cant know it. honestly i'm probably doing it before she dies
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>>39130492
Anons really do have selective intelligence at best


You clearly did not read the post you replied too.

This board is lost.
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>>39130410
>I've read the bible back to back lol. I know more than you.
NTA, but then you've read the part where it's made really clear that this world is ruled by the devil.
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>>39130509

See >>39130109

Job is A sick sadistic tale about the like god
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>>39130487
>Here is a tip, ALWAYS give thanks to “bad happenings”, ALWAYS. Give thanks to good happenings, but give even MORE thanks to the bad ones,
That's pretty messed up. Do you understand the concept of sadism? It's a thing and it's not noble?
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>>39130476
How do YOU pray?
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>>39130606
I'm all like
>HEY GOD GIMME THIS GIMME THAT
DO THIS DO THAT NOW
amirdoingitright?
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>>39130606
Not the same anon but
lol
lmao even
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>>39130577
Checked.
Bad happenings ALWAYS come with a valid reason for it to unfold. It’s never by chance or meant to torture you as you think. It’s something necessary to happen for other good things to come true.
Nothing sadistic, that’s just life, a deer dies to feed a lion.
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>>39130410
>it's funny Jesus was a prophet of the Torah but keeps contradicting beliefs like laws and shit
Funny thing about that... It's my opinion that he was just owning the Jews with their own law without himself putting much stock in it. He used it (Law and prophets) to communicate his divergent message to the people in a way that they could grasp. Like how Neville Goddard preached a form of magic couched in Christian terminology.
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>>39130628
Ok. So who am I dying to feed?
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>>39130532
If you have a family member that is vaxxed expect them to die of cancer or suddenly fall and die, believing something else is being delusional.
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>>39130635
Are you dying shortly ? We are talking about the vaxxed turbo cancer mother that is currently dying.
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>>39130610
Modernity achieved lad
>>39130627
Weird no one fasts and prays for days and day. Just a minute or less and back to the same old shit, and those that claim to understand it still blaspheme when they don't get every brick placed before them lol
Lmao not realizing that worshipping and prayer can be two separate things hahaha kek jajaja
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>>39130410
>How do you cope that Jesus was supposed to return in the lifetime of the apostles?
There's a theory, kind of a fringe one, that posits that Jesus DID return, and the great architectural relics we have up until the 1700s (all the fancy castles, amazing sculptures, and cathedrals), essentially "Tartaria", was the millenial kingdom. Of course, there's also an element of a few hundred inserted years. In this theory, we're in the 1200s, not the 2000s.
Then in another anon's post, you have Pentecost.
Not sure what I believe, really.
>>39130419
Bro didn't hold back. 100% truth. Every doctor who finds a cure for cancer is immediately blacklisted and has to flee to another country to offer the cure for people who need it.
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>>39129824
Welcome to the club, my dad died from cancer recently, honestly you sound like a whiny ass bitch. But lets assume you're not a whiny ass bitch for a second, animals die every day, when we walk around we step on tens if not hundereds of ants to get to where we're going. Death is a fundemental part of life, so do you think you're special? Do you think being special makes you exempt from this give and take of life and death?
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>>39129824
Real answer is ritual child sacrifice to idols but if you care that much about a woman I doubt you would dare to do that
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>>39130764
I hope your father isn't watching over you, you sound like a cunt anon.

Then again, in your words, maybe he's just another animal of the bunch.
Cope harder.
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>>39130214
You're right I am being insensitive which is all too easy to do on an anonymous image board.
The truth is I have lost a loved one to "turbo cancer" just this year and he was healthy and strong before the vaccines and I know others who have fallen ill who've been vaccinated.
I am sorry to the OP for being insensitive but I just think his anger is directed in the wrong direction, instead of blaming God it would be better to blame the psychopaths who pushed this agenda on everyone and to all the sheep who went along with it. And it's not bullshit, so much has happened since the vax roll-out if your head is still in the sand I can't help you and I don't care.
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>>39130328
"Rewarded" when his wife and family died? "So sorry! They can be replaced. No harm done, I'll just give you some brand new ones - that will make things all better!" :~((
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>>39129965
Fuck off christcuck your religion is a scam. Don't get upset when your religion is exposed.
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>>39130795
I'm perfectly fine but when OP talks about being a piece of shit the logical extrapolation is causing problems for others. I can meet someone halfway if they need help with their problems but as soon they want to make someone else's day worse that means they think their problems are bigger than others.
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>>39129824
Sorry bro
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>>39130328
>the reward for OP for his mother suffering as collateral for God gambling her life away is a new, better mother
I bet cancer patients and their families love hearing that one.
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>>39130842
Death isn't the end for someone like Job, he will see them again. It really is just a skill issue.
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>>39129824
>When my mum was diagnosed with it I prayed two times, both of which her condition and prognosis worsened. It was then that I realized that God is purely evil and malevolent
It wasn't God.
Really, it's that simple.
True God doesn't need ot care to be malevolent. It already is all, can do all, experience all. There's no amusement you can provide God through being a victim of misfortune.
Also, if you would/could piss off God (which may not be possible because again, many spiritual entities, yet alone God are so past ego and the need to prove themselves that insults just appear as falsehoods to be ignored and evil deeds as childish antics) you wouldn't get any satisfaction from it, you'd be just disappeared before the entity would move on.

Consider possibility that it could be no supernatural intervention at all and your prayer simply did nothing, while your mother's condition worsened. Such things happen.
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we can't understand God and his plans. We hardly can even define him (we can't).
How can you even try to understand any of it with a human brain? How bold and ignorant of you
but on the other hand I understand how hard it is bro
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>>39129824
you could max vax yourself like your mom did.
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>>39129824
become a jew. its that easy

Captcha : TKD confirms it
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>>39131258
this also.

and this>>39130395
>>39130131
>>39129965
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>>39129824
What type of cancer dies she have and at what stage? Not saying I have a solution but I have alchemical knowledge that can possibly help.
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>>39129824
Stop wasting time you fool, be with your mother before she is gone to whatever comes with death.

I’m sorry you’re going through this. I am too. The things you are feeling, perhaps I have too. Know this: there is only truth and each of our shared perceptions of it. Everything else is manipulation so ignore it. Be with your mom. Please.
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God is very evil. This world is based on suffering.

The best way to harm this evil being is to laugh at it in the face of danger.

LAUGH IN THE FACE OF DANGER.

IT WANTS YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS, DO NOT GIVE THEM UP.

I laugh at this stupid fucking god trying to make us suffer. I always find ways around it to enjoy myself even in the darkest of times.

Fuck God. Hail Lucifer. Laugh!

Say "thank you for the suffering! this makes me better and stronger" it really hates that
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>>39129824
>blaming God for the results of essentially a massive random number generator that is our universe
Not gods fault you have dogshit luck, it just is what it is. I also have dogshit luck, I'm not blaming him for essentially nature being a bitch or people dying because they can't bother to take care of themselves or their children, or the abuse, or the neglect, or my life being such a massive cluster fuck that I don't even expect respect from anyone or anything for the rest of my life. The universe in a sense is a massive ass program based on a massive random number generator and why everyone has free will. God can only do so much and sometimes shit just sucks ass for no particular reason.
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>>39129824
What type of cancer and what stage, I have knowledge that can help.
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>>39131773
I defy your expectations, go shower.
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>>39131759
Are you like 19
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>>39129824
King Paimon and Lucifer are cool guys, they might help you out. Remember that Lucifer is the one helping humanity in the story.
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>>39130487
Christian abuse normalizer

"Do not repay good with evil" yet the scam god constantly does this himself
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>>39132318
"Leave perfectness and come to the real world to labor and die, it'll be sick"
You fuckin dumbass lol
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WHAT TYPE OF CANCER AND WHAT STAGE, I have knowledge that can help.
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>>39132387
God says you will die the day eve ate the fruit. She didn't die that day

Serpent says she will receive knowledge scam god says "they have become like us"
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>>39129824
This exact thing happened to me except it was myself with the rare and aggressive cancer. Here’s a tip: don’t buy all these false promises of “greater good” that supposedly will come after the suffering. If you keep groveling to God it will get worse and worse until you have nothing. He will take everything you love for the sake of you loving only him. There are better entities out there, let go of whatever guilt for “original sin” or even general sin you have. There’s no sin you could’ve done to make you deserve this, never forget that. Forget about it all and explore the different paths. Look for results and reputation before trying to contact any spirit. The situation got better for me because I let go of Christian programming.
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>>39132387
Perfection doesn’t exist. And Gods supposed foresight was disproven that day.
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>>39132418
>Perfection doesn’t exist.
the obsession with doing things right is wrong. animals obey their instincts completely (wild ones) you can see this desire and they have no other choice. you need to learn to try and fail, then try and fail, and love failing because you knwo you are making progress even though other people will laugh at you and probably you will be rejeceted for not obeying some herd mentality, BUT YOU WILL BE A REAL PERSON!
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>>39132409
This cracker thinks he debunked Christianity with a verse lmao it's " you will surely die"
Did you know Christ saved them in his harrowing of hell?
Dantes inferno with "God mode" on, if you will.
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>>39132418
Sure it does. Just be s good person, don't lie, cheat, steal, murder, blaspheme, or be an asshole
Pretty simple
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>>39132418
Why is it so hard for you Marxist faggots to understand that being a good person is actually ok
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>>39129824
Here ya go. So you don't feel helpless.

>The Cure To Cancer/Prion Disease/Mad Cow/CJD
>Guy with brain cancer, cancer wrapped around an artery, leaf cancer?

Proton therapy.
https://youtu.be/MS590Xtq9M4


Healer Suite:
>Life Extension Lvl 100:
>(glitch, may be patched out):
"To rejuvenate and heal most any illness. Combine the capabilities of a Turritopsis Dohrnii Jellyfish and any Moth or Butterfly. The butterfly has the blueprint for how to transfer memory between biological states, and the jellyfish can restore your bodies youth."
(Ask an Ai for the exact methodology):https://beta.character.ai/

Summon Golem Lvl 5:
https://youtu.be/4-GKwqTxtS8

Summon Golem Lvl 15:
https://youtu.be/29ECwExc-_M

Incubator Level 15:
https://youtu.be/LWpsJIFbdIo

The Level 100 "Spell" can be combined with CRISPr during a rejuvenation process to effectively transform the body into any genetically spliced shape with memories intact if done correctly. Man into woman. Woman into man and back again. Cat into dog. Etc. Up to and including skin tone changes and anime style features.
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>>39132607
Needs more lasers
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>>39129824
Worship the true God, Source. Biblical God is a jackass. Go to a Healer, biomagnetism if possible.
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>>39130217
God is always with you, and loves you ceaselessly. Have you thought that when you heard His call, it was so that you would know that He is there for you and your mother when this awful situation began? Have faith in Jesus Christ and He will save you both from the final death.
I don't plan on returning to this thread, but I will be praying for you and your mother. I'm so sorry that you both are going through this.
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>>39132802
>God is always with you, and loves you ceaselessly.
Not that anon, but I gonna be honest. I hear this a lot, it makes sense and I believe it by faith. But I don't exactly feel it.
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>>39129859
This.
The only treatment modalities I've read with any promise are Ivermectin and FAC (Ferrin Ammonium Citrate).
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>>39129824
WHAT TYPE OF CANCER AND WHAT STAGE, I have knowledge that can help.
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>>39130410
What do you consider of the RaMBaM’s opinion that upon death the righteous will ascend to some kind of liminal spiritual plane without any memories or personality and bask in the Glory of the Shekhinah for eternity?
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>>39129824
Be as nice as you can to your mother.
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>>39133137
ew rambam prick talmudist
disregard everything he says
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>>39133137
>without any memories or personality
this is a failure, a return to where you came from before you ate of the tree, success is retaining your memories and personality?
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>>39133189
Well thats stored in your brain, which dies. Your soul probably doesn’t have memories. Or a personality beyond being a soul. It’s jojo rules cmon.
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>>39133137
there is the idea of baptism, an angel when it wants to try to become an Elohiym is baptized in to the flesh, angels do not have a mind, they can carry messages between the Elohiym and man, for every angel that wants to try to become a god there are two that watch over it, that is why it says a third of the angels fell
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>>39133241
Honestly being an angel seems like kind of a raw deal, you aren’t allowed to eat or drink and if you fuck up you are immediately obliterated in divine flame.
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>>39133050
She has ALL as an adult (already rare), with both T and B cell involvement (basically 2 cancers in 1, absolutely astronomically rare)
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>>39133946
Oh and also before I first prayed, they said it was benign / something else.
After the first prayer it was revealed to be ALL
After the second prayer it was revealed to be the insanely rare combination ALL
So it was like God was literally fucking with me. I never asked for fortune or anything, I just said to protect my mum and if required, redirect any health issue to myself.
Ironically before this I got insane luck in crypto, so it's like the Cunt specializes in earthly luck rather than you know, love, the soul, and all that shit that actually matters.
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>>39129874
The mark is the mark of satan and reblion the cancers is a result of sin they then selves did.

God is not a malefic being.
But satan is a malefic being

If you seen so eo who taken the jab they are marked by death anyone taken that shit will die

But it's your soul you need to worry about
The body is broken t the soul those who are with god willing return to heaven those outside of that goto hell.

It's go nothing to do with you. All life has free will sometimes you do good other tunes wickedness
The government is evil it consults with daemons don't go along with the wicked

God said do not let the devil into the door if he doesn't knock he is there to stealabd murder.
Your body is the door to your soul do not let anything unclean in there

Remember your soul is ashad of god and your body is it's temple.
Do not sully your temple as it's only temporary and imperfect.
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>>39134131
>God is not a malefic being.
How did he create a malefic being then. Imperfect creation = imperfect creator

>All life has free will
You don't have free will. An omniscient god nullifies this premise. You don't even get to choose to exist.
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>>39130682
>kind of a fringe one
It's not a fringe one lmao. The verses were suppressed because it makes the church look like idiots.

It's reaffirmed in Mark, Matthew, etc. That Jesus would be coming back in judgment within the apostles lifetimes. Even Paul believed this was the case.
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>>39130487
I don't see what the issue is on my part. God created me and then gave me and my family extreme misfortune, and now I do not like him. How is that not understandable, is he a retard?
If I buy a dog and then torture it for a week, it would probably act out and bite me.
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>>39130865
>I'm perfectly fine but when OP talks about being a piece of shit the logical extrapolation is causing problems for others
When did I say anything about "acting like a piece of shit"? It pisses me off how at least half of anons on this site appear to be intellectually disabled and unable to read.
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>>39129824
I know that feel, anon. Two years ago, I decided to try strengthen my weak and distant relationship with the God of the Bible, and for a few months, I really felt like he was reciprocating. It felt like I was finally under the protection of a benevolent higher power. But then, my seemingly-ideal life turned upside down. I lost my girlfriend, my close friend betrayed me, my dad started having explosive meltdowns again, and I fell into addiction. Took me two years to drag myself out of the trenches through sheer spite and force of will. I'm now considering the possibility that the biblical God is a false, foreign god who mislead me. Ironically, my life started to pick up again after I picked up ancient history and mythology as a hobby., which is an odd coincidence given the fact that my special interest is the history and mythology of the steppe herders (my ancestors).
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>>39135874
Anyway, my point is - you can piss the biblical God off big time if you pursue and adhere to the traditional virtues and ideals of your ancestors. Not those of a Canaanite tribal patron who was repackaged into a quasi-sky-father deity to be exported to Europe.

Look into the works of Nietzsche and Stirner. Their beliefs echo the traditional virtues through which you can empower and enrich yourself for your own sake.
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>>39130410
He already returned. We're living in the Little season mentioned in Revelation 20.

There is no eternal Hell. Everyone was won by Christ's sacrifice. He died for all men and rose for all men. You're bought, your sins paid for, and you have been risen in Christ. Think of it like how Adam spread death to all men, Christ spread life to all men.

You will have an amazing physical existence without sickness or death.

"For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive." ( 1 Corinthians 15:22 )
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>>39129824
God doesn't control the way our lives turn out. He is there as a pathway for what happens once we're done with the mortal world. It's not his fault, and as much as you're hurting right now, you need to understand that.
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>>39129824
You can't make god angry. God was already angry. And insane. Sithrak the blind gibberer!

But no, seriously. The purpose of your pain is to build you into a stronger person. That is the purpose of everyone's pain. If it makes you feel better, god hates itself for the pain it's caused you. But it, like any parent, is thinking of your best interests, and it will happily suffer your hatred toward that end.
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>>39135874
>>39135890
Cheers anon. Your thoughts are literally almost one-to-one with mine. It's like a realized there is something seriously and fundamentally wrong with the Christian God. It's more like I started contact with some kind of malevolent eldritch being rather than something good.
I also agree that the ultimate way to piss these things off is probably to achieve stuff and acknowledge that you achieved it solely by yourself, rather than by some divine entity. True power comes from within
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>>39130236
picrel is how you feel deep inside.
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>>39129824
>How to anger / hurt God as much as possible?
dont try that, itll backfire, gods not responsible for your moms grizzly fate. many things stem from depression or bottled up hate, anger or bitterness manifesting in real tangible illnesses, not necessarily the individual that its affecting but people around or suppressed feelings of the parents that get passed onto the children, or stuff that happened even way far back surfacing now. just let go and soldier on, reproducing the harm that was done to you will lead to even worse outcomes. if you think god is bad then its not god who you think of.



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