Is all the extra suffering and bullshit I deal with in my current life a form of punishment for being an asshole in my past life or did I just get a bad roll?
>>39139434It is just bad times with a lot of bad people who came about from the bad decisions of people before them. Everyone has it kind of rough right now. Reincarnation isn't really used for divine punishment.
>>39139518>Everyone has it kind of rough right now.I'm not really talking about the state of the world I live in like my life been rough for a for around 2 and a half decades though, I got some physical problems and other things from birth that make me wonder.
>>39139434Bit of both.
>>39139548That sucks, but it isn't some kind of cosmic punishment. What is wrong if you don't mind me asking?
>>39139599I'm allergic to almost everything under the sun, unless it's food.I get constant migraines during seasonal changes that feel like my brain wants to leave my skull where I don't feel like getting up all day.There are nights where I can't sleep at all and end up slogging for days. I have shit skin acne that never goes away no matter what diet I try or "cure" I attempt, I've had it ever since I was 12 and I'm 31 now no sign of going away. For a White guy I'm shorter than both of my parents, I didn't get my father's good looks. I have trouble remembering things so I constantly have to write shit down least anything important so I don't end up not doing it, my mind races with unimportant bullshit so I suck at tests so I can't succeed in academia I will not touch that pharma shit to concentrate.
>>39139434What makes you think these are the only possibilities/potentials?
>>39139674It's my current reality for one reason or another, I just wish I knew for certain if it's punishment or bad luck. I'm open to all sorts of possibilities.
>>39139670Sounds like you are being poisoned. Probably need to get away from whoever you have been around during that time. Best to just live in the woods.
>>39139696>being poisonedThought crossed my mind least with shit like my skin I might be poisoned, if it's the food I unfortunately don't have the space and means to grow my own food.
>>39139717I am going to go way out there on you, but there was a (((group))) of people who would adopt children raise them as their own and sacrifice them. Usually raising them alongside their biological children. I wouldn't trust your family if you think that what I said is plausible. Especially considering you don't have the height or appearance of your father.
>>39139670Have you ever tried fasting? It probably won't cure anything for good, but it might alleviate some of these problems.
>>39139734I don't think it's that, my mom is a die hard Evangelical she might have cheated on my dad or something, or the fact she waited till 34 to have a child who knows might not be anything divine just that she waited to long.>>39139777>777It's a sign, I'll try an extended water fast I never really gone deep into fasting before.
>>39139434You know it would be nice to know what I did so I can actually assist the situation more effectively. What's with the amnesia??
>>39139855I felt this ain't my first rodeo on this gay rock somethings just clicked automatically like I've done them before ever since an early age, I don't know who I was or where I was though last time.
>>39139670>I'm allergic to almost everything under the sun,I am sorry about your pediatric vaccines.
>>39139873Idk if it was vaccines, wasn't the covid ones I avoided those completely. Last shot I had was for tetanus many many years ago.
>>39139670masturbator.
>>39139434You're an asshole in this life and probably also your previous life if you're not vegan https://www.dominionmovement.com/watch
>>39139799Definitely do try fasting and if you want you can supplement electrolytes during the fast https://m.youtube.com/@SnakeDiet/videos
>>39139434It can be both but you always have the freedom to imagine and think of ways to remove your sources of suffering. Sometimes suffering and learning brings growth. Cut out the things that dont make you suffer and grow. Paradoxically a heaven with only positivity would suffocate you as well.
>>39139434>>39139548>>39139670god has to nerf his strongest soldiers to keep things fairin atheist terms, you should keep changing your environment and diet until something clicks. move to another region
>>39139434Everyone is subjected to the bullshit conditions of this physical plane and everything's regulated by natural balance. It means every ounce of suffering comes with an ounce of elation, you're just consciously deciding to focus your awareness more on the suffering.
>>39141403I meant to add that the things you cannot escape are your weights your weights to carry, but sometimes they are also the product of events outside of your control. Like if someone in your family got hit by a drunk driver you have to live with that. If you were thrown into a life without good planning and guidance it will suck a lot more. >>39139871>I felt this ain't my first rodeo on this gay rockThis world is hostile to some beings by virtue of past hostilities. These people associated with them often find this a hard world to live on. Or they were cast on it by force. Originally spiritual beings chose and planned lives with familiar spirits. They can be arduous and difficult but dont feel like you need escapism. The good thing about Earth is that it is an anchor where your mind is well protected from malignant spiritual forces. If youre relatively stuck here then you have been deprived of opportunities or unable to work your consciousness free. The mystery is that you can do all of that while alive and waiting for death is a trap.
>>39139434It's making you a stronger person. People occasionally ask, why do bad things happen to good people? The answer is that is how you make good people.
>>39139670those are the chemtrails anon. and HAARP. pay attention. when they spray that stuff and there's no humidity in the air, that when you breath it in and you get most symptoms. when there's enough humidity you don't get as sick. haarp causes other problems as well
