I believe I have been chosen by some sort of personal demon years ago.It happened in a dream, wasn't able to forget since.The "demon" (assumption on my part) is esotherically tied to some concepts brewing in my head, like a part of me but also tied to things I do not have. Basically not a "foreign body" if that's what you wanted to try scaring me about.I gave it a working name of my own as a manifestation of the concepts and kept using it, even during sigilcrafting and somesuch.Might have been a mistake?Wondering whether I should have found out the real name, if there is one, and if it's possible.Any pointers?Specifics?Books? Tomes? Guides?I know finding out a demon's name would generally be hard, but I have reason to believe this one is not evil (to me).It initiated everything, it engaged first.I know it wouldn't be as simple as it outright telling you, but I'm sure there is some process that would somehow reveal the name to me.So?
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>>39139662It is your father.
>>39139662You and hypnotube anon could share notes
>>39139662People are stupid and believe a lot of nonsense
>>39139984funny
>>39139985who?>>39140803yeah some people still think the ice caps are two weeks away from melting.
>>39139662If there is infact a demon attached to you:1. It is evil, as all demons are without exception2. You are only empoweringFinding out its name would be especially helpful for getting it to leave you be. I assure you, even thought it may feel like it's helping with these concepts, but you should know that a demon wants nothing more than to drown you in darkness
you either gotta manifest love onto it or manifest an ass whooping. I usually try love first and then beat it up if it doesn't leave. sometimes they are sucky at magic and you can easily beat them but some of them you need Jesus because you don't stand a chance.
>>39143289well a "demon" is just a working name, I have no real clue what it is, and all the signs have only been positive.Might not be a demon, might be a spirit or a fay or anything else, just something that's a presence.>>39143366It's intrinsically connected to love, why would I want it to leave?
>>39143389>intrinsically connected to love, why would I want it to leave?to what you understand and interpret as love from your current earthen view.
>>39143389it's possible it's an alien or an angel, lots of aliens astral project through portals to earth for various reasons. i suggest you pray to know the intentions and purpose of this entity.
>>39143461>i suggest you prayI'm not a YHWH-follower
bumplead me to your ancient tomes, /x/-tards
>>39139662Tell us about these concepts a little more
>>39144871I don't think it's very important in the grand scheme of things or the question at hand (finding out the name), these would concern the particulars I'm sure I'll be able to figure out after I get some general leads.As a general answer, imagine that you've been focusing and thinking about a certain set of topics - for example imagine you're investigating some murder case, and after a long time you randomly stumble upon a clue that unlocks a certain door in your mind. Later that night you have a dream in which you interact with an entity that embodies your epiphany.
>>39144902>I don't think it's very important in the grand scheme of things or the question at hand (finding out the name)More information is absolutely needed. There are several different types of entities, many of which can be very misleading and potentially dangerous. Never take entities lightly, even if they seem docile. If you want to be spoonfed, you need to give us more to work off of.
>>39145327Sure, I wished to minimize the risk of coomer succubus whatever the fuck implications/suggestions/suspictions.It's a manifestation of love and/or longing, started out as a symbol for someone who may or may not exist, like a placeholder that has its own form, but evolved into something of its own. Basically me realizing that it's not a placeholder but its own thing.I'm not exactly asking for spoonfeeding, more like proper leads other than "find Jesus".A book title, a link, something like that, an indication of where to start to get the information I need to start the process of finding out the true name. Then I'll take it from there
>>39145475How often/ how many times do you think you've been 'in touch' with it, whether it be in a dream or through something else?I would like to hear anything else you think is relevant, anything at all really, as from what you've written it sounds similar to something I've got going on, though I am certain of the demonic nature of my own entity.
>>39139662Tread with caution, I have one entertaining me here and there in my dreams. The more you seek info about it the more it gains influence from my experience, let the dreams be dreams, I don't think good can come from this. Especially if you go on sigil crafting and shit, that sounds a little risky.
>>39145635Well appeared in the form I recognize only once, in that first dream.Ever since it's been more of me thinking about it, pondering.I've been drawing it, writing poems about it, started looking into sigilcrafting because of it, formed a general sigil for it that I'm pretty sure does not really hold very much power since it's been used in my art as well and that probably diffused its actual influence, so it's mostly a symbol now I think.I do think these creative ventures and generally inviting it into my thoughts could be called a sort of communion, since I do start to feel a sort of presence when I get lost in my works, like I'm not alone at home. I made it a personal ritual to call out to it before falling asleep and after waking up.One time I randomly entered a conscious dream and tried to find it there by calling out and walking around the various corridors, but my conscious dreams are not very stable so I didn't manage to find it. >>39145881I don't really see any reason to guard myself against it at the moment. Even calling it "it" is more of an attempt at anonymizing myself, I treat it as a person.
>>39145985>Well appearedWell *it* appeared [...]
>>39139662>I know finding out a demon's name would generally be hard, but I have reason to believe this one is not evil (to me).If it's benevolent, then surely it would give you its name.
>>39143084>who?A bbc sissy hypno fetishist who is convinced that his gay porn addiction is an occult/cia personal attack on his soul yet for some reason refuses to stop jacking off to bbc sissy hypno porn. He posts threads on here regularly.
>>39143565Then you are lost. Call on the name of Jesus Christ and demons will flee from you.
>was concentrating on loveAsmodeus or someone beneath him. That nigger hates romantic types. Subverts love into base lust. Get him the fuck away from you fast.
I'm no expert on demons but i have my share of knowledge. You either have a demon or you created a tulpa and it's become demonic from your influence. I'm not talking meme bullshit. Tulpa is a real thing and those mlp ones were feds trying to stop people from figuring it out by poisoning it and making it look retarded. Look into it try to keep in mind a lot of the information is glowie bullshit. Probably everyone in the general is a fed but i dunno haven't been there in a long long long time. The good news is if you created it you can change it that would be the best scenario. If it's a demon that's attached itself to you/your psyche/ etc then i dunno what you should do maybe ask a Catholic but they might try to trick you into hosting it instead of ridding it. You may even be able to create a tulpa that radiates holy energy to irritate it into leaving. Good luck and best wishes. Take my good luck seriously as it's very powerful. You now have a temporary buff so to speak.
>>39143389>it's been positiveYeah that's how they get you to trust them you goof. C'mon you can't really be this innocent. This is either a larp or you're genuinely retarded no offense just like... You know.
>>39147262I choose not to assume the worst
>>39147082I wouldn't know, maybe it can't speak. That's what I meant by it being hard.>>39147136Sounds very semitic, I don't base my understanding on that.
>>39147378>Sounds semitic Your funeral
>>39147456Whatever you say, man
