Hello /x/. I want to know what the consequences of self-harm are. Unfortunately I cut myself a lot as a coping mechanism and I need to know, is this attracting negative spirits or demons or something? Sometimes I incorporate it in rituals like a blood sacrifice sort of thing. Also, after I cut I feel like I get a moment of catharsis and focus on stuff properly. Idk I want to stop doing it but its pretty much locked in as a habit at this point. So is this gonna come back to bite me? Or am I just paranoid?I mean I know cutting is bad obv I just wanted to know the /x/ take on it.
>>39157652Cutting cause inflammation and is a dirty process exposing the flesh to the outside environment
>>39157652Back to /r9k/ tranny
>>39157652Seek professional help instead of 4chan.Seriously. Change starts with you. If you are making an outcry in an Internet forum you are acknowledging something is wrong and needs to change.You don’t need to be afraid or feel alone in your trial, you aren’t. But seriously, seeking help from medical professionals is where you should start. You can get community feedback on 4chan later.Good luck
>>39157652You should lift yourself up and there are maybe others who want to lift you up both mentally and spiritually but that is not gonna happen as long as you are tearing yourself apart. Confucious say he who will unclog drain must first turn off faucet.
>>39157652Blood has already been shed for you by another, to ransom you from all suffering and evil. Turn to Christ and be made whole, anon. You don't have to live like this.>He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth; like a lamb that is led to the slaughter, and like a sheep that before its shearers is silent, so he opened not his mouth.
>>39157652>So is this gonna come back to bite me? Or am I just paranoid?Yea it will. You are seperating yourself from your body and dissasociating and that is going to have serious neurological and phisological consequences.Think of it this way, your body is like your child, its your baby. It depends on you to feed it, nurture it, feed it, pleasure it, love it, give it your light and attention.Rather than giving it the nurture it needs to feel safe and protected, you are acting like an abusive partner to it, hurting it, snearing at its feelings, and downplaying the torture you are inflicting upon it. This builds up resentment and self hatred, and these will lead to further mental illness and even physical disease.You are the husband and your body is a bit like your wife, and you are beating her. Eventually she will get a divorce and you will die. Its fucked up.
Come unto Christ. I found my self-harm came about from a lack of hope for the future or feeling like I wasn't worthy of good things. Dumping all the problems on Christ and realising I was the biggest stumbling block in my way really helped quite a bit.
>>39158499Paper cuts, though. That's a different story and tells you there's an energy imbalance.
>>39157863Because its addicting. I also bash my head into the wall and punch myself. I guess coming to this retarded website also counts as a form a self-harm.Anyways I asked the rest of you for the paranormal aspects of self-harm. All you respond with is "go to therapy" and explaining things I already know. Yes I'm aware I'm fucked up in the head. The thing I want to know is the paranormal side of it. If im attracting attention of something I dont want to attract. Or im inviting a demon or something inside my body.
>>39158512You're attracting the attention of amplifying those feelings.
>>39157652>>39157674>>39157863>>39158035>>39158156>>39158172>>39158463>>39158487Death of the physical body. Pain will likely occur during the process. Expect to reincarnate.
>>39158512You're already aware anon - and I say this with love and respect - but as a destructive behaviour, from a spirtual perspective, I believe you already know the answer with regards to the consequences. Have you tried putting a rubber band on your wrist, and snapping it when you get the inclination? It doesn't sound like much, but it's a step away.As the other anon rightly said, I must echo their sentiment; Jesus Christ loves you - please talk to Him through prayer, ask for His help with meekness and with an open heart. God bless you.Corinthians 6:19-20> 19 Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20 you were bought at a price. Therefore honor God with your bodies.
Try doing something else to ground yourself in reality, like soaking your hands in water or having showers.It doesn't have to be pain that grounds you.
