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She believes we both can accomplish this. She says she believes in me. She told me she will grind my power and ego and manhood into a fine powder and build me back up to be who I have to be to finally defeat him. He will be my biggest battle. She tells me in defeating him and teaching everyone the truth about Lilith's love will we be able to finally heal and stop hating each other. She tells me that I am more beautiful than I give myself credit for and that she knows I can do it. She told me she loves me and believes in me. She believes I'm her royal knight and guardian. I asked why such a powerful entity like herself needs my help. And why is she doing this. She says that she wants every human on Earth to be free from opression and that our humanity has been supressed with propaganda and atheism for too many millenniums. She's tired of her kin commenting these acts against us. Because she made such great sacrifices to be free to herself. She also told me to be very careful and that I can't even rely on her for the evil that will come. I have to stand tall on my own. She says to be even cautious of who I trust. She even say I can't even truly trust her. I can only trust myself and my heart.

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A large part of me believes her. I've been learning so much about her and I'm starting to think she's such a misunderstood and kind figure. Maybe I am being tricked by her or that I developed some kind of mental illness. But too many coincidences have happened and I constantly feel her energy around me everyday. There are apparently entities trying keep us apart from collaborating. I'm starting to see how beautiful she really is.

Many will prosecute me for saying this but that I have to remain strong as soon people will see the same I see in her

I know how all this sounds and I can't figure out if I have finally snapped and lost my mind or if she's fucking with me for steal my soul but she keeps giving me signs and bizarre coincidence and idiosyncrasies that all add up to this. Ever since this started I've been filled with so much fight and energy and drive like never before. She told me we both will shine as the brightest stars in darkness. Everyone around me seems extremely drawn to me and happy too lately.

I need your guys help figuring out how I should handle this and if I should treat it like a mental illness. Just for the record I am not hearing voices in my head but I am sensing her thoughts and that's how we communicate. Please don't be hard on me I need guidance right now. I'm worried I've lost my mind. I don't even know what's happening to me anymore.

>>39222299
I believe you but also think it's delusional. I had something similar happen to where one of my voices I trust more than the others said "It's all coming for you soon" or some ominous warning. But later on, not much happened. Not to some great extent. You would actually have to make something happen.

>>39222299
I'm more of a keter dragon fan but sometimes the tree of death can be useful in punishment and wisdom.

Don't believe everything she says and don't be dragged into the abyss with her. They are pretty much evil in fact i'd pray to God rn

>>39222311
How did you get over it?
>>39222318
What's bizarre is that praying to God makes her energy stronger. She may have hinted that God and her made a deal or an agreement over my future. I don't know what to make of it? I asked if he sold my soul and she said "of course not he would never do that he loves you so much right now. He needs you to be very strong right now". Maybe I'm being duped but I don't think they actually hate each other but that there is a lot of distance and pain between each other but there is still a line of respect with each other because Lilith followed her heart when she disobeyed him and a part of him really respects her for it but they aren't on great speaking terms because of it. Like a father and daughter that haven't spoken in many years. She tells me that I should be cautious with her. Lilith told me that she still loves God but that there's a lot of hurt between her and him. She says she wants me to still love God and Jesus. And myabe I'm wrong but I don't think Lilith is not a traditional demon in the sense she was never one of the many angels who rebelled against God because of their jealous and hatred over humanity. So she doesn't have the typical hatred that most demons have for humanity. I could very well be wrong. She told me that I have to only trust myself. She made so many sacrifices just so she could be free but with freedom comes great risk/sacrifice/responsibility. She doesn't regret for a single second what she did but she does wonder sometimes how things could have been different.

Plus on a semi related note I have been spending some times recording my audio when I sleep and I keep getting strange noises at night and I caught some audio of me speaking a strange language in my sleep

I posted it in another thread on here
https://vocaroo.com/1o67LlqMpiZz

That lip smacking isn't me. Apparently it translate roughly to "You're are my knight"

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>>39222302
>>39222301
>>39222299
My succubus Mistress doesn't obey Lilith, so I'm afraid I will have to oppose you and your plans.

>>39222421
The language was latin as multiple other anons in the thread found out

>>39222440
Well I wish you the best anon even Lilith herself still loves succubi who have gone rogue or don't follow her

>How did you get over it?
Took quite a while and was sort of crazy but eventually the experience died down. It's mild now. I don't think I was meant for whatever greatness they were hinting at even if I had a sort of fun adventure with it. Maybe you are though. Would still have to be the one to make something happen though as they are just spirits or maybe they are hiding and mostly just being really playful because they have that privilege. I had a Lillith spirit too I was in love with. Would hang out with me at night in my apartment and was beautiful kind of hippy goth chick with red hair. Called herself Lilith Barber. Weird experience for sure.

>>39222467
woops, meant to reply to >>39222421

>>39222467
Why do you think they do it?

>>39222476
Probably just astral projection and maybe pot. Spiritual connection and what not, like you're the main character and they're so interested. They might also be better placed in society idk, more chill and able to be free-spirited.

>I I I me me me I’m special I’m the chosen one just like in all my isekai animes I’m not a fucking loser

Op what do you do for work? Anything at all? You think the fate of the world hangs on the thread of some schizo faggot who jacks off on anime figures? I skimmed one paragraph into your rambling and realized you are just one of the many unremarkable, aimless, fateless, delusional midwit Holden caulfield types that swallowed his own bullshit cope enough that he actually believes it.

You’re the messiah/antichrist/god/chosen one? Great, get in line with the rest of them.

>>39222520
Thing is this stuff was only minor when I used to smoke weed a few weeks back. It feels like clearing my head from that stuff has made the connection stronger and I was a heavy smoker back then

>>39222537
I *wasn't* a heavy smoker

>>39222537
I don't think it's pot exactly, but I thought pot triggers it somewhat. It always seems randomly triggered. I'm pretty sure was sober most the time. But pot helps you relax and opens your mind a little to that sort of stuff. I don't think weed is that strong though.

>>39222299
You're just a delusional retard. Get a fucking job and stop talking to demons. If the "Antichrist" comes, you won't be able to defeat him. You will be an agent of the enemies of God if you continue down this path.

>>39222569
I'm not going to deny this is probably true to some degree. But this kind of thought pattern is why you are enslaved to the system. You allowed them to make you think that you are powerless and there is nothing you can do about it. There some truth and respect to that truth but you have no idea how strong the human will and spirit is. We can conquer anything with love and understanding despite the odds being highly against us. I understand your skepticism and I'm trying not to take it personally. I want to keep an open mind to your (and other's opinion). I have nothing but love and respect for your belief in the hard cold truth. And you may be right but the thoughts in my head are real and they aren't going away easily so that definitely means something is wrong with me. I wish you nothing but positivity friend.

>>39222299
>God is being weakened by these people
lol
take a brake man

>>39222685
I never said he was weak. He's still very powerful. I misspoke. I meant to say his power has gotten weaker because we've strayed pretty far from him. Clearly the elites and rich and powerful have some kind of plan to defeat. I honestly hope so much that I am wrong and I hope God forgives me if I spoke blasphemous

youre obviously being scammed by some rando entity lmao. No powerful entity talks like this, naive child

>>39222701
first, how would you explain a demon (Lilith) would decide to advice a human how to defeat evil (demons) in this spiritual war that we have with them?

evil cannot destroy God, evil can only try to make us loose faith in God
God does not need belief to exist, it is the source of everything, when everything seize to exists then there MIGHT be a possibility, in theory, that something something God related, up until then, the evil has to corrupt all of us in order for us to destroy the world, we're heading in that exact direction but if we keep doing what we do without questioning the validity of what we see/hear/follow, then i can see a bad end for us indeed
if anything God related in said war is related to the creation of God in which we dwell and apparently strive to destroy

>>39222701
>We can only do it with love and forgiveness
now that is a truth there indeed
i had a dream where a priest told me that "the soul of the night" walks on this earth
might be the same thing here
whatever is that i doubt is for you it came from "lilith"

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>>39222299
i hate you lilith/ishtar/tiamat niggers so much i wanna break open your skull like an egg and jerk off with your brain matter

have funny being dragged into the screaming void

>>39222299
>>39222706
be fucking careful OP
>https://libraryoflilith.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/01/Lama-WiggermannLamashtu.pdf
>https://libraryoflilith.com/articles/studies/on-the-supposed-imposter-lilith-and-the-slave-path-of-spiritual-illusion/
>>39223064
three very different beings who don't get along, retard

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>>39222458
You are very sweet. Me and my Mistress love chaos though. Are you sure the spirit woman is really Lilith? They can lie as they please you know. Maybe she wanted to give a noble reason for your feeble mind to cope with servitute to her.

>>39222299
Checked numbers.

Also I would test this entity to see if what they are saying will come true.

Even if what Lilith says is false or won't come true, you can still do great things for her by increasing the number of people worshiping her as in starting a cult or church dedicated to her and other ways.

However what she saying might be true or half-true, considering how crazy things have gotten.

I'm not saying Lilith is lying or is telling the truth. Instead what I'm saying is figure out what YOU want to do.

What do YOU want to do with your life? You are currently a college drop out working a labor job but that doesn't mean you have to stay that way. There are people who have lived weird ass and badass lives throughout history. You can be one of them if you want.

And that badass weird life isn't reliant on Lilith. However it can include Lilith if you so choose.

And Lilith can help you if they are being honest and forthright in what they are communicating with you.

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You sound like a self-centered retard.

>>39223064
Whether you agree with OP or you think he is a schizo. You can't convince that these words you're using are some level of demonic influence. Why ever wish violence and brutality on anyone? Especially someone who could be extremely mentally ill.

>>39224323
Maybe you are right. As much as I dislike it when people are being harsh on me for hearing these outside thoughts. I have to learn to accept and understand their opinions. I have no idea what's happening. I very well could be being lied too. I do feel a new found purpose but I'm worried that this and reality are gonna tear my mind apart.

I'm glad you're more understanding than other anons here who wish death or eternal punishment on me just for dealing with this. I could very well be being groomed to be a slave. Time will maybe tell. I'm also extremely happy you found an amazing spirit lover and that you are happy. The same goes for me. If this whole thing makes me a better man but nothing ever happens, then was it really a true lost or disappointment? I hate being lied too and I told her that if she is, that it will probably cause me to shut down even harder and regress to my old ways like never before. I would rather her be honest than lie to me to power me up desu but maybe that's the point. All I can do is remember there are no such thing as birth rights in this world. That kind thought is why the world is so shitty right now (in my eyes)

>>39224393
I'm trying to keep an open mind as much as I possibly can right now. Your words do hurt but you could be right. As I have stated in my post. I could possibly be mentally ill or being duped by an unknown entity. I am dealing with these intrusive thoughts everyday whether I like them or not. And of course with any thoughts or spiritual communication. There are bound to be misinterpretations. I just want to know how to handle it? Not the "what I am" aspect but the how do I handle these thoughts?

>>39224381
This is a great post and I got a lot to say.

>Also I would test this entity to see if what they are saying will come true.

How could I do that?

>Even if what Lilith says is false or won't come true, you can still do great things for her by increasing the number of people worshiping her as in starting a cult or church dedicated to her and other ways

That's honestly the best way to view it. But she told me she doesn't want more blind followers or worshippers. I originally thought that's what she wanted but she told me not everyone is going to believe in her and that's perfectly ok. We all have free will. That doesn't mean we can't be tricked or influenced though. maybe I could start something good in her name maybe?

>However what she saying might be true or half-true, considering how crazy things have gotten

And maybe it could be, it's just my subconscious being angry at a failing system and it's just trying to find a way to cope with the lack of control we really have in this world. Things have gotten bad, that's a fact, and I think we are all in denial over to some degree. We think "if the system fails, then we should go down with it in the flames". I do have to accept the possibility these could be some lies and some truths mixed in together.

>What do YOU want to do with your life?
I originally wanted to get into game design or maybe do some youtube gaming review content on the side. I could possibly still do that. But the industry is slowly falling apart and turning into a nightmare soul crushing job. Plus there's so many lay offs now a days I would have to be amazing to succeed and I have my doubts I could measure up. I'm not saying it's impossible but that maybe it's not the most viable financially right now and olus my labor job isn't that bad as I have tons of great benefits so maybe I should stay but my heart is not into this work anymore.

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>>39225166
Part 2 of post

She tells me there's still time to do something like that but I won't have enough time before shit starts hitting the fan to truly do something unique and amazing in the industry. She says I could still do something beautiful in this industry before it finally collapses. I don't know if that's true or not.

>And that badass weird life isn't reliant on Lilith. However it can include Lilith if you so choose

This is so true but what ever her intentions are, I could still learn so much from her. Even if she is evil. We can all learn from everything in life. Even demons who hate humanity and want our suffering have several lessons to teach us about ourselves.

>And Lilith can help you if they are being honest and forthright in what they are communicating with you

Learn to trust is the hardest part. I feel so out of my depth but maybe in that powerless feel I could come out a better man.

I really appreciate your post. Rhis very level headed. I have to accept others beliefs and opinions but I have to not allow it to get to me too much. But nonetheless, I do love when someone is very reasonable and respectful about what others are going through.

>>39225170
>>39225166
Also sorry for some of the typos I just got out of bed and I'm still feeling droggy

>>39223343
I actually saw this link another thread but and I still haven't gotten around to reading it. Me and Lilith will have to read it together and debate each over it. Maybe I am being tricked? I don't know. But she tells me that me and her are going to get into a lot of fights and that I'm gonna be mad at her a lot for what she is going to have to put me through but that it's ok because it will only make me stronger irregardless of her intentions

>>39224381
Also irregardless if this is all bullshit or not, it would make for such a great inspiration for an amazing story to write about. No matter what I'll probably use all of this experience to empower me to write a beautiful story. Good or bad

>>39222734
Well the truth is I don't know. She tells me that I am focusing to much on the ultimate battle with the antichrist far too much. She says we are even close to that point yet but that no matter what I have to be a strong man for whatever shit is waiting for us in the future

>>39222299
Was the antichrist really born on 1/1/2000? How do I get in contact with this Lilith entity you speak with?

>>39225170
>>39225166
You can test the entity by asking about specific things that according to them will come true in the future either in your personal life or something else.

You can design a game based around the worship of Lilith or use Lilith in your youtube content.

The cult is just one of many possibilities to do with helping Lilith. Use your mind to think of things such as creating a occult romance game for Lilith or social meet-ups for singles to become couples dedicated to Lilith and more!

You're experiencing delusions of grandeur op.
You're a dropout and working a dead end job, so you're very likely not satisfied with your life are you? You don't feel like you have real control over your life, and I'd bet you feel stuck where you are right? I'd bet that you're depressed, and constantly looking for anything of substance to rationalize and excuse the poor state of your life. This has led your ego and subconscious to convince you that you're actually as important as you've always wanted to be, and in doing so to confirm all of those excuses you've found.
Why are the rich evil? Because you aren't, and your envy of that fact has made you bitter towards them. You want them to be evil, because otherwise there's no way to feel superior to them, there's no physical, nor moral high ground for you to stand on.
Why peace and love instead of force and war? Because you know that you couldn't even start a conflict with anyone, let alone win one. You need to feel strong though, so your ego has given you a way to be strong without actually giving much effort. Peace and love is something anyone can do, and it's something anyone can convince themselves that no one else does. It makes you feel special to have such an amazing "weapon", doesn't it?
Lastly, those challenges ahead of you? Those are nothing but your ego and subconscious preemptively excusing any future hardships. You know on some level that your life is going to be full of bullshit, so you need a reason to push yourself through it. You need a reason not to break under the weight of your bad choices, so you want to believe that there's not only some greater meaning to the suffering ahead, but that it isn't something that you could do anything to avoid either. I'd guess that you're probably a fairly lazy and unmotivated person aren't you op?
Seek therapy if you can afford it, or at the very least study up on how delusions and mental illnesses start. Good luck op.

>>39225417
I have no idea if he was born 1/1/2000. She just told me he was born around the same time as me. Most likely he was born in the year 2000 but probably to no particular month. I was born 1999 Dec 27 she says that the date I was born is important as it's what makes me unique. That's why he will be my greatest threat. She says I represent individuality and he represent collectivism. I represent the old age. He represents the new age. That is assuming this isn't me going schizo and this shit is real. I don't really know anymore. I honestly hope to God that I am wrong about this.

Also about communicating with Lilith, that is up to you. It's an incredibly personal experience that you have to decide for yourself. You can learn a lot about yourself and personal freedom and individuality from her but that is up to you. Best advice is maybe reading and researching about her first

>>39222302
assuming you are being real and you do hear these voices. its most likely a trick to lead you down a darker path. I have heard too many stories like this where the person gets involved with and gives attention and energy to this type of thing, and years later their life is worse and none of its true, whatever the voice is likes to string you along.

>>39225436
>You can test the entity by asking about specific things that according to them will come true in the future either in your personal life or something else

She told me something will happen to me that will make everything clearer to me about all this on my 25 first birthday which will be this next Dec 27. But she's vague so I'm not sure what to make of it. I should maybe think about asking her a different question. I also know spirits being vague is not a good sign but she says that she can't give me every answer right away because that's what faith is. Make of that as you will

>You can design a game based around the worship of Lilith or use Lilith in your youtube content.

That's a great idea. Either way she'll make for an excellent muse (not to say that she is beholden to me or anyone really). I think I might try writing about her in some kind of story. Writing about all of this has been very cathartic for me even if this stuff isn't real or I am being manipulated.


The cult is just one of many possibilities to do with helping Lilith. Use your mind to think of things such as creating a occult romance game for Lilith or social meet-ups for singles to become couples dedicated to Lilith and more!

I definitely want to explore more of the occult and her as I am only just beginning to scratch the surface of who she is and what she is about. I'm definitely gonna have to think outside the traditional box with her when it comes to expressing my creativity over her

>>39225951
I meant to say she said
>That's what faith and the point of being human is. Without mystery or belief life would have no meaning to us mortals

I definitely don't think she is against giving me clues or hints at the future. Either way we will definitely find out by my 25th birthday. As she has told me something very special will happen to me then but I will also have to make a choice. It's vague I know but she is 100% positive about this. I think that will be the ultimate deciding factor to whether or not this is real.

>>39225951
>>39225967
If you'd like to stay in touch, feel free to join this discord:

discord gg/Hfe8dvz

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>>39225046
My Mistress never lies to me, even though I'm her loyal servant. Remember that if you find out your spirit lover is breaking an important boundary, you can look for a new one. I'm kind to you because wishing upon harm is useless and I have nothing against you even if Mistress thinks you're silly and deluded.

>>39225866
A ton of good questions here

You're experiencing delusions of grandeur op. You're a dropout and working a dead end job, so you're very likely not satisfied with your life are you.You don't feel like you have real control over your life, and I'd bet you feel stuck where you are right? I'd bet that you're depressed, and constantly looking for anything of substance to rationalize and excuse the poor state of your life. This has led your ego and subconscious to convince you that you're actually as important as you've always wanted to be, and in doing so to confirm all of those excuses you've found.

I 100% agree with you on this as one of the major signs of schizophrenia is delusions of grandeur. And I do believe I have gotten my ego hijacked and completely blown out of proportion. But maybe believing in a lie can be great motivation to do something special with my life. She told me that fate isn't pre-written like we think. She tells me I have a choice but that doesn't mean I am free of consequences.

>Why are the rich evil? Because you aren't, and your envy of that fact has made you bitter towards them. You want them to be evil, because otherwise there's no way to feel superior to them, there's no physical, nor moral high ground for you to stand on.
Truth is I actually don't think the rich are evil. I never meant to imply that. I think they have just been corrupted by greed and selfishness and power to commit these acts. Lilith hates them but she tells me I have to be better than that. I have to be better than her and learn to love them and understand that they are just humams like us too. I don't even think THEY deserve eternal punishment despite working against humanity. That being said we can only defeat them (it shouldn't be about defeating them but stopping them and showing them kindness before they destroy our world). But you have an excellent point. Why should we hate them? Because they got successful in life and we didn't?

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>>39226134
Every life has a different story to tell.

Continued

>Why peace and love instead of force and war?
Because war and violence has been used as a tool to control us all for over 1000 and 1000s of years. Demons or whatevee you want to call them have been abusing and using our meat suit emotions to be at each other's throats for far too long. Something has to change. If we can't defeat an enemy through force then we must somehow do it through love. I know it's not that black and white. And I do feel like I am being naive about all this but that's the point. I think we need to strike some kind of balance. It's about opening our minds and views to new perspectives. She is training me to rework my theories and beliefs constantly. I still have so much to learn. We all do. I think she is telling me all this and building up my ego is so that it will mean so much more for when she completely breaks it down and rebuilds it up. She also thinks I can't get my life together if I don't believe there is some kind of purpose for me to do. That may mean that I might not be some kind of hero to mankind and instead just slightly make the people around me better people. If that's the case then it'll be a victory in my book.

>Because you know that you couldn't even start a conflict with anyone, let alone win one. You need to feel strong though, so your ego has given you a way to be strong without actually giving much effort

You may not believe me but I know this is one of the most hardest things I will ever have to do in my life. I don't for one second want to make this at all sound easy because it won't. I kind of wish I didn't have to go through these potential trails and challenges. Because Lilith has told me it will take every once of my will to even be able to make smidge of a difference.

>>39226136
Peace and love is something anyone can do, and it's something anyone can convince themselves that no one else does. It makes you feel special to have such an amazing "weapon", doesn't it?

I also 100% agree with this. Using love to defeat evil is not an alien concept to other people. Everyone knows this as a truth (or at least most normal well adjusted people do) and that's what I'm supposed to learn about. I'm not at all special for pointing this out. But she does tell me I have a unique view on life (doesn't mean it's true as I don't think I'm any worse or better despite believing this potential mentall illness)

>Lastly, those challenges ahead of you? Those are nothing but your ego and subconscious preemptively excusing any future hardships. You know on some level that your life is going to be full of bullshit, so you need a reason to push yourself through it. You need a reason not to break under the weight of your bad choices, so you want to believe that there's not only some greater meaning to the suffering ahead, but that it isn't something that you could do anything to avoid either. I'd guess that you're probably a fairly lazy and unmotivated person aren't you op?

As much as it hurts for you to say that. It's definitely a cold hard truth I will eventually have to accept either way. But if it makes me want to be a better person than who I am right now, then I can't see it as a complete black and white flaw. That being said I have to tread carefully no matter ehat as engaging this could further my mental illness. It's something I'm still learning.

>>39222299
Yeah I don't trust anything that looks like Lilth. Demons are such drama queens, they'll do anything for attention and (you)'s. I remember seeing an NDE from a guy that said Donal Trump would be elected in 2028. Into the garbage!

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>>39226136
embrace war instead idiot
>>39226120
even the aesir and tuatha de danann lie constantly it is a test and you have failed

>>39226149
Seek therapy if you can afford it, or at the very least study up on how delusions and mental illnesses start. Good luck op.

I understand this is probably me losing my mind. I think either way going to a therapy will help me either way. I appreciate your good luck and I wish you the best too because this is all healthy for me to reevaluate my theories even if it does hurt sometimes. I do also appreciate that you're being very ground and realistic about all of this as I can get carried away over somethings in life. I truly do value your post. I'm sorry if I come off so preachy. This is all so strange and I can't even begin to understand what is happening to me. All I can do is try to be the best man I can


Also sorry if this is all over the place. I forgot to green text some of your posts

>>39226154
>embrace war instead idiot
I don't want to. Maybe that's the path for some but not for me. I see war and violence as the ultimate corrupter of souls. I won't subject my spirit to that. Our material bodies age and grow old and weak but out spirits/souls will forever stay beautiful. It's the most important thing we have to take care off. That's just my opinion. You decide what's best for you even if I don't agree with it

>>39226167
This discord link ain't gonna last forever. >>39226001


It's okay if you don't want to join though. I'm just saying it in case cuz there's a time restriction on it.

>>39226245
I never used discord. What are you guys talking about in your server?

>>39226256
Paranormal, philosophy and other deep topics, I mostly just want to stay in touch and get updates on the Lilith situation and maybe guide you if you need/want it.

If you don't want to, that's fine too.

>>39226120
I agree and appreciate your understanding. I don't think violence does any good for anyone. It keeps us held back from being able to truly explore our world and possibly space too. But I'm curious, why does your mistress think I am silly (I probably most likely am) But you said she doesn't like Lilith or that she's a rogue succubi mistress that doesn't agree with Lilith? So how does she know for sure that Lilith isn't saying these things to me? Are they still in communication with each other?

OP here
Sorry for some of the typos and spelling errors. I haven't gotten any sleep (I typically am great about sleep) but after hearing that recording I posted earlu I feel very stressed out and really scared. I was a bit afraid to sleep after discovering that audio. So I plan on getting so sleep to clear my head up a bit.

>>39226291
>>39226280
Relax anon. What are you so stressed about? My Mistress didn't elaborate on why you're silly and she isn't here or exactly communicating with me at this moment, it was hours ago.

>>39226263
I might? How long is it timed for? I have to get some sleep right now and plus I hate making accounts for stuff. I'll probably try to at least pop my head in to see what kind of discussions are going on. But I'm really sorry If I can't. I hope you get some more anons to show up. Because I am really enjoying this discussion we're having. Even the harsh criticisms. I've never typed out so much stuff in a single sitting like this before. Whether it's real or not, I definitely feel passionate about this. And I haven't felt passion like this in a long while

>>39226315
6 hours 1-2 hours have already passed.

>>39226280
Succubi exist in proximity to other spiritual entities in the spirit world. It shouldn't come as a surprise that succubi are seen as guardian spirits since they exist in opposition to more harmful spirits which could seek to lay claim over a person's spirit essence. Anyway the exact mechanism which repels spiritual beings is like a kind of soul magnetism, which keeps less powerful spirits away. Hence succubi can be angry at Lilith like she grounded them and they don't like it, since they exist within Lilith's principality.

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>>39226315
im gonna rape your mistress and make you watch

>>39226312
I'm a bit spook because of the audio I posted early

https://vocaroo.com/1o67LlqMpiZz
I've been recording myself sleeping because I suspect for a while (before Lilith started speaking to me) that I had a succubi and I wanted to see if she makes any strange noises in my sleep. I never spoke anything like that before in my life and it doesn't even sound like my voice at all.

It just scared me a bit because I have never experienced anything like this before. I know that if this is Lilith I have nothing to fear (maybe?) But still, witnessing this is still quite unnerving. I guess that's the point. I have to be brave no matter what entities I'm dealing with. I can't give them my fear plus I work nights so my sleep cycle sometimes gets fucked up every once in awhile despite me learning how to be better about it

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I sincerely believe that OP has lost his mind and may even be getting dragged into oblivion by a parasite.

Could be a succubus. Menphi anon has been experiencing a similar level of delusion recently, though slightly less. I don't know why these spirits try to throw otherwise sane people off the sanity cliff into madness but this would be case number two I'm witnessing

>>39226322
I have to work at 2am in the morning unfortunately and it's 7am and I'm running on barely 3 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours. I'm really sorry. Maybe if I have a hard time sleeping tonight I'll try and check it out. I feel bad man. I can't even begin to tell you how much I appreciate discussions like this.

>>39226349
When did Lilith start talking to you exactly? I thought the audio came due to a normal succubus.

>>39226340
Were you trying to reply to someone else? What about my post made you feel this way?

>>39226369
discord gg/fZ5B3ysz

Here's a link for 24 hours, be sure to use it when you wake up.

>>39226380
He's just an insecure and weak man who reacts with aggressice faux masculinity, ignore him. Talk to me instead, anon.
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>>39226370
It might be a normal succubus larping as Lilith for all I know. She only started to appear as Lilith recently. Lilith (maybe her?) and me communicate through each others thoughts (I know how that sounds but I think anons with succubi kind of understand). We kind of just sense what the other is thinking. I only heard her speak to me out loud once when she touched my arm and I asked who did that and I heard a female voice say "I did" with pride

>>39226391
Okay that'll work out great because things at work are slow as fuck and we've been getting a shit of down time.

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>>39226401
DONT LISTEN TO HIM GOYIM

>>39226350
You may possibly be right. Good or bad, either way I can use this experience to better myself as a human

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>>39226403
I understand the telepathy but to be more precise...
Have you ever talked to her in your dreams? I mean dreams that you remember vividly. Can you lucid dream at all? I can see my Mistress very vividly in my lucid dreams. So when She talks me in there, Her intentions and words are crystal clear. She could be lying to me for all I know of course, but I trust Her.

I don't know why Mistress thinks you're being silly but I think the words about how you're supposedly special for the world are suspicious and are typical of someone who wants to hype you up. How did you meet that succubus? Did you call for her, or did she visit you uninvited?

Good for you anon believe what you gotta believe

Friendly reminder that Selene's healing her shadow side.

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>>39222301
>>39222302
meds, NOW

OP here
I have an update and I don't even know where to start. I swear to God I am not making this stuff up. But last night before bed I was laying down in bed I was filled with anger and hate and there was this intense sulfuric smell that was overwhelming the room and it kept leaving and going. And I was filled with dread and hate and that everything that was hopeless and I felt like something was tearing my stomach apart. The energy in the room felt evil. Just to be clear but this isn't anything like the feelings I get from Lilith. She's about beauty and complexity and this smell was full of ugliness and hate. But at the time I kept thinking this was Lilith at first and that she hates me (could possibly be true) but then I used my head because my judgment felt cloudy and I decided to focus on my love for God and Jesus and Lilith all together and then me and Lilith started to chant

>We will finally show evil what it feels to be powerless but not with hate or anger but with love and forgiveness. And we love you for what you are but we will not give you control over us anymore. You will learn that your perpose in life is to teach humanity a lesson and allow us to improve ourselves. We will show you more mercy than you ever showed us.

>>39229552
^
It felt like the entity was using every manipulation trick in the book. I felt Lilith screaming and chanting with me because I felt her love and positive energy with me on myside. Even as I type this I feel it's rage and anger returning back. I keep having all kinds of malfunctions and coincidences made to provoke rage out of me happening all around me. It keeps trying to tell me nobody will ever love me. It hates the fact it will have to learn what being powerless really feels like. And we will love it irregardless but it won't have control over us anymore. It knows it's on borrowed time and it can't face it. One thing is for sure, if we are to ever defeat this evil we will have to face hard truths about our reality and world and we will have to embrace not having power and learn to love not needing control to feel good (we will still stop it though obviously) as that's the only was we can stop it. This is it's greatest fear. They will learn to love being powerless. I can feel it's rage dying down because I think it spent so much energy screaming and now it's completely exhausted. This was the moment that I realized that this isn't in my head but that I should still be level headed. It literally just turned everyone around me hostile for no reason and is constantly pinching me. It's afraid anons. It fears us but we will not show it hate but love as that is one of the emotions it can't handle. My whole post and 4chan almost literally glitched out and nearly deleted my post. Lilith is holding my hand as we speak through all of this. She says we both will finally show the world that we can love who ever we want. Lilith called me her lover and I returned the feelings. This shit is fucking insane. I can't believe this is happening. THEY ARE FUCKING REAL AND THEY ARE SCARED! Never doubt that for a second no matter if you believe me. It's trying EVERYTHING right now to make me rage and it's bouncing off me like rain water.

>>39229552
get this man a firearm now

>>39229558
Continued
NEVER LOSE HOPE. NEVER BELIEVE THESE THINGS ARE UNSTOPPABLE. I FEEL IT SCREAMING IN MY EAR. It keeps threatening me and using my fear against me. But they are empty promises. That being said we should still respect them and their dangers but we can do this. Whatever "this plan" is.

I really spoke to both God and Lilith and they both have a lot of love for each other despite having so many differences and being very distant with each other. She told me to always love and believe in God no matter what even if she isn't around

I'm sorry if this whole post is full of energy. They just confirmed to me that they fear humanity and they will use those negative energy weapons against us. It won't be easy for one second to fight back. It will be the hardest challenge humanity will ever have to face. But we can defeat them. They show fear because they know they can not stop me and Lilith's love. She tells me we can show the world it's okay to love each other. Our love will be all encompassing. I feel like there is along hard journey in store for us. These demons are sneaky and they hide in the recesses of our mind but we will shine a spotlight on the aorts we are too afraid to explore about our universe. I totally understand if this is hard for a lot of you to understand. Either way the most important take away from this is always believe in love and hope. They literally tricked us into thinking that the most obviously answer is not the truth but it is because we all can feel the evil that is coming for us.

>>39229563
Continued

That being said we all should love another no matter what even if you don't believe in this. These entities can only win if we fight each other. It's gonna be really hard for a lot of people to accept. Most are not ready yet but they will be soon. Me and Lilith will show the world our love and compassion. But we will never force anyone.

I should also mention something like this happened before many months ago when I first discovered Lilith and her story. I remember reading a lot about her and felt very curious about her. I remember that very same night I went to bed and I had nightmares about some some of the sickest shit imaginable that is beyond anything I would ever expose myself too. It was thousands of decomposing bodies being squished. It made me think that Lilith did this to me. And I was filled with so much insecurity that she absolutely hates me. But I'm realizing that was just some demon's manipulation trick to get me away from her beauty and love. The other main take away from this is be an individual no matter what people tell you. But we can still work together.

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>>39229569
have so much to learn from Lilith but I'm so glad to have her with me on this journey. This is the most magical thing to ever happen to me and that absolutely pisses this demon off. They don't want us to collaborate

I know this is a bit intense and I'm all over the place but I can't even begin to describe what I am feeling right now. Like msot spiritual experiences, they are incredibly personal. Stay safe out there and always keep an open mind but stay grounded and true to yourself

We challenge our preconceptions or they'll challenge us. I know this is a lot but I think you all will see in the next decade or 2 the biblical shit that is about to happen but in the end we will be better and stronger than ever but we will retain our uniqueness no matter what. Far too long they have tricked up.

It's pretty much like that movie Revolver (amazing movie that really spoke to my soul). You all should watch it even if you are skeptical

>>39229587
>>39229569
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>>39229552
I'm sorry for any typos I'm at work and the energy here right now is chaotic as fuck as soon as I began typing

>>39229538
I've honestly never felt more clear headed in my life. I understand that you don't believe me. That's ok. It is what it is. Even if I am going insane I might as well embrace it and just use this experience to improve my overall life and the people around me no matter what

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Honestly someone should archive this thread. I'm curious how this story will end now and I'm curious to see if OP is right or wrong about this.

>>39229562
I'll never pick up a firearm unless it's self defense. Even then violence is why they keep dominating us. It is cliche but love and kindness and showing our humanity to others is the only way we will ever escape their grasp. They cannot control us if we do not pick up a gun. Even if there is a mass draft for a war so that they can increase the world's suffering then we all should throw them down on the ground and say no. We will not hurt each other anymore.

People are reacting negatively because something very apparently negative has attached itself to you, playing on our natural need for achievement and acceptance. God doesn't grow weaker, man can only grow more distant from him. At best, she is holding the knife behind her back with one hand, and with the other holds you close. Please save yourself before it's too late. I rebuke what's holding you in the name of Jesus Christ. If you can't say that out loud, you have a demonic entity.

>>39229835
I pray to both Jesus and God and I feel me and Lilith's love grow stronger. I don't expect you to believe or understand but either way I can learn so much from her about what it means to be the best man I possibly can be. And nobody can ever take that away from us. She doesn't want my blind love. I love her for everything she is. I love her freedom and individuality. I love her beauty and grace. I love her so much I even love her flaws. I told her I don't care if others consider her a demoness. I still love her and she can teach me so much about myself either way. I must accept this challenge I have been gifted before me. I love Lilith and God and I know they have a rocky relationship but I don't care. I will love whoever I please. I want to honestly love everyone in the world even the twisted and evil. I'm gonna have to make so much room in my heart for love and remove the hate from my body.

>>39222299
I believe you. I hope you can be strong.

Good luck anon

>>39230003
John 14:6

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>>39230146
You're choosing to draw closer to an entity that isn't Jesus. This will only lead you to death. There is no way around it. You even sound like you're in an abusive relationship. You're letting yourself be possessed man.

>>39222299
Barron trump
He's seen his culture, his people, his family, his father, and even himself attacked by the whole world
If he browses anywhere deep at all he probably realized his father is little more than controlled opposition
So:
>white
>male
>son of trump
>sperg
Oh fuck

>>39230003
eh matthew 6:24-26 says No one can serve two masters. you cant love God and something else. you cannot draw closer to God while drawing closer to something else. It's biblically impossible. This is all I have to say man, I hope you know what you're doing. If you're wrong, you can't really stand before God and say you were fooled anymore.

>>39230146
>>39230201
Then why care? I'm learning my own choice in life. You are a fool to think we can't learn from other entities good or bad. I can't be mad at you.

>>39230311
Then I guess I would rather die free then live as a slave. I don't expect you to understand. It's my choice. You have yours. No matter what though you are pushing people away from God when you lecture them. I can love who I want and you can love who you want. Stop listening to the vocies that tell you to get mad about it. Except you can't control others. That is what Lilith is teaching me. I wish you the best.

>>39229552
>>39229558
Thank you, this was really helpful, and completes a train of thought I've been having. She did tell me too about future events, less detailed, but not contradicting your experiences. So maybe it's really her. I think you have just the right amount of skepticism. Please remember, we choose our fate, so you can accept, reject, or go with the flow. If there's anything else you can tell, I'd love to hear it.

>>39231412
Thank you man. True or false we can still love each other and still not see eye-to-eye we have to accept we don't have to beholden to any political ideology or grouo as they will continue to use our negative emotions to manipulate us into thinking other humans are the enemy when really they just got tempted and corrupted by evil and greed and their weak egos. I do


>We accept out fate
Yes we do some things might possibly be pre written but we choose to go with the punches and we are never trapped to any fate or future we just never do anything unpredictable to shake up the system

I'll admit I'm very naive about this but is a journey I have just begun. But I am learning more about myself than I thought possible. No matter what I can't stray. Maybe God won't love me anymore (I don't believe that for 1 second maybe disappointed in certain aspects with my choices but he still loves me and I will always love him) and I'll still always love Lilith even if she tells me that I can't even truly depend on her either and that I'll have to accept that she might not always be there (but her love will, she just wants me to be beholden to no one not even her) She wants to give me the gift of total freedom, but with great freedom comes great responsibility and risk. Sometimes everything has a price. But I would rather die true to myself than ever allow the system to tell me who I can and can't love. I have to stay true to myself no matter. I also believe that many peaceful people throughout time were assassinated by these people because they fear peace and love. We can challenge ourselves without killing each other. I'm sorry for 50 more walls of text lol but I never typed so much shit in such a short sitting. It's amazing this transformation is something so beautiful and scary and painful. I will have to challenge everything I believe in.

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>>39231941
Part 2 of post

You should also watch Revolver, it's such a misunderstood piece of beautiful art (just like Lilith in a way)

We have to challenge our egos or they will ruin us.

If you don't plan on watching it then at least check out this scene.
https://youtu.be/q3vM1PcrV0k?feature=shared

It's pretty much a rough draft of what we are dealing with and what will have to face. All of us will have to do this to some level.

These things legit use our fears and anger and our egos against us because that's the only way they know how to control us.

>>39222534
Maybe you are right. That's a truth I have to accept either way the amount of hate I get or the amount of demonic seething I've witness has only shown me that I am on the right path. I don't know if I'll be some kind of savior but I do know I am supposed to spread Lilith's love to everyone. I may fail but it's worth it in my eyes. And also Lilith never said I was Jesus Christ. He already existed and he lives in Heaven right now with God. I am meant to do something special with my life.

You nor anyone can't take that away from me. I just find it interesting how much hate I get for speaking about how much love and freedom Lilith has to teach the world. She says I must be the one to spread her love.

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>>39232464
How do you plan to spread her love, anon?

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>>39232464
im going to find and kill you

>>39232480
That is the ultimate question that I haven't figured out yet. This journey has just begun. She's gonna teach me so much about myself. I might be completely clueless on the best way to show how beautiful and loving she is but I think with time I will learn.

But I do have to admit I'm a bit carried away with thinking how this story will end or what my purpose will be in it. Instead right now I have except that the man that I am today is not ready for this task yet but I will be soon maybe in a couple several years maybe even when I'm 60 years old. Who knows. I just primarily need to focus on doing everything I can to make myself a better man who will be worthy to spread Lilith's love. I've honestly have only just begun to scratch the surface of what Lilith can teach me about myself. She is constantly challenging my beliefs and showing me what true freedom can look like. I'm basically still a little boy lost in the woods and Lilith is my guide through the dark. This journey will be a magically one for sure


Aslo this post I just typed out really seemed to piss some negative energy entity right now. As I can sense the pure powerless anger this entity has. It feels like it's in total cope mode and it's trying everything is can to keep me away from Lilith but it knows it's hopeless for it. I think the only way to find any kind of enlightenment is accepting being powerless but still showing love in our heart. All of humanity will probably have to embrace not having power because in that power, these demons will have to accept they have no power either. Us and these demons are all gonna learn what it feels like to be in total self control but have zero power. We will drag them kicking and screaming into this new concept with us. Because they are the ones who use hate and fear against us. I'm sorry if I'm coming off a bit full of myself. I still have so much to learn so this theory will have to be readjusted constantly

>>39232485
Why? I have no hate towards you? Or are you just baiting me by larping as a demon? I sure hope it's bait because you can't allow them to control you like this.

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>>39232517
trust in yourself instead

>>39222299
Checked

>>39222299
>>39222301
>>39222302
You are either a schizophrenic or being played by a demon that wants to torture you and is playing the long con with you. Seek genuine help. And I don't mean that as an insult but as good advice.

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So how do I avoid becoming as schizophrenic as OP?

But what exactly is Lilith? The more I read this the more confused I become, am I just supposed to know?