There was a girl I really cared about in the past. I asked her out, she said no, and I moved on—slowly, but I moved on. A year later, she appeared in my life in a VERY coincidental way that could only be divine intervention. Long story short, she was cosplaying a female character I loved, showed up at a small convention in town 1500 miles away from where she lives, and we somehow came across each other. We then started talking, and although she’s in a relationship, I developed feelings for her. We both had the same strict religion, interests, family that got along, life goals, sense of humor, physical attractiveness, hobbies, political views, etc. to put it bluntly, she was obviously my soulmate that God crafted for me. The idea of finding someone as compatible is very, very unrealistic short of sifting through like hundreds of women a day for years on end. However, in the end, she rejected me in favor of someone else. I’m left dumbfounded, because I don’t understand what God is trying to tell me. I know I’m meant for marriage—I’ve known that since childhood; I know I’m not meant for clergy. I know I’m supposed to have children. I also know that finding someone as compatible as her whose family I’m already friends with is, well, implausible at the very least. I’m just not sure what God’s intentions are. What am I missing, /x/?
I fucking love Esdeath.
There is no such thing as soul mates.
>>39232426If she wasn’t a soul mate, then she was definitely in the top 4-5 most compatible women for me on the planet (and vice versa).
>>39232421Esdeath is great, but she’s not as good as this girl.
>>39232431Sounds like a massive case of blue balls to me. The fact that you put romantic "love" on such a pedestal if the your real issue. Probably why she was not interested in you.
>>39232444I’m not trying to be melodramatic at all. I’ve crunched the numbers only a little (which is difficult to do since many of these statistics are independent), but just from that, we’re looking at maybe 100-150 women who’d be equally compatible with me in all of the United States. In other words, there *might* be like 3 who lives in the same state as me.
>>39232406What you're missing is that you still have faith in a god that can't coexist with suffering. I found my soulmate in preschool, she was my best friend, I thought I was going to marry her (I mean it was picture perfect, our names even both started with the name letter) and then we got split up to go to different school districts and we only reconnected by sheer dumb luck in high school. Unfortunately, even though we had been texting, there was one particular moment where I was supposed to go up and talk to her and I was just overcome with fear and couldn't utter a word. She walked away (I'm not sure if she even knew I was there but I thought she did), my confidence was shot, we stopped texting, and four years ago she married some douchebag she met in college. I was going to message her when they broke up but instead he locked her down because nobody would pass up a girl like that. I believe in the soul and reincarnation and soul connections etc, and I believe we must have been married in a past life (it feels like the most recent past life but it's not like I've done a regression). It's becoming a lot more popular nowadays to believe we have multiple soulmates (which really means we have no soulmate). This idea is more compatible with my experience. So you just have X amount of closeness with every person ranging from 0 to ∞, and the opportunity for love you lose with one particular person you gain with someone else, which is fine. "Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost" as Shpongle said. Frankly, I don't know how a straight girl like her would be compatible with a bisexual guy like me anyway. Maybe she could have tried to make it work, but our story was never picture perfect. I think she even lost her virginity before we reconnected... It was really only picture perfect in preschool. I wonder if I'm just attracted to high status (smart, pretty, rich) girls. Her dad was a brain surgeon and I have a genius IQ as well.So I don't believe in soulmates or god.
>>39232497That doesn't sound like a soulmate. Soulmates are something you have 1 of in the entire existence. Mine doesn't even live on this planet, but I found her through my heart. Maybe God wants you to find the person you are actually meant for.
>>39232444I’m also not trying to put anything on a pedestal. I wouldn’t want to have ever existed if I don’t fall in love and marry. That’s not a principle of mine I’ll ever voluntarily change.
>>39232406>>39232500Adding to that, I'll take this time to shill my own personal philosophy past simple atheism. Buddhism teaches us that relationships are impermanent and the only way to escape suffering permanently is to attain enlightenment, which consists of sitting in a hut on a mountain meditating for decades (in case anyone actually does this, Dzogchen is the best meditation method). Right now I have some sort of weird inner agitation that pops up after an hour of meditation a day, so until my doctor fixes this it's unrealistic to think I could live the life of a hermit, but it's the life I want to lead because after my experiences with psychedelics and meditation I know that it leads to the most otherworldly bliss one can('t even) imagine. And you gain it along the way, not just all at once at the end.>https://www.rigpawiki.org/index.php?title=Rainbow_bodySo this is my solution to the problem of "my soulmate married someone else": "fuck it I'm escaping samsara and dissolving into rainbows and divine bliss"
>>39232513That’s just me being very conservative in my estimates. If I went with any other stuff…like her also wanting 4-5+ kids…then it’s possible she’s literally 1 in 10 million or less compatible with me.
>>39232531I wouldn’t be able to tolerate staying alive and not marrying/falling in love with the woman meant for me. I wouldn’t wanna be dead, but rather I’d prefer to have never existed.
>>39232532You are only looking at this from your side of things. She might be compatible with you, but are you compatible with her?
What are the spiritual implications of me being attracted to strong, villainous women in fiction?
>>39232544I’m by far probably the most compatible guy for her she’s ever met. I’m way, way more compatible with her than who she ended up with, and it’s not even particularly close.
>>39232570You're delusional and you just need to accept that she doesn't give a fuck about you and never will.
>>39232589I’m correct in my assessment of our compatibility. I just don’t know where that leaves me when it comes to trying to find another woman on her level, and I’m not sure why God purposely did this.
>>39232540Get over yourself. The universe doesn't give a shit that you are brainedwashed to crave romantic love. There are people in this world who are experiencing genuine suffering who will not be granted any mercy from the universe. Your petty egotistical problems are less than a drop in the bucket
>>39232630I don’t understand how you could imagine your reply has any relevance whatsoever to what I typed.
>>39232406god is an asshole and a prick. prove me wrong
>>39232621God isn't real she just doesn't wanna be your gf nigga
>>39232544jesus fuck, shut the fuck up already you boring cunt, maybe he was maybe he wasn't, it doesn't matter because he's not with her. as to what god wants to tell you OP, is"have sex, incel"
>>39232540I have to agree with >>39232630here about the universe being cold and uncaring (although I'm not cold and uncaring like he is). But it is glaringly obvious that reality does not love us and that it has no mercy when you look at the meat grinder that is the natural world. I have good reason to believe aliens eat children. In fact, since we're on /x/, I'll share some information from a show about aliens that features a guy who worked for the covert part of the German government. He gives sort of mixed messages, but it sounds like what he's saying is on this density we're surrounded by nightmares, but we can go to higher densities and life is better there. Let me know if you think he meant something else. Btw when he says 95 he means 95%.>https://files.catbox.moe/rhbkv7.webm
>>39232695I’m demisexual and very uncomfortable with the idea of having sex with someone I’m not both madly in love with and married to (she also felt the same way).
>>39232716in that case,"don't have sex, incel"
>>39232721I need to fall in love, marry, and have sex. The question is why God would do this, and if it can only mean there’s somehow a girl even better than her out there for me.
>>39232737Too bad your only soulmate rejected you, so what you want, and what you need will never happen. Unless you do something about it. Nut you're going to accept punishment. Nom nom, it's a good punishment, the best you ever had eaten. You don't want to deprive yourself of this punishment. You will keep thinking about it for the rest of your life not understanding what the fuck just happened. I know it all, because I was like you. And now, I am all alone and dead.
This short video will explain everything you need to understand OPhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdKOC3m3a1A
>>39232716>she also felt the same wayLol.She has a boyfriend bro. Shes having sex with someone shes not married to.>>39232716>I’m demisexual and very uncomfortable with the idea of having sex with someone I’m not both madly in loveYou sound very insecure, and are trying to lock someone down and force them to be with you before finding out if you are compatible with them in a relationship. I don't know if you know this, but most girls aren't into that. If they were, and liked you, they would go for you, rather than someone else.>>39232737You should probably go to church. You won't find girls like that in the wild.
>>39232774>Shes having sex with someone shes not married to.True true, she probably licks his penis right now and sucks it clean, and then he fucks her in both vagina and anus until he cums
>>39232774> and are trying to lock someone down and force them to be with you before finding out if you are compatible with them in a relationship. I already explained several times that we were ideally or near ideally compatible. I’ve had several girls interested in me since falling in love with her. I was forced to reject all of them, because I felt absolutely nothing for them and was disgusted by their sexual advances.> You should probably go to church. I go to Latin Mass and have absolutely zero interest in anyone from any state or city’s Mass I’ve been to. She was actually the one exception.
God is not your friend, he hates you just like he hates all humankind
>>39232716>I'm [made-up nonsense words] and [emotion] with the idea of [overly specific topic]Either you are a retard or a zoomer, either way /lgbt/ is over there.
>>39232829I don’t like the word, but I’m disgusted by the idea of sex before marriage and viscerally repulsed by sexual advances from attractive women I’m not deeply in love with.
>>39232804>I’ve had several girls interested in me since falling in love with her. I was forced to reject all of them, because I felt absolutely nothing for them and was disgusted by their sexual advances.Do you know the archetype of the controlling boyfriend who keeps their girlfriend from having other friends, wants to control every aspect of their sexuality, and is 100% emotionally dependent on them? Its not something people tend to go towards. You sound like a controlling person who wants other people to act according to your fantasies, and when they don't you become bitter in your heart and close it up. You are obsessed. If you really loved this girl you would be happy that she found happiness in the arms of another. It seems like the lesson here is you can't have everything the way you want it. People have their own needs and their own purposes in life. Nobody was made to satisfy and fill all the broken holes in your being. You need to embody your own love and let it flow through your own broken areas, and then you can love others freely, and find someone nice to be with who you can actually help through life. This other girl doesn't need your help, shes doing fine on her own. That's why shes not the one for you.
>>39232842don't worry, you will have neither
>>39232856I don’t believe in your assessment of me whatsoever, and I’m skeptical if even you believe it.
>>39232856I also don’t believe she’s happy and know with complete certainty she’d be happier in every way long-term with me.
>>39232856>if you really loved this girl you would be happy that she's in a relationship with someone elseabsolute cuck retard take. people want their romantic interests for themselves. it's hardwired in.
>>39232892In the old days you'd be able to challenge your opponent to a duel and see who's the better man for the waifu. Would you kill your rival for your love? Would you die for your love?
>>39232903If it was that easy, I would’ve just done that, because I know I’m stronger and a better fight than him. I would win fairly easily.
>>39232882>I don’t believe in your assessment of me whatsoever, and I’m skeptical if even you believe it.>>39232890>>39232892>>39232911You aren't helping your case here. You seem like a massive red flag.
>>39232911Based. OK, your girl is now asking you to go fight in the trenches in Ukraine. 14000 North Koreans have just arrived and they're ready to bayonet you in the name of Kim Jong Un. If you let them through she dies. Do you accept being sent to the front lines?
>>39232920that's because he's a fed
>>39232929Can I take the dildo? Or do I have to fight them barehanded?
>>39232947I'm sorry for your loss.
>>39232920How so?>>39232929Yes, if it protects her, I’d do it in a hearrbeat.
Bumping
You assume she was a soulmate. Perhaps she was only a lesson. Theres only so much of the picture we can see without rose tinted glasses
>>39233070Why
>>39233111What might that lesson be?
>>39233139in my case it was self respectlimerent behavior over someone who doesn't want you is romanticizing your own unimportance and low self-esteem
>>39232903What have I got to lose? If that's the only way to get her, I don't care that he's a dumb jock who's stronger than me. I have more willpower than him, so maybe I could win.
>>39233139When i lost my soulmate, i realised i was actually a very lost and deluded person at tge time. The reason why it failed was because of her issues, but with hindsight, im 10x the person i was back then. I wouldnt have what I have now if not for that crushing heartache
>>39232890this is the type of mentality that made her so repulsed by you
>>39232698FYI, I saw this “cold, dark sea” nightly in my deep meditation for a long time, and it truly is horrifying and I saw things that look exactly like your picrel
>>39232828>had a bad altercation with men, you know men will always be men and fight for a woman etc. this the same reason keep only 1-2 male friends.See them as competition, but knowing man is or reached the capability to become god. I respect the level you came and possibly evolutions of soul to become a god. Either wayfuck the humans. They are like monkeys that need to be taught a good lesson.
>>39232673>>39232690My belief in god is what keeps me going, he is going to turn the world into p*dophiles
>>39232406She's not your soulmate and you're going to change a bit before you meet her
>>39233237>>39233456That god is a POS a big time piece of shit if he wants to put you back with someone that messed the whole setting. Really, you shouldn't be a god to begin with. Had this conversation with a "god" and just gave the worst advice on relationship. Just tells you they don't care about and only want more for him //greedy jew//. Seek for yourself, if Christ is true to his words he is worse of than your story OP. Which kind of doubt because a greedy jew/Christ god is worse of the worst.
>>39233302dude what the fuck are you talking about you're just being an asshole because you're an average 4chan user. you belong here.
>>39233357damn some new info :O I assumed the cold dark sea of nightmares was made up of civilizations that were all evil and tyrannical, using fear and pain as motivators to keep people enslaved, or being eating other beings in a food web (frankly that already happens on Earth. A psychic named Ted Rice said he remote viewed underneath Dulce base and saw mantis aliens eating children)>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rv0J4Csu5CoBut tell me more about the sea of nightmares
>>39233711>she would be happpier with me, I know what she wants more than she doesliteral creep behavior
>>39232856This is the best post in this thread.One of the hardest lessons I’ve learned in life is that being in a relationship is just being two people going through life together. When you feel like a relationship is all about saving the other person or being saved, them making some kind of spiritual “mistake” if they don’t stay with you is one of the hardest lessons to learn. All you end up doing is making the other person feel like shit.I have so many stories of this because it was a rough lesson for me but I’ll stick with the most /x/ example. There was a guy who went to my high school and I literally never talked to him because he seemed like a loud obnoxious douche bag (I’m a quiet introvert.) Then after high school I went to a party and he was there, I avoided him as usual but at one point in the night I was sitting on the couch and he came and sat next to me and said hi.When I turned to him and said hi back, I had a literal religious experience. I was suddenly physically transported to a church. He lifted a veil from my head and stood in front of me as my groom. I was literally filled with the spirit of god and religious conviction. It was one of the strangest experiences of my life.Then we were back at the party, as though only the background of the scene had changed. I still felt as though I were standing in front of my husband. It was completely bizarre.So anyway OP, I highly doubt your “she’s so compatible because we’re both religious and love the same anime character” is gonna top that. There are so many experiences waiting for you out in life. You can have a good connection with someone, be compatible with them, and things still not work out for some reason.
>>39232406>Didn't get any quality time the first time aroundnigga what are crying about, it was nothing
>>39233891Spoiler alert: we did not end up together. We started this crazy on again off again thing. He even fucked another girl in the same room as me when he thought I was asleep.I couldn’t understand WHY I had this religious experience and I was convinced he was supposed to be my husband so I was SUFFERING. I was SO attached to this guy. Eventually I went to a psychic and asked her about it, she said we were married in a past life. I’d been extremely hopeful about our marriage but he turned into an alcoholic who hit our kids. My attachment to him was due to the pain of that life still in my soul wanting to heal by having a good relationship with him in this life, but it was never gonna happen. I just had to let go. I’m married now to a guy who is obsessed with me and says I treat him like a king because I do; it’s great.
>>39233811>let me, the asshole, tell you, the normal person, about love>unrequited love is creepy because no one will ever love you because fuck youtypical 4chan asshole.
>>39232406Don't have advice, but I wanted to say I hope for the best for you, and others as well.
Okay time to put spooky roleplay aside for a moment because love is important. You are reading too far into things, you need to take a step back and reflect on why things happened. Be real with yourself when you do.
Bump
>>39232406Honestly the universe is trolling you because you're being a pussy. Just STOP BEINGG A BITCH be a MAN stop WAITING FOR SHIT TO COME TO YOU go out there and be MASCULINE assert yourself on the world TAKE WHAT IS YOURS. MEN are supposed to CONQUEr but society wants us weak and apathetic and soft and afraid we need to get our testosterone back. If soulmate = gone then fuck it, NEXT! FIND A NEW ONE
Many Now figure it out and/or stop being a faggot
>>39232406Ah, you need to understand that you are perhaps not from Earth but from Heaven and came down here to experience misfortunes to recultivate your power. Think of it as a battery charge.Celestial beings found that incarnating as a human and experiencing misfortune actually grants them great energy in a very quick way (better than meditating for a few millennia), the misfortune you seem to experience was your love misfortune.Or maybe I am wrong and you are just a mortal with either bad luck or Heaven has something different planned for you.I suggest first of all resolving your bad karma and praying to Heaven.
>>39233980There you are again, being so nice.
>>39232406Soulmates are a gift from the divine. I wish i could meet mine
>>39235636I didn’t receive mine. She went with someone else
>>39233357>>39233733seriously I want to hear more I even made a thread about it here >>39238260
>>39232406sounds like they aren't your soulmate, you didn't even ask God you just say bluntly that God did it matter of factly for you
>>39232406i just came out of the exact same situation OP: i flew from europe to america; i became homeless for 3 months, i flew to 2 different states, all in search of my dream girl; a person who i believe is my soulmate. we met online 5 months ago and since then i've been thinking of her constantly and then when we finally met i screwed up totally, i did all the wrong things while thinking i was doing the right thing... it's only now after a little bit that i can fully see past all the mistakes i madeit's likely God is showing you that you can't be too possessive, you can't want this girl too much.. you can never love any girl more than you love God. i was big in denial about the reality, all i could see was my own fantasy and i think you might be suffering from the same, OP. you can't see this girl, you can only see your imagined idealized version of this girl. you have to learn that this is a whole human being, with lots of desires, fears, needs, just like youif it is meant to happen, it will happen eventually. when you're both ready. i realized it didn't turn out with my own girl in my own situation because i wasn't ready, i still had a lot to learn. learn about how different the souls of men and women work, what a relationship is, how not to be aggressive/possessive/desiring, how to be able to make space for her in her entirety, learning how to let go of the ideas of these idealistic love fantasies.. life is still life, even if you have a significant other; it's not like that many things change. you have to always remain in your own head, in your own essence; you can never forget about your own life, your own God within you, your own responsibilities in favor of this imagined, fictitious idea of an ideal love. the logical conclusion to that imagined ideal love is hell.. stick to God within you, love with another is limited, realize this. let go of her, and then you will get her. but you have to be able to let go of her totally.. that's the lesson i believe
>>39238767Why do you think I’m in love with only the fantasy of her and not her irl?
>>39235527Thank you? Once again, I hope for the best for those here and elsewhere. I hope you and others find the help you seek.
>>39232406I hope you find the help you seek.
>>39240659Not him, but the truth is that you have not been with her on a deep personal level in years. People change. She isn't the exact same as she was and you shouldn't be, either. You are loving he memory and an idealized version of her. Not the her who is here right now.
>>39233945stop acting like you're not on 4chan too. this thread isn't popular or special enough to attract non-4chan users.
>>39240795I hope so, too.>>39240798How do you know?
>>39240847Because literally everyone changes. The nature of life is change and growth.
>>39240659because this is literally what we all do to an extent. we project an ideal version of somebody in our heads and fall in love with that image instead of the real person with all their flaws & mistakes. i did the same thing with my girl, i became kind of psychotic over that image and totally forgot about the real her.real grown-up love requires a lot of patience and a lot of self-sacrifice. it requires loving the other person even though they have all these inadequacies and flaws.to me it sounds like you can't see the real other person over this idealized image of her. i did the exact same thing, it's very easy to believe you're in love based in all these other superficial things like favorite music, hobbies, etc.. but you have to be able to look past all that and connect at the core. and you both have to be going into the same direction in life, otherwise it's no good.idk man, take some shrooms, introspect about all this, if it's meant to happen it will, God is teaching you separation before finally committing you to full-on connection, understand that this girl might be the one for you, but also that there are 4 billion women on this planet, understand monogamy is a dogmatic rule and dating is not going to send you to hell, understand that even if you have a girl in your life you still have to carry responsibilities, with a girl even moreso, you can never love any 1 girl more than God. good luck
>>39240801but I'm in the minority of 4chan users who aren't aggressive unless provoked. The majority of users are aggressive unprovoked. Someone will have a genuinely sad story and instead of feeling bad for the person people will say "lol you're a faggot she's fucking other guys and doesn't love you". Those people should kill themselves. Sometimes I wish I had a position of absolute power so I could just order all bad people to be put to death.
>>39233456You all talking about twin flames right? What does it mean we have to change a bit before meeting?I do somehow understand that there will be something happening in life before reunion happens, if there will be one. I'm going through something right now that makes me confused if this person is my twin flame or not, because it seems we have a special effect on each other that I can't explain. I also have a feeling that thinking about it ruins everything but there are too many weird stuff going on to ignore.
>>39241614>>39242997>it's very easy to believe you're in love based in all these other superficial things like favorite music, hobbies, etc..I think people misunderstand what it means to like those mutually. What matters is the interpretation of those, the why they like the same things. If both like oranges, one likes oranges because of the taste the other likes them because of the color, in this case either both can teach each other how to like oranges in a new way or both like for the same reason (some kind of cognitive understanding). If they do not have any kind of these interactions liking oranges is meaningless. What if the idealization has the flaws and development in it? What if the idealization considers the needs for both of the partners? The most balanced way to think about twin flames is from an alchemic point of view, but synchronicities confuse the whole process a lot.
>>39232406It happened to me as well. Met my soulmate when I was 11. We reconnected at age 20 as friends. Life happened and reconnected at age 32… she confessed to having a lot of feelings for me but she was now married. I tried everything I could to be with her but she said she had to stay married for obligations. She also mentioned the twin flames thing. I’m not sure why the universe does these things. Maybe it’s trying to teach me a lesson about how I will never get what I want no matter how hard I try. Or maybe I knew her from a past life or astral family idk. I wish you the best OP, it was one of the most difficult things I’ve had to deal with mentally and it’s been 10 years since I’ve spoken to her.
>>39232406Are you Sure she's not, Playing a Prank on You?Is There, Any Evidence She's with Another?
Could be a Venus retrograde. Sometimes partners from the past will pop up like that. If it was problematic and they ended the relationship, it can sort of turn our heads again. That’s where you gotta be careful. Learn from the first time, exercise caution, employ forgiveness if needed. Best of luck.
>>39232406>>39243110Or is There Someone,Or Some Group Out There,Directing Traffic,Just To Hurt People?I'd Really Wouldn't Look too Fondly on That.
>>39238767>>39241614>>39243102So what is the correct mindset to earn this? All I read is, you have to accept cuckoldry, you have to accept being miserable, you have to accept that you can't be together. All I read is archon psyop, so this situation can collect suffering. I never read that both complete each other and make their life better than being separated from each other, driving both to do great things, infinite creation potential, mutual healing, exponential manifestations, etc. It's like the whole thing is always a trap for some cringe universal "lesson" of being put in their place which is exactly what the archons want, submissive cattle. Reminds me of the "just follow the light after death" trick.
>>39243203The soulmate meme itself is an archon psyop. God gave free will to both men and women and for a long time we followed his recommendation to practice monogamy but more recently the archons finally broke through and turned a lot of the women into sluts and turned a lot of the anons in this thread into simps who have a crush on some girl but she is already either banging or married to chad, so the anons come here, cry about it, and blame God for their inceldom. Satan fucked you and there is nothing you can do about it.
>>39243372>either banging or married to chad, so the anons come here, cry about it, and blame God for their inceldom.How the F a twin flame would make sense if that happens. It is supposed to be a mutual thing and you don't even have to do any effort besides presenting yourself. Everything should align easy if it is a twin flame?You are saying that most anons come and complain about someone they never interacted with right?
>>39243404Twin flame isn't even archon propaganda, it's just delusional seethe by loner crybabies. You don't have more souls than bodies.
>>39243372Ironically, I’m actually Chad here, and he’s…not, to put it mildly
>>39243636The idea behind I mean. You still right.
>>39232406All the good looking women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking (7 and above) women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to
>>39243372Please explain why your god lets his enemy cause his innocent children who he says he loves to suffer tremendously if your god has the power to prevent it. Does a parent let their kid get bullied in school? Hell, does the parent CREATE the fucking bully in the first place and then let him loose to beat the shit out of his good children, and then not help the children when they beg for him to stop it? fuck your god (he's a lying alien anyway)
>>39243753Because if he did he would impose his omnipotent will on an other being and he would be a tyrant. This is why you need to "borrow power" from God so you can impose your free will to stop someone else on your level. It's hard to explain but it's basically proxy wars.
>>39243203For me personally I take this as an indicator not to get attached to anyone or anything. I’m only visiting here and will escape this prison once I’m dead. The lessons are bullshit and are evidence this world is malevolent
>>39243826Reminds me of the saying: This is why we can't have nice things.
>>39243372>and blame God for their inceldom.inceldom is only if they just want to get laid. If someone really wants something good between 2 people it mostly volcel.
>>39232406All that soul mate twin flame bullshit is just a spiritual trap to bury you under the karmic weight of another person. The only true twin flame is either God or no one if you want to stay emotionally healthy.
>>39243741She was in that 2%, and she’s my minimum standard going forward in life.
>>39243934If you are OP she was probably not your other side of your Rebis. Keep looking with the focus on your mind, unless you just want some pussy to marry and have offspring. Set your priorities.
>>39243998I’ll make this clear: short of obligation to God, finding a marrying a girl like her of better is my highest, most clear priority in life. Everything else with regards my aspirations come distant second and are largely valuable to me only insofar as they accompany being with a girl like her. If I thought for a second there was no chance of that, I honestly don’t know what I’d do.
>>39243778And what about suffering that is not caused by satan? Falling down the stairs and breaking your neck? he gives us the "free will to suffer" and doesn't let us have the "free will to not suffer" instead, deciding for us (tyrannically) that we're better off with suffering like jesus championed than without it like Buddha championed?
>>39244212I have no answer.
>>39233918had something similar, hermit mode now - good post!
>>39233891>When you feel like a relationship is all about saving the other personWhat if I want to help the person first? I don't mean fix the person but maybe, I being present, the person might fix themselves by my influence. And then:>just being two people going through life together.>All you end up doing is making the other person feel like shit.Can you elaborate on this? What kind of situations can make the other person feel like this?>You can have a good connection with someone, be compatible with them, and things still not work out for some reason.You mean before or after being in a relationship?>I’m married now to a guy who is obsessed with me and says I treat him like a king because I do; it’s great.This doesn't sound right.
>>39244212>I honestly don’t know what I’d doYou would do something, and you would learn more about yourself as a result
>>39244662Why is that?>>39244851I suspect what I’d do, and it wouldn’t be good. It’s why I can never believe that’ll happen.
>>39246905>662I have no answer because I have nothing I should say in reply to your answer. If I did, it would feel wrong. The only thing I have to say is that you could tone down your zealotry on that quest unless you really want to brute force it. I also have an idea similar to yours but I tone it down to the point of having no idea if it is supposed to happen like this or not, but if "the stars align" for it I will pay attention. I have something aligning right now to something and I have to take small steps one day at the time and I won't try to rush it. I have no idea what all of this will end up in, but what happened was too much for mere coincidences to completely ignore. I say this because it's someone I was able to let go and I wasn't madly in love or anything, (in contrast with people not being able to do that and everything falling apart because of that) as sacrifice of not meddling with their lives even if I thought I should be help them. The thing is that I intuitively knew I shouldn't for some reason and I overthink and obcess a lot and this time was simple as it was. Years later we got back in touch by weird coincidences, it really makes neurons activate.What is the meaning of all of it? I have no idea, just have to live one day at the time and see it.
>>39232444love is magic you fag
