>>39242787
You are living in westworld season 4 anon there you will have your answers

Try again, see if you go back to the real world

>>39242922
based
>>39242937
Follow your own advice, weirdo.

>>39242787
>I committed a suicide
Gaylord

everyone is basically immortal
when you die by accident or whatever you move to a parallel dimension where you survived

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>>39242787
You're not in a simulation. Stop thinking of that retarded theory immediatly dude it's unhealthy. I'd believe in Scientology before a simulation. I'd bet it's why you attempted suicide. That theory is just a way for cluster b reddit fags to write off anyone but themselves. It dehumanizes this world. I'm glad you're here. Don't throw this away.
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>>39243030
He already did the attempt, you NPC retard.

>>39242787
Welcome. You're in the "recycle bin" universe. It's where all the self-suicided or accidentally killed people go. You will notice a lot of glitches and inconsistencies compared to your prior universe.

what if you were being gangstalked and your ganstalkers rescued you because they had set up hidden cameras in your home.

>>39243408
what if GO RAPTORS?

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>>39243282
Go on more details please

He's literally me.

>>39243016
It is lame but it’s what he wanted to do and he went for it. That’s pretty reckless being so insensitive to someone who obviously doesn’t give a fuck. Makes me think how we have gaylords running the world.

>>39242787
God loves you, and likely your angel saved you.

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>I feel since then that I live in a parallel dimension.
You don't have to almost die to feel that.
The veil has lifted and the madness of the world is clear now.
In the past the illusion was so strong people were unable to question things properly, they just forgot their confusion and moved on.
TV is a fake parallel "reality", including the news. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_fOYW-GXdc

>>39243022
This is my fear.
I want to commit suicide so my glowie handler gets a negative performance review, cuz they ain’t never say hi.
But if death isn’t real then it’s a waste of $20 on shitty drugs.

>>39243022
what about old age

>>39247296
Can you even be sure it exists? The people around you aren't necessarily the ones occupied by souls, it's only a guarantee that you will always experience the timeline where you are alive. And if you aren't currently dying of old age you can't be sure it will happen e.g. they invent the cure for aging before then

>>39244945
People's spelling have downgraded to simplistic syntax, for one.

>>39242787
Why does it matter? If I told you definitively yes would that give you a new lease on life? If I told you no would you try to kill yourself again?
Stop getting hung up on shit that doesn't matter and go make the best of this second chance.

>>39243022
Yeah I have a feeling this happened to me years ago. Had what should have been a really bad accident but just ended up wrecking my car without really injuring myself somehow. Changed my ways since that day.

>>39247332
Fucking imagine. This is a simulation that started when I was born populated by people my age all surrounded by people that claim to have grown old and died for various reasons but they're not real.

>>39248237
cringe

>>39242787
reminds me of the vocalist dead. he had a near death experienced getting his ass beat and it damaged part of his brain into thinking he lived in a fake dream world
you probably just got brain damage bro

>>39243022
If this were the case, consciousness would move willfully between bodies, in waking states as well as sleeping.

>>39242787
Don’t worry about it and complete the mission.

>>39248361
No. What's cringe is being such a fucking failure that you can't even kill yourself properly. What's cringe is needing the universe to be a simulation to find meaning in life. Touch grass.

>>39248398
>What's cringe is being such a fucking failure that you can't even kill yourself properly
maybe because OP killed himself in a mind state that would've led him to escape matrix, had he not been stopped. You do realize there are conditions that chain you to this plane? If you manage to overcome to escape those conditions, you could theoretically leave this place, because after clearing those conditions, only thing tying you here is the body. So guess why they saved him?

Conversely if the conditions are not cleared, and you an hero, then you probably get some worse fate or reincarnate again. So it's hard to know, how do you even check the status? Is it when world and archon starts oy veeying hard enough at you that you're on the clear? idk

>>39246836
you don't believe in things you can only see under a microscope?

>>39249307
NTA, but you can't see a virus under a microscope.

>>39242787
your mission? TND. there's nothing more to be said

>>39249353
the question was
do you not believe in things you can't see with your eyes at our macro level?
don't worry, your lack of an answer is an answer

>>39249353
Yes you can, you can see it under an electron microscope.
You fucking pharma faggots keep trying to spread this retarded no virus theory to give yourselves a free pass for engineering viruses need to go die in a fire. But it's probably only a simulated fire, so maybe they can simulate you an 8th booster plus all the "benefits" it comes with.

>>39244945
I've personally died as well reality just reset to keep me alive and the event happened differently leading to my survival

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In 2016 in the middle of the winter in February during my era of serious drug addiction I overdosed in a beach bathroom on a completely abandoned beach far down outside the city limits and died. Apparently an off duty cop was randomly down on the beach and brought their child into the bathroom to pee, found me just in time while I was essentially completely dead for several minutes and used cpr to revive me.

A few years prior while I was in the midst of this same addiction I did a 4x dose of drugs to try and off myself as a "last resort" after I was already at incredibly high levels of intake from using earlier, and it just didn't kill me. I hardly got high at all.

Years prior to that I was driving my car like 60 mph down the road and fell asleep behind the wheel. My car smashed into the back of a parked semi truck at a stop sign. My car was completely destroyed but I woke up still behind the wheel attempting to drive away with the entire car dragging on the ground around me.

I once overdosed in a bathroom at a friend's house at 3am while everyone else was smashed drunk sleeping on the other side of the house. I woke up to them busting down the bathroom door with the ambulance there at like 8am.

Many times I should have been completely categorically deceased throughout my life and somehow I'm still alive.

I've since cleaned up my act and now I haven't done drugs for years. I always think about these incidents though, especially the unlikelihood of the first one.

>>39242787
>How do I know if Im in a simulation or parallel dimension and should I even ask these questions in the first place

You don't, you should just keep on living. This world is an illusion, something is terribly wrong about this place, it's not real, it feels fake, but we're all here for a reason, so we should fulfill what we must do. It is what it is

>>39249619
Electrom microscope aka CGI, not organic sight.

>>39250744
dubs checked
described my feels as well

>>39250833
Isn't it crazy how extremely unlikely stuff like this just, happens out of nowhere? If I had been just a second too early or too late, it would be dubs, but somehow it's like it all clicked. It's like the Universe has some kind of flow to it, things with very low probability happening all the time, like it was premeditated by something otherwordly. I feel like the fool walking towards the abyss, not knowing what lies there, but still going anyway because he just knows something great will happen. This whole post was pointless, and I realized this, but I still went with it anyway, maybe it will help you or someone else reading, it had to be done. In the end, everything will be alright

>>39243030
>I'd believe in Scientology before a simulation
all the books, lectures and courses they used to sell for thousands are in free pdf at stss.nl/materials/ (the original tech, not what the church finessed into whatever they are now)

>>39243022
I have had many dreams where die an this seems to be way to real. The most real dream I ever had I was being put to death on the electric chair. In the dream I "knew" I was innocent but just accepted it because I couldn't stop it. It was probably 5 years ago at this point.

I still to this day remember the "feeling" of the electric shock. And when I felt it everything went black, and I woke up in my bed.

I dont claim its true but fuck me it felt so real.

>>39242787
I love every one of you incel chuds that check those thot bitch losers. I'm proud of you.

>>39250707
Something like this has happened to me as well.
>>39242787
Thinking about killing myself, you used the plastic bag and helium thing?
>>39243022
This scares me about suicide because what if I just wake up? I'm using it to get to another life. Hoping God teleports me to another life before that though.

Earlier this year I was having a manic episode. Couldn't sleep for 3 days. Left my home at night in a rush. Was just going to drive north. Ended up behind a car with the license plate that had 666 on it. They were driving slow so I followed them until I could help them. An African man named Keffa "bitter lock" got out and I tried to help him replace his tire. Ended up going back to his house and his daughters prayed over me and i tried to sleep at his house for a little bit but ended up waking up and leaving. Started driving north again and kept looking up at the moon and stars. Lots of biblical stories kept flooding my mind. Ended up stopping to pee at a truck stop, and tried calling my mom but my phone was dead and couldn't get it to charge. Strangely on my phone there was 7 cherubim swooping down from heaven with a mother with a head covering holding a child made out of grease.

Ended up getting back in my car and driving north. Was still watching the moon. Looked down and then looked back up and it was gone. I instantly pulled over and got out of my car, stripped naked and took a bunch of pills and layed down in a ditch. Ended up getting up and started walking around with my eyes closed. Somehow did a b line straight up a hill and onto the highway. Started walking across the road and I could see lights coming with eyes still closed. Kept walking and felt a car pass by me by inches and I instantly ran into a gate. Opened my eyes and walked back to my car and drove home.

On my drive home I had what seemed like this spiritual battle, and heard in my mind "you wont feel pain in the second death" and I started speaking in tongues and closed my eyes and drove off the highway. I felt 10 strikes to my head but no pain and came to a stop. I opened my eyes and my car was wrecked and I instantly started to smell fire but my seatbelt was stuck. I made no attempt to escape. Then some women pulled up and asked me if I was ok but I couldn't speak.

>>39253195
As I was sitting there I started to black out, and one of the girls lifted my pillow from my lap that I was naked under, and then I woke up in the hospital surrounded by my mom, nurses, and a cop.

I instantly started to panic, and removed my IV and ran through the hospital trying to escape and woke up in a different room.

A lot of it was a blur, and my dad said the girls who stopped to get me out of my car were also Christians and I had a conversation with them, that I have no memory of. I was also not hurt at all in the accident. I just had a small scratch on my knee.

God is real, and this is an experience that has me really taking a look at how I have lived my life up to this point, and how I will live it going forward.

I felt no pain in all of this, even when I believe God used his rod of correction on me in the car accident. Mentally it has hurt but its been in a loving way.

I still can't make sense of it, but I think its like the part in Job where hes basically told that Gods ways are higher than his and we will never understand. Gods ways are much higher than ours.