I have been taking mushrooms regularly for the past 6 months and found them very helpful. But the past week or so I've been making big changes to my life in order to be more committed to the spiritual path and taking my spiritual work more seriously. But tonight I took mushrooms and suddenly I was filled with notions that I have been tricked and that I really should take a step back and that all this stuff I've been doing is ridiculous. That there is nothing wrong with porn and endless stimulation, that I should just chill out and relax. That I should return to the material world.Now that I am sobered up. I still feel like my changes I have been making to my life are good and meaningful and that the ideas I had while on psychedelics was wrong and misguided. What is happening here? Ideas?
>>39253323>wrong with porn and endless stimulationthe wrong was already done before you got horny.drugs innately emulate the micro dosed neurotransmitters one normally associates with satisfactions in the general living of life, but they give it too you all at once, when you were unsatisfied with your spiritual persuits the drugs gave your high thoughts the sense of satisfaction, when you were content with your spirituality the drugs gave your mundane pursuits a sense of satisfaction. instead you should ask yourself what you personally lack that requires constant satisfaction. (pro til its 100% cellular homeostasis ie the complete ablation of apoptosis)
You put chemicals into your body that altered your mental state. They won't do this in a consistent way.However, let's say that your drug fuelled logic is wrong. What's the harm? That you might stop masturbating, build some discipline and sort your life out? What's the downside?>There's nothing wrong with pornEvery single generation of every single society in the history of the human species disagrees with you except one. You decide who is correct.
>>39253340I think you've misidentified the conflict. It's that I have been trusting the drugs and they've been helpful so far. But tonight I got the real sense that I was being tempted away from something good by them. The problem I'm grappling with is that should I discontinue using them? Have they been leading me astray this whole time and I've just not realized it? Or was this simply just a bad trip and are they still useful as a tool?
>>39253323you've taken mushrooms regularly while the general public doesn't, this alters you; the best way to take psychedelics is take them once a blue moon, trust me ive done before too
