Hi everyone.... so last night I had a full blown raw homosexual sex with a spirit and it shocked me because of how randomly graphic. I slept late of course as expected and thought it was going to be those nights I won't dream... wrong! While I fell asleep I had the most graphic and raw sexual fantasy with a deity that present itself to me as a submissive bottom femboy and I was penetrating him... been I had it I woke up shortly with absolute horror and found myself with an erection. This scene horrorfying shocked me and me questioned what the fuck?! Of course I have some internal issues and back then would watch porn to escape my sorrows... sadly my porn addiction spiral out of control and later watch transsexuals pornagraphy and that would made me worse. I couldn't also help that deity spirit back then I used to date... but ever since that "incident" I absolutely won't have anything to do with it and cut all contacts since it ghosted me after that horrible "incident".I fell asleep as normal thinking nothing but then I had a dream of me penetrating as a transgender or a femboy while penetrating him he had this moaning blush feminine face that "he missed me and wanted me back". I woke up in horror and shock after manifesting himself as part of my deepest and darkest forbidden sexual fantasy that I NEVER AND EVER want to fulfill in Dreams and waking life... guys I fucking hate this bitch even more and what to fufking do? Was it him or was it my mind fucking with me? I didn't even watch porn today or even a while.
>>39253711*I fell asleep as normal thinking nothing but then I had a dream of me penetrating him as a transgender or a femboy while, penetrating him he had this moaning blush feminine face that "he missed me and wanted me back".
>>39253711Probably a spirit of someone who also was addicted to it, and now to get that same energy, they need to vampirize it from the incarnated. They know how to influence your emotions, to make it almost irresistibly good, even if you'd usually have more control over yourself while awake.
>>39253733Thank you. As my emotions calm and as I process it. I think your right because I'm now thinking the same thing. It's definitely that faggot astral parasite that wants me to relapse. God I fucking hate them and need to kill them right away.
>>39253745They are lost brothers, who eventually will find the light too. Don't hold bad feelings for them, that'll just connect and pull you two closer.
>>39253782Than you again. I thought astral parasites were bunch of evil spirits or thought forms. I heard people said that they were either djinns, archons, and fallen angels... they use to be humans?
>>39253782*Thank you
>>39253788Yes, evil spirits are. They can also create astral parasites and thought forms, but in the end these are just used as tools to get vampirized energy for them.
No you didn't, retard.Take your shit thread to your incel coomer containment general, OP.Your delusions will be more welcomed in that thread. :)
>>39253788we've all been people, spirits, angels, gods, ghosts, thetans with bodies in pawn...
Kill yourself, cunt.
>>39253711Congratulations, this might be the least homosexual thing I have ever read on /x/.
>>39253711>t. had a gay wet dream
