>>39255406
is this all this board has become?
Depressed faggots crying that they cant handle having to go through the same shit everyone else does?

Read wrathful chaos by Arioch.

It describes a process of destroying the cosmos to bring about the invisible realm of nahemoth with chaos

>>39255417
is this all this board has become?
Whiny faggots crying that they have to scroll past threads that they don't like just as everyone else does?

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>>39255417
It isn't so much "can't handle" as it is "feel that it's clearly not worth handling." And you have to wonder why there are so many of us, supposedly members of a species that is the result of billions of years of selection for being willing and able to live, but we're just not very enthusiastic about it.

is this all this board has become?

gentile faggots who can't stop babbling about the jew YHWH and the jewish stories?

>>39255451
Funny pic

>>39255406
I'm feeling the same thing you do. Same desires as well. I delude myself that things will change, that I will have freedom. It seems to be enough to keep going, though I won't like; I have my weaknesses at times.

>>39255406
>there is no possible way to be truly happy living in humanity
You aren't alone. Whoever tricked me into reincarnating into a human physical body is an asshole.

I think we're here to ease up on the whole armagedeon thing. I went backwards to be here. So enjoy life.

>>39256321
Where you went backwards from?

>>39255406
Everyone's first life in samsara is as a demiurge of their own universe.
We are the silly few that decided to stay after that life, trying lesser experiences as if that was what we wanted all along.
Now we have forgotten our way out this cycle.

After we die, if we refuse to reincarnate, we have other options. We can go to another universe (all fiction is real and all possible variations are as well, just in different realms), live in any afterlife we believe we'll go to, or even become a universe creator ourselves.

>>39255406
>The demiurge was cast out into a pocket world just for him
Its an allegory.
>Satan was cast out
How did that work out for him.
>The list goes on
>So is there a way to force God to teleport me into a void to live in myself for the rest of my existence?
You are the creator, you can no more force God than you can force yourself.
>I'm not supposed to be here.
Yet you are.
>I dont vibe with this reality.
Probably why there is something for you to learn here.
>And honestly, despite living for 26 years, being human isn't for me, it never was.
And yet whatever else you used to be wasn't sufficient either.
>I know new age spiritualist like to claim that all is love and that we spawned here for a reason, at least to learn - I've learned enough, even I have a higher self, its pretty dumb of "him" to assume I still want to live in this reality
You are your higher self, its you when you act with the wisdom of your entire being, rather than as an ignorant retard.
>If I have a world to myself I can use my will unrestricted by OTHER people's will
What is lucid dreaming then? Why don't you already use the world you have for yourself?
>It can't be considered selfish because I'm removing myself far from anyone else to possibly bother
It is sort of selfish, because you could be using your existence to help people otherwise. But if you don't care about other people in the first place, why would it matter if its selfish or not?
>Thoughts?
You are a whiny bitch who doesn't know shit and thinks he can magic up a universe capable of sustaining his own life without any other force assisting your existence, but you can't do that so you complain that some higher power isn't doing it for you.
>TLDR
>God fucked up by manifesting me as a human, there is no possible way to be truly happy living in humanity, and I feel he should just yeet me into space or something, as long as I get to remain alone for the rest of my life
Reverse the polarity of your connection to gravity.

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>>39256321
The future.

>>39256560
it's all plotted
this is part of the ride
still the only one in this universe

>>39255406

You're already in a void...

Your brain is so detached from your heart you don't realize you want fake people around to make you feel less alone.

...Don't break any of your fucking toys you fucking ingrate!

You want back in normal world?

Learn to not be so fucking ugly and dumb.

Really; you actually want real people and you THINK you want void but you're too fake and gay.

Completely inverted gay race communism jewcult brain.

>>39255406
Yeah that place is called hell

>>39256560
My personal belief did line up with the idea that we can make our own universe when we die

>>39257221
>we can make our own universe when we die
That isnt what I said. Why would you think that?
You dont get to be demiurge after EVERY life.
You CAN get back to that position, if you want to for some weird reason, but it is hard.

>>39257256
That's why I said my personal belief.

This is what I personally know to be absolute Truth.

>>39258235
Everything about the belief is relative, not Absolute at all. But then it's doubtful you really understand what Absolute means.

>>39255406
In the same position
>>39255451
This

Honestly at this point though I don't believe any of this is real, I'm kind of shocked I believed it was real in the first place

>>39258497
Absolute is irrefutable.
It's irrefutable to me, hence it's personal.

I can easily dismiss your absolute beliefs although it is personal to you

We are two different consciousnesses experiencing different realities.

>>39256716
>It is sort of selfish, because you could be using your existence to help people otherwise. But if you don't care about other people in the first place, why would it matter if its selfish or not?

I don't think you'd be saying that if he were autistic and annoying

>>39255406
I'm beginning to think to think we are here to be food, that's it.
Nothing matters, nothing. Your wants and desires are equal to 0.