It's all a game, isn't it?
It is. I accidentally consented to create a time loop. More than once, probably. I wish only to know if I'm a real person or not. My hope of helping others is shattered as I realize this is prob just a elaborate humilation ritual. I do not consent and hereby rebuke any previous assessement otherwise made in the past. I'll kill myself this saturday, 3am. Anything on my way will be interpreted as proof I'm monitored by non human inteligence.Mother lies. I only needed words, didn't matter what they were. It's still in my head. I hope you all might leave, if I'm quiet. "Ide suus"
checkmate
Won't know until I'm dead.Problem is, the creators of the sim will have a very hard time convincing me not to kill them all, which means they'll probably force me to keep playing, or indoctrinate me with the infinite wellspring of love into forgiving and forgetting the mass rape and exploitation that transpires on the material plane.
>>39591288row row row your boat
>>39591493
>>39591496>be finite >wants to become infinite to fulfill finite desires >becomes infinite >no longer has finite desires >only wants to be finite again >cycle repeats forever FUCK
>>39591288
>>39591700>be infinite>want to become finite to fulfill infinite desires (the bloodshed, destruction, and carnage of the natural world)>becomes finite>no longer has infinite desires>only wants to be infinite again>cycle ends upon returnI promise you, as President of the Universe, I will have everyone on their knees and slit their throats by hand. If I am to be punished for my intention, then they had better keep me here until the heat death of the universe. Delay the inevitable while trying to ply esoteric and vedic wisdoms that serve only to push the Nobody narrative on me, while the rich and powerful scream their names from their high towers, rape children, and fuck (you) over since the dawn of history.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKV7cm_EEpA
>>39591288>>39591467No, it's a retarded hell world that I'm forced to act as the sole frame of reference for and only materially real person in so that God can abuse me through everyone else who he controls as a retarded tranny hivemind. I never agreed to exist at all let alone "time loops". God forces me to exist so that he can abuse me because he's a retarded evil sadist>>39591700This is stupid. Why would I want to be "finite" if I didn't have "finite desires"?. I would never want to be dominated and abused by sadists in a retarded hell world no matter what.
tell me about this celestial game of poverty as they call it. it just seems to be about enslaving people
It's more like one of those rollercoaster simulators that they sometimes have in arcades. Anyone know what I'm talking about?
>>39593484i've been on those when i was a kid, but i don't know what you're comparing them too. that shit feels real
imagine if some noble beings were so bored that they made an elaborate world sim game and wiped their minds to have ultimate roleplay experience.
>>39591496if it were a sim though, would you get mad over a videogame?I'm not saying it is a game though. And I don't think it is a good thing to believe since I don't like assuming that others are NPCs.
>>39593620RP of what? The most "interesting" experiences in this bs plane are those of organized criminals. Maybe uncontacted tribes 2. Why would anyone willingly live in a corporate distopia? Mercantile europe at least had cavaliers and pirates.
>>39591288thats right, bitch. You heard it already for your whole life motherfucker! Violence is the answer
>>39591288pvp
>>39591288Yes. Smoke dmt to find out
