Although I was fairly aware of the MK-Ultra program and the various forms sexual abuse that happened within the military I didn't start putting pieces together in my own life until fairly recently. For my own sake and mental sanity I am going to refrain from detailing specifics of what I think may have gone down, but I will give a few surrounding details. Key information: > Family members (Including both grandfathers, and direct family members) had rather extensive careers in the military > At least one family member worked in the FBI and had a rather prominent career> Was raised for a significant chunk of my early years on or nearby military bases including attending military childcare> Actively remember trying to escape the childcare and being brought into places of the childcare (such as the attic) where children normally should not have gone> Know that after leaving that daycare my babysitter was a pervert and ended up dying about a decade after of a drug overdose (supposedly)> End up having a significantly detailed understanding of the female anatomy at an extremely young age > End up saying too much around other kids and was then required to go to a rather well known psychologist in the area for therapy for an extended amount of time (I have absolutely no recollection of these visits, the mans face, the drive to and from therapy etc)> End up developing several concerning sexual proclivities during middle school and high school, even without the influence of pornThose are pretty much the key points. Outside of having a rather shitty relationship with my parents (almost exclusively due to religious issues however) I had a normal childhood (food, toys, friends, etc) and even got accepted into a few decent universities a few years back. I am sorry if I dont get back to this on time and dont respond, I have a busy day.
Everyone is exposed to propaganda and brainwashing through pop media.Everyone is exposed to some form of trauma throughout their lives.Would things be any different if you were an MKULTRA victim?
>>39592149I would also research Monarch programming as well. Just a thought.
>>39592149Try and find out what they are trying to make you do and don't do it
Huge gaps in memory. I don't have many memories until I'm about 6 or 7.>>39592149>End up developing several concerning sexual proclivities during middle school and high school, even without the influence of pornThis. I somehow knew what sex was at a young age and was fixated on it.
>>39592985>I don't have many memories until I'm about 6 or 7.Most people have spotty memories from before that age, goofball.
I think it's super SUS americans have those youth summer camp with "camp counsellors" and no other adult, or "reformation for problem teen" camps, which aren't even state-run juvie, but private.what other SUS shit, does american have regarding kids? ICE prisons for illegal-immigrant kids? I remember the Marines had some sort of weird youth problem for pre-boot camp thing ,where the girls were abused.>I would mention Gay Conversion camps, or pentecostal\ baptists camps but..i dont want to come across as an smirking atheist
Watching this thread because Ive wondered if I experienced sexual trauma>>GATE memories >>almost every weird gate metric like Israeli girlfriends and early speech problems>>Distinct weird sexual proclivities>>Had male and female partners ask me if I was diddled kekUnsure if I want to uncover whatever trauma memories through hypno regression
>>39593142Europe has Hebrew bullshit like that too. Anders Breivik took out an entire youth brainwashing facility single-handedly.
In grade four:>I remember being taught visualization alone with a teacher in a windowless room. >Have a memory of sitting on her lap naked, facing her, in that same windowless room.>Other students and I would spend a few days a week there. >All I remember is we had to do a shit load of creative writing, and puzzles. The students ranged from straight A types to D's, suggesting this wasn't a typical special ed class. I also knew about sex from a very early age.
being gay or trans. if you’re a homosexual theres a 96% chance you were molested by another man as a child. proven by statistics
Guess im the only one here with actual proof i was part of a mkultra program within the us army sponsored by DOD and the Gates foundation to militarize children. 0JV0J
>>39592149I was born on the infamous presidio army base in SF, home of a number of satanic child abuse scandals.My father was a military child psychiatrist who was a sociopathic child rapist and my mother was a full blown brainwashing victim.My father raped my little brother, which was covered up. He probably was also raping the children he was supposed to be treating.I am some kind of hybrid experiment, a forerunner of the GATE kids.See this thread for the whole story:https://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/38927379This is my collection of symptoms that you are part of the program:Two color eyes, myopia, migraines, allergies, giant brain, especially extra math processors, the damn mole, slightly or really crazy, paranoia, depression, good night vision, schizophrenia, lifetime paranormal experiences, NDEs, Mandela effect, targeted, watching anime again, hyperlexia, extra large incisors, you know things somehow, mysterious head scars, sense of a terrible impending doom, excellent immune system, heavy taste for psychedelics and mysticism, & neanderthal or lebensborn phenotype features.
I am OP. >>39593104I have had (and maintained) a nearly photographic memory from around the time I was 4 or 5 years old, I remember everything up and to the event which resulted in me being forced to go to therapy for around 8 months. After discussing what I presumably went through with some other kids at a get together I was pulled into a room with my parents who then verbally berated me for the better part of an hour at which point I have no memory of anything afterwards until around 8 months later. >>39593389I also have several experiences similar to those which GATE people went through except that there were several major deviations in my life which would have prevented me from being able to identify as a GATE kid. I did have a jewish girl in highschool who ravenously wanted to date me, granted she was not an art student. >>39595470I am bisexual, and up until recently I believed that my inclinations occurred naturally, however I am starting to wonder if I was tampered with. I have no recollection of any male involvement however, and if I was molested it was 100% by a woman.
>>39593516wasn't that a private camp for members of a socialist political party?
>>39592149No one would even want to molest 99% of you. You were ugly dysgenic mutts even as little children. This thread just like gangs talking and nobody is a pathetic and sad attempt at attention grab and feeding schizophrenic narcissistic ego. No one gives a shit about any of you. Not even your own parents.
>>39593389What’s wrong with Israeli girlfriends? They give awesome head
I don't call it dysphoria I call it lumenon, but I wonder why I have it? I recall a normal childhood.
>>39592385basically this>>39592149OP my $0.02 is that either you -know- because you were successfully indoctrinated into the club, or you -know- because they attempted to and ultimately rejected you or you rejected them (then they fucked with you hardcore, and you'd remember)just like GATE
