>smoke weed before bed like always>today I decide to meditate before bed instead of watching tv>sit cross legged and turn on some schizo frequency music for meditation>Relax myself and start to see patterns>reminds me of the closed eye visuals I got when I did acid in high school>Randomly dropped into a scene from somewhere else no idea where any of them were, but it ranged from fighting to nature to a grocery store, some of it looked very futuristic, not something wed see irl>Could stay or leave these "scenes" as I pleased>After a few of these I leave and start to see more solid shapes in the patterns>many of them became very realistic looking, especially taking the forms of "trees" but they were constantly morphing, changing, growing, they never stopped moving>can't really describe most of them, if you have ever tried LSD or shrooms it looked similar, honestly looked like what I imagine a DMT trip is like but never tried>The one constant in these patterns or locations or trees or whatever is that I would see a bright light coming from a small object that resembled a crystal, and I felt the urge to chase it>As soon as I got close to a "light crystal", an entity would approach me, ranging form very human looking to bizarre aliens and tell me the price of enlightenment is my soul 1/2
>>39592441>Reject every offer, after each rejection I get flung further into this abyss of constantly changing patterns and objects until I come across another "changing" tree>tree opens up and I see a bright light "crystal" that is much brighter and seemed to give off a feeling of purity that the others didn't>Inclined to grab it and when I try, the hands of a person who looks similar to the catholic churches version of Jesus wraps his hands around it and says "You're not quite ready yet my child" and takes it away but he didn't seem evil like the other entities and it seemed like he was saving it>Immediately felt like my time here was done and open my eyesAm I schizo or did I see something important?2/2
>>39592443That sounds like Focus 15
>>39592447What is focus 15
>>39592469Focus 15
>>39592469pretty sure he's referring to the Focus levels from the gateway tapes made by the CIA, I might be wrong though, you can find the gateway tapes online tho they are on internet archive
>>39592441>>39592443Is this the first time you met Jesus?
>>39592441It sounds like a profound spiritual experience, continue with an open mind and the willingness to learn
>>39592441Congrats you are opening your third eye chakra..keep practicing- breath real slow..as slow as you can and then go even slower. Keep us posted anon
>>39592441this bro. same thingwhen you get good at it you won't even need the weed
>>39592686Ive tried the gateway tapes but I never finished listening to the last ones, it felt different than this>>39592723yes>>39594587I want to make it a practice at least 3 times a week, this all happened in the space of 25 minutes so its not time consuming, will post updates next experience>>39594614Should I hold my breath?>>39594642Noted
>>39592441Holyshit, I've been doing the same thing as of recently. Weed and meditation at night. Seen all sorts of fractals, beings, form. I've started to see what I can only describe as unaltered pure light in its base forms, sort of like if you look close at an image/pixels and can see the rgb values that makeup the light/total picture.
I prefer oblivion
>>39594642That book looks awesome. Is it worth buying did not see it available in pdf form for free after doing a cursory search.
>>39595033Okay. It’s time for you to be introduced to him with the Word. I know many righteous men who speak it and I want you listen, for he called you his son and I must support his children.Let me bring you John MacArthur, so you can understand the grace of God to see the beauty of his Ten Commandments: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R6ooBF230X4&pp=ygUOam9obiBtYWNhcnRodXI%3DIf you walked under the commandments without the love, without the faith, you will walk blindly to your demise. You can find me all over /X/, and I will guide you to my best ability.
I’ve had experiences like that, never met Jesus though.
>>39595795I think it's worth buying. If you're interested in OP's post, it's basically the exact same thing.
